Written By Cadenza
March 21, 2018, 2:04 a.m.(5/24/1008 AR)
I have lost cousins....
My words fail me at this time now that I can....breathe and let out all of these emotions.
I saw things from my nightmares. I did things that I said I wouldn't do per my loved ones....but I had people that watched my back. I will have those thanks but for now....I mourn.
My words fail me at this time now that I can....breathe and let out all of these emotions.
I saw things from my nightmares. I did things that I said I wouldn't do per my loved ones....but I had people that watched my back. I will have those thanks but for now....I mourn.
Written By Cadenza
March 20, 2018, 4:53 p.m.(5/23/1008 AR)
It's been a long time since I've been a scout....
It was thrilling and terrifying at the same time. The things I saw and had to report back with in the Vanguard....made me truly question my sanity.
But I'm ready to do my duty as a scout again. Let's do this....
It was thrilling and terrifying at the same time. The things I saw and had to report back with in the Vanguard....made me truly question my sanity.
But I'm ready to do my duty as a scout again. Let's do this....
Written By Cadenza
March 20, 2018, 12:14 a.m.(5/22/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Saoirse
You're welcome. May that armor keep you safe.
A 'cape dress' won't stop a spear or sword, cousin...
A 'cape dress' won't stop a spear or sword, cousin...
Written By Cadenza
March 17, 2018, 11:55 p.m.(5/18/1008 AR)
To those we lost:
You sacrifice was not in vain. You honor us all with your life and we will continue to fight. We shall remember you and honor you.
To those injured:
We are here for you. Do not suffer alone. I know what it is like to keep it deep inside you and go it alone. Don't.
You sacrifice was not in vain. You honor us all with your life and we will continue to fight. We shall remember you and honor you.
To those injured:
We are here for you. Do not suffer alone. I know what it is like to keep it deep inside you and go it alone. Don't.
Written By Cadenza
March 14, 2018, 12:03 a.m.(5/10/1008 AR)
Really....must life get complicated? I mean it was already complicated...but now it's more so.
I'm just going to deal with this after everything is said done with the battles. That's fair right?
I'm just going to deal with this after everything is said done with the battles. That's fair right?
Written By Cadenza
March 12, 2018, 4:52 p.m.(5/7/1008 AR)
When I was at sea before my abduction...things were so easy. I won't forget the first time I left home and went out to sea....to leave all the unpleasant of my late mother behind. Maybe it was my way of coping. I met people that changed me...molded me...helped me grow in these travels. They may not be around anymore but they are with me in spirit.
At the end of my travels...well it wasn't pleasant as I got abducted but it made me a stronger person over those years of captivity. It made me strong...resilient....thick skinned. And I'm happy to say that even though it was a horrible experience that it has prepared me for things I have faced since my escape and return to Arx as well as things to come. My experiences were hard and they were harrowing....but I wouldn't change a thing about my past. I have finally come to grips with what has happened to me and I have had the support and love from some very important people in my life. Now all I can do move forward....
Alright got that shit off my chest...where's the whiskey?
At the end of my travels...well it wasn't pleasant as I got abducted but it made me a stronger person over those years of captivity. It made me strong...resilient....thick skinned. And I'm happy to say that even though it was a horrible experience that it has prepared me for things I have faced since my escape and return to Arx as well as things to come. My experiences were hard and they were harrowing....but I wouldn't change a thing about my past. I have finally come to grips with what has happened to me and I have had the support and love from some very important people in my life. Now all I can do move forward....
Alright got that shit off my chest...where's the whiskey?
Written By Cadenza
March 6, 2018, 12:18 p.m.(4/23/1008 AR)
I was asked about a will....
Eh.
How about this? If it is needed, my will is in the blacks. If I am confirmed to be no longer in the land of the living, open up those blacks and have fun.
Eh.
How about this? If it is needed, my will is in the blacks. If I am confirmed to be no longer in the land of the living, open up those blacks and have fun.
Written By Cadenza
March 6, 2018, 8:21 a.m.(4/23/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Derovai
You are correct in the fact that you have a sharp tongue. Perhaps I can talk to you about some of the jokes....but only some of them.
Written By Cadenza
March 5, 2018, 7:29 p.m.(4/22/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Caspian
I want you to be safe....and don't be fool hearty. You know how I feel so no need to be all emotional. Just know that I expect to see your smiling face on our returns back. Who else well I get to make all these horrible jokes with? Or tease Lord Ignacio with? Or go exploring with?
You're in my heart and on my mind...for I take your heart with me on my mission.
You're in my heart and on my mind...for I take your heart with me on my mission.
Written By Cadenza
March 5, 2018, 12:03 p.m.(4/21/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Ignacio
You have become one of my dearest friends....one of my confidantes....one I can truly be myself with. I value our conversations and hope we have more to come. Alas....your love for me is only returned with my gentle affections but know you are close to me.
But seriously....be safe. You, Caspian and I have things to do when we all get back.
But seriously....be safe. You, Caspian and I have things to do when we all get back.
Written By Cadenza
March 4, 2018, 1:59 p.m.(4/19/1008 AR)
I've prepared myself.....sent my letters....and spent time with those close to me. Now with my departure near, I can't help but feel at ease. I've done all I can to prepare my mind and body. My only other order I've received is to come back to Arx.
Onward to victory!
Onward to victory!
Written By Cadenza
March 4, 2018, 1:55 p.m.(4/19/1008 AR)
I have full faith in you to lead us in our mission. We may be more useful than you imagine.
Written By Cadenza
March 3, 2018, 7:55 p.m.(4/18/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Derovai
No, good sir. That is not why I care for him. He just loves to dote on me with gifts though I do tell him he does not have to. His company is a grand prize on its own.
Written By Cadenza
March 3, 2018, 7:54 p.m.(4/18/1008 AR)
I want to thank everyone that came to the gala for the Society of Explorers. It was my first auction as wel but I feel the way I did it was conducive to people to still be social and getting to know us. Thank you Princess Lou for having faith in me and to Prince Aiden for helping. Both of you were so helpful while I monitored the bids. And now....for the winners!!
* Night Cruise Limited Gin donated by Master Magpie - Dame Felicia
* A token to Of Works Obscura for a perfume or jewelry of the winner's choice donated by Mistress Mirari - Princess Isolde
* Seafoam and shields oathlands steel hairpins donated by Master Caspian - Princess-Consort Alarissa
* Carved Dragon Figurine made by Master Magpie donated by Master Caspian - Princess Lou
* Silver Fox from the Menagerie Plush Series donated by Prince Aiden - Princess-Consort Alarissa
Thank you all for helping me raise a total of 87,000 in silver and writs. I will remember your help forever.
* Night Cruise Limited Gin donated by Master Magpie - Dame Felicia
* A token to Of Works Obscura for a perfume or jewelry of the winner's choice donated by Mistress Mirari - Princess Isolde
* Seafoam and shields oathlands steel hairpins donated by Master Caspian - Princess-Consort Alarissa
* Carved Dragon Figurine made by Master Magpie donated by Master Caspian - Princess Lou
* Silver Fox from the Menagerie Plush Series donated by Prince Aiden - Princess-Consort Alarissa
Thank you all for helping me raise a total of 87,000 in silver and writs. I will remember your help forever.
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 4:12 p.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Zoey
It seems I failed you in that bout....but I avenged you!! But great shooting!!! Bows are so not my thing.
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 4:11 p.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Agatha
You are now one of my new favorite people. Between you, Brogan, and Sigurd.....I don't think I'll have a dull moment...ever.
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 3:34 p.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
So far....today is one of the best days ever. Just....it really is.
*sips her tea*
*sips her tea*
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 11:02 a.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
A couple of more last hurrahs with friends...and then I'll be off to do my job for this war. Needless to say I'm worried for the first time in my life about something. Normally I'm ready to go diving off into the unknown with reckless abandon but....now I actually have a few people that care about where I go and all that stuff. It's kind of...strange but nice. If I make it back home, I'll have make some decisions as to what to do next or where to go.
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 9:19 a.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Cassima
I had so much fun at your auction!!! It was a blast!! Glad I was able to contribute to your cause as well as get something amazing!
Written By Cadenza
March 2, 2018, 9:09 a.m.(4/15/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
I just got the special plushie for the auction.....I really love it!!
I want one.
I want one.
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