Written By Calista
Sept. 8, 2016, 4:11 p.m.(7/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Talen
Most likely it is the gift he gave me, bound in leather. A gift from one friend to another. He seems to understand me and I him, but it is said those who think similarly often collide. Communication isn't always our strong suit. I may resort to sketching stick figures next time we find ourself at odds.
Written By Calista
Sept. 8, 2016, 4:04 p.m.(7/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Fergus
Written By Calista
Sept. 8, 2016, 3:59 p.m.(7/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Juliet
Now we are older, we are 'closer' in age and I am overjoyed with her arrival to Arx. I feel as though my passions can finally coalesce with hers and together we can make House Fidante a cornerstone of sensational soirees that run the spectrum of propriety.
Poor, poor Leo.
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 8, 2016, 1:29 p.m.(7/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Kima
And this person is themselves, glorious, wonderful, but you are not.
You are not ready to meet the day, your mind is preoccupied, consumed by the day to day and the collective complications that have occurred since the previous sunrise.
But you try, you know? Try to collect yourself, put on the smile. Straighten your shoulders, use the right language.
And yet... the cracks are getting bigger. Words and time stretch on and you can't stop your mind from doing what it does.
You fall, because of course you do, it's hard to stay upright beneath so much.
Then, a stranger catches you.
So it was with Kima the other morning. She caught me with her laughter and her hands, her radiant presence and her kind reassurances. She held my burdens in her hands, let me breathe, and when I was ready, helped me find a better way to carry them.
And that's genuinely priceless. There are no rubies or sapphires or tourmalines rich enough to pay for such a treasure.
I am very fortunate to have met Kima, and I hope she remains the good friend she has proved to be.
Written By Gareth
Sept. 8, 2016, 12:08 a.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Joscelin
Written By Kima
Sept. 7, 2016, 11:40 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Joscelin
Written By Kima
Sept. 7, 2016, 11:28 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Niccolo
The man fought Shavs. He's fathered some of the most influential women in Arvum. He knows how to act decisively and without restraint. So too does he know when to speak - even better - he knows what to say.
Written By Kima
Sept. 7, 2016, 11:23 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Written By Leo
Sept. 7, 2016, 10:57 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Calista
Written By Dawn
Sept. 7, 2016, 4:28 p.m.(7/6/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Prospero
Written By Isolde
Sept. 7, 2016, 1:53 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Laric
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 7, 2016, 12:56 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Written By Larissa
Sept. 7, 2016, 12:09 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Anastasio
Written By Dawn
Sept. 6, 2016, 7:49 p.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
But since the tourney, more and more people dig in their heels. Why should I not be Grayson, they ask. Why should I not be your Grace, or Princess Dawn. I know it comes of the very best of intentions. They wish to do me honor, and put a title or a surname to the hope I have helped them to feel.
I remember when I first realized what I was. I was not very old, though still young enough to almost be a baby. The age when children are still petted and cuddled, when the adults around them still remark on their softness and sweetness. I was kept at Bastion, surrounded by Graysons, and I didn't know that I was any different from the other children dressed in their baby silks and velvets; my father made certain I appreciated what I had but he also saw to it that I wanted for very little. I was loved. Perhaps even a little spoiled when he wasn't looking, by the women of the house. Not the ladies, or duchesses, or princesses, but by the maids, cooks, housekeepers.
They always had sweets for me and once, I don't know why, I was in the kitchen but under the table. Tucked out of the way. I think I had a pastry? The memory is an old one and the details fade. But I remember what the women said, who came in with a tub of potatoes between them, and sat to do their peeling.
My brother had been born then and I remember, they were making much of him. He was a fetching baby, I admit, and I tried to steal him from his nurses often to carry him around and teach him the words for things. It pleased me to hear them speaking so glowingly of Alaric, so I didn't emerge from my hiding place. I listened.
And then I heard one ask the other, "Why's he keep her as a bastard? Sweet and smart as a lick, that girl."
From their tone, which I had heard them using before to praise me to others of their number, I knew they spoke of me but I was confused. This was the first time I had ever heard that word. And "he" must be my father. But what was a bastard?
The other lady, who was much older than the first, gave a great phlegmy snort over the spud in her hands.
"He won't now he's got the other one," she said.
I don't know if I was eating a pastry but I remember her words exact.
"High-blooded, that boy. Not like the girl. Silks won't ever let a low-born head wear their crown. She's only half a King, the rest is plain as you and me."
The first sounded dubious. "But he loves her, yeah? She's a good girl."
The second's answer was firm. "Clear as sunlight he loves her. But no man with a highborn son would let his common bastard take the highborn honors. Not even his Majesty, Gods bless his name. He's still a man with a man's wants of the world. Else he wouldn't have her at all, would he?"
I don't recall what they spoke of after that. I did eventually fall asleep under that table, too sick to my stomach to come out. They pulled me out some hours later with sugar still on my lips and my eyes dry. The house was in an uproar for me having been missing but I received nothing worse than a stern look from my nurses, and a fierce hug after to take the sting from it.
I have wondered whether to record this in my black reflection, or my white. It touches on such private things. But with so many seeking to give me honors that my blood has not earned, it might be a good reminder.
I am half a King, it's true. But had my father wanted me to be all a princess, it would have been done. No one can say that he was a man who shirked from doing what needed to be done. I am his daughter, raised to fidelity, and must respect the choices that he made. The women of Bastion knew and understood. I have spent a life coming to the same understanding. I can do good as Dawn Baseborn. I have done good as Dawn Baseborn. I am proud of my name, for it is mine and no other's.
Lady is but a title of courtesy. I will say that in spite of my scruples, it is also one I am happy to accept.
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 5:08 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Juliet
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 4:58 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Kima
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 4:53 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
That isn't to say that things of note don't happen for they do... ohhhhh they do. For instance I met the most curious creature I think I've ever known. Let us call him the Lord of the Boroughs and leave his name out of this. It isn't often that I am taken by surprise but when I am it is often met by unfailing admiration. The grammar that met me in the missive was wretched, the words broken and hard to read. Clearly a man of minimal learning, gruff and rough around the edges, I had expected something basic.. perhaps even nefarious... I had prepared myself to be insulted, disapointed and had a messenger waiting outside to run to the Inquisitor at any moment but instead I found that I was challenged, intruiged and humbled. I learned many lessons that day - more than simply not to judge a book by it's cover. Sometimes appearances are meant to be decieiving ...
Written By Prospero
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:36 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Written By Anastasio
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:29 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Written By Acacia
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:04 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
After spending far more time than I'd like to admit staring at it, this morning I awoke to the beyond pleasant surprise of a matching, elegant dagger to pair. It's perfect. And it comes with excellent timing, since I technically have a wager to win at some point in the future.
These days Mistress Ida hardly needs me to speak well of her craftsmanship and character. Her weapons have rightly become famed and can be seen adorning some of the most esteemed people in Arx. But those who haven't sought her out for employment yet, or really just to enjoy her company, are truly missing out. Though, on the selfish side, it's hard for me to complain. It leaves her more time for me and well... ducks.
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