Nov. 19, 2017, 2:13 p.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Kael
What is there to say about Count Keaton? Only that he's the most trustworthy and loyal vassal that a person could hope to have. But beyond that, he's an excellent friend as well. When I first met him and his wife when they arrived in Arx, I didn't expect to develop have the relationship that we have. It feels good. To the future!
Nov. 19, 2017, 11:59 a.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
So, today I learn that when somebody claims to be unable to lie, what they really mean is "Until it's convenient for me."
Nov. 19, 2017, 11:55 a.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
Being the Sword of Blancbier is the greatest honour that has ever been bestowed upon me. It was my dream since I was a child to one day take over for my father. It became my life when Wyrmstooth was placed in my hands by the Marquessa.
And then...
And then I was faced with the possibility of having to give it up. And I struggled with that. For a long time. I talked to Lady Clover and Lord Reiker. In the end, I came to have a peace with the idea that I might one day not be the Sword of Blancbier, and watch someone else hold the title.
And I spent some time deciding who I was going to be if that happened. I spent some time divorcing my identity from my duty.
Whatever else happens, I am glad I did that. Glad I explored being something more. Glad I looked into what I can fill my life with in the absence of the greatness of Wyrmstooth and the awe-inspiring responsibilities she brings.
But also?
I find that I take joy in being the Sword of Blancbier. And knowing once more that for the foreseeable future, I will hold her?
It is my place. It is where I am home. And I hope that my duty to her and House Wyrmguard will be exemplary.
Nov. 19, 2017, 11:22 a.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
Dread.
I knew something was wrong, but I didn't pursue. I wanted to give her time and space. I wanted to be good.
But I knew something was wrong. The way things went when we were with others. The way she was unhappy.
Perhaps she is right and this is for the best.
Perhaps those who warned me were right.
I will grieve.
And I'll always love her.
Right now it hurts. It hurts a lot.
But I want what is best for her, and I hope she finds happiness.
Nov. 19, 2017, 10:54 a.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
I've been spending time with some of the new recruits, and their skills and potential range dramatically. All of them for the most part seem to appreciate the opportunity of the guard, but it is difficult to tell how many seek greater stability and how many care about the profession for the sake of what it stands for and does. There are an unfortunate minority that cower in weapons practice, not handling the threat of violence well. I don't have high hopes for them being proper guardsmen, though perhaps we can find other roles for them as iron messengers or cooks.
Nov. 19, 2017, 8:50 a.m.(8/12/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Nicia
Several weeks ago my wife took charge of House Laurent's involvement with the Kennex relief efforts. This was accomplished through contacting the appropriate people and then choosing which resources of ours were to be committed and all the other finer details. The results so far seem to be largely positive and I'm glad to have such a capable partner in running the duchy.
Written By
Luca
Nov. 19, 2017, 6:52 a.m.(8/11/1007 AR)
Safi's birthday party was cute, albeit full of revelations, some worse than others.
Nov. 19, 2017, 4:38 a.m.(8/11/1007 AR)
Met the King today. He seems to have the needs of the people in his heart. Still, politicians got to do their politics, and that's more than fair. It's right. I hope the right political move is also the right move for the people.
Nov. 18, 2017, 10:49 p.m.(8/11/1007 AR)
It has been said that the world is dark, darker than it ever was before. It is true. Ever day brings new threats, new dangers. Yet we also have the light of the Gods shining brighter than ever. Were three not lost to us but a few years ago? Are we not now blessed with their champions, from Seraphs to Paladins? Yes, this new light now shines upon many monsters and dangers we were unaware of. But now we can confront them, now we can stand tall and fight.
The world is dark, but we are casting aside the veil that kept us helpless, bit by bit, till we shall be the ones they fear.
Nov. 18, 2017, 8:10 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
The expedition was successful, though we paid the price in blood for the blow delivered to the enemy. Still, with not a single death to be mourned on our end, it was a trade I'd do again in a heartbeat.
Nov. 18, 2017, 7:46 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Ah kitten. Always something, ain't it?
Nov. 18, 2017, 7:39 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Every time I go out on those forest scouting missions, shit gets weirder and weirder. Tainted men and dogs, I swear are getting bigger and uglier by the day. Least I didn't end up with set of broken ribs but the others didn't look too great when they finally got back into camp.
Took some guts to lead a crew into a fight like that, an abyss of alot more to damn run out ahead of the group as bait, and to keep on and fight those things. Glad I was with that lot for it; might not have gone as it did otherwise. Still haven't heard about the woman we found and her too girls-- should check in on that.
And before anyone else gets a chance to say a word on it:
That was _not_ running away. _That_ was a tactical retreat, under orders mind you. Not to mention it looked like the rest of the group were doing just fine. AND the fact I had a twenty-something in my arms had _nothing_ to do with it.
Written By
Teela
Nov. 18, 2017, 7:19 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Valery
You have created a bevy of beauty in your garden. The opening was wonderful.
Nov. 18, 2017, 6:43 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Daemon
I was not aware until now that my protege is a masochist. At first, I had merely thought his giving into the temptation of sweets was an indicator of a weak will before the nefarious ingredient: sugar. Something that I could tackle, could work with him on, until such a time as he saw a tray of cookies, a whole cake or pie, and say, "No!" How foolish was I! Sir Daemon has plenty of will. He simply chooses to defy it so that he might endure the pain that comes after the momentary bliss. One cannot train this away, no matter how many morning walks one takes or how many lectures are heard concerning proper eating.
I am still uncertain how I feel about this revelation. So long as he remains in fighting trim, then I suppose that's all that matters.
Of course, it is also entirely his choice to eat whatever he damned well pleases.
Written By
Silas
Nov. 18, 2017, 6:41 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
I really hate having to be responsible, sometimes.
Nov. 18, 2017, 6:22 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
It is by the rigorous training of the Oathlands that we Valardin are able to munch upon our favorite sweets while still retaining our athletic beauty! Yesterday I partook in a tray of cookies and as punishment, performed 100 squats and a lap around the ward. Next perhaps I shall try a cookie wrapped in bacon.
It is a life of pain, but the rewards are worth it.
Nov. 18, 2017, 5:45 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Alis
Alas, Princess Alis has discovered my secret and taunts me with it. I would love scallops, but I have made it these many months of my marriage with out consuming bacon. Truthfully it reminds me of the salt meat we eat at sea. I have no love for salted meats. I sure it will shock many, but when it is a staple of your diet on the water, you tend to crave sweeter flesh on land.
Written By
Alis
Nov. 18, 2017, 4:59 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on
Caelis
We will eat almost anything if there is bacon included in the recipe. I am sure you are shocked by that. Truly, utterly caught by surprise.
Bacon wrapped sea scallops? I think that's a thing. From somewhere.
Nov. 18, 2017, 3:33 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
Another quiet week. Had a lovely little dinner, I still firmly believe there isn't enough sea fare in the Oathland diet. I feel so heavy from rich meats. I believe I will have to cajole the cooks into adopting some Southport recipes. I find myself longing for a bit of adventure, I will have to find a reason to stretch my legs soon. Over all it seems like I am settling in and slowly getting to know my new family well. It's quieter than living with my cousins, I miss all the sparing, and my brother. I shall have to cajole him to come out and spar with me if only so I don't grow fat working on the navy and doing paperwork.
May your hopes find safe harbors.
Nov. 18, 2017, 3:12 p.m.(8/10/1007 AR)
That moment when you look at someone, or they look at you, and suddenly you feel like your heart has lit up.
That little spark that flows through you like fire. The one that makes you secretly smile.
You know the one. Gods, I love that.
Everyone should feel that.
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