Written By Preston
Jan. 21, 2019, 4:31 a.m.(6/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Amund
I have little desire to die, even fighting, but I have absolutely no desire in fighting to live without purpose.
Written By Preston
Jan. 20, 2019, 5:33 a.m.(6/3/1010 AR)
I have faith in the Compact to do what it needs to do. I trust that the peers will remember they are guardians of something greater than themselves and their lands. I know that the Faith will endure, because we will not let it be subsumed or destroyed by any foreign power, and if that is a task that needs me to die alone on a hill then so be it. But mostly, I want people to realise that survival is in and of itself not a virtue. To survive if it means giving away all you are, to survive if it means doing evil, to survive if it means losing the Gods, to survive if it means giving your children and your children's children's futures away? That is not what I would want. Nor do I think is it what Gloria would expect of us. I do not know if the choices ahead of us will force us to do such things, but we should not hunt safety at any cost.
As in all things, if it is in the service of righteousness, the Templars will stand with the secular forces of the Compact. As we have at Stormwall, at the Lodge, in the forests of the Lyceum, in the Gray Forest.
Written By Preston
Jan. 16, 2019, 4:06 p.m.(5/16/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Laric
Written By Preston
Jan. 16, 2019, 9:08 a.m.(5/15/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Silas
You say you will stand with the Crimson Blades, fight with them, even during this period - in that you choose working with them over the Templars. It is a choice, of course, one you are free to make. But even if we ignore the questions of right and wrong and take this as a practical matter, it might suggest to the King he needs at least a Lord Commander with the basic skills in mathematics. To forsake working with a military order numbering over 100,000 across Arvum for one numbering at most a few thousand seems military planning on a level of trying to lick a Shav Warlord to see if that would work. Especially when you the Crimson Blade commandant undertakes her atonement, with grace and honour that may well see her emerge with greater respect from the Faith Militant even if we cannot quite forget, so you could simply have stayed out of the matter.
Written By Preston
Jan. 14, 2019, 6:49 a.m.(5/10/1010 AR)
As it stands, I will pray on what penance I think is appropriate, but it is certainly not going to be punitive. I am minded to involve the lodge in at least part of it, where so recently we came together to fight to defend holy ground.
Written By Preston
Jan. 13, 2019, 7:22 p.m.(5/9/1010 AR)
Written By Preston
Jan. 13, 2019, 12:24 p.m.(5/8/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Sparte
That might be the case on this road - and I see many attacking the Lords behind it. I do not. The fault lines this brought up have long been there and long ignored, particularly by those of us happily isolated in Arx.
Various abandoned tribes prey on our roads, we must find solutions. Yet many voices said that this was not urgent, that it could wait for tomorrow.
We integrate prodigals and elevate them at a rate that causes disquiet, should we address these concerns? And the answer from many voices was that this was not urgent, that this was for the best, that it could wait for tomorrow.
Too many neo-nobles are created, pushing at the limits of our societal contract, it causes disquiet to those nobles in the regions, it causes disquiet in the holdings. We are just recognising talent, said the voices, the risk is distant, things will pass, it can wait for tomorrow.
Knowledge of the true scale of the threats we face spreads amongst the populace, and we have made no show that we can defend the people - they will be nervous, afraid, prone to act irrationally. Knowledge can only be good, said the voices, and it is not urgent. It can wait for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is here, and no longer can we put off these big questions. It is a time for leaders, for great heroes. I have faith that we have them, and they will prove themselves in the coming days, weeks and months.
Written By Preston
Jan. 10, 2019, 8 a.m.(5/2/1010 AR)
We are not a fine tool, we are not a careful pair of scissors to cut out a beautiful pattern in cloth, as the Legates and the Dominus can achieve with talk and negotiation and great theological points. When it comes to the Faith Militant, we will solve a problem but we will solve it as we know how. As an army of the Faith.
Written By Preston
Jan. 10, 2019, 7:34 a.m.(5/2/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Thena
It seems worse to know that some of the recent deaths of the Faith Militant come from the children of the Faith. Each of the thousands who died at Stormwall, the hundreds at the Lodge, these were brave men and women of the Faith who died to protect the children of the Faith, to end a threat or if they could not then to least buy us some precious few moments of peace, some breathing room, to extend the light of our civilisation's candle by a day, a week, a month, a year.
And now they are taken down by the very ones their brothers and sisters died to save. It breaks the heart.
Written By Preston
Jan. 10, 2019, 7:26 a.m.(5/2/1010 AR)
Prodigals, the abandoned who have bent the knee, suffer suspicion and doubt of their motives. I make no secret that I am conservative, I am a voice of the Orthodoxy on this, I share this doubt. I share that suspicion. I think we should watch these people closely, that in people who have lived their life at times outside of the Gods but certainly outside of proper worship may not fully understand or care about the solemnity of their oaths. I believe Abandoned tribes are a threat to us. I believe we should seek an end to them. I believe where they have chosen to stay outside of the compact we should offer them all they have asked for, war in the fullest measure and the asserting of the Crown's rule and of the Faith's jurisdiction, with no exception or compromise.
But to kill them out of hand when they have bent the knee is to deny them the chance to abandon their crime of being outlaws, to abandon a path they were born onto, one they did not necessarily choose. In denying them that choice, you ensure there is no way to tell the difference innocent, who when given the chance to swear do the right thing, and the guilty, those who pursue the path of war and refusal against us. And to kill the innocent is a crime against Gloria.
To the killing of a bridal party under guest right, to the killing of a most holy Seraph, to the slaughter of the Knights of Solace, the killing of my brother and sister Templars? For those that did this I have simpler words. Throw yourselves now on the mercy of the Dominus, beg him for forgiveness, beg him for a path back to the light, beg for all that you do not deserve but which he might, in his infinite patience, give. For if you do not, if instead we find out who you are through other means? Then it will be my brothers and sisters that will come for you. You will not be able to run. You will not be able to hide. Whatever your name, your title, your family, your walls, they will offer you no protection. I do not care if you are a most noble lord or the lowest peasant, all that stand between you and me now is time, and the Dominus and his Legates. Time marches on regardless, so I say again, turn yourself in, beg the Dominus, and perhaps we need never meet.
Written By Preston
Dec. 29, 2018, 11:12 a.m.(4/6/1010 AR)
The Gods and the Compact have seen us through over a thousand years - and the Gods gave us our greatest gift in our freedom. I would not be minded to give that away - I would die a freeman, even on my knees at the headman's block, rather than a long life as a slave.
But, the Gods also gave us guides to our conduct, and these people as long as they act with honour should be viewed as our guests. And people should behave appropriately.
Written By Preston
Dec. 17, 2018, 7:07 a.m.(3/9/1010 AR)
If ever we seem tired, it is because of late we have written too many lines in those pages.
Written By Preston
Dec. 16, 2018, 3:35 p.m.(3/8/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Sparte
Written By Preston
Dec. 16, 2018, 2:04 p.m.(3/8/1010 AR)
Written By Preston
Dec. 9, 2018, 6:37 p.m.(2/22/1010 AR)
If you are wanting to become close with one group, you must consider who else you are close to. Not all groups will get along, not all people will get along. If you say you wish to be a friend to some, yet you draw support from or support in turn those who would seek to harm them, it casts doubt on you - either on how invested you are in matters, how honest you are being in them or perhaps just questioning your awareness if you do not see the risk.
I would tend to suggest honesty is important, but most of all with yourself. You cannot be everything to everyone. Not everyone will love you. Some people will hate you. Accept that. Your life will be better for it. But, also understand that membership will bring limitations. As long as it is legal and proper, no-one should stop anyone from doing things, but that does not mean that they should not comment upon it nor that they should allow such a thing to occur in their name. For the Faith this came in the purging of the influx of shamanist supporters to some discipleships. For the Crown this might come in limitations on who can be an inquisitor, because loyalties must be clear. And so on.
Just a musing.
Written By Preston
Dec. 2, 2018, 6:21 a.m.(2/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Rinel
Written By Preston
Dec. 1, 2018, 9 a.m.(2/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Thena
Some have wondered at the fact that I refer to Dame Thena as my little sister - it started perhaps as a tease, for she is not towering in stature and of course the Solace and Templars are brother and sister in their duties, as they care, we protect. It was not particularly clever or witty, but it started when we were both simple Godsworn. But it has grown to mean more. Dame Thena rose quickly in the Faith - it is easy to feel isolated in such a place. She and I also agree on much. She is often calm when I am full of righteous fury, she will often see the safer route to the side while I am content to barrel through. In turn I hope that I help her in some ways. Though when we cease to moderate one another, when we are both angry and pushed towards a path, I do fear for those who stand in our way. Tables will, as little sister would say, be flipped.
The other part now is a more sombering one. Dame Thena and I share a burden that comes from our rank. It is something unique to the Faith Militant within the Faith, for no great numbers of scholars or other disciples die with such frequency, be it the slow bleed of Dame Thena's knights on the roads of the Compact, or the huge swathes that fall in great battles. Dame Thena and I oversea huge amounts of death, and take responsibility for it. We must write letters to Seraphs and others, must tell them that disciples and Godsworn will not return to waystations, to parishes, to loved ones and family. And we must also consider our actions carefully, because once committed there can be no return. The Faith has not gathered in the force it has recently for generations - Dame Thena, like myself, has had no example to draw on for her actions. She must find her own way, with her faith, and her mind. And even her quick witted tongue. As I must find my own way with what few gifts the Gods kindly gave me.
So. Yes. I have many brothers and sisters, many thousands. I have many children, many thousands of those as well. I have 5 parents in the Dominus and his Legates. But of little sisters I have but one, and no matter how we might disagree at times, she will always have my support for the way she serves the faith and champions the Gods.
Written By Preston
Nov. 22, 2018, 5 a.m.(1/15/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Arik
There is a fascinating and detailed structure around the Faith Militant, and of course a bright and detailed history, that I'm always happy to discuss. Perhaps once his duties allow, I might convince Sir Leif to host some kind of event in the Redrain Ward.
Written By Preston
Nov. 22, 2018, 4:48 a.m.(1/15/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Fortunato
Written By Preston
Nov. 22, 2018, 4:44 a.m.(1/15/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Thesarin
To choose to do nothing therefore is not a neutral or good stance, but it is to say the current death must continue, on both sides. It may well be the lesser of evils, I do not think so, but it is an argument to be made. And yes, what I propose does mean conflict as well - just as we have conflict now. Some will resist such moves, some will die. Though it will perhaps be more an open and free choice than previous, and it will be levies and those who have chosen to fight on our side who will take that cost, and not our husbands, wives, daughters and sons who sit at home, where we have promised them safety. Nor those simply travelling the roads to visit the sites of the Gods.
I am certain there are other solutions, and many may indeed be better. I am not Father Aureth, I am not Mother Ailith, I am not Most Holy Orazio. I am a simple priest and warrior of the Faith, my answers are incomplete. But they are solutions. And the ones you will get should you leave the matters to me and men like me. I would encourage you to find better answers - I would encourage all to.
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