Written By Isidora
Dec. 16, 2017, 9:37 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
I feel I am taking more to pen lately than I have in a lifetime. It has been interesting to observe today. We are fighting so many different things that are beyond us and perhaps they outmatch us. Our strength is in our unity, not our pride or defining the right and wrong of it. I am not a warrior. I am a healer and I cannot help but want to fix something when I see it broken or the path to disrepair. I have been caught up in my own pride a time or two, we are knights but that does not mean we do not stumble. I believe a true leader knows when to bow their head. This can be in prayer or in submission to apology. It is greater by far a person that meets anger with compassion and hatred with love. It is easy for all of us to fall to vengeance and feel justification in our anger and outrage. I fear, and perhaps I fear wrongly, but I fear that each time we do. Each time we do not take a breath and let the calm exist, we allow a point for the other team. I do not mean the other noble that we are arguing with nor the team that aligns with economic typing. I mean the factions that seek to end that which we are holding true to. In a year, a moment of hurt pride will not be anything but a blink of existence that we endured. We may not even remember it. However, if we set alight a bridge to one of those that can cause a uniting front, we send up the banners of war. We give a light fire to our enemies that wish to see our public battles ruin the standings of all. We must fight our fights with compassion and apology, with understanding and error. We should not be too proud to admit when we are wrong and to offer apology and understanding for it.
Forgive me as I ramble, it is just heavy upon my heart and mind today.
Forgive me as I ramble, it is just heavy upon my heart and mind today.
Written By Quenia
Dec. 16, 2017, 7:37 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
I decided to attend the Velenosa Open Court today; it was a rather impromptu meeting. There was a servant that passed by a strangely dark corner who seemed suddenly frightened. I did not dare approach the corner, for I wasn't certain what to expect - as the darkness there was unnatural. I tried to approach the servant to ask if everything was alright, as others were also reacting to this corner as she did, and she spoke a few things aloud about wondering how someone could even be there, or how he could even be there again. She then realized she was answering me and would not say anything further. She left the audience hall, and I was not about to chase her through the High Lady's home. The open court session closed very soon after. I left feeling very unsettled about the whole experience, and also feeling as though I should perhaps be preparing myself more for things to come.
Written By Reigna
Dec. 16, 2017, 5:54 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Fairen
Why *no* Marquis Fairen Leary you do *not* get to shame me for something written in my white journals. It is my god bestowed duty to document my life and if you do not like what I write, then by all means, do not have the scribes bring you my whites. You do not get to say that I disgraced my house, my liege or anyone else. You do not get, once again, to reprimand me, talk down to me, attempt to shame me and then turn around and offer to *allow* this to be overlooked. You do not have that power over me and I have no desire to "accept" your forgiveness.
Written By Isidora
Dec. 16, 2017, 5:11 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Edain
His Grace is not just the High Lord of Sanctum, the leader of Oathlanders. He is my cousin and I love him desperately for that. I loved him without the title of High Lord and I love him with it. I am not always on the correct side of how I ought to act, but he shows me daily how to act with love and compassion. To see him today, is to be reminded of the man he is. I am proud that he is a Valardin and proud to follow him no matter where he may send me in travel, in need or in marriage. It is not a blind faith, but one that is renewed with every decision that I am able to witness.
Written By Edward
Dec. 16, 2017, 5:07 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Astraea
Encountering you was unexpected but not unpleasantly so. Welcome to Arx.
Written By Mia
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:42 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
...I think I'll be having pie for breakfast tomorrow.
You see, once -- almost a year ago -- Marquis Rymarr Deepwood advised me that pie was quite good for boosting morale. We were deep in the Gray Forest, then, in the dead of winter, and I'd just taken my first battle wound. (It was an ugly thing, that, and I am not fond of the scar.)
He had brought the pies with us to serve, heated, on one of our coldest and hardest days. He told me that it would liven up his soldier's hard and dreary day, at least a little. He was right, and it warmed up mine, too.
I've since taken to eating it for breakfast. Not every day, mind you, but on the morning after an awful day -- because then even if everything proves to be as dreadful as the day before, it's still a little bit better than it otherwise would have been. At least one good thing has happened, however small it may be. My children may be misbehaving, my husband may be in a foul mood, my work may have turned to disaster, my county may be beset by a crisis, and the world may be ending -- again. But at least for a few short moments that morning, I was able to enjoy something sweet and pleasant and be pleased with how my day was going so far.
You see, once -- almost a year ago -- Marquis Rymarr Deepwood advised me that pie was quite good for boosting morale. We were deep in the Gray Forest, then, in the dead of winter, and I'd just taken my first battle wound. (It was an ugly thing, that, and I am not fond of the scar.)
He had brought the pies with us to serve, heated, on one of our coldest and hardest days. He told me that it would liven up his soldier's hard and dreary day, at least a little. He was right, and it warmed up mine, too.
I've since taken to eating it for breakfast. Not every day, mind you, but on the morning after an awful day -- because then even if everything proves to be as dreadful as the day before, it's still a little bit better than it otherwise would have been. At least one good thing has happened, however small it may be. My children may be misbehaving, my husband may be in a foul mood, my work may have turned to disaster, my county may be beset by a crisis, and the world may be ending -- again. But at least for a few short moments that morning, I was able to enjoy something sweet and pleasant and be pleased with how my day was going so far.
Written By Amarantha
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:12 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
I feel terribly uninformed on the state of Arx. If anyone can enlighten me on the matters of our lovely, always in some sort of turmoil city--please contact me. I promise a night of good food and liquor in exchange.
Perhaps even a song.
Perhaps even a song.
Written By Logan
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:11 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
It is his right as duke to do as such but I have done none of those things. I served to this day House Halfshav. I served the will of my voices even when I disagreed, and any command from Vercyn was mine to follow. There is no instance in which I moved against my house, spoke ill of my house. I love my house. Now, that I had some harsh words with a 2nd cousin, sorry, I ain't no politician. Never the less, anyone reading this and looking for a good accountant... Well.
Written By Valery
Dec. 16, 2017, 2:49 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Well, that itched in the eyes so much!!
Written By Isidora
Dec. 16, 2017, 2:34 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Dragons.
I am curious about them. If anyone has any information, please contact me.
I am curious about them. If anyone has any information, please contact me.
Written By Merek
Dec. 16, 2017, 1:54 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Astraea
I met her at the Ambassador Salon when I delivered a weapon she wished made. She seems to like it, and I am quite happy that people like my work. That said she also is quite kind as well!
Written By Merek
Dec. 16, 2017, 1:52 p.m.(10/14/1007 AR)
Research is fun and exciting, even when the subjects are simple. Once I'm finished with my current one, I'll likely be able to assist others, so if anyone has any requests, then feel free to contact me!
Written By Sameera
Dec. 16, 2017, 12:20 p.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Fatima
Being handsy is okay.
Written By Enyo
Dec. 16, 2017, 9:46 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
There are always a great many things that you begin to expect to happen. You expect the sun to come up, people to laugh and to cry, to drink and starve. All the various things that simply are what they are in this world. But I can honestly say that I have never expected to receive the gift that I received the other day. It was frightening, and funny, and terrible all at the same time.
How does one return such a gift? Might be easier to be buried in the courtyard, though.
How does one return such a gift? Might be easier to be buried in the courtyard, though.
Written By Edward
Dec. 16, 2017, 8:29 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Armel
My view of the ocean is unfiltered and gives one's mind to wander down the path of history since I've come to Arx. Made me realize your absence is felt my friend.
Written By Vanora
Dec. 16, 2017, 5:02 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Driskell
I was flipping through the whites and found this one, written by a very dear friend whose presence in this world is as deep and abiding a gift as any might possibly be,
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All that you do and say is witnessed, there are no secrets. That which you do when you feel no one watches is known, and that which you do repeatedly is who you truly are. Whatever power you feel you have, you are but a temporary caretaker with a responsibility to evolve and make the world better than how you received it. He who observes behind the mirror knows all weaknesses and he waits, he watches. He gives us the opportunity to reflect on our own weaknesses and make our decisions what we'll do.
You are watched, and your secrets known.
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This is why the Mirrormasks practice over and over again facing the very worst of our deeds, our words, and even our thoughts. We fear our secrets being learned, hold them close to our chests...but they are /known/. All our misdeeds and failings. Look into the reflection and truly see what is there. Name every line, every shadow. The most dangerous secrets are not those we know and hide from the world, but those we hide from the self. Let neither hold too much power over you. May He Guide You.
Thank you, Brother Driskell
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All that you do and say is witnessed, there are no secrets. That which you do when you feel no one watches is known, and that which you do repeatedly is who you truly are. Whatever power you feel you have, you are but a temporary caretaker with a responsibility to evolve and make the world better than how you received it. He who observes behind the mirror knows all weaknesses and he waits, he watches. He gives us the opportunity to reflect on our own weaknesses and make our decisions what we'll do.
You are watched, and your secrets known.
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This is why the Mirrormasks practice over and over again facing the very worst of our deeds, our words, and even our thoughts. We fear our secrets being learned, hold them close to our chests...but they are /known/. All our misdeeds and failings. Look into the reflection and truly see what is there. Name every line, every shadow. The most dangerous secrets are not those we know and hide from the world, but those we hide from the self. Let neither hold too much power over you. May He Guide You.
Thank you, Brother Driskell
Written By Vanora
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:44 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Gailin
It has been a pleasure to get to know this young man over the past few weeks. Though there are still a few less political topics that he and I must broach together soon, I have found discussions of marital contracts, loyalty, and the value of family mean to one Gailin Fireviper. I'd met him several times in passing before we all sat down to make plans together and ensure the best for Lady Titania. No woman wishes another an unsuitable or unpleasant match no matter how challenging their own relationship has been. I have attempted to ensure that though this appears a love match requested by the couple, it is one that makes sound sense for the future of both houses.
He is a fine man.
He is a fine man.
Written By Isidora
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:26 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Holden
I got to meet Sir Holden. I am hoping we might be able to learn more of each other over tea. He seems like a quiet man with good intentions and honor.
Written By Holden
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:16 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
There are many things that I may be in this life, and there may be some days when I question those things. But of all of those, I shall never question that I am a brother.
Written By Holden
Dec. 16, 2017, 4:14 a.m.(10/13/1007 AR)
It seems that Daisy is quite good at making friends with all that she meets. She has grown to be both fearless and friendly. I have thought perhaps to train her. I might look to the Keatons for advice in the matter. They are famous for their own hounds.
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