Written By Mabelle
Jan. 21, 2022, 11:04 a.m.(12/20/1016 AR)
I am speechless. Grateful. Proud.
Written By Baldessare
Jan. 21, 2022, 10:42 a.m.(12/20/1016 AR)
Written By Caspian
Jan. 21, 2022, 9:40 a.m.(12/20/1016 AR)
Written By Scipio
Jan. 20, 2022, 11:31 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)
When you sigh the world goodbye, how long will it take for your story to die..?
A year?
A decade?
One generation? Three? In 60 years, will anyone remember your name? Will they remember the lessons you taught? The struggles you faced or the sacrifices you made? Will your descendents praise the service you gave?
Some are content being swallowed like a stone in a pond, leaving behind no sign of their passage. Which I have no judgment for. If you're one who doesn't care how long you live after death, then I fear you've lost time reading so far. I'd suggest finding other material.
But if you're someone who is determined to leave something of value behind to those important to you... Someone who, when faced with oblivion, would not go quietly. Who would wish their essence to echo long after they've left...
Then I want to tell your story.
Perhaps you have one important story to tell. Perhaps you have a collection. Whatever your offering, as a Scholar of Vellichor, it would be among my most sacred duties to preserve it.
Written By Ilira
Jan. 20, 2022, 8:19 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Temira
And you do look good in red.
Was that morbid?
Written By Sabella
Jan. 20, 2022, 7:02 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)
Written By Udell
Jan. 20, 2022, 6:36 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)
Written By Wylla
Jan. 20, 2022, 2:49 p.m.(12/18/1016 AR)
Written By Wylla
Jan. 20, 2022, 2:46 p.m.(12/18/1016 AR)
[Little drawings of mushrooms along the edges of the page. No other writing.]
Written By Orland
Jan. 20, 2022, 1:39 p.m.(12/18/1016 AR)
I've been with the Order of East Light for at since February of 1015 AR, when Princess Coraline Thrax allowed me to join in her care. It's now the last month of 1016 AR, and I'm reflecting on my journey thus far, knowing I'm still thriving in this knighthood, still very eager to learn and better myself. I look up to Prince Romulius and Prince Jasher quite often, when it comes to the Order of East Light, and I work to learn from them as often as I can.
That said, I cannot believe I've dedicated almost two years as a Squire to the Order of East Light, which is pretty spectacular for someone of my upbringing. Where does time go?
I wasn't raised in the arts of hand to hand combat like my peers. I didn't have the privilege to. What I was raised into was a situation of survival and fighting in a very different sense. Though I've seen the transformation that this life in a knighthood has given me; mentally, physically, and emotionally. I'm far more grounded than when I first started and I certainly don't feel as angry as I used to be. I can actually wield a sword now and I don't always get my ass kicked by the younger squires. I'm actually able to spar with the full Knights of the Order and I feel like I can hold my own. I've done a lot of growing up these last few years.
The other day when Dame Kyda issued her challenge, I wanted to prove to myself I had grown, as a Squire (a square as Savio calls me) and as a man. I have survived so much thus far and it cannot all be by luck. I am not always an open book, but in this instance, I feel it's okay to record my own success. I fought against the Dame, I accepted her challenge as the first of the day. I pushed my way to the front and spoke the words to take on her challenge and she accepted me as a challenger! She was wearing Alaricite and sported a weapon like I've never seen before, it gleamed with it's transcendent qualities. I'm pretty sure it was also Alarcite. She was very impressive! She only needed to cross blades once to read how I would fight, at least that's how I feel when she faced me. I faced her with honor and represented the Order in the way they taught me to.
In my dreams, I saw a possibility of defeating her, for an instant. The idea of winning against a challenger who stood before the Shrines issuing honor to Gloria in front of all my Peers, felt amazing for a fleeting moment. Though, perhaps it was pride before the fall. My true performance was decent. I survived longer than most of my Peers, though my husband survived twice as long as I did against the very same challenger. The match ultimately went to her, but I think in this case, for me, this challenge wasn't about winning so much as about trying and having that confidence to match blades for the Honor of Gloria. I never would've had the confidence to match blades with her, two years ago.
If I'm asked to be a knight, I may decline on reasons that I have so much more to learn, but then I understand, life is full of learning and we can never truly stop learning. Do I feel ready to be a knight? In some ways, yes. In other ways, I know I have a lot more training I could do. Would I be willing to give my oaths? Perhaps that can be my goal in this year to come.
Written By Monique
Jan. 20, 2022, 11:51 a.m.(12/18/1016 AR)
Written By Ida
Jan. 20, 2022, 6:16 a.m.(12/18/1016 AR)
Written By Raven
Jan. 19, 2022, 11:44 p.m.(12/17/1016 AR)
Written By Zakhar
Jan. 19, 2022, 8:29 p.m.(12/17/1016 AR)
I dare you to attempt to beat it without seeking reimbursement for your efforts.
Written By Temira
Jan. 19, 2022, 9:39 a.m.(12/16/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Ilira
Written By Temira
Jan. 19, 2022, 9:36 a.m.(12/16/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Ilira
Written By Temira
Jan. 19, 2022, 9:31 a.m.(12/16/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Ilira
Written By Lisebet
Jan. 19, 2022, 8:37 a.m.(12/16/1016 AR)
Or a spot that looks different from the last time you were there.
Snow covered. Rainy. Flowers in bloom. An unexpected picnic.
Written By Raven
Jan. 18, 2022, 10:18 p.m.(12/15/1016 AR)
I am fine. Thanks. You all can stop asking now.
Written By Wylla
Jan. 18, 2022, 10:04 p.m.(12/15/1016 AR)
Several times a week, I will paint a mural on the old bits of wall slab left behind from older versions of the temple. I will take all day to do it, the designs always different. Sometimes it's someone I know, someone I wish to know, or random patterns that inspire me. When I'm finished, I take my large, trusty hammer, and shatter the mural into pieces. Sometimes I will keep a small piece for my garden, sometimes it gets pounded into bits.
Perhaps it's silly of me to embrace the nature of impermanence, but there are so many precious moments that are mine alone for the fleeting nature of time. Mine, and perhaps a few others.
They are beautiful, these flowers. The blue aster is my favorite.
I think I'll stop stressing about how strange it is that they are still fresh, and instead enjoy them while I have them; soon, they will be ready for pressing, and I will have frail echoes of their beauty as a reminder for the sweet moments they were mine.
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