Written By Isolde
Aug. 25, 2016, 12:35 a.m.(5/21/1004 AR)
Inquisitor Alistair has given me the most intriguing challenge. After some tough negotiation, I've agreed. It is my hope I will gain some good perspective, and not end up dead. But, without risk, life would be so boring, wouldn't it? The only question to remain is how do I train for this challenge? I think it is worth it, and will expand my skillset dramatically.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 22, 2016, 12:21 a.m.(5/12/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Dawn
Lady Dawn is, frankly a delight, though I appreciate her more for her insightful conversation than any superficial disposition. She's more than worthy of title, and I mean to see her legitimized, somehow. Beyond that, she challenges my perceptions, when I take for granted that I challenge others, and it was refreshing to say the least. I look forward to more conversation, and hope a strong friendship is the result, even if she wears her diplomatic tendancies like a suit of steelsilk.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 21, 2016, 7:58 p.m.(5/12/1004 AR)
Has it truly been three years? It feels so long ago, and yet, I remember it like yesterday. The Mirror's Masquerade of 1001 AR, where I danced the dance of my life, where I became who I am, who I was always meant to be. No other dance has come close, or meant so much. Will another dance ever fill me with purity of purpose? Will a night ever change me so thoroughly again?
I often wonder what my family thinks of that night, where their sweet, studious daughter, shy, and reluctant to go out in public sister went. Barely noticed by a Sword, often left to her own devices for weeks, and happy to do so. A girl with a sense of longing for a life that seemed just out of reach, lost in her thoughts watching the surf for hours, with a book in her lap. She seems a dream now, and I wonder if anyone from my past would even recognize me now.
I don't miss that girl. I bear her no ill will, far from it, in fact. She learned to listen, to watch, and to see the world unlike anyone else. But she was not made for this world. She would have crumbled to dust when her mother's head was sent back to the city. She would never mingle with Northern Princes, or boldly challenge Valardin Faithful. She would never make a mark on the world, happy to stay in the shadows, unnoticed. She had her place, and it is in my past. Now I am something more, something greater, and with the strength of the Thirteenth, I shall make this world, and our people, greater than they could ever have dreamed.
I often wonder what my family thinks of that night, where their sweet, studious daughter, shy, and reluctant to go out in public sister went. Barely noticed by a Sword, often left to her own devices for weeks, and happy to do so. A girl with a sense of longing for a life that seemed just out of reach, lost in her thoughts watching the surf for hours, with a book in her lap. She seems a dream now, and I wonder if anyone from my past would even recognize me now.
I don't miss that girl. I bear her no ill will, far from it, in fact. She learned to listen, to watch, and to see the world unlike anyone else. But she was not made for this world. She would have crumbled to dust when her mother's head was sent back to the city. She would never mingle with Northern Princes, or boldly challenge Valardin Faithful. She would never make a mark on the world, happy to stay in the shadows, unnoticed. She had her place, and it is in my past. Now I am something more, something greater, and with the strength of the Thirteenth, I shall make this world, and our people, greater than they could ever have dreamed.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 21, 2016, 9:55 a.m.(5/10/1004 AR)
My sister can be... utterly confounding. So far, I have been right every time I've tried to convince her of things, yet she -still- balks at my suggestions. It bothers me more than it should, since, obviously I am a fickle, silly thing. I just... wish she'd truly believe I have her best interests in mind. And that I'm much more managable when I get my ways. I love her dearly, and one day, I'll be able to give her peace of mind, truly, and without reservation. For now, I will still try. Try with all my heart. And casually mention she might find my journals interesting.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 21, 2016, 9:52 a.m.(5/10/1004 AR)
It occurs to me that Papa has yet to get me my pony. I thought to go to the Hunt that Prince Edain held, but... it seemed a bit much, and only reminded me that I am cross with my father. One should -always- keep their promises to their youngest daughters, lest the wrath break against the walls of the Estate like a maelstrom of the Mourning Isles. A pony is really not that much to ask for, is it? I suppose I'll forgive him eventually. Especially if there are two ponies for me in the deal.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 21, 2016, 9:50 a.m.(5/10/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Morrighan
A delightful tailor from the North, with the most quaint accent, she seems eager to expand her network. I've tasked her and Caprice to make something suitable for me, for the impending winters, so that I'm not drowning in shapeless furs. She was rather receptive to the partnership, and my hopes for a new, universal fashion trend increase dramatically.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 21, 2016, 9:41 a.m.(5/10/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Fergus
Prince Fergus Redrain is... well, in some ways he is typical of what I think of, when I think of the Savage North. He has little patience for the subtlety of the Game, and has a mind of singular purpose. But there is immense complexity to him, readily evident, despite his claims to be a simple man. His mind intrigues me, both personally, and as an Acolyte. On top of all of that, his gifts are more amusing than they have any right to be. It will take practice to be light on my feet with several pounds of steel and high points at the heels, but the challenge has been laid, and I dare not fail to rise to it. Otherwise he might make good his threat on that dress....
Written By Isolde
Aug. 14, 2016, 1:45 p.m.(4/18/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Alistair
I met this Inquisitor in the Great Cathedral, and that fact alone was a delight to my sense of the world. Our conversation was... intense, and I find I actually rather like the man. He's not one for the Game, but I think we'll end up speaking at length often. And it struck me as well.. my work in bringing the Thirteenth through the world... makes me fairly effective at helping the reputation of the Inquisition. After all, both are imposing, intimidating... and extremely misunderstood.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 14, 2016, 11:35 a.m.(4/18/1004 AR)
Esera's beach soiree was a smashing success, and it let me make a business deal. I'm going to have a special event with the Whispers, the details not set in stone yet, but, this city often misunderstands their purpose, and it is tragic. The coming days will need the Whispers and their courtly skills. Diplomacy seems to be on the crumbling edge of chaos, and they'll be vital in holding the world together. I'm going to make the city see them for their greatness, and endear them to me in the process.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 14, 2016, 11:32 a.m.(4/18/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Jacinthe
A woman of the Whisper House who seems quite the woman. She's bright and I'll be interested to have a conversation with her, outside of a major event. She'll be key in helping my event ideas succeed.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 14, 2016, 11:22 a.m.(4/18/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Larissa is of the Whisper House and something of a troublemaker. I liked her instantly. She's simply divine, and I took her to the Beachside soiree proudly. She'll be a wonderful companion. Quick of wit and sensually delightful, I'll be the envy of all with her on my arm.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 8, 2016, 10:21 p.m.(4/1/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Nadia
I have decided to be magnanimous and forgive Duchess Nadia her slip at the party. We had a long conversation and, while I still think she needs a great deal of refinement, we can see a bit more clearly now. She has the potential to be truly lovely.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 7, 2016, 8:33 p.m.(3/26/1004 AR)
The rites for Strengthening are some of the most intense I know for the Thirteenth. I find them personally fulfilling, even when I guide them, but I can only wonder... will everyone be strong enough to undergo them? So many balk at the very notion of the Thirteenth as an abstract concept, how can I possibly expect them to have the fortitude to delve deep into the Rites. It is that weakness that is my true enemy, I think, the souls of men and women, unable to embrace the Completion. They'll fracture when the darkness comes, and I won't have any tears to weep for them. Brave men who are cowards with an incomplete soul are reprehensible to Him, and to me. Women who crumble at the first sign of conflict are but dust on the wind. I feel sad for the whole of our people, but I do not pity their cowardice. They choose the blindness. What I offer is there to see, for all.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 7, 2016, 7:41 p.m.(3/26/1004 AR)
Prince Dagon gave me the loveliest ring. I'm surprised by his taste, and I wear it happily. I may have to look into more jewelry with these delightful black pearls. Perhaps something to wear about the ankle, or to adorn my hair. I think that might be rather fetching, indeed.
Written By Isolde
Aug. 5, 2016, 8:25 p.m.(3/20/1004 AR)
It's really too bad I had to miss most of Princess Deva's feast. It looked fantastic, the bit I could attend, but... well, it would have been a terrible diplomatic incident, since the Nightgold woman was there. I am certain she hopes I have forgotten her insult to me. Especially since she hasn't made any overtures to regain my respect. Even Papa is giving her the cold shoulder for me. At least Princess Deva understands that I am not cross with the Redrains. Only her.
Written By Isolde
July 31, 2016, 11:50 p.m.(3/5/1004 AR)
The Mirror's Meditation is a week long ritual, in which one enters into a state of meditation so deep, you do not eat, sleep, or even move. It is utterly exhausting, but the enlightenment one can receive in one's Reflection is utterly euphoric. It's never to be undertaken lightly, but it is worth it. I see the world so differently now, see people with a much keener eye. This was my first Meditation unguided, and the experience was all I hoped it would be.
Written By Isolde
July 27, 2016, 9:36 p.m.(2/21/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Alis
Edain's lovely sister, who has a -wonderful- sense of humor. And I really, really, really hope she doesn't ever get mad at me. She's... um... a little ferocious, to say the least. It's thrilling!
Written By Isolde
July 24, 2016, 1:30 a.m.(2/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Nadia
This delightful woman spoke about the Shav who worship 'creatures from beyond the Reflection,' then pointedly looked at me. Wonderful, I could deal with that insult, and... correct her behavior. However, then she claimed they were responsible for Mama's murder. Now, I'll have to deal with this in a significantly different way. I haven't decided my course, but she has limited time to make amends. The Inquisition has already contacted me. This could end up being very bad.
Written By Isolde
July 19, 2016, 5:17 p.m.(1/24/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Alarissa
Oh, the sweet girl thinks she can spar with me, with words and socially. She's utterly sweet. I may just keep her for my own.
Written By Isolde
July 17, 2016, 7:15 p.m.(1/19/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Acacia
A decent sort, for someone Boroughs born and bred. She seems reasonable to do business with, though I can't imagine if I'd ever utilize her skills or connections. Perhaps in some information respect, but even then, who knows. There may be better options. But, she's nice enough, but time will tell.
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