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Written By Rinel

May 20, 2018, 11:25 p.m.(10/12/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Barik

This man--I cannot tell whether he is merely down on his luck, or whether he is down on his luck due to terrible decisions and wickedness.

To be sure, the man is down on his luck.

Written By Rinel

May 8, 2018, 12:38 a.m.(9/14/1008 AR)

Many voices, each far more eloquent than mine, have spoken of oaths and duties. The Legate Orazio has mentioned the duties of nobles in relation to the common people--a relationship which we of common birth are gladdened to have such esteemed members of the Faith take notice of.

It is true that few of us wish noble status. We see all too well, in the rumours of the city and the journals both, the perils of nobility--oaths and duties alike that bind princesses and counts like chains. But this is the price one must pay for power. Power without the tempered edge of restraint breeds licentiousness and wickedness. The common folk of the Compact do not chafe under just rule, nor begrudge those who exercise proper power their leisures. But when oaths are taken and abandoned like partners in a dance, we notice, and we fear.

The moral health of the ruler is the moral health of the realm. There are many works of political philosophy and ethics available within the Great Archive of Lord Vellichor. I humbly encourage all those who occupy positions of power to avail themselves of the wisdom of their forebears.

Written By Rinel

April 29, 2018, 6:05 a.m.(8/21/1008 AR)

[A few errant drops of blood stain the page black.]

Sir Bayweather has a predilection for blows to the head.

Written By Rinel

April 29, 2018, 6:03 a.m.(8/21/1008 AR)

I have been lonely lately. With Wynna and Echo busy, and Violet busier than even they, my only source of companionship is Mistress Atreke. To be sure, she is possessed of a prodigious intelligence, analytical and keen--yet conversations with her seem more a /flensing/ than a discussion. She is as a surgeon, or a harlequin, peeling away skin to gaze dispassionate upon the workings within.

And so I have been lonely, with little to occupy my time. I believe I shall go spar.

Written By Rinel

April 15, 2018, 11:34 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)

"Heh. I'd kill to see the Archlector in Sanctum once again. To be a fly on the wall in /that/ conversation. Still, it's sad. He had so much in the Oathlands, and he left it all behind. He must miss it terribly, somewhere deep down. Don't you think so, Marcus? Marcus. Marcus, what are you--are you writing what I'm saying?! Stop writing what I'm say--/this isn't supposed to be a journ--

[Ink stains and fingerprints cover the rest of the page.]

Written By Rinel

April 15, 2018, 11:09 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)

I confess that I find myself most alarmed at the idea that any group within the Oathlands would be fearful of such esteemed envoys of the Faith, much less alarmed by them. It is good to know that the Sanctum of Seraph shares these concerns.

Incidentally, the Legate's journals are an inspiration to read. Would that I could recall my journeys with such exacting precision. I shall have to inquire as to his methods of note-taking.

Written By Rinel

April 15, 2018, 8:28 a.m.(7/21/1008 AR)

What a gala! I would have been incensed at the profligacy, were it not going to a most noble cause. The orphans of Arx deserve better than what Wynna faced. No one should grow up in cases for.

Written By Rinel

April 9, 2018, 12:56 a.m.(7/8/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Sparte

We're from country stock, Master Fatchforth. We aren't meant for nautical ventures.

Written By Rinel

April 8, 2018, 10:38 p.m.(7/8/1008 AR)

Conversation would be so much more pleasant in Arx if people didn't assume everyone else was an idiot! I'm not an idiot. Sometimes I get my words jumbled up--but not when I'm writing! I'm perfectly coherint cohirent co-

[Several scratched out attempts at spelling, as well as a few *very* scratched out oaths, follow]

I'm better at writing than I am at speaking, and I wish people wouldn't treat me like a child whenever the opportunity presents itself.

Written By Rinel

April 5, 2018, 9:42 a.m.(7/1/1008 AR)

Steve is a sensitive soul. She needs a tender hand and an understanding heart.

And lots of fish.

Written By Rinel

March 28, 2018, 3:07 a.m.(6/10/1008 AR)

The Lady Malvici's concern about an epidemic is well-founded. If--Twelve forbid--the contagion is contained within the humours, then consumption of the flesh could quickly allow the disease to spread rapidly beyond rabbits.

I've always hated rabbits. The scream they make when they're getting their stupid little necks wrung... Awful.

Written By Rinel

March 23, 2018, 5:08 p.m.(6/1/1008 AR)

A work on theology! It should be exciting. There is so much to write about, with so much that we have yet to learn and so much we have only recently discovered about our Gods and our Faith. Yes, I must tread carefully in order to avoid disturbing the Marachians, but that is not any /real/ danger.

Why, then, am I so unaccountably afraid?

Written By Rinel

March 17, 2018, 5:51 p.m.(5/17/1008 AR)

So much has occurred these past few days that the ending of my penance seems utterly unimportant. But the Archscholar has commanded me to write of my experience, so write of it I shall--though in truth it seems almost narcissistic to write of one's self in times such as these.

There have been more deaths than I can count. It has become almost peaceful, in a way. I begin to understand the Harlequins--though I must confess I find the attraction to such things quite morbid. Still, providing comfort to the dying is a noble and worthy cause. There were some few times where I was called to give medical aid, which gave me a sense of pride. Above all, though, I began to recognize the importance of silence and peace in the House of Solace--and the penance quickly became more painful to my ego than to my knees and back. I am embarrassed to think about my actions with Sir Bayweather; no matter how justified a scolding may have been, it was wildly improper to disturb the ailing.

The Archscholar was wise in assigning me the penance. Hopefully I have obtained enough wisdom for the future.

Written By Rinel

March 17, 2018, 3:20 a.m.(5/16/1008 AR)

As reports begin to enter Arx of the battle for Stormwall, I am at a loss for words. Certainly firsthand accounts of military affairs should be treated with skepticism, but I can personally vouch for the honesty and perspicacity of my sources. The events that have been recounted to me are miraculous, yet there is a tragedy that hangs above them all. An entire city sacrificed to repel a foe--and how many lives? I quail at the thought of the macabre count to come.

Written By Rinel

March 11, 2018, 11:25 p.m.(5/6/1008 AR)

Another debate--another dispute underpinned by theological differences. Sometimes I think the clearest evidence of the Gods is that They continue to hold our Faith together, despite those who would depart from it if given the chance.

Written By Rinel

March 10, 2018, 5:14 p.m.(5/3/1008 AR)

The Princess Velenosa's debate was most illustrative of the differences in Oathlands and Lycene ethics. It would seem our southern members of the Compact approach life with a far more utilitarian bent to morality. Hopefully Legate Orazio's words made a lasting impact.

Written By Rinel

March 5, 2018, 9:48 a.m.(4/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Duarte

It seems to me that there must be mercy with judgement--but for mercy to exist, there must first be judgement. How do we show compassion to the excommunicate? If we leave them to die, aren't we denying them the chance for repentance? But if we act like nothing's happened, then it's like their judgment doesn't matter.

How do we care for people who need healing but refuse to admit their illness?

Written By Rinel

March 4, 2018, 9:01 p.m.(4/20/1008 AR)

I've had a great deal of time to think. And I think I've been too solemn. Not during my penance. That's appropriate. But with everything occurring in the future--I don't know what's to come. But I've looked at the past--seen Crownbreak Point at night--and looked to an uncertain future. There's no reason to do so with a frown on my face. We can smile when everything is dark. Perhaps that's when we must.

Now, if you'll excuse me--I've a wedding to celebrate.

Written By Rinel

Feb. 27, 2018, 9:35 p.m.(4/10/1008 AR)

The quiet man died today. He didn't say anything. He never said anything--at least, not since I arrived. But I was there when he died, and I held his hand. I hope that's allowed. It seemed cruel to leave him alone.

I want to go back to scrubbing floors.

Written By Rinel

Feb. 20, 2018, 2:09 p.m.(3/23/1008 AR)

I have neglected our Lord's commands to record our thoughts for too long. It is fitting that I return to the task with my thoughts on theology.

Certainly it is preferable that all in the Compact worship the Twelve as They should properly be worshipped. Yet we must not condemn those who have fallen into confusion and worshipped what should merely be recognized as powerful. The belief that strength alone grants a being the right to praise is an inherent flaw of humanity. The Gods should be praised, then, for leading House Rivenshari to House Valardin. As ever in matters of the Faith, the Oathlands stands ready to guide its errant brothers and sisters to propriety and devotion.

This is, of course, hardly limited to newcomers to the Compact.

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