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Written By Violet

July 13, 2018, 6:22 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Thorley

A bet is a bet.

There once was a girl from near Whitehold
Who grew up to become ever so bold
Then along came a man
She quickly became a fan
He wooed her with gifts and with words
The likes of which she had never heard
Next thing you know their neighbors are in woe
For they certainly never get any sleep

Written By Tikva

July 13, 2018, 6:04 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Each day, I pray to Limerance in thanks for the grace he has given us and in hope that I will have the fortitude to be what duty asks of me. There are days I have the arrogance to believe that I succeed. Then there are the other days.

The duty a liege owes to a vassal, that I owe to our vassals, is to protect and defend you. Being raised in privilege and surrounded by wealth does not except us from this duty but expand upon it. There is none greater than Grayson, and so no greater duty than ours to act accordingly.

I can only say that I will try to do better. Each day, in each way that I can, for my sons, for my husband, for my family, for my House, for the Compact.

Written By Violet

July 13, 2018, 6 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

It has been so busy I have not had the chance to write a Journal for a little while. I find my days filled with drills, recruits, training, paperwork, and meetings. It is good to be so busy, but it is also exhausting. I suppose that it is a good thing that my husband is the sword of coffee, as I like to joke. Though I am seriously thankful to Farshaw's coffee. It has certainly helped me with some of my late nights. And the Crimson Blades too. I may have to look into setting aside silver to make sure there is enough stock to always ensure coffee in the morning at Headquarters and Chapter Houses. Is it addictive I wonder?

Recruitment for the Blades continues and I am so pleased. We have enough things going on I've had to hire additional support staff. This has included Mistress Melody, on a temporary basis. I look forward for her assistance in our public relations and working where diplomacy is needed. It is a very exciting time. A very stressful one too, in some ways, but the good outweighs the bad. And that is how it should be I think. The Blades grow. My family grows. My friends grow. Yes there are dangers, but our strength together I know we can face it.

Written By Signe

July 13, 2018, 5:48 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

The children at Saving Grace were wonderful! They helped me in bandaging and tending to Atila's wounds. He was not really hurt, just pretending. I know he loved all their attentive hands petting him. He's quite spoiled and so gentle in nature. I feel I may have inspired a few of the children to pursue being a healer to animals! I hope so!

Written By Veronica

July 13, 2018, 5:46 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Amari

Might I suggest painting a different beast next time?

Written By Preston

July 13, 2018, 5:45 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

You were what you were and are what you are, Little Sister. Given that you had to be what you were to be what you are, so it must be that it was all for the best. There is no shame after all in humble beginnings or humble ends. It is the manner of our living which Gloria weighs, how much of our life we gave to others that Gild measures. And in that, you could never be found wanting.

If nobles wish to ignore the Grandmasters of the Faith Militant because of their prejudices against their origins, or because they dislike the Faith, then so be it. It says more of them than it does of you or indeed my own Master. The hubris that they show is allowing the Abyss a path into their hearts and souls, and I would rather they announce their weakness so we know where to watch.

I am an orphan, born of no-one, heir to nothing. There is nothing before me, nothing in my wake. And I will always be proud to consider you a sister.

Written By Coraline

July 13, 2018, 5:16 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Recently my thoughts have turned to language and communication. Strangely, one would think they were the same thing but oddly they are not. I find that in the past week, many times in fact, I have come across people speaking the same language, but the understanding of the words intent versus how they were taken have been an entire miss.

This is not anyone's fault mind, but rather it shows how easy it is to misunderstand. Language is a powerful tool, it can build and ruin lives, reputations, cause harmony and discord, create and destroy relationships. The words we speak are often said without careful consideration for how they might be received, and far too often the assumption of the recipient is ill intent rather than any number of other possibilities.

I am just as liable to misunderstand, speak without forethought, allow my emotions to color my words, and assume the worst of others. This is a weakness I certainly do, and will continue to, strive to correct. I think too often as well we forget that everyone has their hard times, their own personal demons, sometimes we let them overtake us, other times we are able to hide them.

This is nothing more than my thoughts on something I have observed, and been myself part of. This is not meant to be anything more than a sort of thinking aloud, perhaps an external reminder to myself that my words can have power beyond what I anticipate and to keep that in mind before I let them out.

Written By Marian

July 13, 2018, 5:08 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

I value your strength, honor and service in protecting others who can not defend themselves on the road. I do not know who has called you such names but I would say they clearly never took the time to fight by your side.

Written By Thena

July 13, 2018, 5:04 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Marian

Perhaps if all of our esteemed nobles behaved nobly, they wouldn't need to be called out.

It's very frustrating for a commoner, who has been told for much of her life that she's worthless and her voice is not to be heard, to see those that she is commanded to look up to and respect act like children.

Written By Aleksei

July 13, 2018, 4:56 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

I feel like a lot of you need to pet a dog or something. Peanut is available.

Written By Marian

July 13, 2018, 4:56 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Bliss

It's interesting on how you feel that it's your duty as a Whisper to correct others for their behavior in a public forum. I was not aware this public service was one of House Whisper's offerings. I was under the impression it was the duty of a liege to correct their vassal.

Please note that I have the utmost the respect for many of the members of Whisper House. I have found their grace, elegance, and diplomatic talents to be above par. However, your need for discord and talent for escalating a situation does nothing to garner etiquette. It makes a bad situation worse. In truth, I find it to almost be a bit bullying at times. When you potentially benefit by being called to Champion a situation you escalated, I wonder if said peer of the realm might have a civil suit against the Champion's Guild.

Because if you're tasked with defending honor, is it fair to besmirch the object of their ire, consequently escalating to a duel that could lead to financial benefit to yourself? I'm not really sure. I certainly think it might be something for the legal minds of this city to ponder.

Disclaimer: I have no potential financial benefit in posting this journal. I am just rather fed up with this individual's actions. This is not at all reflective on my deep respect for the Whisper House or the Champion's Guild. Nor does it reflect the feelings of Redrain on such institutions. I am expressing my thoughts as an individual, single prodigal that is questioning the behavior of another individual.

Written By Amari

July 13, 2018, 4:54 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Veronica

Veronica, please no, you'll have High Lord Edain busting down your bedroom door if you say it's a painting of an ass.

It's a cute donkey. I wanted to see if I could refine the concept before I began a series of donkeys in various idyllic landscape paintings. Like, a Frozen Donkey of Everwinter, a Brave Donkey Dodging Arrows in the Shadowood, and maybe a Salty Donkey Wading in Thrax Bay.

I'll have them all hung in your room if you like.

Written By Samantha

July 13, 2018, 4:52 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

My two year old enjoys apple cider and pinwheel cookies.

Written By Karadoc

July 13, 2018, 4:47 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

That sounds nice. A nap AND a snack.

Written By Eleyna

July 13, 2018, 4:46 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Sounds like some people need a nap and a snack.

Written By Duarte

July 13, 2018, 4:31 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

The man's honor would be best served by the man standing for himself, not hiding behind his kin after refusing to do so.

Call for champions and be done with it before this gets out of hand.

Written By Elgana

July 13, 2018, 4:26 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Mirari

I do not know how this woman finds the time to be so amazing at so many things. Seamstress, jeweler, scent-maker, and more. Now, the Sword of Lenosia and control of the Mirrorguard. Is there nothing you cannot do, Mistress Mirari?

You have nothing but my respect and my heartfelt congratulations on this appointment! You deserve it.

Just get some rest from time to time too.

And drinks? We should have those soon.

Written By Lark

July 13, 2018, 4:19 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Fairen

My brother is not going without punishment. He currently does penance in the Shrine of Gloria for his own breach of etiquette with regards to the honor duel. I leave that between him and Gloria. But I will not stand by and allow him to be harassed and beset by those who hold a personal vendetta against him.

Written By Norwood

July 13, 2018, 4:14 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

There is much that has gone on the past few weeks, some which is worthy of the whites, and others which is best left to blacks. However, I do feel compelled to speak a few things.

One, I am deeply grateful to Lord Cristoph and all that his family has done for me over my years of service. It was his father's decision to grant my knighthood which has been the turning point of my life. Vivian's death would have been my undoing without the challenges that knighthood set before me. The trust given to me when I was handed Queensguard has shaped my steps even more so. As I step into more challenging roles my gratitude only increases.

To serve House Laurent is the highest honor of my life.

Two, I have been remiss in speaking my gratitude to Dame Alexis Wyrmfang. After an injury sustained assisting House Greenmarch I found myself quite below what I would consider physical peak. I approached Alexis to assist me in regaining my edge. Considering the outcome of the most recent Telmar Gauntlet event, it should go without saying that it worked. My thanks to her, and her most excellent tutelage.

Written By Marian

July 13, 2018, 4 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Mae

Nothing against Derovai personally, but I always enjoyed your spin on current events in the Commoner's Bulletin when you were handling such updates. You have a since of dramatic timing that made even the most mundane event entertaining. While I appreciate the man who has taken the mantle to keep everyone informed, I would love it if you would consider every once in a while adding your unique flare.

Disclaimer: yes, I know I am not the bulletin's intended audience but I could not applaud an author that has always captured my attention.

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