March 10, 2018, 3:24 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
I worked VERY hard on an apology, perhaps the best apology I have ever composed, but I am told it would not be well received. So, I delivered it to an unsuspecting party in front of the Gilded Page and got two very satisfying reactions from it. Surely most people would love to know that someone worked so hard on perfecting the language surrounding so sincere a thing that might be delivered simply, but instead was done in a glorious manner? In prose so heartfelt and wrought with meaning to inspire forgiveness in even the coldest hearts or most wounded of pride?
I suppose it has been made abundantly clear that I don't know my audience here. Fine! I submit. Though I cannot promise it will be terse. There has to be at least one mention of weeping bitter tears of disappointment for anyone to take it seriously.
March 10, 2018, 2:55 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
I think that Salon debate was success--hic!--ful. Except for Sir Jeffeth, who apparently stole a wine glass and sent poor Vlad into a panic attack. VLAD. RELAX. NOBODY'S GONNA FIRE YOU.
So - the debate. I drank a lot, obviously, but I think the conversation steered in quite an invigorating direction, which is all I can ask for. Princess Roxana is delightful and not a dummy; Duchess Belladonna is as well. Orazio seemed to think that the murder of people via military means is less sinful than assassinations, but I remain unconvinced.
There was absolutely no conclusion, which I suppose is part of the point of debate, and I was honestly disappointed that no one in House Thrax showed up to argue for their military might!
March 10, 2018, 2:49 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Belladonna
I -- believe we need to sponsor a show of this opera sometime soon, Belladonna. To keep the people entertained, of course. Not at all to send a Message to anyone. Why, whoever would we need to send a Message to?!
March 10, 2018, 2:21 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
The slightest look at history will show how evanescent these Journals must seem. The collective talons of the city dig into the next topic with impunity before moving on just as quickly. We have taught ourselves to accommodate to a regime of thought laid down by the gods and started by our predecessors. All information is sacred. Everyone's story has importance. Those of us who are more robust and individual than others are encouraged to leave their words -- and find ways of educating others with the legacies you leave behind -- documenting your own prejudices and judgement. Remember, always, and all the time: that these Journals are being one of the only things that we have that are not molded and patterned to fit into the needs of our society.
March 10, 2018, 2:12 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Orland gets everything.
March 10, 2018, 2:11 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Wills ... Who get's my stuff ... who gives a shite? People want to divvy up my leftovers they're welcome to it. Instead, I'd like my friends to remember the good times, and have a drink to my memory. Life's hard, unfair, and sometimes we get the short end of the pointy object, aye? When that happens, everyone I know and love... move the hells on, and live a life that you think I'd be proud to be a part of.
There's no pain greater than the missed opportunities; not the cut of a jagged-edged dagger nor the bite of the bitterest north wind. Nothing burns in your heart like the emptiness of losing something, someone, before you truly have learned of its value. Often I've lifted my cup in a futile toast, an apology to ears that cannot hear.
I've done my best to talk or make amends with those I'd not leave wondering my thoughts. Few days left before I head out, and if you'd like a chat come find me. Everyone's touched this Northman's heart in some way, others more so than most, and know that you'll carry a piece of me with you wherever you go.
March 10, 2018, 12:44 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
[ From the messy desk, but tidy mind of B. Mercier, armchair philosopher: ]
How strange, how life manages to work itself out. I left -- after the loss of so many -- and gained so much in the absence. I return to the loss of one sibling -- but gain the addition of so many more members to the family. I wonder: how that can be? Why? The potentiality of creating a richer life with them, and with new friends. It's so strange that I question my blessings so. Instead, I will thank all the gods and goddesses that be for the new chance.
March 10, 2018, 12:28 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Apollis
My brother seems to be under the impression that I am leaving him with nothing at all. Let it be known here that Apollis is the heir to my legacy. When I pass on I pray that he will be there to take up the reigns, that he might find cause in my cause. Even if he doesn't fancy himself a knight, I will leave to him my steel plate, my black journals and all of my writings. It'll be up to him to determine what he wishes to do with these things but my hope, my dream is that he would readily don the mantle of guardian to the people, as do I.
So you see Apollis, I leave you much more than you thought. I leave you the sum total of who I really am. The very essence of Astraea.
Laugh or roll your eyes if you will but you know I love you very very much.
March 10, 2018, 11:16 a.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
To find out one is going to be an aunt through whites is not exactly the way one wishes to hear such joyous news. To find out through that same entry that there is a cake shortage is even more worrisome!
I forgive all of you, and expect to be informed in person as soon as possible Galen and Sorrel.
I am not angry, just disappointed.
Written By
Estil
March 10, 2018, 10:49 a.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Fairen
I've been meaning to inquire into that very matter myself, but knowing I am not alone in this perplexing matter is a comfort!
March 10, 2018, 10:43 a.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Halsim
I did not think I would need to state this again.
"Let the most studious amongst you take sacred vow to forever guard the knowledge of the world, and allow all among you from the greatest to the least to chronicle their lives in journals so their knowledge may never be lost."
That is the stance of the Scholars of Vellichor and that is the decree we have shed blood for generations to uphold. We will continue to do so.
March 10, 2018, 9:14 a.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
The debate last night was enjoyable, everyone worked to keep spirits high and cattiness was kept to a minimum. There were some well-made points all around, though like Princess Saoirse, I remain unconvinced that a good 'subterfuge' cannot solve most problems. If all the rumors and history lessons are to be believed, it is a time honored tradition of the Lyceum that is considered a valid political tactic when successful. My own House has its very own opera on the subject, as example.
March 10, 2018, 8:33 a.m.(5/3/1008 AR)
The Faith can't have it both ways.
Does the Pantheon want the truth of the world from /everyone/, or just those the Archlectors like?
Written By
Elara
March 10, 2018, 5:42 a.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
It is funny how your world can at the same time be filled with great joy and great sorrow. For most of my life I have only known great sorrow and I know how to deal with that. The combination has me flustered and at a loss. Arx has certainly made things much more complicated.
March 10, 2018, 5:22 a.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Jeffeth
Sir Jeffeth puts it well. What the orphans need is opportunity for a life beyond their childhood years. The Faith can, will and does provide for their needs, but what the Faith cannot do is provide options /beyond/ the Faith. We cannot tell you to open your homes, we cannot tell you to take them on, so I am glad Jeffeth highlights there are - beyond the bickering - real orphans in need. I was lucky, I was raised in the Rectory - the archlectors, the legates, they were all parents to me in some way, even if they didn't know. My path was marked out for me before I could walk and talk, a purpose divined for me by one of the then legates. I cannot think of the difficulty of being without that, and if others can provide that for the children, provide certainty and opportunity, then I would urge people to listen to Sir Jeffeth. But. Do not think of what the orphans might do for you. Think of what it might do for the orphan. And in turn know that your soul will be lifted by that act.
March 10, 2018, 3:56 a.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Michael
Iron Guard Lieutenant. No impression of him yet.
Written By
Shard
March 10, 2018, 2:20 a.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
There's nothing wrong with a damned good argument.
Bad arguments aren't that terrible either, aside from being generally obnoxious and/or a waste of time, but Arvani make an /art/ out of finding ways to best waste time, so it's not exactly something that should really be all that concerning to anyone.
March 10, 2018, 12:51 a.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
The bay is cast in darkness by swooping wings of midnight sky.
There is destruction in the wake of flame
and terror abounds from what does fly.
My heart is haunted.
March 9, 2018, 11:37 p.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
It absolutely confuses me how frequently a Scholar of Vellichor records something to be put into a white journal that is clearly not what the person transcribing their memories intended to have written. What are we teaching these Scholars? Why are they recording the current conversation they are having... About what they are recording? I am at a lose.
March 9, 2018, 11:24 p.m.(5/2/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on
Niklas
UGH!
Yes, just the three letters then the exclamation point. Do you think more than one would be too much? Yes, just one is fine. Why are you still writing?