Written By Deva
May 9, 2021, 3:31 p.m.(6/11/1015 AR)
Who REALLY needs to know how to swim??
Sailors. Okay. Fine. I'm not a sailor!
Sailors. Okay. Fine. I'm not a sailor!
Written By Deva
May 2, 2021, 2:38 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Under normal circumstances I'd probably be dead right now. What a way to make you reevaluate your life, right?
I am beyond grateful for the bravery of my friends Volcica, Khanne, and Tikva who helped my brother make sure I didn't end up bleeding out on Pieros. I don't remember a lot after I fell, and perhaps that's for the best. All my thanks to the healers who have spent countless hours tending to me and the other wounded. Jasper has informed me I have missed a lot while I was out cold, so here's a hearty 'hello' for those that came by to check on me. My heart goes out to those searching for loved ones that didn't make it back.
Finally, many apologies to those I startled when I woke up. It took me a while for my head to catch up with where I was. Sorry Gwenna, Alantir, Your Majesty. My bad.
I am beyond grateful for the bravery of my friends Volcica, Khanne, and Tikva who helped my brother make sure I didn't end up bleeding out on Pieros. I don't remember a lot after I fell, and perhaps that's for the best. All my thanks to the healers who have spent countless hours tending to me and the other wounded. Jasper has informed me I have missed a lot while I was out cold, so here's a hearty 'hello' for those that came by to check on me. My heart goes out to those searching for loved ones that didn't make it back.
Finally, many apologies to those I startled when I woke up. It took me a while for my head to catch up with where I was. Sorry Gwenna, Alantir, Your Majesty. My bad.
Written By Deva
April 30, 2021, 11:56 a.m.(5/21/1015 AR)
I probably should've left one of these the first time, so I'm leaving one now just in case. If I don't come back...
Cousin Gwenna gets any of my outfits that she wants because she was so kind in setting me up. You are still the smartest person I know.
Princess Alis gets my spoon. She knows why.
Uncle Kenjay gets my sketchbook. He'll figure out why when he gets it. I am so grateful, and I wish I had known.
Duke Cristoph gets my treasured deck of cards so he can get better at playing, because he really needs the practice. He is also asked to please hire my assistant, Jasper, to sort through his wine cellar or something because I don't think he'll want to work for anyone else. Unrelated, I hope he knows how much he means to me.
Jasper, you get the rest of my alcohol and my paint set. I missed you last time, I'll miss you again. Don't fleece everyone while I'm gone.
Prince Alantir gets custody of my dog, Avalanche, because I think they will work well together. I left him a letter too but he's not supposed to read it unless, well, yeah. Just don't read it yet.
Finally, Darren, we landed in this world together and ideally we've got a lot more time left to get stuff done before we leave it. In the event our plans are dashed, you get everything else I have, but especially my weapons for your kids. Promise you'll find them a good archery teacher so they can torture you like I used to back in Farhaven. Love you, brother.
To the last.
Cousin Gwenna gets any of my outfits that she wants because she was so kind in setting me up. You are still the smartest person I know.
Princess Alis gets my spoon. She knows why.
Uncle Kenjay gets my sketchbook. He'll figure out why when he gets it. I am so grateful, and I wish I had known.
Duke Cristoph gets my treasured deck of cards so he can get better at playing, because he really needs the practice. He is also asked to please hire my assistant, Jasper, to sort through his wine cellar or something because I don't think he'll want to work for anyone else. Unrelated, I hope he knows how much he means to me.
Jasper, you get the rest of my alcohol and my paint set. I missed you last time, I'll miss you again. Don't fleece everyone while I'm gone.
Prince Alantir gets custody of my dog, Avalanche, because I think they will work well together. I left him a letter too but he's not supposed to read it unless, well, yeah. Just don't read it yet.
Finally, Darren, we landed in this world together and ideally we've got a lot more time left to get stuff done before we leave it. In the event our plans are dashed, you get everything else I have, but especially my weapons for your kids. Promise you'll find them a good archery teacher so they can torture you like I used to back in Farhaven. Love you, brother.
To the last.
Written By Deva
April 25, 2021, 7:25 p.m.(5/11/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Aislin
I miss you all the time, but your loss is sharply felt as of late. I know I could use your wisdom and wit right about now. I'll just have to climb a tree and drink in your honor.
Written By Deva
April 25, 2021, 7:22 p.m.(5/11/1015 AR)
Sometimes I feel like saying you're 'coping' is just a simpler way of saying 'hiding grief' to deter further questions and convince other people you're fine.
Written By Deva
April 18, 2021, 4:15 p.m.(4/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Amari
I think we should all live our lives like we have a gaggle of minstrels following us around! Seize those moments while you can.
Written By Deva
April 18, 2021, 2:29 p.m.(4/25/1015 AR)
Duke Laurent put on a really exciting jousting tournament! I should practice so I can try next time. Why wouldn't I want to take part of something where the point is to rush at someone really quickly while holding a sharp, pointy object?
Written By Deva
April 18, 2021, 2:06 p.m.(4/25/1015 AR)
Thank you to everyone who came to dinner. It's good to be home.
Written By Deva
April 11, 2021, 9:31 a.m.(4/10/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Gwenna
My cousin Gwenna is one of the most brilliant and patient people I know, which is a boon when working with someone as... restless as me. Most people wouldn't put up with it, but she does so with such a warmth and grace that makes my hasty thoughts and concerns feel heard and validated. Our methods may be opposite, but we have always wanted the same things: the safety and prosperity of our people, and me away from trying to figure out the numbers ledgers. I am so grateful for the opportunity to continue the adventures of our youth into the present, even if that must mean less tree climbing. Not none-- just less. You heard me.
Written By Deva
April 11, 2021, 9:19 a.m.(4/10/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Darren
When we were kids growing up in Farhaven, I never fathomed that we'd ever be separated. (Except for that three minute head start he had, but whatever. The world is better off because I let him go first.) Darren had the brains and charm, I got the brawn and better hair-- yes, that's a fact, don't even bother fighting me on that one. We were going to have grand adventures until it was his time to rule, but that time arrived way too quickly. Darren was fully ready and capable to lead, but I just wasn't ready to lose our father as abruptly and painfully as we did. It's been so long since that happened, and I still don't know how to cope with it. What I -do- know is that he would be so proud of all the good that Darren has done, and the steadfast manner he has cared for his people while carrying the weight of so much. I consider it an excellent and productive day when I can make Darren laugh like our father.
We were a team then, and we're a team now. I missed you more than I can ever say. Thank you for bringing me home.
We were a team then, and we're a team now. I missed you more than I can ever say. Thank you for bringing me home.
Written By Deva
April 4, 2021, 7:14 p.m.(3/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Mabelle
Let it be known that Mabelle throws great parties. Hope at least SOME of the competition cake was edible. Happy Birthday!
Written By Deva
March 27, 2021, 1 p.m.(3/9/1015 AR)
I miss the days I was too fixated to want anything, because that road only leads to more disappointment. I need to redouble my efforts and narrow my focus.
Written By Deva
March 21, 2021, 10:24 a.m.(2/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Kenjay
It was amazing to see my Uncle Kenjay fight for the first time, and a true honor knowing it was to Champion my side. I never doubted his performance would be any less than stunning. Today I am very grateful for family support, and glad he made his way back to us.
Written By Deva
March 21, 2021, 10:18 a.m.(2/25/1015 AR)
Whisper Apollo is a clever force to be reckoned with! He emerged victorious from our Redrain guessing games evening, nearly matched by Marquessa Lianne. I hope we all had a good, needed laugh that night. My thanks to everyone who participated.
Written By Deva
March 17, 2021, 4:56 p.m.(2/17/1015 AR)
I really need to be better about learning from past mistakes.
Written By Deva
March 14, 2021, 8:45 a.m.(2/10/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Alis
I'm so glad we've had a chance to reconnect, especially considering our shared experiences. It doesn't hurt to have a tiny glimmer of fun in our lives when the rest of the world is so dark, and I'm grateful you share that view. I have every faith you will continue to lead with the strength and grace you always have.
Written By Deva
March 13, 2021, 10:28 p.m.(2/10/1015 AR)
If you don't believe in something so fiercely that your heart aches and it keeps you up at night, what's the point?
Written By Deva
March 13, 2021, 10:19 p.m.(2/10/1015 AR)
Some days are suffocating and still, but lately I find my head spinning from trying to uncover everything all at once. The piles of books in my room are getting difficult to maneuver around. I have a strangely shaped bruise on my shin from bumping into what was the tallest tower. Juggling oranges is so much easier than this attempt at multitasking.
Written By Deva
March 8, 2021, 2:22 p.m.(1/27/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Lianne
Sometimes a very needed perspective arrives exactly when you need it. The Marquessa is thoughtful and so very wise, with priceless insights that have made such a difference in my life already. Thank you.
Written By Deva
March 5, 2021, 7:27 a.m.(1/20/1015 AR)
If you have to give up everything that makes something meaningful in order to save it, is it really worth fighting for? I suppose if it still helps others, yes, even if you'll never see it yourself.
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