Written By Piccola
March 25, 2022, 10:22 a.m.(5/6/1017 AR)
Initially, it is not the product of wrong thinking: it is instinctual. It is found in the minds of all animals, though the ones of better faculties have learned to not succumb always to it. In humans, however, its power is increased because of our ability to recall past injuries. When we anticipate or foresee injury, the power of fear is aggravated by the mechanisms we have built around ourselves to avoid pain. And those mechanisms grow in power until they dominate our behaviors.
But we also have the ability to override instinct in favor of purpose.
Pain is a response. Injury is a fact. One can let the response override purpose, but which is higher, wise general? Which is of more importance to the realm and our legacies? When we accept that injuries happen and that we will suffer pain, and not let fear dictate our actions, then we may better pursue that which is noble. And when we accept death, the culmination of those injuries and pains, as an inevitability, so it is that we may completely conquer fear and see most clearly.
The Queen's call is but a beckoning to join another adventure.
Written By Lyra
March 25, 2022, 8:34 a.m.(5/6/1017 AR)
I wonder if the bluebells will be as blue as I remember them.
Written By Kastelon
March 25, 2022, 7:06 a.m.(5/6/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Lierre
Perhaps we should encourage Kael to get one as well. Our cousin has looked troubled of late, and he could use a diversion.
And the children would love a pet, or so I am told by those I know who have children.
Written By Khanne
March 24, 2022, 8:10 p.m.(5/5/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Corrigan
Written By Lierre
March 24, 2022, 6:14 p.m.(5/5/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Kastelon
(I'm also happy to confirm that you're not the cattle-keeping outlier of the family, cousin!)
Written By Mattheu
March 24, 2022, 5:51 p.m.(5/5/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Eirene
The meal was amazing, and I believe I achieved what I have forever thought to be a myth. I was full.
Written By Piccola
March 24, 2022, 12:17 p.m.(5/4/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Titus
Written By Kastelon
March 24, 2022, 7:29 a.m.(5/4/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Lierre
(Told everyone that I am not the only Keaton with a cow...)
Written By Eirene
March 23, 2022, 11:32 p.m.(5/3/1017 AR)
Here's the menu:
Sanguine foods:
promoting: chicken in a ginger and garlic sauce, with onions and turnips cooked with olive oil.
lessening: beef and mushrooms in lentils
Phlegmatic foods:
promoting: pork sauced with cinnamon apples.
lessening: roast hare in gravy with white wine.
Choleric foods:
promoting: young goat in a garlic-honey glaze with salted and pepper'd wild cabbage.
lessening: spinach and cheese tart with bacon.
Melancholic foods:
promoting: steak with roasted potatoes in rosemary and garlic.
lessening: pork shoulder cooked with onions, turnips, and chickpeas
Dessert:
Candied ginger for sanguine humors. Cherry tarts for phlegm. Honey-cake for choleric. And chocolate dipped oranges for melancholy.
We also had little tea cakes, strawberries which were also dipped in chocolate, and cream-puffs.
Everyone went home VERY full.
Written By Corrigan
March 23, 2022, 10:56 p.m.(5/3/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Khanne
Written By Lierre
March 23, 2022, 8:27 p.m.(5/3/1017 AR)
Written By Gaspar
March 23, 2022, 5:24 p.m.(5/2/1017 AR)
Some of that changed when a figure materialized in front of me. A female...ghost? She was bedecked in armor that was rough and rent. Her uniform was terribly out of fashion for many years. I've only seen a handful of sketches in books of history that even come close to resembling it, but otherwise was completely foreign to me.
Her body was ravaged. She both moved and didn't, but came directly for me. I dare not put the words she uttered to me onto the page. I don't know what power may be in them, if such a thing is possible.
I will say this: I'm a skeptic no more.
Written By Khanne
March 23, 2022, 2:26 p.m.(5/2/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Corrigan
I can count quite a few times that if it were not for others, I would certainly NOT have survived.
Written By Lierre
March 23, 2022, 12:04 p.m.(5/2/1017 AR)
Maybe an elevated view will elevate my mood.
Written By Corrigan
March 23, 2022, 5:44 a.m.(5/2/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Titus
Shielded from the many ways that life's not fair or just.
But then there comes a moment, a simple truth that you must face:
If you depend on others, you'll never find your place.
And when you take that first step, on a path that's all your own,
You see it all so clearly, the best way to survive is all alone.'
Read that in a book somewhere, out there. Seems relevant.
Written By Ilira
March 23, 2022, 3:06 a.m.(5/1/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Titus
Written By Titus
March 22, 2022, 8:56 p.m.(5/1/1017 AR)
Written By Renata
March 22, 2022, 1:35 p.m.(4/28/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Mabelle
Written By Piccola
March 22, 2022, 9:27 a.m.(4/28/1017 AR)
There is no happy humming coming from the workshop. The sound of children laughing and playing are phantoms that linger in the dark corners of rooms. One of the guards confessed to me that he was worried for his job. Who would dare enter and disturb such a tomb?
This is what is left behind.
I spend hours in the garden, tending to the mint leaves that become my daily teas. I walk alone to the market, to keep the larder full and the rooms furnished. But it's quiet uptown, and the silence only stirs the rage.
To those who have stolen from me, I know where and who you are -- and you are now mine.
Written By Mabelle
March 22, 2022, 5:48 a.m.(4/28/1017 AR)
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