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Written By Cadenza

April 16, 2018, 11:06 a.m.(7/23/1008 AR)

Shenanigans.

That is all.

Written By Cadenza

April 14, 2018, 11:26 a.m.(7/19/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Orathy

I really think you and I should have a sit down. Some of us have lived with, fought next to, and almost died next to them. Some of my scars I earned right along side my men.

Written By Cadenza

April 12, 2018, 7:36 p.m.(7/16/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Calista

You were fun when we were both younger...and you're a great woman now.

I can't wait to get to know you as family. Thank you for allowing me to join this wonderful family and I will do you proud.

Written By Cadenza

April 10, 2018, 11:49 a.m.(7/11/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Ignacio

The celebrations are over. My husband and I have wed and had our reception with some dear people.

Now we work together to help rebuild. I'm ready to step into this new role and get things done.

Let's get to work, Iggy.

Written By Cadenza

April 10, 2018, 10:09 a.m.(7/11/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Benedict

You have an interesting set of views...

Maybe that's why I ended that fight so quickly in the ring at the Hart.

Written By Cadenza

April 4, 2018, 10:18 p.m.(6/28/1008 AR)

These past few days have been....humbling.

First I was named a member of the newly established Order of the White Lily and it's established by Archduchess Eleyna Velenosa. Words cannot express the feelings I have for being named among some people I admire and look up to. This is emotional and just....wow.

Then...I was named Admiral of the Rose Tempest. The words escape me of how honored I am by my husband's family....people that are now my family as well. Thank you and I will do you proud.

Mom.....I hope I've done you proud. I just wish I had your blade....so I could honor your properly. I will continue to strive to be the daughter you wanted me to be.

Written By Cadenza

April 4, 2018, 2:38 p.m.(6/27/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Cassius

You were a blast to spar....let's do it again!

Next time let's place bets! I'm sure Iggy would love to wager...she like to place bets on long shots.

Me. I'm the long shot.

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:55 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Elgana

I'm so glad we're friends.

And you keep trying to flatter me. I need to figure out how to flatter you now.

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:54 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

Its always a treat.....let's do it again.

Tell me more about the Bear Scouts when we're sober though.....

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:54 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Armani

I finally got you that wine. Enjoy it, beautiful.

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:53 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Luis

There's a reason we're friends.....

I'm honored to be called your friend.....

Don't drink all my stuff again.

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:43 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

It's been a long time since I had a wine party in my room so what better way to have a packing party!!!

Now I'll just have them in my new spot.....sorry Iggy.

Written By Cadenza

April 3, 2018, 12:42 a.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Emily

What happens at the Velenosa Estate....stays at the Velenosa Estate.

Written By Cadenza

April 2, 2018, 5:22 p.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Ignacio

I am now Lady Cadenza Fidante....

I am now your wife.

Let's go out and cause mischief together as we promised....not let anything stop our goals.....and take that trip you promised me.

Written By Cadenza

March 28, 2018, 9:21 p.m.(6/12/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Ignacio

I miss the sea....

I was promised a trip to Tor.

Let's do it when we can.

Written By Cadenza

March 22, 2018, 2:23 p.m.(5/27/1008 AR)

Left my offering at the shrine at the Queen of Endings....

Now to get back to my room and drink all of this wine....and rum....and whiskey.

Written By Cadenza

March 22, 2018, 11:01 a.m.(5/27/1008 AR)

To my mother:

Your eldest is getting married; shocking I know. After all these years of you probably watching me grow and be who I am...you probably never thought it was a possibility. Pretty sure that father thought I was a lost cause....he said so quite a few times. But I think he says things like that because he misses you so. You two were so in love...so perfect for one another. It's no wonder you did what you did...and I understand now.

I wish you could have been here to see this day. I wish you could be there. You would have loved Iggy....he might have tried to charm you to make sure that you did. If I still had anything of yours....I'd wear it on that day....but I don't. Perhaps it is a good thing....to be myself on that day. If I had my way I'd just get married in my armor and go sparring after but.....for once....I will do you proud. I want to make you proud.

I felt you that day on the field. I hope you were looking down on me with pride as I kept going in closer to find those commanders. I hope there was a smile on your face as I raised my sword for the Lyceum. I held your fire, your strength, your determination....as I faced my own fears to do what needed to be done. I still blame myself for your death....even though I was a child.....father was resentful but I think it was out of pain. Time has passed and even though I look back and know what you did was to protect your family....I still feel at fault.

[A few tear drops are scattered upon the page here.]

This is the start of a new chapter of my life....a scary chapter but an exciting and happy. Perhaps I will find a way to be useful. I won't be running off at sea for years at a time anymore....so now I need to find a new purpose. I've already found joy and purpose as First Seeker of the Explorers. I think you'd proud; all that times getting trapped and beat up has paid off. With things calming down for now, I can focus on assisting Princess Lou further as she needs.

I miss you mother...

Written By Cadenza

March 21, 2018, 10:27 p.m.(5/26/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Amarantha

Your words flatter and honor me. It was truly and honor to serve at your side on our mission.

Written By Cadenza

March 21, 2018, 9:33 p.m.(5/26/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eleyna

You are NOT poison. You are one of the strongest women I know.

I look up to you. You inspire me. Never say such at thing. I can't imagine what it's like to lose a sibling...but there are people that love you. You are the Archduchess of the Lyceum and so honored to be your cousin.

Written By Cadenza

March 21, 2018, 1:47 p.m.(5/25/1008 AR)

I can finally speak some....though my head is reeling still from all that has happened. This fight was full of loss but we shall remember those who fell.

I was in Setarco at the land battle with the Vanguard. On our first patrol we found nothing and returned to the city. But then we went out again and we saw them. They are coming from almost all directions. There were things I saw from my position that were things of nightmare....but I faced them. I was worried that I would be afraid in this battle due to some of the circumstances....but I faced them. I just hope that the duty that I had in that battle had some bearing....and that me and my fellow scouts helped turn the tide.

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Archduchess Eleyna - I am so sorry about Serafine. I wish I got the chance to meet her like you wanted. So much with all of this prep kept us from doing so. Thank you....for your strength. Thank you...for your guidance. You are the Archduchess and I am happy to not only be your cousin but in service to you.

Archduke Consort Talen - I needed that pep talk all those times. Along with the Archduchess, I grew stronger and recovered faster than I thought I ever would. I will continue to strive and do you both proud.

Princess Alis - I shall return it to you as soon as I see you. Thank you for entrusting it with me and I feel because of it....it did indeed keep us safe. I think you.

Vanguard - We did a hell of a job on that first round. Even as we divided up to our duties afterwards, it was great to serve next to you all. We had each other's backs and that's what was needed.

Lord Apollis & Lady Amarantha - You two....I have no words. When it was just the three of us going out to scout things out...I felt like we were all one. You two protected me though know I fought /with/ you. Not one of your lives was more important than mine. We were equals and we did what we needed on that filed to ensure the safety of the army.

Lord Ignacio - If you ever take a hit for me again....I will hurt you myself. You led your men bravely and still found a way to keep your word. Heal up....and I'll check on you soon.

Master Caspian - You did come by my side just as you promised. Thank you for being there and thank you for letting me cry it out when it was over. I needed it. It was anger....frustration....rage.....sadness.

Baron Estaban - I can't believe you're gone. I will never forget those words upon that wall. I will treasure them and hold onto them. I will try to keep my promise to you....I will do my damndest. We will miss you.

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