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Written By Gwenna

April 6, 2018, 8:57 a.m.(7/3/1008 AR)

What a truly wonderful evening that allowed me to catch up a bit with some dear friends and hopefully has lead to making new ones. Sadly some House business drug me away sooner than I would have liked, but considering the august company of the evening, they surely could understand.

I have the distinct honor and pleasure of hosting the next event, which I promise to announce in the very near future.

My thanks to the always elegant and eloquent Princess Cassima Thrax as well! How very fortunate I am to call her one of my dearest friends and confidants.

Written By Gwenna

April 5, 2018, 1:11 p.m.(7/1/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

Perhaps we should have some Bear Scholars as an offshoot of your Bear Scouts? I would be happy to listen to their grand tales of adventure around the hearth like we used to do in Farhaven! I suspect that our instructors from childhood imagined I might have different life choices as well. Do you remember how often I ended up face-planted into the snows during those lessons? Ha.

Written By Gwenna

April 5, 2018, 1:06 p.m.(7/1/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Giulio

I look forward to future brews that may be introduced and do love Lady Margerie's suggestion of a tasting. I would certainly endeavor to attend such a thing.

Cloudberry wine, with my admitted preference for wine over other drinks, sounds quite intriguing.

Written By Gwenna

April 2, 2018, 7:06 p.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Artur

My brother is right. There /is/ a look that I reserve just for him. He's so mean, though, is he not? What was it that he wrote? A "mixture of 'utter confusion' and 'vaguely horrified'" I think it was? No, no, tsk. That's /devotion/. Adoration even! Maybe with a sprinkle of confusion and surprise. Just a little! But mostly adoration. And love, of course. So much love.

Written By Gwenna

April 1, 2018, 7:27 p.m.(6/22/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

My cousin, Princess Agatha, is a fierce and passionate warrior. She has an effortless beauty with a pureness of heart that I marvel about nearly everyday. Agatha is sincere, funny, and there are few I would rather have my back. Her future husband will be a very lucky man indeed. That said.

I reserve the right to also wage quiet, grumpy, vaguely uncomfortable staring at said lucky future husband for many years to come if she must leave us. Such may be the way of politics, I certainly understand and even embrace. Still. So much staring, which I learned from my mother. It's pretty fearsome.

Written By Gwenna

April 1, 2018, 6:57 p.m.(6/22/1008 AR)

It is hard to put to paper what an extraordinary time I had at the garden party and tea event. While I sometimes consider myself vaguely eloquent and with an abundance of words to use, most of them almost fail me now. I will try to capture what, truly, will be treasured memories.

I laughed like I haven't for a very long time. It felt really good. I spent time with some of my dearest friends (Princess Cassima, Lady Fianna to name just two) and family (my brother Artur, my cousin Princess Elgana), as well as made the acquaintances of some truly wonderful new people in Princes Gareth and Barric Grayson, and Princess Sabella. With the potential for new friend I have yet to be introduced to by Sir Jordan Ober.

Plans for monthly social gatherings have also been hatched, which I am greatly looking forward to. I may have a new future sparing partner and I was nearly not-really murdered. What would a true Redrain party be if there were not some sort of sharp object involved? A corgi in a sweater arrived just as I was departing. Truly.

Redrain tea parties are the best tea parties! Not that I am biased by any means. I can hardly wait for the next one. Mistress Valery, Lady Fianna, and Duchess Ann truly outdid themselves and deserve great praise for the event.

Written By Gwenna

April 1, 2018, 3:03 p.m.(6/21/1008 AR)

I find a great deal of wry amusement at someone being curious about my marriageable status only after my dearest and darling brother remarked in the whites that I am weird, slow, and not very good with a spear. Oh. And that I smell. Arx is, indeed, a curious city.

Written By Gwenna

March 29, 2018, 1:29 p.m.(6/13/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

I have an amazing array of the most wonderful cousins, truly. Each so skilled and special in their own way, but snowballs. My cousin Princess Agatha? She brings me such great happiness and delight with the sheer act of living as she does. She seems to embrace each day, perhaps even each minute, with an enthusiasm I near envy. She is a living, breathing spirit of pure joy and passion that I do think I would take up a spear to attempt to protect, though she would hardly need me to. I felt the need to note how very, very grateful I am that I can call her family, and how fiercely happy I am that she came to Arx to join us. She is a gift.

Written By Gwenna

March 28, 2018, 11:06 a.m.(6/11/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Artur

I would not trade my brother, so no one even entertain such an idea. One could hardly ask for a better sibling! Biased as I may be. I'm rather certain he had hoped for a brother and not some scrambley little girl often tagging along on his adventures, but I would like to think I've grown on him. Cousins, though? Well. That can be negotiated. Especially for the one that puts frogs in my bed.

Written By Gwenna

March 19, 2018, 12:58 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Thank you.

The words seem pale and inefficient in reply to the aide and the efforts offered by so many for Stormwall. Not only those of our House and fealty, but throughout the Compact. To say I am grateful does not aptly convey my overwhelming feelings of gratitude to more people than I will be able to properly name, but I will try to at least note some.

His Grace, Prince Darren, and Princess Consort Donella, who went to Farhaven to prepare so, so much for the eventual arrival of the evacuees. That it also ensured the safety of a future heir to House Redrain no doubt put many a mind to rest. Your trust, too, in me to attempt to lead such an effort is humbling.

Our Warchief and Sword, Princess Marian Redrain, who was tireless in her planning and detailed work for the battle that threatened Stormwall. I do not think she slept. Whether outlining a plan of action, offering experienced advice, or even taking time to instruct anyone who asked, she is everything one might hope for in a leader. I am awed by her sheer inexhaustible abilities.

Princess Ann Redrain, who also tirelessly sought out support for the planned evacuation. I received missives each day offering help thanks to her amazing efforts to prepare and back-up prepare for so many possibilities. From healers to finances to census, I doubt we would have been able to save so many of Stormwalls people without her. Master Seymour Oak's plans along with Princess Ann's proved to be valuable beyond silver, the impact of this surely softened by his brilliance with economics and trade.

Marquis Cirroch Sanna, Dame Thena and the Knights of Solace for the organization of the protection details for the evacuees and those of us with them. To send such skilled soldiers to ensure the safe passage of so many while the world may have seemed about to crumble behind them is something I, personally, will never forget. Nor, I suspect, will those people who left so much behind to take the journey. It made leaving a bit easier on all of our hearts.

Duke Asger Crovane's preparations and instructions before and upon our arrival in Stormwall truly meant the difference between life and death for so many of his people. The inspired yet firm voice of their Duke surely lead those who might have otherwise stayed, to see reason to leave.

The Countess Reigna Keaton and the Lady Margerie Keaton. Words almost fail me in regard to their selfless offers to help in this endeavor. Having had the chance to speak personally with the Countess and Guildmaster, I am still awed by her graciousness, even more so as she remained in Stormwall to organize and heal. Lady Margerie's skills as both a negotiator as well as diplomat similarly helped to save many lives, swaying those who may not have left to do so.

My brother, Prince Artur, and the Lords Sigurd and Brogan Nightgold. My heart swells thinking of each of you and how you made sure we were off safely, even though you were not all able to travel with us. As well, you all made sure /I/ felt alright and it gave me a courage I am not sure I would have otherwise had.

Blessed Roran, Archlector of Lagoma, and Blessed Aleksei, Archlector of Skald, for trusting me to carry one of the thirteen lamps from the Rite. I wish I could explain how inspired I was by the event and how the lamp reminded me to trust in something greater. I carry it still, a reminder that there is always hope.

Those of Redrain fealty that Princess Marian already mentioned, our Shamans, House Grayson, House Valardin, The Faith, Templars, Knights of Solace, I thank you sincerely and with all of my heart.

If I have not mentioned someone or ones, please forgive me and do not think it a slight by any means. There is still war on the seas and people to settle. Collecting my thoughts has been difficult, the losses heavy on my heart, but I wished to pen something to the whites before another set of the sun. Your contributions and inspiration will not be forgotten by me.

Written By Gwenna

March 14, 2018, 3:45 p.m.(5/11/1008 AR)

I can linger in Arx no longer, though I was not purposely lingering really - just making sure I have everything, did everything, and whatever else everything before the long journey to be undertaken later tonight. Not that I will linger in Stormwall long, either, mind you. I have not prepared a will, though neither have I accumulated much during my relatively short time here in Arx. Not even a year yet, though it often feels like more. Ah, but they are just things. The oil lamp from the Lagoma ceremony, perhaps the most important item I currently own, is coming with me. That, I imagine, should be given to His Grace, Prince Darren, should the exceptionally unfortunate occur and it survive me. I believe in this small beacon so graciously put into my charge and I hope she helps me light the path.

Written By Gwenna

March 14, 2018, 11:43 a.m.(5/11/1008 AR)

Does House Farshaw gift all betrothal pairs with coffee? How about the person who just announces the betrothal? No? Is there a condition that one actually has to /marry/ to get said coffee? Or is an announced betrothal enough? Asking for a friend.

Written By Gwenna

March 11, 2018, 4:57 p.m.(5/5/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Orazio

Not only did I have both the pleasure and honor of meeting Legate Orazio today over a lovely breakfast, but I had one of the most wonderful, insightful conversations. There is a decided sense of authority when speaking with him, an educated man who seems to have seen and learned much in this word. The things one might glean from his experiences? I can only imagine. He is also affable, allowing and answering my many questions quite sincerely. I am sure there are matters we might not agree on, but I greatly appreciate his willingness to speak candidly and very much look forward to speaking with him again. I feel like I could learn so much.

Written By Gwenna

March 8, 2018, 1:13 p.m.(4/27/1008 AR)

Oh how I LOVE the smell of paperwork in the morning!

What? No. I am not kidding scholar. You don't? With this job? That'd be a pity.

Oh! Please do use Princess Agatha's big letters. No, the really big letters!

Written By Gwenna

March 5, 2018, 3:41 p.m.(4/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

I now consider it one of my duties to ensure that Dame Thena returns with not just a bottle, but a case of our very best 'something strong' when this is all said and done. It is the very least we can do. Perhaps Duke Asger Crovane will even allow me to share his homelands shark stew recipe. Jerks are actually quite delicious when made into a thick soup.

Written By Gwenna

March 5, 2018, 1:38 p.m.(4/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

Every time I see the big letters, I can not help but smile and hear the words in my head in your voice. It brings a great joy to my day! I mean that quite sincerely, cousin. How very grateful I am that you came to Arx and brought your bright spirit with you.

Written By Gwenna

March 1, 2018, 3:54 p.m.(4/13/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Cassima

I have no doubt, my darling friend, that this event will be not only one of great memory, but of great good. You will surely pull this off without looking like it was any trouble at all! Your grace and poise is enviable and I doubt this situation will be any different. I can't wait to see you and enjoy this lovely affair you and the others are holding!

Written By Gwenna

Feb. 25, 2018, 8:53 p.m.(4/6/1008 AR)

I must concur with Mistress Eilonwy's whites in regard to our mutual friend, Duke Asger Crovane. He is an exceptional leader of his people and just speaking with him briefly, you can tell how much he loves them and the lands he oversees. Even his charming otter, Teiddwen, lacks for nothing. It is often said that animals are great judges of characters. Were that not enough to sway one to want to get to know him, his shark stew is marvelous beyond words.

Written By Gwenna

Feb. 25, 2018, 5:47 p.m.(4/5/1008 AR)

I have been trying to sketch out something that will portray Farhaven as an eventual painting, hopefully to be hung in the villa. My skill with details - mountains, trees, frozen landscapes - is likely in great need of tutoring. After my experience at the recent ritual of the thirteen lamps, however, I am more inspired to work with the colors of fire I think. Swaths of red and gold, hints of brilliant ice-blue... Perhaps if I return from Stormwall, I will seek out true instruction for more detailed work of the former painting once I complete the latter.

The ceremony itself... I am still finding it difficult to fetch the right words with which to describe it. Changing, perhaps, is one.

Written By Gwenna

Feb. 22, 2018, 10:57 p.m.(3/28/1008 AR)

While The Spirits in our ward is not quite the same as being around the hearth in Farhaven, it is close. Gathering there with family and friends leads to the same trading of stories, of laughing and drinking, of exciting news and of being together to simply enjoy being together - even as the shadows lurk just beyond our reach. To have these moments together are precious, especially with what may come, and I am ever so grateful for them.

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