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Written By Lianne

Jan. 8, 2024, 6:08 p.m.(7/9/1021 AR)

Transcribed from my Blacks by my own hand:

(3/9/1010 AR)
All the forgetfulness befalling Arx so suddenly can mean only one thing. Does the snow suggest another hand or is it simply a little fear to go with the forgetting?

Add to that the odd autopsy which Juliana and I performed earlier, the sand hissing about a reckoning, about the sleeper awakening.

I look at what I have to work with, and I despair... and I wonder then if I brought this on myself. This is, after all, the path I've chosen.

Written By Medeia

Jan. 8, 2024, 1:53 p.m.(7/8/1021 AR)

The happiness and pride I feel for my cousin, Denis, finding a compatible match with Lady Rosalind Ravenseye is beyond what my words can express. I have known and adored Rosa, accepted her for all of her vibrant and quirky self, for many years now. Her exuberance is rarely matched by another, but I know that Denis is capable of holding his own among the northerners. His mind for trade and skill on ships is absolutely a boon to Ravenseye.

And though I am sad to see him - and his brother, Filip - leave us, I am incredibly excited about the fact that these recent unions between Saik and Ravenseye and Byrne allows us to claim a familial tie to every fealty of the Compact. These connections will bring new and different opportunities, strengthening our houses. It has been my greatest joy and honor to be able to support Saik and the people of Saikland Greens.

Written By Sen'azala

Jan. 8, 2024, 6:11 a.m.(7/8/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Valdemar

I'm not bragging. I'm as scared as anyone, I've got as clear a picture of what's coming as anyone. I was hoping that the Horned God's death would bring me the personal peace of having no idea what to do with the rest of my life, I wasn't looking to let the world light itself on fire. What I'm doing now is telling the truth of what happened in Harrow Hall, and why. People are doubting the wisdom of fighting the Horned God, despite the only other option being a different ending of the world, because they're frightened of what's come. I'm telling them that they did the only thing that could have been done short of lying at his feet, that it was right, that it was brave, and that if any single group, any single person had not done what they did, if there had been even moments of delay, then we - all of us - would not have stopped him. He was that close. I don't know what it looked like outside the Hall, but he was *that* close. What they did didn't cause this.

No, the self righteous zealotry is the part where I wholeheartedly believe that Cardia, the Dune Kingdoms, and the Undying Empire all deserve to fucking burn at the hands of the people they enslaved, and that a world where survival is wildly uncertain is better than a world that's simply not worth saving.

Written By Valdemar

Jan. 7, 2024, 10:57 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Only zealots could speak of breaking the world and sound so self-righteous about doing it. I'd warn against breaking your own arms patting yourselves on the backs, but it seems like it won't matter much longer anyway.

Written By Jan

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:58 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

I must say that marriage still agrees with me. We shall see if that is still the case when eventually that includes motherhood

Written By Raven

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:57 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

I have never truly been alone. Not really. Soon there will be at least two trials I must face which some part of it I must do on my own-but I am glad even so I won't have to do either alone.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:13 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

I have fought too hard to just allow someone to make me forget. I refuse!

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:12 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Saik. I always said I wouldn't go South because it's too stinkin hot. Now look at me. I just can't wait to bring them all home. To the beautiful winters.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:11 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

I sit and reflect on how far I've come since coming here. I came here, following my sister, unsure of everything, but having faith in Aella and my family. Now I feel as if I've come into my own. I'm married now. Stop looking at me like that, scholar! It sounds strange to me too! I helped break a family cure that was generations old. The moon is now something to be admired for beauty, not to be feared as we once did. It's a large relief and I can breathe easier. I've been watching my nieces and nephews grow, their excitement at discovering new things. They remind me of me and Triton. I should apologize to Elora. Which speaking of Triton, he's grown too. He's a father now, and I think our papa would be proud of him. He's a lot more like him than any of us. I'm proud of him. I'm proud of how far family as come since coming here. We've made Stormheart and our people proud. I can feel it.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 7, 2024, 8:11 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

No matter the weight of the issues presented before me, I shall look upon them clearly, until I am satisfied I have understood them as well as I can in the time that I have, then I will act boldly.

I will not falter for fear of losing that which I hold the dearest, nor let a lack of perfect understanding stay my hand.

Written By Jeffeth

Jan. 7, 2024, 7:44 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Mattheu

I finally got my rematch against Mattheu in the mud puts. And I won. The Rivenshari gifted me a scarf and I love it. I mean, it's hot as the abyss right now, but I am still wearing it because the colors are so great. Next I need some of those bells. To act as musical accompaniment for the next time I serenade Eirene.

Written By Jeffeth

Jan. 7, 2024, 7:42 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

It was High Sun / Silver Day today and Princess Sabella asked me to give a speech. I think I did very well. Gild is worthy of celebration and I was happy to go.

Written By Jeffeth

Jan. 7, 2024, 7:41 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Ian

Lord Ian is a constant presence when it comes to things that need doing. Also very helpful. One day, I will make him belly laugh and my life will be complete.

Written By Titania

Jan. 7, 2024, 4:51 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Oh, radiant Mangata, Goddess of the Waters,
In this high summer's embrace, we offer our gratitude.

Bless us with the gentle caress of your waves,
As the sun dances upon the shimmering surface.

May your tranquil currents wash away our worries,
And bring forth the coolness of your liquid blessings.

As the days unfold in warmth and brilliance,
Guide us through the tides of life with serenity.

Mangata, Lady of the Waters, hear our prayer,
In this season of abundance and vibrant light.

Written By Valencia

Jan. 7, 2024, 3:41 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Patrizio

The Archduke of Pravus possesses many admirable qualities that make him an exceptional leader. His honorable and generous spirit, strong moral character, and commitment to his people are evident in his words and deeds.

Though confident in his abilities, he remains open-minded, carefully weighing options before making decisions. He listens thoughtfully when others share perspectives, even if differing from his own.

The Archduke's modesty belies his remarkable talents and virtues. His integrity, wisdom and compassion set a shining example of principled leadership.

I am grateful for his trust and inspired to serve his house faithfully.

Though he insists he is but a man of this season, the Archduke's noble conduct improves our world.

~~~~~~~~~~~<~<~{@

Written By Mattheu

Jan. 6, 2024, 2 a.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Ann

I found myself writing letters to my children before embarking to a point of where distance will be a factor. It was something which I only started recently in doing. As before. Before we took land we would be upon ships. There would be times where we would board different ships to sail in opposite directions though we always knew the wind would carry our thoughts to each other. We would see each other again soon enough.

Now those days are not as sure the wind will be there to always carry the letters and thoughts as freely. Thus, I have written them down this time. There are two sets. Ima has the ones for them to read and hold dear.

To my Courageous Son, Sil,

Sil, my adventurous spirit, as the waves carry me further from home, my heart swells with pride for the incredible young man you've become. Your crown of flowers and kelp, mud-streaked hair, and stories of escapades remind me that life is a grand adventure. Be a guiding light for your siblings, and continue to infuse our home with your boundless curiosity and zest for life.

To my Fearless Princess, Raya,

Raya, regal and strong, your insistence on being a princess is a testament to the royalty that resides within you. Stand tall, my daughter, and let your strength be a beacon for your siblings. Lead with courage, and I trust that you will nurture the unity that defines our family in my absence.

To my Shy Little Star, Ilan,

Ilan, my gentle daughter, your quiet strength and whispered conversations hold a special place in my heart. Be a source of comfort for your siblings, and remember that your shy nature is a beautiful light that guides us through the darker days. Your resilience will be a comforting presence for your mother and brothers.

To My Little Explorer, Danior,

Danior, too young to understand the reasons for my departure, I leave you with a promise of love that transcends distance. Your siblings and your amazing mother will be your guides, playmates, and storytellers. Embrace the joy they bring, and know that my heart is woven into the fabric of our family's love.

Written By Lys

Jan. 5, 2024, 11:49 p.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

[This is more wine on this page than there is actual writing. And yet it has been submitted to the archives anyway.]

Why is everything spinning so fast? i'm so damned dizzy.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 5, 2024, 7:02 p.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

I cannot recall a single week in which I have both slept so poorly on some days and slept so well on others as this one in my entire life.

Written By Ann

Jan. 5, 2024, 6:47 p.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Mattheu

As I sit down to write, my heart is filled with warmth and gratitude for the incredible journey I've shared with Mattheu. Our love story began like a gentle melody, slowly building into a symphony that continues to play in the background of our lives.

Mattheu entered my life like a burst of sunshine, bringing laughter and joy with him wherever he went. His kindness and gentle spirit immediately drew me in, and as our friendship deepened, I found myself falling in love with the wonderful person he is. From the early days of stolen glances to the sweet moments of shared dreams, our love story has unfolded in the most beautiful way.

Our journey together took an exciting turn when we welcomed our first child into the world. Yes, Matti has been a good father to the three I brought in our relationship but to see him with Danior that was a profound and transformative experience for me. Mattheu embraced fatherhood with a tenderness that melted my heart, and watching him bond with our little one was a sight to behold.

Our four children bring so much joy and laughter into our lives. Each one is a unique melody, creating a harmonious blend of personalities that make our family complete. Mattheu's role as a father is nothing short of extraordinary. He's not just a provider; he's the steady rock, the playful companion, and the wise guide our children look up to.

From the bedtime stories he reads to the way he patiently helps with questions, Mattheu's love for our children knows no bounds. I am endlessly grateful for the beautiful family we've built together, a testament to the love that continues to grow with each passing day.

As I reflect on the journey we've shared, I am overwhelmed with gratitude for the love and companionship Mattheu brings into my life. Our love story is a tapestry woven with moments of laughter, shared dreams, and unwavering support. I look forward to the many chapters still unwritten, knowing that with Mattheu by my side, our love will continue to flourish and inspire for a lifetime.

I can only imagine that the Lovers of Riva shine upon us and the choices we are making in how we live our life.

Written By Ann

Jan. 5, 2024, 6:39 p.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

It is interesting to go down your personal history and find things you had forgotten about. It is as if a new light has been shed on them. Food for thought in how much a person can change and not even be aware of it.

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