Written By Sebastian
Aug. 13, 2022, 8:07 p.m.(3/11/1018 AR)
Grieve. Mourn who was lost and what was lost.
And rebuild. We will be there to help you.
Written By Sebastian
Aug. 13, 2022, 8:03 p.m.(3/11/1018 AR)
Relationship Note on Felicia
May the Queen welcome you home.
Written By Sebastian
July 3, 2022, 10:35 p.m.(12/11/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Griffin
An artist wracked by indecision
The words stumbled and stalled
Whenever he touched quill to hide
Some other delight called
A massive feast
A brilliant ball
A poignant play
He did them all
He grew in fame, a socialite
His name was known by all
But not for his artistry, no:
His intolerance to alcohol!
But he never did finish that poem
Despite all the words he penned
The elusive twist of words
He would never write the...
Written By Sebastian
June 16, 2022, 8:37 p.m.(11/5/1017 AR)
"I would not be upset by that," I said.
"Then I will mourn for you," she replied.
What a strange dream.
Written By Sebastian
Oct. 1, 2021, 10:28 p.m.(4/21/1016 AR)
Yes, I snuck home.
I am not at all apologetic for that; I got to see my lovely wife and my rapidly growing son.
And all the little places, beautiful and dark; bright and vulnerable; complex and majestic; all welcoming me home.
But spring is here, and I had to return. It is the season of renewal -- and I started it by reaching out to old friends, and starting new ventures.
Written By Sebastian
Aug. 27, 2021, 8:19 p.m.(2/7/1016 AR)
I hope they grow up close; that they rely on each other and become each other’s confidants. I hope, too, we can give Giacomo a sibling to rely on.
I have hope Giacomo will grow up knowing both parts of his heritage – that of Setarco as well as Sanctum. Adrienne and I chose his First Liars, one from each family, for that very reason. I do believe that unity between the Great Houses is needed to keep us strong, and I hope that in his time, he won’t face the petty struggles over old events that stop us coming together except when war forces it upon us.
And I hope, too, war will stop forcing itself upon us.
Written By Sebastian
May 23, 2021, 10:46 p.m.(7/11/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Ari
The work I am most proud of is that honoring Sir Ari, in whose honor we have renamed our memorial and war facilities.
I look forward to seeing him again when next we turn on the Wheel.
Written By Sebastian
May 2, 2021, 10:02 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Ari
When I found out, I'm not ashamed to admit I cried.
Sir Ari was fiercely loyal to Belladonna, and more importantly a good man facing a difficult struggle, and winning. His strength and determination gave me hope, and we are all lesser for his loss.
When I'm finally allowed out of bed, I'll arrange something to honor him, and all the other soldiers we lost at Pieros. I already have ideas; once my body cooperates I'll see it through.
Written By Sebastian
May 2, 2021, 6:53 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Needless to say my time unconscious was not, in my memory, restful.
Still, I am grateful to all the mercies and physicians whom I am told attended me while I was out. (And also frustrated at the same telling me I shouldn't leave my bed yet while the war continues. Jules is watching over me to make sure I comply.)
If you have written me, apparently I must wait to read it. My cousin Patrizio gifted one of my guard with a rubicund letter opener and "strict instructions about messengers", apparently. They also avoid my gaze when I ask what news, other than we were victorious at Pieros.
No word of Sangris, or Tremorus. I wished to be part of the spear of the Black Fleet, sailing to their aid, but instead I must rest, apparently.
Written By Sebastian
Jan. 17, 2021, 7:32 p.m.(10/9/1014 AR)
Soon we sail for Setarco, and I have never wanted it more in my life -- acknowledging that I say that every time, and that it's probably true every time, as well.
To drift, unfettered, into her embrace is all I long for. Being able to turn in nearly any part of the Silken City and see a new angle of the Great Titan, her gaze ever so sly, wherever I am. To hear and smell and see and taste, to be immersed in the city of my birth. To feel home.
I know it won't last for long: we sail for the Saffron Chain shortly thereafter.
But I know with certainty I will feel better for it.
Written By Sebastian
Dec. 13, 2020, 9:38 p.m.(7/23/1014 AR)
Only they can pull me from this funk I've been in with such ease, their dreams and hopes and ambitions warm me. And for that, they have always, and will always have my love.
Written By Sebastian
June 9, 2020, 9:47 p.m.(6/12/1013 AR)
It helps to make the right decision when what you believe is challenged, to show up where you are needed, not where you are expected.
Thank you.
Written By Sebastian
June 9, 2020, 9:43 p.m.(6/12/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Swift
After it was all done, I sat beside you, covered in the blood of our enemies, the blood of the one who took your life; exhausted beyond measure, but with a vigil to maintain. I thought about how we met, all those moments we had. Future moments that will never be.
I'm not ashamed to admit I wept.
I told you a story that only belongs to you, now. I hope on some level you heard it. That it will give you comfort until you return on the wheel, to know that a thing never made is not a thing that is lost, but in progress.
Written By Sebastian
April 12, 2020, 7:57 p.m.(2/8/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Arianna
Our love for our family.
Many regarded Princess Arianna with disdain, for they did not comprehend the way she approached life, the things she did for our family, for the Compact as a whole, as well as those beyond the shelter of its protection. As the First Knight of Setarco, she broke many chains, and saved many lives without seeking the praise and glory that many would have. She understood the danger of what she did and never for a second shied away from anything necessary.
Whomever is responsible for her death should comprehend how grave a mistake they have made. House Pravus protects their own. It is a lesson those freed of the Saffron Chain, and the Skal'daja alike have learned. It is a thing that makes our enemies fear us.
As well they should.
Written By Sebastian
April 3, 2020, 12:08 a.m.(1/16/1013 AR)
The silken song of Setarco calls to me, and I am grateful as ever to answer her summons.
Written By Sebastian
March 22, 2020, 6 p.m.(12/22/1012 AR)
But she did.
Congratulations to Queen of Thorns, Lucrezia Pravus. I guess I'll stop calling you Your Highness now so I don't risk losing my head.
Congratulations also to Archduchess-Regent Jaenelle and to my twin Juliana for coming in second and third respectively. All the competitors were impressive and it was pleasing to watch. Another outstanding event, thanks to Lady Monique Greenmarch and the other members of the committee.
Written By Sebastian
March 1, 2020, 10:04 p.m.(11/8/1012 AR)
With some excellent talent on offer, the Tournament of Thorns is going to be a very interesting affair this year, I have no doubt.
I'm still keeping a bottle of wine handy for when Marquis Athaur tries his hand again this year.
Written By Sebastian
Feb. 28, 2020, 8:31 p.m.(11/4/1012 AR)
To those who have asked for a bottle, or a taste: sadly, as I announced, there is a limited supply this season. I have sent some bottles out family members and others, but the larger stock will come in next season. If you are interested though, do let me know and I'll endeavor to provision what I can.
One thing I'm definitely looking forward to is seeing what sort of wines the Saffron Chain's soil might produce, though this is a process that will no doubt take some years to perfect to our very high standards.
Written By Sebastian
Feb. 15, 2020, 1:04 p.m.(10.179873098544974/11.07289351851852/1012.7649894248788 AR)
Relationship Note on Athaur
I'll bring an extra bottle of wine to either toast you... or for you to drown your sorrows in.
Written By Sebastian
Sept. 27, 2019, 9:33 p.m.(12/1/1011 AR)
It's just the way of things.
As a prize reward of her own, Monique was allowed to name her. Intruder, or Trudy for short.
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