Written By Caith
Feb. 23, 2020, 4:16 p.m.(10/22/1012 AR)
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Cousin.
You are gone but are you really? I like to think that you simply left, that you are pursuing happiness elsewhere. Even with that thought in mind, my heart is left a little bit hollow by your leaving. I will miss you and I hope -- goodness me, I hope -- that we will meet again someday.
I will always hear music whenever I think of you.
Written By Aureth
Feb. 13, 2020, 2:24 p.m.(10.041055307539683/3.2990972222222226/1012.7534212756283 AR)
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In ways, this isn't one. It may be a long journey, it may be one that you don't return from in this life, but whether it is or isn't, what you are to me isn't gone, and the lessons we learned together with whole hearts will be with us always. We sacrificed together, and that is the kind of thing that doesn't go away.
In other ways, it is: an ending, and a new beginning, with all the bitterness and sweetness that might contain in either concept. Love isn't selfish. It doesn't hoard to itself what is, what was, what could be. It permits us to grow. I know that whatever this is, you chose it, and that means that I can open my arms, and my heart, and let it happen with the force of benediction. It doesn't mean that I won't miss you, your warmth, or your humor, or the fathomless depths of compassion in your eyes.
But it's a gift to give on, not to hoard. Bless you on your road, my dearest boy, my sweet friend, and may whatever aerie you reach fill you with wonder in your new beginning.
Written By Arcadia
Feb. 13, 2020, 3:34 a.m.(10.008803323412698/1.4929861111111111/1012.7507336102844 AR)
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I should of known something was different when my letter returned unopened. I'm sorry. I wish i had come to visit some more. I wished I could know where you are now.
I will miss you and your unending kindness.
Written By Dianna
Feb. 12, 2020, 10:18 p.m.(9.993119212962963/35.61467592592593/1012.7494266010802 AR)
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I'm not well, and I won't pretend to be well.
Yes, maybe it's beautiful to some, maybe it's lovely and romantic and so many other things --
But it's devastating, to me.
And I'm jealous and possessive and I want him back, because I didn't know him well enough, but knew him well enough to know:
Tomwell was /incredible/.
I want him back.
I'm not well with this, at all.
Written By Fairen
Sept. 12, 2018, 5:11 p.m.(8/2/1009 AR)
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Written By Lumen
Aug. 22, 2018, 9:51 p.m.(6/11/1009 AR)
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Written By Aureth
Aug. 22, 2018, 4:43 p.m.(6/11/1009 AR)
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To new beginnings.
Written By Simone
Aug. 15, 2018, 11:05 p.m.(5/26/1009 AR)
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Thank you, Lord Tomwell, for allowing us both to set aside whatever mistakes existed in the past to share in an enlightening discourse. I look forward to future conversations with you.
Written By Aureth
July 5, 2018, 8:28 p.m.(2/20/1009 AR)
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But instead you have befriended me, and so what you get instead is a paean to your virtues. By these words, I hope to write a moment into history, in an archive often full of the everyday detritus of life, that represents something sweeter.
Death spun your soul by the work of her hands, and started it on this path; a path marked by privilege and wealth, yes, and many men who are so privileged are seduced by the ease of their lives and fail to recognize the duty and obligation that are the other side of the coin of privilege. But you are mindful of duty, dedicated in service, humble in sacrifice. More I would say -- and I have said before -- that you encompass the best of the Crownlands. The courage of your heart, to love whole-heartedly and without reservation; the strength of your convictions, to stand for what you believe in the face of consequence; the passion of your service, unfailing in the dedication of your time and your effort and your empathy.
Only a small-minded person could fail to appreciate the great gift that you offer this world.
As for me, I regard the moment our friendship began as a true beginning, one to be cherished. Thank you for being you.
Written By Lou
May 7, 2018, 3:30 p.m.(9/13/1008 AR)
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And, if you want free teaching, then make certain to get on the list for the Scholars to be taught something. The Academy of Vellichor is open to everyone, but there /are/ long lines for certain, highly valued, skills. You might have to wait weeks, or in some cases months, to get that specially skilled teacher.
Written By Rook
May 7, 2018, 3:21 p.m.(9/13/1008 AR)
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Princess Consort Alarissa Thrax has Household staff to attend to the minor matters, I am certain, that is how Great Houses operate. I doubt there is much she has to do that requires a prospective student to step in and do that for her. They can hardly handle the petitions of court which takes hours of one's day, after all.
When one has the capacity to fit, say, three students in a week? There'll be competition for those positions. To find those who truly wish you as the tutor, you place a small hurdle in front of them. That hurdle is not insurmountable at all. If it doesn't suit, that tutor is not for you, and you do not value them, their talents and skills, or their experience enough.
Written By Fairen
May 7, 2018, 1:54 p.m.(9/13/1008 AR)
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Written By Aureth
May 7, 2018, 1:45 p.m.(9/13/1008 AR)
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Donations to the Faith are always accepted from those who have the coin or wish to do so, but I never require them.
Written By Lumen
March 22, 2018, 11:01 p.m.(5/28/1008 AR)
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Written By Tikva
March 2, 2018, 2:26 p.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
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Written By Itzal
Feb. 14, 2018, 6:28 p.m.(3/5/1008 AR)
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So really so far I think they'd be the perfect fit for me.
Written By Monique
Feb. 10, 2018, 9:30 p.m.(2/25/1008 AR)
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Written By Corban
Feb. 7, 2018, 6:32 a.m.(2/18/1008 AR)
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All in all, a lovely evening with the Learys.
Written By Ianna
Feb. 4, 2018, 3:34 p.m.(2/13/1008 AR)
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Written By Fairen
Jan. 22, 2018, 1:12 p.m.(1/7/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Tomwell
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