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Written By Audric

Aug. 11, 2018, 8:39 a.m.(5/17/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

What?

Written By Eleyna

July 20, 2018, 6:55 p.m.(3/23/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Fashion fuels multiple industries in the Compact, from the silk trade in the Lyceum to the fur trade in the North. A trend toward fur can give work to fur trappers in the North, to tanners in the Oathlands, to leatherworkers in Arx. It's easy to see trends as frivolous and stupid when you don't see the chains of industry and prosperity that result from them.

Written By Audric

July 20, 2018, 3:31 a.m.(3/22/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

I am honestly confused as to why Shard had to explain why I am what I am. I enjoy -everything-. Life is short, it's messy, and our stories are often cut entirely too short. Why wouldn't I enjoy every moment of it?

She is, as it happens, also right in that everyone under my protection is sacrosanct. I have a shelf full of heads that speaks to what happens to people that fuck with my people. Lys sometimes throws her voice to make them talk. I prefer it when they're quiet.

Written By Reigna

July 19, 2018, 5:21 p.m.(3/21/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

You are right, and you are not.

First, you are correct that how one feels about the act of killing is likely of little consequence to the person who is dying. But a person who delights in something is less likely to fight against having more of it, would you agree? They might be less inclined to go to the lengths to avoid a situation in which they might find themselves in a position to do that thing they enjoy.

I cannot speak for others, but I do not believe I have ever spent coin on mercenary forces. I cannot begrudge their use, especially when fighting foes that out number us as extensively as the Pirate King's forces.

And I *should* acknowledge Baron deLire's point that the things he faces these days are rarely human. That is a mercy indeed.

I merely pointed out that if someone feels a rush of pleasure so intensely at killing another being that it was worth mentioning. That it was worrisome. I am not calling him bad, or evil or wrong. I am simply pointing out that there may be something unbalanced within him. He might be sick. Or he could simply be the sort of person that happily kills other human beings. Either way, I was concerned.

Written By Thesarin

July 8, 2018, 11:51 p.m.(2/27/1009 AR)

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A room all your own behind stout walls in a stone house. Reckon they'll make a civilized woman of you yet.

Written By Audric

June 28, 2018, 3:35 a.m.(2/5/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Oh. Aw. I have like four more shelves I need to fill up before my collection's complete, I got all excited for a second. I'm sure there'll be some war or something soon and I can get more.

Written By Audric

June 28, 2018, 3:27 a.m.(2/5/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Are we putting more heads on spikes?! I haven't done that in a minute, let's put some heads on spikes! They make such great decorations! And then you can pickle them afterwards and keep them on a shelf.

Written By Sina

June 17, 2018, 7:44 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

I do not know Mistress Shard, but what I can say is that these types of comments are unproductive. Debate is all well and good, but it should be a respectful sharing of ideas and beliefs. Once you go down that road of disrespect and name-calling, you only fuel the flames of conflict and division.

Sir Preston is one of the staunchest supporters of the Orthodoxy of the Faith. His faith is one of absolutes, including absolute loyalty to the Gods and obedience to the decrees of the Dominus. That is his path. While I may not always agree with Sir Preston in matters of philosophy or approach, he is worthy of respect as a leader in his own right within the Faith, and as a devoted servant of the Gods.

It was never my intention to bicker or cause bickering. Only to encourage discussion and thought in hopes of opening our hearts and minds to civil discourse. Since it has now officially turned to name-calling, I am bowing out.

Written By Orathy

June 16, 2018, 2:48 p.m.(1/10/1009 AR)

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Aye, so if you were told to kill or be killed, yer choice would to be killed?
Or if ya were told yer best mate, lover, spouse, kid.. or whatever would be killed if ya didn't kill someone else... you'd do nothing 'n let yer family 'n friends die?
It all ain't so black 'n white as callin it merely choices.

Written By Audric

May 29, 2018, 2:30 a.m.(11/13/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

I keep telling you it's way more bearable in the summer if you wear less clothing, and you never listen. You should know that I'm always right by now!

Written By Preston

May 22, 2018, 9:30 a.m.(10/15/1008 AR)

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Ah, I thought you meant conformity as in conformity with the Faith, conformity of worship. Now I understand your meaning. Still, I do not think I have argued for a bland acceptance of the world as it is or that following the crowd being a virtue either. So I am unsure of the point.

Written By Preston

May 22, 2018, 4:42 a.m.(10/15/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

You mistake a statement of reality for a statement of approval. I do not like that the world is unfair, but it is - and sometimes your choice is down to how you will die, or between which unhappiness you might have. Yet, often that itself is driven by choices you took, perhaps without thinking, even if the consequences were lopsided. The choice to go left or right in a road, the choice to join a warband or not, the choice to answer the call to arms or forsake your oath. The world is cruel and unkind, and screaming that Skald promised choice will not mean you get to also pick what those choices are. And remember that maximum choice for one person might mean curtailing the choices of many others, removing their agency. Because none of us live in isolation from the world, from our peers. That is why we each take such avid interest in one another, and why the harm one does ripples through society.

As for the question posed: If this family lives in compliance, and are happy, then I am unsure why I should not be content with that? I am also unsure why, if they are happy, the should want or care for my approval or endorsement. That right to live in compliance in Redrain lands for those who integrate Shamanist ways into their worship of the Pantheon is granted by treaty. If I may answer what I think your real question is: Do I /like/ shamanist practice? No. I find it odd and unfamiliar, for these ways to be alongside the things I find so familiar in the worship of the pantheon is unsettling as it would be to see a cat riding a horse. But. I also guard the lives of Mirrormasks, and Tehomic shrines, and I do not find comfort in the public worship of Tehom in the Grayson or Lycene style either - I find it unpleasant, that public doubt. That does not mean it is not true worship, and Prince Talen and I have debated before the difference in these things. He finds himself closer to the Gods in worshipping as he does, and I can like and be happy for him in that even if it is a path I myself would never wish to take.

There are several paths to the Gods within the forest of the Faith, and everyone has their preferred way - the path in their eyes that is most beautiful. Providing people do not stray outside of the forest, they do not abandon the ways of the Faith to seek answers without guidance or protection, then I am more than happy to live with that diversity of opinion.

Written By Kaldur

May 12, 2018, 4:44 p.m.(9/23/1008 AR)

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Shard - you are a difficult person to find. I see you in the Journals a good bit, but we have things to discuss, you and I. In person.

Written By Jordan

May 9, 2018, 12:20 p.m.(9/17/1008 AR)

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That village you describe reminds me of my own. And my village is gone.

I guess it is funny that things work the same way for both sides of this.

If you can show me the village's whereabouts in the map, maybe I can help them.

I'd be glad to.

Written By Lys

May 8, 2018, 2:56 a.m.(9/14/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

I'll get you something big and pretty to put in your room! Do you like paintings of coquettish cats? Or paintings of prancing ponies? I found a charming artist who makes the most adorable portraits of animals. There's one of a white horse with ribbons in its mane and tale!

Written By Orathy

April 27, 2018, 11:45 p.m.(8/19/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Awwhhh fuck, do I be havin a fan? SHIT, you be rememberin my journals for me? Fuckin romantic.

Written By Orathy

April 27, 2018, 11:37 p.m.(8/19/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Reckon that be ironic ya be knowin I where I be, when you weren't there... maybe ya were, in the shadows eh?
Supposin if ya wanna follow a man about, ya don't give it away that you know he be somewhere that you ain't.
But ya probably like me ass, following me about as ya are. Why do it quietly now. I know you or yours be on my arse.
Hmm. Reckon, if ya did be wanting to spend time together, I could be makin an exception fer your face if you wear a mask and lay on your stomach.

Written By Orathy

April 27, 2018, 11:08 p.m.(8/19/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

His arse looked better than yer face ever will.

Written By Bliss

April 17, 2018, 8:39 p.m.(7/26/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

Congratulations! You were already on the short list of people whom I was planning on contacting for this, and you've just confirmed your place. I will be sending a messenger this evening, as you did such a wonderful job of bringing up nearly all the questions which I wanted to ask someone for advice on and all the points which I was considering! Thank you for volunteering.

Though I would also point out that it's more like asking questions about Eurusians. You don't really believe the Abandoned and the Arvani a wholly different race, do you?

Written By Reigna

April 14, 2018, 10:09 a.m.(7/19/1008 AR)

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I always find you to be insightful and I appreciate the fact that you often share your perspective. Intellectually I believe I understand what you are saying. It still makes me sad. But that is my emotion and no one else is responsible for that.

The reason I reached out to goodman Bastien was not to try to gain in popularity. I simply sought advice on ways to ensure that the clinic was a place folk would feel safe and comfortable going to. So that my ignorance did not negatively impact those that need the help.

What I have learned from this is there is nothing I can do in the face of those who will hate or be angry but endure it and serve them with the same grace and care we would anyone else. Because when it comes to medicine, everyone IS the same. Whether commoner or king, we all bleed red, we all get sick.

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