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Written By Aureth

Jan. 13, 2017, 7:34 a.m.(8/24/1005 AR)

I did suggest a tournament, but it was for Gloria, not Gild. Gild may have a tournament if she wishes but I feel she might be rather puzzled by the whole thing.

Written By Aureth

Jan. 7, 2017, 1:06 a.m.(8/5/1005 AR)

I will pay 20,000 silver for the identity of or information leading to the identity of whoever killed my mother.

If you can prove she died in her sleep like a sweet old lady, I will pay 20,000 silver to bloody Jayus.

But good luck with that, because there's no fucking way.

Written By Aureth

Dec. 9, 2016, 4:10 p.m.(5/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Fortunato

I can't believe my brother would consider so heartbreaking a thing to do as to take a precious gift, that a crafter's honest hands have slaved over, and consign it to the flames.

Written By Aureth

Nov. 22, 2016, 10:56 p.m.(3/10/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Hana

Almost twenty years ago, a woman was in and out of my life like a whirlwind. I was young. I wasn't particularly innocent. I'm not sure I ever have been. The point is: she was there and then gone again, and it's not that I never thought of it again, but I certainly never thought more of it.

I know that a white journal is a public speech, and while I don't think that many are particularly interested in what I have to say -- unlike others of my family, I am not a particularly entertaining source of drama -- I do not know what value it may have that I tell the world this, if there is any value to be had in it at all.

All right.

I have a daughter.

I didn't know. I might never have known. Her mother knew what I was, and probably guessed at what I was likely to become; her mother made that call.

But now she is an adult, and she has unmade that choice for herself.

I have a daughter. Her name is Hana Grayhope. I give her the name freely, if she wants to take it. I give her whatever comes with the name, whatever protection, whatever ... attendant social grace or, unfortunately, lack thereof.

A father is supposed to give you a lot of things that she's never had from me, and I have no idea what any of them are, but I'm pretty sure if anybody has anything to say against her, I'll owe them a black eye.

I don't love you, kid, because I barely know who you are. But whatever else I am, I'm here, and I'll say it public same as I would in private.

Family's what matters to me.

Written By Aureth

Nov. 6, 2016, 10:42 p.m.(1/18/1005 AR)

A new day is dawning and I draw a card for it.

I haven't looked at the card yet, but I can anticipate it, I think.

Written By Aureth

Oct. 30, 2016, 11:42 p.m.(12/25/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Fortunato

I love my brother very much, even and especially when he blatantly wastes his time.

Written By Aureth

Oct. 13, 2016, 11:05 p.m.(11/2/1004 AR)

I attended the archery competition and, to the surprise of every Grayhope who has ever seen me shoot, participated in it.

There is a reason why I was never a hunter nor a soldier. If it hadn't been Mistress Arterius's competition, I would probably not have been willing to so embarrass myself in public. (What am I saying? I am a diviner and entertainer. Embarrassing myself in public is my profession.)

But considering my mother's attempts to embarrass her on my behalf, it only seems fair that I make a jape of myself for all and sundry in her honor.

All in all, I regret nothing.

When I read Viktarkim's future, I did not foresee his victory today, but it was a very beautiful shot.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 25, 2016, 6:14 p.m.(9/4/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Joscelin

Warm, talented, generous ... and she fed me and gave me coffee. Who charms the charmer?

Really.

Mistress Arterius has agreed to make me a set of carnelian buttons in exchange for a reading. I promised her that it would be thorough. She showed me the image of a ring she made based on a dream. It's been a long time since I interpreted a dream ... my own or anyone else's; it just hasn't been the vogue, and I am nothing if not thwarted by style.

I might need to do some dreaming for this one in the future, though ...

Written By Aureth

Sept. 25, 2016, 5:44 p.m.(9/4/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Lola

Blushes prettily when teased. Cleaned honey off of Hammar's beard this morning. He said he'd like to lap at her like a kitten. I could give worse relationship advice.

Young enough to be my daughter. When did that happen?

Written By Aureth

Sept. 25, 2016, 5:42 p.m.(9/4/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Hammar

Enormous and lonely. When I look at him I think of what it would be like to live without my wits, except that I think that without my wits, I would simply be dead in a gutter somewhere, most likely.

I read a card for him for free. The Queen of Spades.

If there is a woman for him, she is a kinder and more patient soul than I. Although of course, many people are.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 21, 2016, 12:32 a.m.(8/18/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Sylvie

Lady Zaffria requested a discreet reading for Lord Rubino for their mutual entertainment, or possibly for his extreme discombobulation. I'm delighted either way, personally.

The cards make her the Queen of Hearts. I almost need not write anything further. This will be enough of a reminder.

My deck says: the Empress, inverted. The only shadow on an otherwise mutually beneficial business relationship. I hope to entertain many of her noble friends.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 21, 2016, 12:28 a.m.(8/18/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Valkieri

Lord Rubino disapproves of me.

I enjoy that.

Two of Hearts I read for him and I believe it to be true. Eerily accurate reading in all counts, actually. He left me itching with curiosity, or perhaps the niggling desire to punch him. I find it so difficult to tell those two things apart.

Ah, wealth.

Think on him now and I draw the Knave of Clubs. I don't doubt it. The man is a weapon. Does he know what to do with himself?

Flip the deck:

Knight of Swords. I doubt that not, but it does seem a little on the nose.

If his skepticism becomes the fashion, though, I'm going to need to come up with a better professional scheme.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 21, 2016, 12:15 a.m.(8/18/1004 AR)

Relationship Note on Viktarkim

Generous stranger, many tattoos. Why don't I have one of those? I was too hung over to take the free drink. I told him I'd buy him one. Must remember, else remember to forget.

Remember the Five of Diamonds. Not a frivolous one, he says. He tips well. I like a man who knows how to spend his silver on me.

The Chariot, Reversed. I am no stranger to the metaphysics of motion. He seems friendly and straightforward. When we meet again, I will, too, yes? Of course, yes.

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