Written By Peri
Feb. 1, 2019, 9:53 a.m.(6/28/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Victus
Written By Peri
Jan. 27, 2019, 2:52 a.m.(6/17/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Gunther
How interesting to read about your trip here and your thoughts on journals. I never thought of how important journals are until I started to spend time searching for information about other lands. It may seem trivial, but no. These days I am so curious about the lives of other people in those lands. Were they happy? Were they free to learn music... or letters, as you say. What might this tell me?
What might this tell someone ages from now? That what oaths we kept led to fulfilling lives? Maybe they'd want to learn from our mistakes. Now that I am back in Arx I see how people struggle and yet find joy. I see artisans revel in their craft. I see great debates that make me think.
I don't know anything about your life but what you write here. Maybe what you write here won't change anything for me or maybe it will make me a better heir.
With honor to Vellichor,
Lady Peri Seliki, heir of the Pearlspire.
Written By Peri
Jan. 24, 2019, 3:32 p.m.(6/12/1010 AR)
I was at the salon last night. I wanted to hear everyone's thoughts about the proposals from Cardia and Jaidaral. I heard about everything discussed in the great Assembly and how it came out that Shard is a Prima of Nefer'khat. In all the stories I've ever heard, I've never heard heard a story about this place or people. Both emissaries mentioned treaties with Nefer'khat. The Jaidaral emissary said Shard is except from accepting a Writ from the emperor.
I've been thinking of this. What if Shard created a house here. Would her house be except? Her house could be a haven for people the Empire thinks are dangerous. I ask myself, who will they demand take Writs? People who have nightmares? Everyone has nightmares. A lot of people died under me at the battle of Setarco, and sometimes I dream about that battle. I am not the only one. It's easy to declare people dangerous by some fiat. What if they don't like our language? Would they decide it poses a risk and shackle the minds of anyone who speaks it?
House Seliki welcomes thralls who escape to freedom. I ask people to open their houses in the future for any who must needs escape Cardia or Jaideral.
But now I write about the Salon. I am still getting my land legs back. I am no scholar or diplomat. I have no smooth talk. If I have those needs I consult with others. But I had to see this Salon for myself. I did not want to show late and walk in front of so many erudite people who have practice with these things. I came early and meant to sit in back. Little did I know I'd be seated near the host. Later the Archscholar Sina came and sat near us. (Maybe this is why people show up late. I will consider being late next time.)
I mostly kept my peace until Shard arrived. Surely someone would ask her about these treaties, Don't we have more options than the ones discussed? No one brought these old treaties up, so I did. I felt clumsy, but I wanted to know. We could find these old treaties. There must be more. I waited until the end of the Salon to discuss this matter more.
Lord Mirk explained things in such a way that I realized I had never strongly examined those beliefs. From all of the stories, the history lessons, in teachings of the Pantheon--I built up this belief of treaties as sacred things. That is how things are. These nightmares people are having, do they not prove this? Gods frown upon us for not honoring our agreements.
This was something I didn't even think to question. But Lord Mirk said it plainly. He said that agreements have ambiguities that people can try to interpret in their own way. He mentioned loopholes, and might not the Empire exploit something they deem a loophole. And was I doing the same? (He did not direct that to me personally, but I have been thinking on this.) Marquis Orvyn replied to Mirk and the group pointing out how even now people struggle to maintain Oaths within the compact.
And so, I realize that Treaties are not some "magic" that would easily protect us from invaders. They are agreements people hash out and interpret and may not even keep. I had not taken knowledge from my childhood lessons and integrated it with the reality of our lived experience.
Does reality line up with my fear of invasion and Writs that will force people to obey. Is it a realistic fear? I'm still afraid. The metallics do things that I do not understand. Maybe these Writs are created by Platinum and will force compliance to agreements in a truly binding way.
Did this Platinum start out like me, thinking that Treaties and Oaths are sacred things that people would never think of breaking? Did Platinum get betrayed and decide to make Oaths that could never be broken?
I know think of Oaths people make--We have the power to change our minds. What of some friend who turns violent. Should one keep to an Oath that allows that friend to harm them? No, we allow people to part ways. Having an option to change minds -- I see more how important it is. In the small. In the Large. This idea of a Writ is an abomination.
With honor to Vellichor,
Lady Peri Seliki
Written By Peri
Jan. 21, 2019, 12:17 p.m.(6/6/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Orrin
Written By Peri
Jan. 21, 2019, 12:06 p.m.(6/6/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Orrin
Written By Peri
Jan. 21, 2019, 12:03 p.m.(6/6/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Maru
Written By Peri
Jan. 21, 2019, 11:46 a.m.(6/6/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Orrin
Written By Peri
May 12, 2018, 7:09 p.m.(9/23/1008 AR)
Written By Peri
April 15, 2018, 9:11 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Rymarr
Written By Peri
April 15, 2018, 9:03 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Emily
Written By Peri
April 15, 2018, 8:11 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)
Father is back from Pearlspire already. He seems to be in a much better mood and he brought Kalani with him! Both of them forgot Orli though. Naturally.
Anyways, the Marquessa was there, so I ran my vague ideas past her to the end that we grow the fleet (because fleets need money!) and she pointed me in some good directions. Been thinking on it and I have better ideas coming I think.
Written By Peri
April 7, 2018, 10:38 a.m.(7/5/1008 AR)
He must be wrong. There's no way. It has to be about someone else.
Lady Emily and Lord Luis are now officially courting.
Written By Peri
April 3, 2018, 4:58 p.m.(6/26/1008 AR)
Written By Peri
March 28, 2018, 9:23 a.m.(6/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Kenna
Written By Peri
March 27, 2018, 10:50 p.m.(6/10/1008 AR)
I have been spending time with the Deepwood Manor gardeners in an effort to mend my horrible offense to their lovely work. I must say, although the circumstances are rather shameful, I am glad I have this chance to get to know them and work alongside them. I enjoy the quiet concentration it requires. It has kept my mind off of things for a brief reprieve while I wait for my actions to catch up to me. I will be arranging extra payment for their time in showing me and tutoring me and plan to continue to bribe them with refreshment for ongoing reparation. And I plan to continue tending to the hedge maze until it has been fully mended beyond detection.
Samantha has been kind enough to tell me to stay, though I found that when I returned to the Pine Suite, someone else had been moved in, so I have been made to share Emily's room with her. I plan to intrude as much as possible and become a part of the lovely flurry of color (and clutter) she has populating her suite until my father forces me to leave. Perhaps if I mix all of my stuff in with her stuff, I'll become indispensable to her for finding what she needs. I'm sure Emily won't mind.
Note: there is a locked chest in her room. I stared at it for longer than I'd like to admit. Wondering what is inside.
Also, I need to begin Emily's swimming lessons before I forget or get swallowed up by my father's expectations. Lady Zoey has offered me use of the Bisland pond for purposes of giving Emily lessons. I wonder if I have written this before. It never hurts to keep it in mind.
Also of Note: Last night I dreamed of beautiful singing and chocolate ships. Emily's room must be magical. This is much better than what I have been dreaming of as of late.
Written By Peri
March 26, 2018, 10:30 a.m.(6/7/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Emily
Written By Peri
March 22, 2018, 3 a.m.(5/26/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Oona
When I am with you, I feel as though I am back in Pearlspire. A living bit of home. I do not like that one of your many first topics, marriage was one of them. Still, I have missed you so.
Written By Peri
March 20, 2018, 2:29 p.m.(5/23/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Kaldur
Written By Peri
March 17, 2018, 11:44 p.m.(5/18/1008 AR)
Now we wait. Throught the night, now sleepless. I think about the dead in the water and if our friends will be forced to fight us. And when I sleep, I dream of this.
Written By Peri
March 16, 2018, 8:47 p.m.(5/16/1008 AR)
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