Written By Angelo
May 4, 2021, 12:25 a.m.(5/28/1015 AR)
This is far better than I had expected, positioned in such a beautiful area of the city that I must say I have no regrets.
Written By Sydney
May 3, 2021, 4:28 p.m.(5/27/1015 AR)
As I stand scrubbing the blood out of my clothing and remembering each face of those who braved the voyage home gravely wounded while their condition worsened only to die in the din of a severely overburdened Saving Grace, holding the hand of a pugilist they've never met, I do not reflect on victory.
I reflect on agony. Important figures, sending their peoples to fight and die for their ideals, each bloodying one another terribly. Oh, to be sure, the Dune Emperor is left with embarrassment, but can we truly say we won anything more than the ability not to be invaded by a force that would not have set their sights on us, had we not antagonized them?
People say I know nothing of war.
People say I would make a terrible soldier.
I accept your compliments.
Written By Valenzo
May 3, 2021, 4:26 p.m.(5/27/1015 AR)
Bran, one of the topmen, had brought him aboard during my return home from our long voyage. A purchase from some bazaar in Southport. "It talks," he'd said, offering the thing to me as some ship's personal mascot. "The gypsy said it can see into a man's soul, tell truth from lies."
"Did she tell you it could predict the weather and bring you fame and fortune, too?" I told him. "I don't want that thing in here, shitting on my papers and messing up my things. Keep it below or on deck. Not in here."
'Corbin', Bran named it. A man who's name means 'crow' buys a crow from some gypsy woman named 'Crow Eye' and gives it a name that means 'crow'. Talk about redundancy.
Funny enough, that damned noisy bird seemed to bring back some morale into an already dejected crew I feared would mutiny at the first sign of the grog running out. I couldn't just have someone kill it or set it free. Besides, even if we let it go, it'd just came back anyway. It could mimic a man's voice like a song. It was uncanny how good the crow was, if not downright creepy. I'd have thought that superstitious lot would have tied Master Corbin in rope and stones and tossed him overboard, thinking the bird would bring misfortune. But no. They LOVED the abyssal thing. All the voices it could mimic, too. Much as I disliked it, I couldn't be rid of it. But then luck happened to come my way. Well, at least for a short while.
On our way past Brighthold, there was a murder of crows all lofting on this old tree by a cliff. Corbin takes one look at them and he's off, taking up to roost near them. The lads were a little raw at first, but I guess happy Corbin had found some of his fellows to hang out with. A nice, happy ending, right? Wrong.
This morning I was out, enjoying the nice air from my room window, and that black feathered fuckwit comes flying in and lands on the window. How in the seven blazes did it find me from Brighthold? "Go away!" it keeps saying in my voice "Go away, go away!" Damned thing won't shut up.
One of Lord Domonico's servants who's ken with animals tells me he can train it to be a messenger. Good. Anything to keep that black feathered bastard away from me is just the thing I need. After all, I can't mistreat it or abandon it the abyssal bird. Bran was one of the few lost when the Terrapin went down, so it'd be wrong to, what's more would bring me bad luck.
The Gods and the games they play with us...
Written By Tanith
May 3, 2021, 10:37 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Written By Tanith
May 3, 2021, 10:09 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
But I'll remain one of those midwives that travels to my mothers in labor; the idea of a woman in her pains taking a ride by carriage through the cobblestones of the city sounds absolutely disastrous. Shaking the baby loose from a woman's hips doesn't sound right to me, thank you very much. At worst, it'd be dirt roads that might churn into mud most seasons of the year. If it's all the same, I will take my shortcuts and ride a horse myself if necessary, to get to her side. I've never been late to a delivery and I'm not about to start to give anyone a -reason- to need to leave her bed midst labor.
But that's my only sticking point; it's good to have midwives in the same place now and then to share stories and information. I've put call out to those I know outside the city, for insights on relevant herbs and stories about the misadventures of exiting a pelvis. Easy births can be relatively the same, but now and then the troublesome births can reveal solutions for future similar situations. I've enough notes to fill several books.
Maybe I'll call it "The Human Oven".
Oh, I'm not serious, scholar. ...are you laughing, or choking?
Written By Mabelle
May 3, 2021, 6:15 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Medeia
The midwife training center is meant to be an annex of the Saving Grace hospital including informational center for the public and a classroom for the Physicians, Mercies, and Harlequins, who are joint by the effort of bringing it to be. The task is clear: sharing and teaching the best practices so the midwives feel equipped to do their tasks well. There will also be a dedicated room for birthing, for those able to reach the hospital on time and a carriage service for expecting mothers.
I believe the center will be of great assest to improve both service offered by midwifes and the knowledge for new and experienced mothers both. Those interested in raising a donation or assisting with the project, are encouraged to contact Lady Medeia Eswynd.
I send will wishes to all expectant mothers and merry births.
Written By Michael
May 3, 2021, 5:31 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
I already miss you.
Written By Mabelle
May 3, 2021, 4:40 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
He was not in the best disposition and shared with me his unending grief for old friends long passed.
While I am saddened for his loss, I hope he will find solace in his new found home, perhaps to be reunited in the future with those he missed so.
Written By Caprice
May 3, 2021, 2:25 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
I don't know what you loved or hated, what shaped you in the past or what you sought for your future. I don't know your story, but I know you helped write the way forward for the Compact with your own blood. So I will find your name on the rosters, and I will speak it aloud - to honor you as one of so very many who died, but still, uniquely, you.
Written By Sabella
May 3, 2021, 1:08 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
One of mine seems to be not looking past the tip of my nose. The charitable deeds I have done, the gifts I have given, the investments made, were all done with a heart set on seeing others uplifted. My dreams, implausible as they may be, are to end poverty and unite Arvum. Perhaps those dreams are foolish, but they have been the aim of my actions. I see things that must be righted, and I set what talents and resources available to me to doing that. I have never wished to attach strings to what I have done. But I have heard the criticism. I have seen the journals accusing me of wielding my gifts like a cudgel, describing the virtue of charity done without recognition. And I understand them. I do. No explanation I offer will excuse or justify the way I reacted and the subsequent white I stormed into the Archive to write.
I have written to Most Holy Aureth to offer my apology personally, and I offer another here to the people of the Compact, the people I yearn to represent properly as the People's Princess a title I hope to live up to. And I ask forgiveness from any I hurt with my actions.
Written By Mihaly
May 3, 2021, 12:56 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
And yet, retirement seems so far away. If I were to stop fighting, what would my use be? Uses for old soldiers are never that widely sought after. But there has to come a time where it is okay to hang up your spurs, let the next generation take the reigns. That I have indeed, done all that I can. That I have served and done my duty.
Still, here I stand. What Eirene and I did will not be spoken of in tales, or well, her more than I. She is, as she always is, amazing as I have always believed it takes more skill to save a life than it does to take one. I remind myself how lucky I am that she is at my side. As I watched the younger generation lead the charge from the rear flank of the hospital ship, I thought of how many times I had been in their shoes in my youth.
The soldiers with me were eager to be apart of that. Earn something. Prove their worth, even if only to themselves or perhaps to Gloria. They, like me, watched from the rear. I remind them that there are few things truly glorious or honorable about war. That we lionize it in the patriotic duty or faith in a higher power. Perhaps that helps some sleep better at night. But I have also learned that we live in a culture where war is more often celebrated than considered of the cost.
We do not like to speak of the mental or emotional toll that war takes. I do not often speak of the times of night that I am awoken in a cold sweat, my mind reliving a battle and going to a place better left in the past. That the smell of spring rain showers remind me of the smell of mud, laying somewhere bleeding in a field and trying crawl my way back to encampment, lucky that a Mercy found me. Or the smell of a iron while passing a forge, recalling so many times that I tasted blood in my mouth. That certain sounds make want to grab for my blade, only to realize that my sword is not actually there.
I live, but I know that even with the living, there will always be casualties. Even in the ones that come home. And the realization that you may never be the same. And see it etched on the face of a young man or woman who lived to see the end of the day. Sitting down and just staring. At nothing. At everything. Some cry without knowing why. Other laugh because they have no idea how to process. I saw the very same thing on the Lady's Jewels. No matter how much the world may change, there are always things that will not. I think war, war never changes.
I told my soldiers this. To serve for your duty. Your country, your faith, for your family and friends. These are all noble reasons to fight in war. Glory? Honor? I question those reasons, because the toll is always so very high. Do not be so eager for a fight.
So I sleep tonight, I will always hope that my dreams are quiet ones. I hope I dream of stars.
Written By Angelo
May 3, 2021, 12:43 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Esme
Written By Angelo
May 3, 2021, 12:39 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Esme
Written By Varosh
May 2, 2021, 11:14 p.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Written By Varosh
May 2, 2021, 11:12 p.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
Written By Sabella
May 2, 2021, 10:50 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Apollo
Written By Cassandra
May 2, 2021, 10:50 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
I advocated for the plan that went forward, however. I don't regret doing so, I only pray that the decision our leaders made was the one that will, ultimately, mean far less bloodshed in the south in the days to come.
Written By Malesh
May 2, 2021, 10:49 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
When I gave my eye in service to the compact, Lord Aiden was there at my bedside. He had been thrust into leader a force beyond what he had been prepared for, due to another's abdication, but he still took the time to come and see the wounded.
He had been a good friend to my wife and I, and I found him to be a good and pleasant man. This is higher praise than it might appear at first, as the world is full of cruel men gripped with terrible ambition.
So I say again, that we have lost a good man, and we shall weep for him.
Written By Sebastian
May 2, 2021, 10:02 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Ari
When I found out, I'm not ashamed to admit I cried.
Sir Ari was fiercely loyal to Belladonna, and more importantly a good man facing a difficult struggle, and winning. His strength and determination gave me hope, and we are all lesser for his loss.
When I'm finally allowed out of bed, I'll arrange something to honor him, and all the other soldiers we lost at Pieros. I already have ideas; once my body cooperates I'll see it through.
Written By Reese
May 2, 2021, 9:51 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
There was nobody so talented with birds and avian as Aiden. I have painted a flock of birds to represent his time spent on the missions in the Grayson forest during the winter missions and I will treasure the painting even more so now. Aiden was always amazingly brave in battle and in life. I remember his heroics in the battle of Silence. That was the first battle we fought together, but not the last. He was saved by Lord Estaban who he came to love. And that is one thing I will always remember about Aiden, his deep unconditional and true love for the late Baron Estaban and for Baron Silas.
Duke Aiden was a man of passion, hard work and intense feelings. I was at the Gyre battle when Baron Estaban passed and I was the one who told Aiden. He wasn't at that battle. Instead he went to Crovane and commanded the Grayson forces. He stepped up and took charge and came through for Grayson. I remain grateful toward him for such. But he wasn't there when Estaban passed, as he went where he was most needed by his family and by Compact. He was utterly heartbroken at his passing. His sorrow at the moment still haunts me. I didn't want to be the one to tell him, but I knew that I had to be, that he needed to be told quickly and in person.
Aiden went on become a Duke and a father - a great father and a great Duke.
His balls in celebration of animals will always be remembered. Aiden was an archer and he trained many archers in compact. He gave back and was always wiling to help. The way he died was no surprised, it was how he lived, giving, thinking of others first and putting himself at risk. A life and a death filled with passion and giving.
He will be greatly missed.
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