Written By Zhayla
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:25 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Today, I faced Niamh in the dueling ring on the Proving Grounds. I fought for Duchess Sylvie Zaffria, Whisper and co-ruler of Gemecitta. I fought for her honor against a slight paid to her by Count Maximilian Darkwater, that such slights might be judged.
Well, if they were judged, they were judged awfully quickly on our second exchange: I cleanly struck first blood.
I'd passed by Legate Orazio before the duel. I was going to stop in the shrines of Sentinel and Gloria before, although I didn't even know what I was supposed to pray for. I asked him: I know I don't pray for victory, I said, but what should I pray for?
He said: Pray to embody courage, honor, and justice, and be the instrument of their judgement, whether in victory or defeat.
I did. I prayed for that. I hope that I lived up to it.
Written By Jaenelle
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:15 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Elrych
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:15 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Elrych
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:12 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Haati
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:12 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Ariel
Written By Silas
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:05 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
It's so ~pretty~! And sharp!
Written By Hadrian
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:02 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Ansel
Feb. 26, 2017, 8:01 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Tristram
Written By Michael
Feb. 26, 2017, 8 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
We will bring them home.
And I will aim not to make my Mother's hair go white.
Written By Haati
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:54 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Julea
Written By Haati
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:50 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
What can one say that can define the difference between this and the life at sea? Well there is only that which perception can provide and only for the one that perceives it through experience. Many years I spent on land before the sea and yet all I remember is the forge and my father and I only knew the man as my father for five years and yet that seems as if it is my whole life before the sea. And though I appear as my age, the life I have had, has been less the half that of a life to even remember. I suppose some might say I haven't lived it, but many have not had my origins and gotten to where I am now too.
The time I had with the man I came to call my father was a sorted one, since I had been nothing but property before that. No more than the swords he sold to others and yet he saw something in me to train me to become the smith I am. And I would honor him with the five years as his son by becoming the smith he was and maybe more, to repay him for all that he has given me with his love. Perhaps it would have been different if his sister had come to understand and accept me into the Wavehowler family, even though she could not renounce my father's claim of adoption and now the name being mine as well, she did all she could to take what little that had remained after. Selling the smith shop and forge near Maelstrom for a pretty penny and by manipulation awarding me the position as a ship's smith aboard the Wavebreaker.
Though she meant to get rid of me and I ma sure see the end of me on that ship at sea. It wasn't so, and the time I found there was experiences and a feeling of home that I still can not explain now. It was if I had returned to the sea an found that in it, it was part of me. I learned its ways, how it rolled and roiled when the winds whipped, boards creaked and the flashes of light streaked across the sky. It all felt the same some might feel in front of a coizy fireplace on some bearskin rugs in a lodge int he cold of night. The salt and the life of a Dark water sailor was what I was and always will be form now on as much as I am a smith or more. Then we docked at Arx one year before, though I only stayed for few days it was memorable and left on me an impression that lasted for that whole year till the Wavebreaker returned and I gave up my position as the ship's smith to stay in Arx and ply my trade in the Thraxian district.
And I do miss the sea and those times I can leave for a short while to travel them do me well, does my mind and soul good. Then there is the shop, it is a good place and from it I have met many good Thraxians and others. Even one that has become more than an other to becoming a Thraxian and a fellow smith as well. If not for those that are here and who I have met I do not think I would have stayed at all or even considered setting in roots like a tree. My old friends on the Wavebreaker would have ribbed me well for even considering such and yet here I am still. The business thrives and is growing and I also am becoming a better smith as well with weapons to create, armor to forge and not making standard fair to keep a ship running. So here I sit, drinking rum, eating fresh salted pork and knowing all that still I am torn between the seas and newly found interests and friends.
Written By Jaenelle
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:49 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Sylvie
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:37 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
But I only wish I had known that I was losing from the start, it feels.
So be it.
Written By Orazio
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:32 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Many of my duties over the last year have been sad ones, or hard ones, and ones which have caused anger and sorrow more than joy. I am not entirely unaccustomed to this - the appearance of a priest sworn to the Sentinel does not often engender happiness, and our judgements are rarely pleasing to all parties involved, however rooted in justice or the law they might be. It is what my duty is, and I accept and embrace that.
Still, there is a great joy in - for once - delivering only good news and seeing happiness bloom in the souls you speak to. It is enough to make one wish to take up crafting and swear oneself to Jayus. I urge any of the readers of this journal to look at the people in their lives, and choose for at least one of them a heartfelt gift. There is little to compare to it.
Written By Teagan
Feb. 26, 2017, 7:19 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaston
Written By Sudara
Feb. 26, 2017, 6:37 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Edain
Feb. 26, 2017, 6:36 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Oh gods the flowers. Every color you could ever think of and I am sure you would have been able to name every last one.
I don't know if these words will reach you, but I will say a pray to Vellichor that he keeps them safe for you. Thank you. You were a gift to us all.
Written By Asha
Feb. 26, 2017, 6:35 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Written By Asha
Feb. 26, 2017, 6:18 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Luca
Written By Asha
Feb. 26, 2017, 6:16 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Asger
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