Written By Rook
Aug. 9, 2021, 6 p.m.(12/27/1015 AR)
Skimming through the journals I find a great poem written by Lord Savio Proscipi on the dangers of chasing a bear. One that I truly recommend to my peers. As the saying goes, 'Nothing good can come from chasing that bear-masked man Savio so drop it.'
Written By Haakon
Aug. 9, 2021, 1:07 p.m.(12/27/1015 AR)
It is very bloody freeing to be loathed by both ends of an argument.
Written By Medeia
Aug. 9, 2021, 11:50 a.m.(12/26/1015 AR)
There have been many ups and downs in the past few weeks. I'd like to believe there were more ups. But to say that my emotions are in a tangle would be a generous representation of my state of mind. I find some comfort in one thing: Before all else, I am human. A sister, daughter, mother, wife, friend, confidante, patron, physician, vintner. A noble of the Compact. I am all these things and more, but I am human at the core of it and liable to misstep as humans do.
When discussing recent missteps with my patron, she asked me what I would do differently, if I could. It was a good question to ask, but in the moment? I deflected with humor. This is something I do often - whenever I am uncomfortable, or trying to ease the mind of a patient, or feel a need to respond before I have fully considered my response. And so, perhaps? I might strive to withhold my responses until they are better considered. Gain more control over my emotions. This has ever been a challenge for me; my feelings have always been big and strong and far less tame than one might hope.
Other advice I have been given recently was to say nothing further. To let the matter slip from the consciousness of the public as it will. And I appreciate that advice. It may even be the correct course. Yet, I can admit when I was wrong. I am capable of learning and growth, of reflection and change. And so I wish to apologize for my flippant, dismissive response to Duke Malcolm's proclamation. Regardless of my intentions or actual thoughts on the matter, the words that I chose to release publicly were in poor taste and did not convey my beliefs accurately.
I have many knights among those I consider dear, and I am shamed to have disrespected them so carelessly. I have reached out to a few so that I might learn more about their vows and oaths, the call they have answered, and the honorable duty they perform. I look forward to hearing their stories and better understanding how I can support them in the future.
When discussing recent missteps with my patron, she asked me what I would do differently, if I could. It was a good question to ask, but in the moment? I deflected with humor. This is something I do often - whenever I am uncomfortable, or trying to ease the mind of a patient, or feel a need to respond before I have fully considered my response. And so, perhaps? I might strive to withhold my responses until they are better considered. Gain more control over my emotions. This has ever been a challenge for me; my feelings have always been big and strong and far less tame than one might hope.
Other advice I have been given recently was to say nothing further. To let the matter slip from the consciousness of the public as it will. And I appreciate that advice. It may even be the correct course. Yet, I can admit when I was wrong. I am capable of learning and growth, of reflection and change. And so I wish to apologize for my flippant, dismissive response to Duke Malcolm's proclamation. Regardless of my intentions or actual thoughts on the matter, the words that I chose to release publicly were in poor taste and did not convey my beliefs accurately.
I have many knights among those I consider dear, and I am shamed to have disrespected them so carelessly. I have reached out to a few so that I might learn more about their vows and oaths, the call they have answered, and the honorable duty they perform. I look forward to hearing their stories and better understanding how I can support them in the future.
Written By Gwenna
Aug. 9, 2021, 8:32 a.m.(12/26/1015 AR)
The most recent Assembly of Peers was quite enjoyable. There was excellent company in the Redrain section, including my recently returned brother. There were many good tidings from around the realm, as well as reflection and honorable recognitions for our fallen Marquis Cirroch Sanna. Elevations as well, which often make me proud to be part of a peerage that works so hard to better their holdings and the lives of their people. I don't believe any Assembly could lack differentiating views, but such were discussed without too much turmoil. The economic inquiry put before the Crown of course intrigues me, and we shall see what comes of that. All in all, it was an excellent gathering and I am glad I was able to slip away from the ledgers to attend.
Written By Roran
Aug. 9, 2021, 2:14 a.m.(12/26/1015 AR)
Change. The most exiting, dangerous and rewarding event we can participate in this life. We're free to choose but we should be responsible and wise when making that choice. Traditions are earned by repeating what our forbears did so we don't have to repeat their mistakes and we should always be thankful for the paths those who came before us on this journey up the mountain of life blazed, but that doesn't make traditions ironclad or immutable. There will be a time when you can only go so far with the path of our ancestors and then you'll be faced with either holding back where the trail ends, or striking out in unknown territory so humanity at large can grow.
You'll stumble. You might get a tad lost. The gods are there to help guide you, to be a light when you're making your way through dark woods and so when you get to that mountaintop, you'll shine brightly for so many more to follow behind you.
One day, the new changes you make can become traditions. And one day, someone else will be challenged to try and improve on what gifts you've given them with those traditions.
Pray, contemplate but by all means, act.
You'll stumble. You might get a tad lost. The gods are there to help guide you, to be a light when you're making your way through dark woods and so when you get to that mountaintop, you'll shine brightly for so many more to follow behind you.
One day, the new changes you make can become traditions. And one day, someone else will be challenged to try and improve on what gifts you've given them with those traditions.
Pray, contemplate but by all means, act.
Written By Noah
Aug. 8, 2021, 11:39 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Lord Nunzio Amatocitto
You, me, and a camping trip - deep in the gray forest.
It should be a great time. I'll bring the wine.
You, me, and a camping trip - deep in the gray forest.
It should be a great time. I'll bring the wine.
Written By Tesha
Aug. 8, 2021, 10:20 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
It's never too late to start fresh. Sometimes you just need to realize it.
Written By Nina
Aug. 8, 2021, 9:54 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
So happy to have opened the new Arx headquarters for the Suspires!
I'd almost consider the work done... but when I look around at our lovely new building, I realize the work has only just begun! Now we are to have classes and events and meetings so the space can be filled with song, and dance, and art!
I'd almost consider the work done... but when I look around at our lovely new building, I realize the work has only just begun! Now we are to have classes and events and meetings so the space can be filled with song, and dance, and art!
Written By Jaenelle
Aug. 8, 2021, 8:35 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Learning is needed to continue to grow, hopefully others will heed such advice.
Written By Raymesin
Aug. 8, 2021, 8:21 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
So, that was another an Assembly of Peers. It's almost enough for me to wish I could drink.
Written By Deva
Aug. 8, 2021, 7:57 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Narcissa
Don't worry. No one will ever suspect.
Written By Deva
Aug. 8, 2021, 7:55 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Let's try this again.
Written By Kiera
Aug. 8, 2021, 7:33 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
The laurent Honey Festival was an evening of mayhem and merriment filled with surprises.i mostly watched. A fact i do not regret
Written By Regal
Aug. 8, 2021, 6:31 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
I've heard that there was an Assembly of Peers! I've never been to one, so it's truly a pity that I've missed the first one held since I've been back in the city. There's always next time and I look forward to the opportunity to see the Great Leaders of the realm share their words and ideas for the betterment of the Compact.
I'm already excited for that next opportunity! I bet I'll be early enough to get the best seat in the house, right next to the sovereign!
I'm already excited for that next opportunity! I bet I'll be early enough to get the best seat in the house, right next to the sovereign!
Written By Thea
Aug. 8, 2021, 5:45 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
I'm learning that sometimes what's best for you isn't going to be agreed upon by everyone. And you know, that's fine. I have a steel back.
Written By Aelgar
Aug. 8, 2021, 5:20 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
New ruins scouted! Not that it was anything to shake the foundations of the realm, but we scouted an old keep and found a journal. Poison Ivy, too, but I managed to steer clear of that! Had to scale a wall and do a couple of other athletic things, so my explorer training seems to be paying off. I am hoping to participate in more such trips soon, allowing me so field experience that will help as I build my additions to the Faith's history.
Written By Rosalind
Aug. 8, 2021, 3:55 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Dreams I'm learning can be achieved in many different ways. In ways you least expect. And I've never been more excited to keep on striving.
Written By Svana
Aug. 8, 2021, 2:26 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
A special thanks to the Malere brothers, as they kept our stores lined for this winter. Between what they gave us and our own garden haul, the children are getting quite chunky. Thankfully for them, they are naturally tempered to the cold weather, and we play outside when we have a chance. But they are so adorable with all their baby fat.
Written By Giada
Aug. 8, 2021, 2:14 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Eirene
Gods damn it, woman. You can't heal people if you die. Cut it out.
Written By Giada
Aug. 8, 2021, 2:03 p.m.(12/25/1015 AR)
Note to others: sap does not taste nice. Avoid tasting unless you are the most hardcore gin aficionado alive.
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