Written By Edain
Dec. 19, 2017, 8:48 a.m.(10/19/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
Written By Caprice
Dec. 19, 2017, 1:25 a.m.(10/19/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Magpie
Act on them.
Write about it later, I need things to read while doing commissions.
Written By Magpie
Dec. 19, 2017, 1:20 a.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
"I'm looking at you Magpie Grayhope."
He's looking at me. It sends fluttering butterflies to my stomach and I feel light-headed. My palms are sweaty. How can I contain these private feelings for much longer?
Written By Reigna
Dec. 19, 2017, 12:07 a.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Cristoph
Firstly, I happen to like you very much, as a person and feel an immense loyalty towards you. It would feel wrong to take up a sword against you. Secondly, I am a fan of your wife, and I am unashamed to admit that she is scary when riled. I happen to think she is passing fond of you, and I would not like her ire turned upon me.
Now, if instead you invited me to pelt you with tender baked goods, I might be game.
Written By Mae
Dec. 18, 2017, 11:08 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
I'll be committing a copy of the book to the blacks, just in case it fades away.
Written By Cristoph
Dec. 18, 2017, 9:51 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
Written By Joscelin
Dec. 18, 2017, 8:55 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleyna
Written By Joscelin
Dec. 18, 2017, 8:50 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleyna
That being said, it doesn't stop her from asking, and every month I receive some precious gift from her with a beautifully written request in her own hand.
This month, the thoughtful, gracious woman sent me a beautiful jar of skin salve, made with her own hands. She said she read my journal complaining about the effect the weather has been having on my skin, and concocted this wonderful stuff to help.
I still tell her no, but I'm very polite about it. Her response is always very beautifully written, and ends it with something like 'until next month'. Entreating her in person does nothing; she simply smiles like she knows something I don't and pats me on the hand.
Complex and wonderful as the moon, is the Archduchess of Velenosa.
Written By Marian
Dec. 18, 2017, 4:42 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
Written By Reigna
Dec. 18, 2017, 4:29 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Khanne
Thanks be to all the gods that led me to this point in my life, to have such a companion.
Written By Valery
Dec. 18, 2017, 4:25 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
So I guess I never paid it much attention.
But the other day, I read about the heir of Thrax being born the day of my birthday...
And it kinda made me a bit excited...
Written By Quenia
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:36 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Written By Merek
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:33 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Written By Merek
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:31 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Written By Caprice
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:29 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
Written By Carita
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:23 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)
I suppose I will never know.
Written By Reigna
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:06 p.m.(10/17/1007 AR)
If I distance myself from it, it is fascinating. I had no idea such a feeling existed, and yet if I think about it logically, the answer is, it must exist. For all the world is a state of balance. For every good, like Prince Edain and Princess Alis, the Princesses Caelis, and Sophie, Isabeau, Duchess Nicia, Duke Cristoph, for these souls that are righteous and beautiful, for the warmth and family they foster, so too must there be darkness. To balance and define the light. So if I can love Kael with such passion, such loyalty and heart, then so too must I be able to feel an anger as I do towards... well. Let us not go there.
To further the idea... I must, must find a way to bring myself back to balance and to let go of this rage before my internal humors are warped and I fall ill. I can sense it. That potential shift inside me, like a sickness laying in lurk waiting to take advantage of my imbalance.
One of the worst parts of all of this is I feel I must pause and think about what I put in my journal. No longer do I have that sense of freedom, as my thoughts and feeling are transferred from myself to the page. That sacred communion between me and Vellichor. I find myself nervous, anxious about what I write and who might be reading and the political ramifications that might arise from this act that I have taken for granted for so long. I feel sundered.
I am conflicted. I am furious at even the thought that I must censor myself, the feeling of loss at being able to commune as I wish with my journal. But I also know that being noble means putting your own wants and needs aside for the betterment of all.
What do you do when you have been called disgraceful? When you are told that you -- No. See. I have to stop. If I continue I will write out all the accusations laid at my feet and Kael's and that will likely be seen as starting it up all over again.
I suppose the rest of my communion must be placed in the Black.
Written By Quenia
Dec. 18, 2017, 9:08 a.m.(10/17/1007 AR)
Written By Astraea
Dec. 18, 2017, 4:25 a.m.(10/17/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Joslyn
Written By Isidora
Dec. 18, 2017, 1:32 a.m.(10/17/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Antonio
He has agreed to take me boating or sailing but not shipping.
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