Written By Nina
April 29, 2020, 7:24 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
I simply must vent about it. I hope that isn't too silly of me.
But I will do my very best to look my very best for all the parties to come, because I had a few gowns saved up that I have yet to wear...
Last night, I heard the most intriguing story. I must write a song about it: but I'm behind in my song writing and party planning too! Sometimes it's just much easier to journal a little than to get the important work done. But I will!
Written By Thea
April 29, 2020, 7 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
That said, I saw a woman today. Thought to be dead. Her skin looked liked marble. I swear I haven't been drinking. Much. It's like Arx has been playing tricks on me lately. Princess Esera Velenosa. Or as she called herself, Ex-Archduchess Esera Velenosa. I'll just leave that there....I mean, when you're pushed off a bridge thousands of feet, you don't survive such. Right?
Written By Tanith
April 29, 2020, 3:07 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
Written By Elrych
April 29, 2020, 2:56 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
Written By Elrych
April 29, 2020, 2:55 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
Written By Sunaia
April 29, 2020, 2:11 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
However:
The past is that, exactly. And a VERY wise and wonderful woman who is meaningful to me beyond everything happened to tell me something that changed my life. Yes, just like that: It changed my life.
She said:
"Half the time people are traveling just to get somewhere." She said people are so focused on their destinations, deciding what they'll find, caught up in their ideas of what -might- be there, or what they -want- to be there that they don't see what's actually there.
I think that's pretty wise.
But then, she said something else to us that stuck with me, and I can hear it over and over in my mind, like an echo:
"Sometimes the past leaves a mark. And it's definitely worth learning from the past -- but we shouldn't ever let it define us. People are a little too prone to not just -learning- from the past, but letting it define them. Sometimes, the past is a little bit -much-, and it's freeing to just step away from it. To define -now-, rather than standing in the shadow of -then-."
And that's the best echo that I've heard in the longest time. Yes, I know, others have tried to say the same things to me in different ways -- but there's something about the right timing, about the right place -- about a sudden, unexpected meeting or discovery that you -NEVER- in your whole life would have expected. -EVER-.
And so, it sticks. And it stuck with me.
L.G.: I owe you my life in more ways that I can think. If you happen to ever read this:
You saved me. I feel alive, in a way I haven't felt in longer than I can remember.
And you didn't even use a sword, this time.
(Though, I -SAW- it! It's really, REALLY beautiful. And with the best person I could think of holding it for you.)
Written By Meara
April 29, 2020, 1 p.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Rorik
Written By Azova
April 29, 2020, 10:54 a.m.(3/14/1013 AR)
On the bright side I have met several new people, and marveled at the ability of some to eat food that merely looking at makes me shudder. Perhaps my next alchemical experiments should focus on improved anti-emetics.
P.S. Whirlpoolyness is still not a word.
Written By Sirius
April 29, 2020, 5:04 a.m.(3/13/1013 AR)
Take these etchings and make of them what you would,
It's been a strange couple of weeks, grandmaster of truth. All my years, I've preferred the examined life -- thinking, reflecting, observing. Watch the world develop and from the experience there found by those who carefully measure then take action, act. Hesitate on past mistakes, learn from them, and yet I find that with every passing day here on Arx I teeter and threaten towards the strangest of brinks.
To action unmeasured.
I am a leader, a hunter, a warrior, but feel more as of late like a traveler. Life is transient, meaning hard to come by, it is why I act brashly at times here in Arx, where if one's to delay the next step there's chance to miss out on what tomorrow holds. Even here, as I write, the words flow out in a brash freehand; the wording comes easily, it's almost mechanically simple; a language developed for mental rigour and simplicity which I've oft used, but kept from the journals. Picturesque prose always felt more form-fitting for you, learned one.
I've tried to loosen, as my family suggested. I tried the many distractions the city has to offer- the Theater, the Empyrean, the local arenas. Every inn, every drink. Ashes on wool. Perhaps it is winter, and I am simply not in control.
I don't know. I apologize if this feels as if I'm nagging you, you most likely have hundreds of haranguing letters as it is.
Written By Insaya
April 29, 2020, 4:27 a.m.(3/13/1013 AR)
Fun Fact: If you suggest someone has a spider in their hair, they will almost always immediately set to slapping themselves? And will continue to paw at themselves for some time? It works almost as well if you suggest nits, bees, or fleas instead. Either way, no innocent bugs were squashed in the commission of this experiment, and I am fairly sure that the Queen would have enjoyed the spectacle. I know I did.
Written By Cambria
April 29, 2020, 3:26 a.m.(3/13/1013 AR)
Will you ever release me?
Written By Jaenelle
April 29, 2020, 12:17 a.m.(3/13/1013 AR)
Written By Thea
April 29, 2020, 12:09 a.m.(3/13/1013 AR)
Written By Poppy
April 28, 2020, 9:35 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
What started as a mouse saved from the jaws of a terrible beastly cat, has grown. I found an egg in the street and been diligently keeping it warm and am ready to raise the little dear, even if it involves crushing worms every twenty minutes.
I also stumbled across a cat giving birth to kittens at the spirits and the runt has needed a gentle touch. I fear it too will be rejected by it's mother and need caring for.
I also have been offered a puppy by a dear friend. Scholar? Do you think Lady Volcica will mind? Oh. you think it's safer to hide them all in my room? Me too scholar. Me too.
Written By Valdemar
April 28, 2020, 8:16 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Esme
Written By Rosalind
April 28, 2020, 6:49 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Triton
Written By Rorik
April 28, 2020, 5:40 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Azova
Written By Rorik
April 28, 2020, 3:38 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Written By Thea
April 28, 2020, 2:32 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Written By Rorik
April 28, 2020, 1:13 p.m.(3/12/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Meara
Sad to say she wasn't able to bring her little boat here. But I promise you, sister, once the whirlpool has stopped it's whirlpoolyness, we'll get here to the City.
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