Written By Marian
Aug. 20, 2018, 6:46 a.m.(6/6/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Barric
Prince Barric and I met more than a decade ago when Princess Alarissa married Prince Vance, and became my sister. He was just a boy on the edge of becoming a man. There was so much hope and promise. His earnest want to serve Gloria was never in question. He knew even then what he wanted to be. "None greater than Grayson" were words that he lived by. He strived to be the best in everything. To be that model knight.
Ideals are wonderful on paper but difficult to live by. I won't speak of more recent events, since they have been hashed out on the whites in great length. However, I can tell you that his drive was both a blessing and curse. His failures would weigh deeply. His successes were not celebrated enough by him. I had hoped he would find a measure of peace with Princess Coraline. And then with the Templars who he was preparing to swear into. I only wished him glory and honor in service to Gloria.
In the end, he served the Crown and Compact well. He lived up to the ideals that he so aspired to. He served Gloria well. I was there, I saw his sacrifice. I am humbled by his selflessness.
Ideals are wonderful on paper but difficult to live by. I won't speak of more recent events, since they have been hashed out on the whites in great length. However, I can tell you that his drive was both a blessing and curse. His failures would weigh deeply. His successes were not celebrated enough by him. I had hoped he would find a measure of peace with Princess Coraline. And then with the Templars who he was preparing to swear into. I only wished him glory and honor in service to Gloria.
In the end, he served the Crown and Compact well. He lived up to the ideals that he so aspired to. He served Gloria well. I was there, I saw his sacrifice. I am humbled by his selflessness.
Written By Marian
Aug. 19, 2018, 6:13 p.m.(6/5/1009 AR)
I sail to the North with High Lord Victus. Whatever may come, may the historians note is his fault.
Strike that. I leave after saying goodbye to my children, my family. I know what I now do is important and I leave with hope for success. My will is registered in the Great Archives if I am not. For those who care for me that I did not see before my leaving know that you are in my heart.
Strike that. I leave after saying goodbye to my children, my family. I know what I now do is important and I leave with hope for success. My will is registered in the Great Archives if I am not. For those who care for me that I did not see before my leaving know that you are in my heart.
Written By Marian
Aug. 19, 2018, 11:28 a.m.(6/5/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Monique
It pleases me to read in the whites what a success the Gala was last eve. My apologies for not being there. Nia caught a fever and I spent my night by her side rather than having fun at your event. We shall have to meet up for tea later and you will have to regale me with tales of the night.
Written By Marian
Aug. 14, 2018, 10:49 a.m.(5/23/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Faruq
As a patron, I ensure my protege has the proper equipment and training to do their duty. I mentor their development and in turn forge a strong tie to another house. So when I need someone to assist , they return the favor.
Ideally it should bear meaning. In my case, I have mentored the last three Swords of Greenmarch, the house of my birth. For it is in my best interest to see to my blood relatives safety.
Perhaps you can find a connection through your family tree or mentor someone that holds great promise.
Ideally it should bear meaning. In my case, I have mentored the last three Swords of Greenmarch, the house of my birth. For it is in my best interest to see to my blood relatives safety.
Perhaps you can find a connection through your family tree or mentor someone that holds great promise.
Written By Marian
Aug. 13, 2018, 7:07 a.m.(5/20/1009 AR)
My scars are sometimes mistakes, sometimes badges of honor. It's validation that I am still here. I survived. I was damaged but not broken.
Written By Marian
Aug. 9, 2018, 1:13 p.m.(5/13/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Cullen
You are a lucky man. Marquessa Quenia Igniseri is a woman of unique beauty.
Written By Marian
Aug. 9, 2018, 1:11 p.m.(5/13/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Quenia
I can not think of a better lady to hold my cousin's hand in matrimony. I wish you both the best and hope the courtship goes smoothly.
Written By Marian
Aug. 5, 2018, 1:40 p.m.(4/28/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Gwenna
I am overjoyed to hear of her pending nuptials. She is a rare beauty that shines both on the inside and out. I am glad to see that a prince finally proved himself worthy of her.
Written By Marian
Aug. 3, 2018, 1:34 p.m.(4/24/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Cullen
You have learned all that I can teach you. You are soaring on the winds of change. May your journey ahead be less turbulent than the present circumstances. I look forward to seeing what changes will come. You are capable of great things. Do not lose Faith.
Written By Marian
Aug. 3, 2018, 1:16 p.m.(4/24/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Margret
Thank goodness she offered to help me plan Nia's birthday party. She's two. She loves swords. I can not in good faith have a joust or sparring match as part of the party. I have it on good authority that two year olds and swords are a terrible combination for a party.
Written By Marian
July 29, 2018, 11:02 a.m.(4/14/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Monique
Thank you for surprising me in the most delightful ways. Your apology was sincere and well-thought. You took ownership of whatever wrongs you did. I am proud that you are finally finding humility to admit that your first impression is not always your best one.
Written By Marian
July 29, 2018, 10:51 a.m.(4/14/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Jamie
My cousin you are a good man.
I have not spent time in recent years at your side on the road since I married into House Valardin after bending on knee. However, I doubt that any war could strip away the earnest boy that grew into a stalwart man that protects his people. Yes, you will have to find a way to get past the smells of burnt flesh, the screams in the night of the wounded, and the cracking of the bones that break under your heel. All of these horrors and more will live inside of you but they do not have to define you. Nor do they have to leak what little happiness there is from your existence.
I am still here. You are still here. And those that you fought, that would do harm to the Crown and Compact are not. You do not have to revel in the death, the destruction, or the blood. Do feel pride in your victory. Look upon the city that you helped protect. Do not feel bitterness. For your sword is not wasted. Your skills will not be left by the wayside. There are still battles to win. I know my brother is glad to have you by his side again.
I have not spent time in recent years at your side on the road since I married into House Valardin after bending on knee. However, I doubt that any war could strip away the earnest boy that grew into a stalwart man that protects his people. Yes, you will have to find a way to get past the smells of burnt flesh, the screams in the night of the wounded, and the cracking of the bones that break under your heel. All of these horrors and more will live inside of you but they do not have to define you. Nor do they have to leak what little happiness there is from your existence.
I am still here. You are still here. And those that you fought, that would do harm to the Crown and Compact are not. You do not have to revel in the death, the destruction, or the blood. Do feel pride in your victory. Look upon the city that you helped protect. Do not feel bitterness. For your sword is not wasted. Your skills will not be left by the wayside. There are still battles to win. I know my brother is glad to have you by his side again.
Written By Marian
July 20, 2018, 6:08 p.m.(3/23/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Monique
Freezing to death to get my attention is a bad idea sister of mine.
Written By Marian
July 18, 2018, 3:42 p.m.(3/19/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Audric
I don't enjoy taking the life of another. When it's possible to negotiate a treaty or find a diplomatic way to resolve a matter, I take the olive branch that is given.
Yes, I have taken another's life in rage. I have felt their last breath upon my skin as I sink my blade deep within their chest. But I did not feel pleasure at their death. I felt hollow. Killing that man didn't bring back the ones I lost. It did not even any score. It was a victory hard won. It was my life or theirs. I wanted to live, so I fought. I won. I am still here.
When the time comes, when those that seek the ruin of the Crown and Compact come to our gates, I will lift my blade again. I will not rejoice in the coming battle. I will face the danger head on, knowing that I want to return to raise my children. To eat dinner with my family. To serve my liege with honor.
Yes, I have taken another's life in rage. I have felt their last breath upon my skin as I sink my blade deep within their chest. But I did not feel pleasure at their death. I felt hollow. Killing that man didn't bring back the ones I lost. It did not even any score. It was a victory hard won. It was my life or theirs. I wanted to live, so I fought. I won. I am still here.
When the time comes, when those that seek the ruin of the Crown and Compact come to our gates, I will lift my blade again. I will not rejoice in the coming battle. I will face the danger head on, knowing that I want to return to raise my children. To eat dinner with my family. To serve my liege with honor.
Written By Marian
July 16, 2018, 4:32 p.m.(3/15/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Kael
Marquis Kael Keaton. Hmm, that does have a nice ring. Please accept my well wishes for a well-deserved recognition for you and your wife's hard work.
Written By Marian
July 15, 2018, 11:36 a.m.(3/12/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Alarissa
Cotton? Surely if you're going to turn from silk, leather would be the choice fabric. On most given days that is my go to fabric, because my pockets are not deep enough to afford a steelsilk ensemble.
Written By Marian
July 13, 2018, 5:08 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Thena
I value your strength, honor and service in protecting others who can not defend themselves on the road. I do not know who has called you such names but I would say they clearly never took the time to fight by your side.
Written By Marian
July 13, 2018, 4:56 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Bliss
It's interesting on how you feel that it's your duty as a Whisper to correct others for their behavior in a public forum. I was not aware this public service was one of House Whisper's offerings. I was under the impression it was the duty of a liege to correct their vassal.
Please note that I have the utmost the respect for many of the members of Whisper House. I have found their grace, elegance, and diplomatic talents to be above par. However, your need for discord and talent for escalating a situation does nothing to garner etiquette. It makes a bad situation worse. In truth, I find it to almost be a bit bullying at times. When you potentially benefit by being called to Champion a situation you escalated, I wonder if said peer of the realm might have a civil suit against the Champion's Guild.
Because if you're tasked with defending honor, is it fair to besmirch the object of their ire, consequently escalating to a duel that could lead to financial benefit to yourself? I'm not really sure. I certainly think it might be something for the legal minds of this city to ponder.
Disclaimer: I have no potential financial benefit in posting this journal. I am just rather fed up with this individual's actions. This is not at all reflective on my deep respect for the Whisper House or the Champion's Guild. Nor does it reflect the feelings of Redrain on such institutions. I am expressing my thoughts as an individual, single prodigal that is questioning the behavior of another individual.
Please note that I have the utmost the respect for many of the members of Whisper House. I have found their grace, elegance, and diplomatic talents to be above par. However, your need for discord and talent for escalating a situation does nothing to garner etiquette. It makes a bad situation worse. In truth, I find it to almost be a bit bullying at times. When you potentially benefit by being called to Champion a situation you escalated, I wonder if said peer of the realm might have a civil suit against the Champion's Guild.
Because if you're tasked with defending honor, is it fair to besmirch the object of their ire, consequently escalating to a duel that could lead to financial benefit to yourself? I'm not really sure. I certainly think it might be something for the legal minds of this city to ponder.
Disclaimer: I have no potential financial benefit in posting this journal. I am just rather fed up with this individual's actions. This is not at all reflective on my deep respect for the Whisper House or the Champion's Guild. Nor does it reflect the feelings of Redrain on such institutions. I am expressing my thoughts as an individual, single prodigal that is questioning the behavior of another individual.
Written By Marian
July 13, 2018, 4 p.m.(3/9/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Mae
Nothing against Derovai personally, but I always enjoyed your spin on current events in the Commoner's Bulletin when you were handling such updates. You have a since of dramatic timing that made even the most mundane event entertaining. While I appreciate the man who has taken the mantle to keep everyone informed, I would love it if you would consider every once in a while adding your unique flare.
Disclaimer: yes, I know I am not the bulletin's intended audience but I could not applaud an author that has always captured my attention.
Disclaimer: yes, I know I am not the bulletin's intended audience but I could not applaud an author that has always captured my attention.
Written By Marian
July 8, 2018, 9:14 a.m.(2/25/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Luca
Lord Percephon Halfshav is my favorite scholar. Not only is he one of the most well read individuals that I've had the pleasure of talking to, but he doesn't allow conventional thinking to hamper an investigation. If you need help, I would seek his assistance.
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