Written By Edward
Jan. 11, 2020, 2:23 p.m.(7/17/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Mabelle
Now that I have had a chance to examine the material, I must say that this new material velvet is quite the innovation. I can imagine how fashion will be altered with its introduction. Congratulations to Mabelle, House Laurent, and the others who brought this innovation to life.
Written By Richard
Jan. 11, 2020, 1:32 p.m.(7/17/1012 AR)
There are great tasks set before me now. My life has set itself upon a new road. I can only pray I will be able to walk it with grace and competency.
Written By Mayir
Jan. 11, 2020, 10:24 a.m.(7/17/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Perronne
Perronne is back! Perronne is back!
I can't wait to see my Best Business Partner And Friend Ever!
I can't wait to see my Best Business Partner And Friend Ever!
Written By Corban
Jan. 11, 2020, 9:40 a.m.(7/16/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Amari
I was pleased to attend Lady Amari's knighting as a representative of the Crown. Baron Norwood conducted an excellent, traditional ceremony. And Lady Amari answered the traditional questions well and true.
From the time of the First Knight in Caer'alfar to today, Lady Amari joins a proud tradition of chivalry.
Welcome.
From the time of the First Knight in Caer'alfar to today, Lady Amari joins a proud tradition of chivalry.
Welcome.
Written By Vitalis
Jan. 11, 2020, 9:19 a.m.(7/16/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Mirari
Resonance. Sacrifice.
Written By Ida
Jan. 11, 2020, 6:52 a.m.(7/16/1012 AR)
I have been a disciple of Jayus nearly my whole life, in heart and soul instead of a sworn member of the Faith, perhaps, but it makes it no less true or meaningful to me. I am now also a disciple of Gloria, having been allowed to join the Templars as an unsworn knight. It is something I have written here about, and something I felt...maybe not /called/ to, but it's hard to explain. Ever hear that phrase, put your silver where your mouth is? Maybe it's like that, in a way, but not quite. Maybe it was a bit of a calling, after all. Whatever the case, it is something I weighed doing for some time and have now been graciously allowed to do. I hope I serve as honorably and well as a knight should.
Written By Juliette
Jan. 11, 2020, 12:21 a.m.(7/16/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Mirari
Passion is when you are willing to die for someone or something.
Love is when you are willing to /live/ for it/them.
And by live, I mean put in the hard work of keeping your days by the precepts of the person/thing, to act sometimes against your own interests, wants, desire, instead putting it or them ahead of yourself, sometimes at great cost.
Love is when you are willing to /live/ for it/them.
And by live, I mean put in the hard work of keeping your days by the precepts of the person/thing, to act sometimes against your own interests, wants, desire, instead putting it or them ahead of yourself, sometimes at great cost.
Written By Esme
Jan. 10, 2020, 11:13 p.m.(7/16/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Mirari
You ask something that is so very hard to answer and yet the pivotal foundation of that which I aspire to find. Love is so many different things to so many different people. We are bound to all explain it differently. There are different forms of love. I will touch base on three of them for you.
There is Eros love or that of affection between two people. It is an intimate form of love. It is that which we give to those we having longing for. It is the love between lovers when one longs and feels the burn of that desire. It is also, most times, without control. This can be a majestic chaos to be wrapped in, or it can be a vicious inferno to be burned alive. It also gives birth sometimes to control and jealousy, not that those are bad things in their forms either.
There is then philia love which is that we hold for our common man around us. It is composed of loyalty, compassion, sacrifice, appreciation, and it is the noble of courtly love. It is the acts that we hold and help also define our integrity. This that we feel for our friends. Those that we choose to surround ourselves with. There is a derivative of it that is an inherent love. One that just is and manifests, it falls under this as well. However, it is normally found in a parent for a child. Something that comes from the very soul of the person.
The third one I will touch on is agape. It is a universal love that is not specific. It is found in charity. It is in helping people that you don't know just because it is right. Because you love the humanity around you. I also subscribe this a Godly love. For the Gods have loved us before they knew us. They care for us and they lead us to redemption and forgive us. They direct out paths. They love us no matter what and without the knowledge on if we love them back. It is the kindest of loves and I believe the one that changes the fate of our lives.
This said, I find that love is defined by the person feeling it. If you feel you love a person, then you do. You are the only one that knows your heart and how to define it. Most of the time, I find it all consuming and without true lines and definition when I personally feel it. I have been burned by it, but still I seek the flames of it. I have longed for it. I have forsaken it. We all have this glorious path in life to walk and you, my dearest, are walking yours. I am so honored that you would have us define our definitions for you. I do hope that you find your own. I shall pray that Limerance gives you the information you seek. That your heart becomes full and you become full with the knowledge of your own definition.
There is Eros love or that of affection between two people. It is an intimate form of love. It is that which we give to those we having longing for. It is the love between lovers when one longs and feels the burn of that desire. It is also, most times, without control. This can be a majestic chaos to be wrapped in, or it can be a vicious inferno to be burned alive. It also gives birth sometimes to control and jealousy, not that those are bad things in their forms either.
There is then philia love which is that we hold for our common man around us. It is composed of loyalty, compassion, sacrifice, appreciation, and it is the noble of courtly love. It is the acts that we hold and help also define our integrity. This that we feel for our friends. Those that we choose to surround ourselves with. There is a derivative of it that is an inherent love. One that just is and manifests, it falls under this as well. However, it is normally found in a parent for a child. Something that comes from the very soul of the person.
The third one I will touch on is agape. It is a universal love that is not specific. It is found in charity. It is in helping people that you don't know just because it is right. Because you love the humanity around you. I also subscribe this a Godly love. For the Gods have loved us before they knew us. They care for us and they lead us to redemption and forgive us. They direct out paths. They love us no matter what and without the knowledge on if we love them back. It is the kindest of loves and I believe the one that changes the fate of our lives.
This said, I find that love is defined by the person feeling it. If you feel you love a person, then you do. You are the only one that knows your heart and how to define it. Most of the time, I find it all consuming and without true lines and definition when I personally feel it. I have been burned by it, but still I seek the flames of it. I have longed for it. I have forsaken it. We all have this glorious path in life to walk and you, my dearest, are walking yours. I am so honored that you would have us define our definitions for you. I do hope that you find your own. I shall pray that Limerance gives you the information you seek. That your heart becomes full and you become full with the knowledge of your own definition.
Written By Lenne
Jan. 10, 2020, 7:01 p.m.(7/15/1012 AR)
I will shortly be leaving on a military expedition. Knights. Abandoned. Unexplored lands. It's all very exciting!
More importantly, however, it is actual field experience. Well, at least this sort, I certainly have no shortage of experience simply traveling the wilds. I expect it will be easier than the time I had to set my own leg, splint it with sticks and hobble for countless miles to get home, that winter. But then, what isn't? At least this time I'll be prepared, and will be packing enough supplies to risk falling over backward (Well, perhaps a more manageable amount than that). To say nothing of being surrounded by extremely capable allies.
I'm still in rather a shabby state, in terms of my combat abilities, I'm sad to say. But I expect I'll be able to at least pull my weight as a medic, or scout. I don't expect a shaman will be terribly useful, especially outside of the North, and their version of Abandoned, but one never does know.
The hardest part, I expect, will be acting like a proper soldier or squire. Does one salute a lot? Bow? Grovel? Those aren't exactly well-practiced skills for a Ducal Lady. I'm sure nobody expects that from a medic, but it's perhaps something I should inquire about.
I wonder if we will be passing through the Telmarch? I'd be interested to see Mother's home.
More importantly, however, it is actual field experience. Well, at least this sort, I certainly have no shortage of experience simply traveling the wilds. I expect it will be easier than the time I had to set my own leg, splint it with sticks and hobble for countless miles to get home, that winter. But then, what isn't? At least this time I'll be prepared, and will be packing enough supplies to risk falling over backward (Well, perhaps a more manageable amount than that). To say nothing of being surrounded by extremely capable allies.
I'm still in rather a shabby state, in terms of my combat abilities, I'm sad to say. But I expect I'll be able to at least pull my weight as a medic, or scout. I don't expect a shaman will be terribly useful, especially outside of the North, and their version of Abandoned, but one never does know.
The hardest part, I expect, will be acting like a proper soldier or squire. Does one salute a lot? Bow? Grovel? Those aren't exactly well-practiced skills for a Ducal Lady. I'm sure nobody expects that from a medic, but it's perhaps something I should inquire about.
I wonder if we will be passing through the Telmarch? I'd be interested to see Mother's home.
Written By Jules
Jan. 10, 2020, 5:43 p.m.(7/15/1012 AR)
I did float a while, it was terrifying for a while but Lady Mikani assured me there was nothing under the water that would eat me (at least right then.) It wasn't so bad by the end.
Written By Martino
Jan. 10, 2020, 3:13 p.m.(7/15/1012 AR)
Some pick up the lute and play for a hobby, or a profession. Some take to poetry. Some draw, write or practice the sword. Turn clay into fine sculpture.
Some learn to sing, to barter and trade. To drink or learn the finest wines, spirits possible, in the entire Compact. To sail, read or dance.
One hobby though that I will not understand is the baiting of commoners for a reaction.
That is a strange hobby.
Some learn to sing, to barter and trade. To drink or learn the finest wines, spirits possible, in the entire Compact. To sail, read or dance.
One hobby though that I will not understand is the baiting of commoners for a reaction.
That is a strange hobby.
Written By Sydney
Jan. 10, 2020, 2:42 p.m.(7/15/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Mirari
Love is nonsensical.
It is transient and selfish, all-consuming in its hunger to remove our freedoms slowly and systematically until we are nothing but starry eyed prisoners to it.
None deserve unconditional love, and yet it's so frequently hammered into us that we must put family over self, loved ones over self.
Abandon your birth family? Dishonor.
Preserve oneself over another? Cowardice.
Love has conditions, always, and the greatest hypocrisies lie in pretending it isn't so. I suppose the flowery poetry don't have provisions for if you discover your parents or children are monstrous in nature, and no longer deserving of even the most basic forms of your affection, to say naught of love.
Affection is a wonderful thing. Intimacy. Friendship. Even simple dalliances have their place.
Love is a gaoler, and I have no interest.
It is transient and selfish, all-consuming in its hunger to remove our freedoms slowly and systematically until we are nothing but starry eyed prisoners to it.
None deserve unconditional love, and yet it's so frequently hammered into us that we must put family over self, loved ones over self.
Abandon your birth family? Dishonor.
Preserve oneself over another? Cowardice.
Love has conditions, always, and the greatest hypocrisies lie in pretending it isn't so. I suppose the flowery poetry don't have provisions for if you discover your parents or children are monstrous in nature, and no longer deserving of even the most basic forms of your affection, to say naught of love.
Affection is a wonderful thing. Intimacy. Friendship. Even simple dalliances have their place.
Love is a gaoler, and I have no interest.
Written By Perronne
Jan. 10, 2020, 10:45 a.m.(7/15/1012 AR)
I spent several months on the road, and had a number of adventures - which are mostly recorded in the local Archives along the way, because who could wait to put down the most exciting of them? And carrying journals on long journeys is always a dicey proposition; it only takes one good rainstorm for words dedicated to Vellichor to just become a lot of wet sheepskin and ink blobs. Which, really, if you think about it, most writings already are. Maybe not wet. Except metaphorically wet? Is that a thing? What would it be a metaphor for? Melancholy? Wishy-washy? Points to ponder.
But that's not the point! The POINT is that here's something I didn't write down on the journey, but that I've been thinking about since coming back to Arx.
It was deep winter, and we were traversing the passes between the areas that are mostly agreed to be Northern and those mostly agreed to be Oathlands. I'm not gonna say which particulars, because that 'mostly' always starts a fight, and you could see it in those passes. It was easy to stumble upon old graveyards, or lost patrols in a myriad of livery, united in death as they never were in life. We had stopped for a rest on a mountain terrace, scrubbed mostly clean by the wind, and I noticed a gap in the rock face, a deep vertical slash in the stone. Now, it was only barely big enough for me, skinny as I am, but I was bored, and the beasts absolutely needed another few hours rest, at a minimum, so I grabbed a lantern and went exploring. If you've never squeezed yourself into a crevice with a city's worth of stone over your head, smelling the ice and the cold stone, I recommend it! If you wanna know what it's like to be entombed without that tedious 'dying' thing, anyway.
Anyway. I got through, and the crevice opened up into a sort of platform, naturally broken off from some long ago avalanche. It wasn't large, and it was icy; I tied a rope around a rock formation and my waist before stepping out on it and looking out over the sheer drop. The world spread out before me - only a small piece of it, but for a moment it felt like the /whole world/, written in perfect scale, for my eyes only. After the claustrophobic tightness of the crevice, it was doubly immense. I was so small! But, at the same time, I saw /everything/. At once humbling and intoxicating.
And for a moment, the space of a heartbeat (or maybe I should say a space WITHOUT heartbeat, because I swear everything stopped, including such silly things like 'hearts' and 'lungs'), I wanted to jump. Just spread my arms, and leap.
Not to die. I like being alive! The whole thing is pretty neat, and while I could do without blisters, I don't think rotting and desiccating would be an improvement. No, death wasn't on my mind at all. I just wanted to be a PART of that immense sky, and I had the crazy, stupid, wishful thought that if I leapt into the air, that in this place and at this time, the wind wouldn't let me fall. It would lift me up, and I could see everything just as the birds did, or the wind did.
I didn't jump. Obviously. I'm not an idiot. But I cried. They were happy tears, sort of. At least they weren't sad. And then they froze and my eyes hurt like five kinds of nasty, because WINTER does not appreciate DRAMATIC MOMENTS.
But it's worth thinking about, sometimes. What both humbles and exalts you, in your life?
But that's not the point! The POINT is that here's something I didn't write down on the journey, but that I've been thinking about since coming back to Arx.
It was deep winter, and we were traversing the passes between the areas that are mostly agreed to be Northern and those mostly agreed to be Oathlands. I'm not gonna say which particulars, because that 'mostly' always starts a fight, and you could see it in those passes. It was easy to stumble upon old graveyards, or lost patrols in a myriad of livery, united in death as they never were in life. We had stopped for a rest on a mountain terrace, scrubbed mostly clean by the wind, and I noticed a gap in the rock face, a deep vertical slash in the stone. Now, it was only barely big enough for me, skinny as I am, but I was bored, and the beasts absolutely needed another few hours rest, at a minimum, so I grabbed a lantern and went exploring. If you've never squeezed yourself into a crevice with a city's worth of stone over your head, smelling the ice and the cold stone, I recommend it! If you wanna know what it's like to be entombed without that tedious 'dying' thing, anyway.
Anyway. I got through, and the crevice opened up into a sort of platform, naturally broken off from some long ago avalanche. It wasn't large, and it was icy; I tied a rope around a rock formation and my waist before stepping out on it and looking out over the sheer drop. The world spread out before me - only a small piece of it, but for a moment it felt like the /whole world/, written in perfect scale, for my eyes only. After the claustrophobic tightness of the crevice, it was doubly immense. I was so small! But, at the same time, I saw /everything/. At once humbling and intoxicating.
And for a moment, the space of a heartbeat (or maybe I should say a space WITHOUT heartbeat, because I swear everything stopped, including such silly things like 'hearts' and 'lungs'), I wanted to jump. Just spread my arms, and leap.
Not to die. I like being alive! The whole thing is pretty neat, and while I could do without blisters, I don't think rotting and desiccating would be an improvement. No, death wasn't on my mind at all. I just wanted to be a PART of that immense sky, and I had the crazy, stupid, wishful thought that if I leapt into the air, that in this place and at this time, the wind wouldn't let me fall. It would lift me up, and I could see everything just as the birds did, or the wind did.
I didn't jump. Obviously. I'm not an idiot. But I cried. They were happy tears, sort of. At least they weren't sad. And then they froze and my eyes hurt like five kinds of nasty, because WINTER does not appreciate DRAMATIC MOMENTS.
But it's worth thinking about, sometimes. What both humbles and exalts you, in your life?
Written By Eirene
Jan. 10, 2020, 9:17 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Martino
See? Old 'Aunt' Eirene comes to town and makes everything more interesting. Glad to be of service, because those docks can get smelly.
Written By Saya
Jan. 10, 2020, 6:26 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Jaenelle
So mean! To ask a Saya if she is interested in something enough to design a pair of slippers...
Written By Mirari
Jan. 10, 2020, 6:25 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
I ask you, dear scholars and readers of the whites, what is love? Define it for me.
Written By Monique
Jan. 10, 2020, 2:08 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Quenia
I had an enlightening and engaging evening at House Igniseri, a dinner whose company could rival any for charm and excellence. Of the many captivating topics discussed, I find myself wishing I knew more about Eidolons. And, too, I find myself grateful to the Marquessa Quenia for her invitation and friendship.
Written By Veronica
Jan. 10, 2020, 1:14 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Jaerith
You will make riverboat parties all the rage.
Written By Mikani
Jan. 10, 2020, 12:11 a.m.(7/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Jules
I will get you to love swimming yet.
Written By Jaenelle
Jan. 9, 2020, 7:24 p.m.(7/13/1012 AR)
A work in progress. Something to always strive for, I think, to never allowing yourself to simply settle.
Spidersilk cloth is something that my son was given when he was born. A baby blanket that was so soft and warm, he slept through the night with it clutched around his small form. I have always wished for that feeling to be extended to those that have never had the pleasure of feeling so secure.
Soon. We still have work to do, but soon, and I am so excited for what we will continue to accomplish.
Spidersilk cloth is something that my son was given when he was born. A baby blanket that was so soft and warm, he slept through the night with it clutched around his small form. I have always wished for that feeling to be extended to those that have never had the pleasure of feeling so secure.
Soon. We still have work to do, but soon, and I am so excited for what we will continue to accomplish.
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