Written By Amari
Oct. 9, 2019, 10:42 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
I won't be attempting that again any time soon.
Written By Sina
Oct. 9, 2019, 9:24 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
While I was happy to provide the opportunity for the Compact to learn more about these foreign powers, I think allowing them an embassy without any formal treaties or relations is premature. Let them first come to the table with more reasonable offers and show a genuine desire for friendship without impossible strings attached. Personally, I would very much enjoy one day the possibility of getting to know them better, but until such a time as they respect the sovereignty of the Compact, and our beliefs, I think it would be best to maintain a certain distance.
I have been asked by some if I plan to host further events, but I have decided that at this time, I will no longer be offering the hospitality of the Academy to these representatives. As a representative of the Faith, I cannot in good conscience do more at this time. Perhaps once our relations have proven to be 'waterproof' as the Marin'alfar would say, I will reconsider it. That level of trust will, and should, take time to build.
Written By Dante
Oct. 9, 2019, 8:33 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
Written By Lucrezia
Oct. 9, 2019, 7:20 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
Also, the recent day to honor my father. I was overwhelmed and surprised. I think this is the first time I've let myself mourn for him. But to see him honored so made me so very happy and more desirous than ever to be something he would be proud of. When I think of that, I can only think of my blood on the deck as Wanton was torn apart. Is that a dream that also might have died that day? I came back to Arx with a new, but crewless Wanton. We are full of a terrible hunger which we must answer soon as we get enough of a crew together.
I let him know children may no longer be something I can give him. Maybe I couldn't see far enough into this choice to know I could have only one dream or the other. I can't unchoose, but I do want to make it so I can have both. I want him and Wanton. If I can't have children... is that what that horrible sense of loss was about? I worry he won't want me if the answer is yes. Just thinking about that makes me want to go on a mad rampage.
I have so many more questions now. Somehow I feel it will involve studying. Lots of studying.
Ugh.
Written By Bree
Oct. 9, 2019, 6:05 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
Written By Rysen
Oct. 9, 2019, 5:46 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Preston
Written By Aureth
Oct. 9, 2019, 2:44 p.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Alecstazi
His Grace, Prince Victus Thrax, stands united with the Faith in working towards the abolition of thralldom. You have already stated that you accede to this. Perhaps you and the Lord Commander are enjoying this little spat, but if not I suggest you quit while you are already behind.
Written By Aleksei
Oct. 9, 2019, 2:40 p.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
They were burned to ash under their white banner.
Written By Jael
Oct. 9, 2019, 2:04 p.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Written By Tikva
Oct. 9, 2019, 1:35 p.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Call for champions and be done with it! I'm very sorry but really you all look quite absurd.
Written By Mabelle
Oct. 9, 2019, 11:46 a.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Iseulet
Such an industrious woman is well deserving the recognition.
Written By Rafael
Oct. 9, 2019, 9:53 a.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Written By Preston
Oct. 9, 2019, 7:11 a.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Written By Catalana
Oct. 9, 2019, 5:33 a.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Wash
Needless to say, I needed his saving when knocked unconscious. For the first time in a very long time I noticed the fear in his eyes and how truly protective of me he is when I came too. I realized, it is not a bad thing to have someone care so deeply for you.
I am thankful everyday that the gods chose to put you so firmly in my path and you had the patience to wait for my hand.
Written By Ras
Oct. 9, 2019, 4:15 a.m.(12/24/1011 AR)
Sometimes you can be so happy that you also feel bad, cuz folk you care about are still dealin with shit. But shit doesn't ever stop, and happiness doesn't last.
I'll just be happy. Ain't like I can stop.
Written By Erasmus
Oct. 9, 2019, 3:05 a.m.(12/23/1011 AR)
Back in the city again, but it's no more familiar this time 'round than the last -- and neither am I...woke today to find more gray in my hair than ever, as if the Gods decided to smite me with all the years I somehow cheated at once.
That's only fair, I suppose, but...
I'll have to ask you to forgive my bitter tone, Scholar. I just wanted /one thing/ to stop changing, but that would deny our dear Lagoma Her due, aye?
I'll get my bearings yet.
Written By Ryhalt
Oct. 9, 2019, 3:04 a.m.(12/23/1011 AR)
Written By Teagan
Oct. 9, 2019, 1:45 a.m.(12/23/1011 AR)
...I find that I am lonely.
It is strange, perhaps, that this empty sort of feeling settles deep in the center of my chest only in those quiet moments when the hold is at its most quiet. When I was younger, those were the times I most savored my own company.
Written By Shard
Oct. 8, 2019, 8:24 p.m.(12/23/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleanor
...As we saw over the past year with Beaucage.
Written By Alecstazi
Oct. 8, 2019, 7:52 p.m.(12/23/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleanor
If it makes you feel better to continue to try to paint me as some sort of cruel tyrant, then by all means.
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