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Written By Monique

Sept. 11, 2020, 1:34 a.m.(1/3/1014 AR)

Winter, and for once I welcome it. But I shall make a note to send all the new Eurusi refugees in the city extra blankets. It cannot be easy.

Written By Svana

Sept. 10, 2020, 11:56 p.m.(1/3/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Jules

Goodbye.

Written By Rosalind

Sept. 10, 2020, 7:07 p.m.(1/2/1014 AR)

It's snowing! The first snowfall has happened! You're glowing scholar, but that's ok! Want to go on an adventure? A snowy one?

Why do I like the snow you ask? Especially the first snow? While you contemplate the adventure...Sure! I'll tell you! The world looks untouched and new! There is something fresh and calming about it. It's just--IT'S BEAUTIFUL!

Written By Sunniva

Sept. 10, 2020, 5:57 p.m.(1/2/1014 AR)

It is amazing how many things one does simply because it is habit. At the Grayson Autumnal Ball, as I walk in I pick up a glass of wine...which of /course/ I didn't drink, as it is only water for me for the next several months, but it did get me thinking.

How many things do I do every day simply because it is habit, not because I enjoy it, or it helps someone, or it improves something? Habit can certainly be a good thing, but it can also leave one oblivious to other ways of doing things.

I will have to consider my habits.

Written By Gael

Sept. 10, 2020, 2:44 p.m.(1/2/1014 AR)

I've never been much a fan of writing.

As I hold this quill now, my hand can't cease shaking, discomfited by the haunt of holding something so delicate and as dangerous as a feathered object. I've always feared having my thoughts shaped and used in the long future where I've evolved past them; to be judged for whom I was, to who I am now. But I'm told it's good to record one's thoughts, find some escape from the self, as if it can't be courage it can at least be prudence. And one shouldn't feel too much shame to whom we were before the now, as it was stepping stones to where we've arrived? I don't know. Foundations? I guess.

Gods, it's strange. For the thousands of criminal reports and investigations I've done, it feels as if this is the first time I've eked out anything on paper in years.

I like birds. Purchased one, finally, a blue little bird. Sings like a canary, and is very tiny. I'm told it won't grow any bigger itself, only its feathers will lengthen, so it'll only get chubbier. This is nice.

Written By Ida

Sept. 10, 2020, 2:38 p.m.(1/2/1014 AR)

I don't know if I ever set out to tell stories with my forging. I mean, I probably repaired as many horseshoes and plows as I did armor and arms when I was still a young crafter. A repaired horseshoe can only say so much, I suppose; hey, walk on me and lets hold out a bit longer this time, eh?

Weapons, and the few pieces of armor I've done, always feel like they /should/ be a tale, in a way. They always have, throughout my career. I'm not wholly sure why, but that inspiration has always been there. What does this blade say about the person who holds it? What will the archer see and feel when this bow is pulled at an intended quarry or enemy? What story will this TELL? Maybe it was from growing up in the Oathlands and all those stories Austen and I were told as children, before bed. The great knights and their great weapons. Tales from after the Reckoning where the blades were as famous as the heroes who used them.

I'm not always sure that I serve those who commission pieces from me as well as I might, though I hope I've come as close as might be possible. Sometimes I'll just have a thought - something that sticks in my mind to the point that I have to make it. Like Oath and Path and Truth. Not all of those daydreams end up as something as, perhaps, as meaningful as those - just bits of whimsy for hairpins in the shop. Cats, birds, shields - things that I want to portray in metal for whatever reason.

Seren Walker's recent entry just kinda got me thinking on this, and the things I've crafted since coming to Arx. No few times have I wrestled and struggled to take a story and make it shine in metal, but hopefully I've served Jayus well, and those who trust their lives to those weapons I've been trusted to put in their hands. And no matter how often I struggle, or stress over getting something /just right/ - the joy when it is complete and the wielder is happy? It is beyond describing.

Written By Aine

Sept. 10, 2020, 11 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

I was all set to attend the Grayson Autumnal Ball (were they trying to avoid calling it the Fall Ball?) and worst luck, was struck with a terrible headache right as it started. What a disappointment!

Written By Harlex

Sept. 10, 2020, 10:17 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Gabriella

Self-sacrifice. A ruler should be concerned with the grievances of their people and seek to fix them constantly, until it leaves them haggard. They organize others, when things must be organized, and otherwise keep to themselves.

That would be the only way to justify someone being in a position above their fellow man.

False superiority. If they demand celebration for themselves, if they believe they are superior to others for intangible things such as lineage or blood, this is the most damning.

Written By Eirene

Sept. 10, 2020, 10:08 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Symonesse

So my cow (Technically mine, but she belongs to the children) placed 3rd in the Bovine Grand Prix. Normally I wouldn't enter this kind of thing but Idris and Iris really wanted to watch a cow run so I indulged them. They now have a trophy that looks like the Queen to decorate their bedroom. Both of them were so thrilled. I put it up on a high shelf so they can see it but neither can grab it and fight over it. Sharing is caring, blah blah, fucking platitudes.

Speaking of the Queen, Symonesse told Mihaly and I we're having a boy. Mihaly was almost as silently stunned as when I first told him he'd be a father. She also invited the twins to go spend time with the Royal Twins. I can see the four of them getting into trouble exploring the palace and that delights me. I want them to make friends and have connections in the city for when they're grown. The Compact is only as strong as our bonds, and I want the twins to have strength and allies for the fights to come in the future.

Written By Piccola

Sept. 10, 2020, 8:44 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Remember that it is not easy for the free to organize for war.

Those who are free are not accustomed to follow the orders of commanders and experts. Their strength lies in an ability to improvise, which is the exercise of one's free will against the constraint of tried ideas. Although such freedom is necessary to flow with the changes occasioned by circumstances and terrain, it is anathema in situations where brothers and sisters in arms must advance or retreat in and out of engagements on the battlefield.

Remember therefore that it is easier for slaves to be organized for war.

Those who know no freedom are accustomed to follow the orders of their masters. Their strength lies in a lack of individuality and an absolute devotion wrought from abuse to march themselves into the face of certain death and fight as they are instructed. Although such uniformity makes them easier to command, it is anathema in situations where their opponents are able to invent new strategies to defeat them on the battlefield.

But always remember this: war remains between people.

There are no masters without slaves, and slaves without masters soon learn that without the veil of lies they are trained to believe that they are free people. Free people will always fight for their homes, but so too will masters always fight for their throngs without which they would have no power. Consequently, in a war against the free and slaves, the purpose of the war is not to break the slaves' bodies or will -- indeed, these things do not belong to them -- but to liberate the slaves and bring to them taste the sweetness of the liberty promised by Skald.

Once that happens, the masters will lose their homes and thereby be utterly crushed.

Written By Seren

Sept. 10, 2020, 6:07 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

If I could offer every shopper, every would-be patron of a Crafters' Guild member one piece of advice? It would be that they should tell us a story. Tell us what the importance of a piece is. Are you adding symbolism, then explain why. Do you hope to take this to battle and find glory? Is it a necklace for a lover? Then give us reasons, give us tales. That is where we draw our inspiration. If you want our best work, give us yours.

Written By Sydney

Sept. 10, 2020, 3:59 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Gabriella

An immutable desire to change the world.

The knife cuts both ways.

Written By Sydney

Sept. 10, 2020, 3:57 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Svana

You would hardly be the first nor will you be the last to take to the Whites in a fit of passion.

While it's more convenient to submit these writings as black, there are few among us who hasn't transcribed their feelings to paper and then had them delivered in their rawest form.

I had some especially choice words to say about my first employer. I'm thrilled that I was so insignificant at the time that word never got back to him about it - or if it did, he was gracious enough never to bring it up to me.

We learn our measure by our mistakes. Regret them, but do dwell overlong.

Written By Medeia

Sept. 10, 2020, 2 a.m.(1/1/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Ysabel

Tonight I learned that while I may not be good at choosing a winning cow (congratulations, Baroness Gilden), I am good at dancing and dodging threats (you really just have to ask me to dance, Baroness Gilden) on the dance floor.

Written By Gabriella

Sept. 9, 2020, 9:51 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

A question twofold as we enter the twilight days of this year, for those who happen upon the idle musings of a simple knight:

What is the single most important quality of the best of rulers?

And what, then, is the single most damning quality of the worst of tyrants?

Written By Svana

Sept. 9, 2020, 8:31 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

I wrote something in the Whites that was written out of anger and hurt, and for that I apologize.

Sometimes I let my emotions overtake me. I know that there are people who would regard this as a weakness. It is not about controlling emotions so much as it is about controlling one's words. My own issue is that I tend to keep things inside. Things that should be spoken to ears which should only hear them sometimes are the last to do just that, and it's my own stubborness which allows this to happen. It is something to work on in the future.

It is a night I wish I were home in the Bonespire again, watching the snowfall while I drink spiced mead and try to figure out what is in the stars for me. My heart aches for the Bonespire more and more. I wish to take the babes but they are still so little, and only used to our weather. I wonder how much of me runs in their bones.

Written By Thea

Sept. 9, 2020, 7:27 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

The filly I purchased I from the Halfshav horse auction. Her name you ask? Soxette. You see, Soxette has appears to be wearing socks on three of her legs. Only 3. Now 4. How is that possible you ask? Because Lady Neilda made her an aeterna sock for her other leg. A horse leg warmer? Regardless--She has socks on 4 legs legs now. Soxette will be the fastest and most well---me horse ever by the time she grown. As far as horses go...

Written By Haakon

Sept. 9, 2020, 6:36 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

The most successful reaving of the year has returned from the Near Saffron, with a dozen ships taken and hundreds delivered. With the season of storms looming, this is like to be the last reaving until winter is past and the isles go from white to green. The East Wind bears us back to Arx, flush with victory and hard won plunder.

It were a rich voyage.

Every sailor who joined will take for their share enough wealth to see their kin fed for a full year's turn, with more for the folk of quality. It were near to disaster for a time, but strength and valor bore us through. A goodly number of unsworn reavers took service after, which only makes the voyage finer.

Written By Iseulet

Sept. 9, 2020, 5:30 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Haakon

Don't let him fool you, he gives the best gifts. Such a darling.

Written By Ember

Sept. 9, 2020, 2:02 p.m.(12/28/1013 AR)

In my dreams I stand with my spine erect. I breathe evenly or perhaps I do not breathe at all. If I do or do not, it escapes my notice. I stare ahead. My expression is neutral. I am completely still, like an unmuddied lake.

It is then that I am struck across the face with a horsewhip.

There is pain in feeling my face split but I do not allow pain to do anything more than hurt. I do not even blink at the first strike. Nor do I for the second, or the third. I am calm. There is a terrible dignity to it all.

This is what I dream of. Perhaps someone, many generations hence, will want to know.

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