Written By Piccola
Sept. 12, 2021, 7:47 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Piccola
Sept. 12, 2021, 7:42 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
It occurred to me that my scarcely-perceptible attempts to struggle for good might be unnoticed, if they were successful; that my professional duties and the whole arrangement of my life and of my family, and all my social and official interests, might all have been false; and in my mind I tried to defend all those things and suddenly felt the weakness of what I was defending. I lay on my back and began to review my life in an altogether new way. And in the morning I saw my horse, my weapons, and my armor, and knew that every word and movement I had perceived in my mind's eye confirmed the awful truth that had been revealed to me during the night.
In them I saw myself and saw clearly that I was not real at all, but a terrible and huge deception which had hidden both life and death.
Written By Gwenna
Sept. 12, 2021, 7:06 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Merek
Sept. 12, 2021, 6:58 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Sorrel
Sept. 12, 2021, 6:55 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Romulius
Sept. 12, 2021, 6:30 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
I am not so foolish as to assume that the furthest back of my forebears were ever titled as nobility. Perhaps that is the case, or perhaps somewhere, a millenium and more ago, an antecedent proved himself worthy of the burden of rule of our holdings and was granted the title. I do not think that there are not exceptional individuals who have proven their own worth, along with an understanding of responsibility, and earned the privilege and burden of nobility. I think they are far fewer in number than so-called 'neo-nobles' are, however, and I think that recent events are indication enough that some titles are given too hastily, and that some beasts need the occasional reining in.
Some, I think, need to be returned to the dirt that they came from.
Written By Aureth
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:41 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Why don't you simply choose not to be a fool of your own will, without concern as to whose idea it was that you not be a fool?
Written By Thea
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:41 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Thea
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:35 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Rosalind
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:31 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Raymesin
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:05 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Yes, yes, when you've finished laughing, I've got some more to add?
Does all this mean that as the bastard son of a silk, despite the fact that polite society holds me to be among the least polite of them all, barely a step above a shav, I'm suddenly more eligible for ennoblement than most of the knights, the generals, the master crafters and the other commoner luminaries of the Compact?
Raymesin Ulbran, orphaned thief made not-at all-good, suddenly a lot more eligible than most of the upstanding citizens of the Compact? Now there's a thing.
Not laughing now, Scholar, are you. No, I didn't think so. Because Pravus have declared that you're not eligible, but this murderous bastard is. Makes you think, really, doesn't it...
Written By Bahiya
Sept. 12, 2021, 5:04 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Natasha
Sept. 12, 2021, 4:59 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
The arrow wound I have taken through my shoulder after one of these excursions appears to be healing quickly, and cleanly. My brother-in-law, Lord Dycard Blackshore, has always nursed a reputation for being skillful with his hands, but I never knew until I found myself in his care that he makes a capable medic as well.
I find myself fortunate that it was the only token I received in that trip, with much credit to the excellent defense my husband, cousin, protégé and father-in-law have provided me to prevent a more dangerous and complicated outcome.
Written By Tanith
Sept. 12, 2021, 4:53 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
But today? Today I had a first.
Relationship troubles are the most common theme, break-ups chasing more people into my bar about as often as the end of a work shift. There's money to be made from these heart-broken folk but I've a policy about only charging every other drink when the customer comes in sobbing.
This fellow was big, big as my man in height but as muscular as a bear. Fine clothes, too, but the air of a courtier and not a noble, and not quite the manner of most Whispers I've met. His face was wet, his square jaw clenched, and he quietly asked me for the 'drink that acts quickest but bought cheapest'. I obliged him, and soon enough, he told me his problem in a long ramble I only caught portions of between all the sobbing:
Apparently, he'd been working on a long-term seduction of a noble, a woman of good standing and old blood, with the intent of maybe one day marrying her. This story isn't unusual, especially not lately, but he remarked that he'd lost hope and in the last year he felt it renewed. Enobled commoners! Prodigals! -Anything- was possible! And he liked the lass, they got on and her affection was genuine, but he couldn't lay down his ambitions to one day be Count SnowTrousers*, and who can blame him? You hold on to a dream for so long, find it encouraged for years and then finally, when it seems like the final steps are bound to happen-
He told me something about a proclamation from House Pravus, how the support coming in for the cease of enoblements was 'waves and waves of approval!'.
I didn't know what to say, scholar. He ended their arrangement, even after she begged him to stay.
I patted him on the back as he wailed that he'd even shaved his beard for this woman, gave her the three best years of his life, even made himself like her pet marmot and cat and bird and fish and he 'absolutely hates forest creatures, ghastly messes they make, tedious upkeep-!'
Yeah. I'm ... not sure what to say about any of it, scholar.
And after he stumbled upstairs, there were three others sobbing in my bar not an hour later, with stories too similar to ignore.
I made a lot of money tonight, and I didn't even do it on purpose.
*Yes, scholar, I'm keeping it unclear and garbled on purpose. Poor sod.
Written By Victus
Sept. 12, 2021, 3:15 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Written By Sydney
Sept. 12, 2021, 2:40 p.m.(3/11/1016 AR)
Always a pleasure to discover that even nobles agree that we need fewer nobles.
Written By Calista
Sept. 12, 2021, 1:19 p.m.(3/10/1016 AR)
I am humbled and could not possibly repay all of your kindness in one lifetime alone.
Written By Acacia
Sept. 12, 2021, 1:11 p.m.(3/10/1016 AR)
Credit where credit is due. It wasn't my gentle and patient work that got the bloated buggers back into the Embassy, it was the silks. I was just shouting down from my humble perch where they had wobbled to.
When you think of it, it’s actually kind of impressive in a strange way. Especially considering how the monstrous insects are often harbingers of some god-forsaken, messed up misery, death and destruction. Most would have screamed and turned tail. Especially after Bastian.
And, that it was done without violence, even more impressive. That’s not to say that I have problem with such activities as required. I actually don’t mind a good set-to when my blood is up. Lets a bit of the steam off. In fact, I was getting ready for it, when some lass begged us spare them as she rushed by.
It’s good to know that some of us are clever enough to know when to change tactics and to good results.
Though, I’m still wondering what, or who, the bloody things had been eaten. Mackey says mages considering how blood-drunk they were. Not a pretty thought. I think he was jesting. Or maybe not. Hard to tell with him when the man’s been in his cups.
Written By Kia
Sept. 12, 2021, 10:06 a.m.(3/10/1016 AR)
Written By Piccola
Sept. 12, 2021, 12:38 a.m.(3/9/1016 AR)
Living in fear of death is living in denial. It's not really living at all, because there is no life without death.
It's two sides of the one.
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