Written By Monique
Dec. 12, 2019, 10:33 p.m.(5/13/1012 AR)
"The price of love is loss."
An excerpt from a conversation I had recently, and I can find no fault in the statement. I thought it unbearably beautiful and tragic and felt compelled to commit the poignant sentiment to my journal, lest I forget such a truth. It will always be a price I pay willingly.
An excerpt from a conversation I had recently, and I can find no fault in the statement. I thought it unbearably beautiful and tragic and felt compelled to commit the poignant sentiment to my journal, lest I forget such a truth. It will always be a price I pay willingly.
Written By Monique
Dec. 10, 2019, 3:14 a.m.(5/7/1012 AR)
It was the most beautiful wedding. It was a night I will never forget even though I have forgotten parts of it. I still smell of wine. It's a heady thing.
Written By Monique
Nov. 30, 2019, 3:09 p.m.(4/16/1012 AR)
I can say with all honesty and sincerity that every secret shared last night was impressive. We have some very brave souls in our city.
Written By Monique
Nov. 24, 2019, 6:19 p.m.(4/5/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Ida
Rarely am I humbled. One might argue that it has, in fact, never actually happened before. But on this day, I am humbled out of gratitude for the sheer magnitude of this favor that Dame Ida Ferron has shown me.
The Sweetest Whisper, my perfectly balanced alaricite dagger.
The third alaricite weapon of her creation, and I will stoutly argue, the best, no matter who dares challenge such assertions. The story of this blade is etched in every single perfect line, inspired by bright stars in the darkest night, by love and betrayal, by my very essence.
It is awe-inspiring, like the woman who made it.
The Sweetest Whisper, my perfectly balanced alaricite dagger.
The third alaricite weapon of her creation, and I will stoutly argue, the best, no matter who dares challenge such assertions. The story of this blade is etched in every single perfect line, inspired by bright stars in the darkest night, by love and betrayal, by my very essence.
It is awe-inspiring, like the woman who made it.
Written By Monique
Nov. 22, 2019, 7:19 p.m.(4/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Calaudrin
I will cherish that hideous tiara forever.
Written By Monique
Nov. 21, 2019, 8:56 p.m.(3/27/1012 AR)
Very much looking forward to co-hosting an event with my extraordinary protege, and getting to know the people of Arx better in the process! And giving out gifts. I think that will likely be my favorite part. So many shiny, shiny gifts.
Written By Monique
Nov. 11, 2019, 3 a.m.(3/5/1012 AR)
I went to buy a piece of dragonweep through my usual channels only to find the price prohibitively high! Thus, I am in mourning. I will wear only black until the sparkle returns!
Written By Monique
Nov. 9, 2019, 4:44 p.m.(3/3/1012 AR)
"You are immeasurably frustrating"
It is one of the best compliments I've received in recent times, and I shall cherish it.
It is one of the best compliments I've received in recent times, and I shall cherish it.
Written By Monique
Nov. 8, 2019, 12:01 a.m.(2/27/1012 AR)
Unexpected late night visitors are my absolute favorite kind of visitors.
Written By Monique
Oct. 26, 2019, 11:42 a.m.(2/2/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Delia
Such a fantastical gift should never go unrecorded. My new blade shall be named the Sweetest Whisper in honor of my protege who has spoiled me so well.
Written By Monique
Oct. 25, 2019, 11:36 a.m.(1/28/1012 AR)
Let the record show that I have an undeniable crush on a vision in golden steelsilk. My gratitude to Lady Peri Seliki for making it possible. Your party was inspired.
Written By Monique
Oct. 24, 2019, 10:37 a.m.(1/26/1012 AR)
Never, and never.
Written By Monique
Oct. 21, 2019, 3:41 p.m.(1/20/1012 AR)
Sometimes the way is lost. Sometimes, instead of helping those we should be helping, we think the stick is better than the carrot. But peace cannot be kept indefinitely by force; it can only be achieved by understanding. And too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, of compassion, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
After a particularly unfortunate quarrel with my tutor, I went to my father to complain, to ask for a new teacher, but he taught me a lesson of his own. He said to me, "Whenever you are about to find fault with someone, ask yourself the following question: What fault of mine most nearly resembles the one I am about to criticize?" Common human understanding, learning to stand in somebody else’s shoes, to see through their eyes, that’s how peace begins.
After a particularly unfortunate quarrel with my tutor, I went to my father to complain, to ask for a new teacher, but he taught me a lesson of his own. He said to me, "Whenever you are about to find fault with someone, ask yourself the following question: What fault of mine most nearly resembles the one I am about to criticize?" Common human understanding, learning to stand in somebody else’s shoes, to see through their eyes, that’s how peace begins.
Written By Monique
Oct. 19, 2019, 2:23 a.m.(1/15/1012 AR)
The invitations one receives when one is infamous are the most entertaining and exciting invitations. Though, to be fair, I don't think I've ever tried being retiring, to see the difference.
Written By Monique
Oct. 9, 2019, 11:11 p.m.(12/25/1011 AR)
I have searched and searched and searched for a name for so long. Having finally found it, knowing the identity I now know? I almost wish I hadn't, didn't. It's far worse than I could have ever imagined. And yet, I owe a great deal to those who have searched along with me, who have teased the ends of this riddle to its conclusion. So I cannot regret it. The next steps will be the hardest. Why is it always that way?
Written By Monique
Oct. 5, 2019, 4:25 p.m.(12/17/1011 AR)
Something in carmine. In a red so bright and so deep that it makes blood look garish pale by comparison. The planning of a new gown gives me a thrill rivaled only by the thought of where I plan to wear it.
Written By Monique
Sept. 30, 2019, 1:04 p.m.(12/6/1011 AR)
A conversation the other day with someone that went along the lines of 'Oh, there's this dangerous thing, and then this other dangerous thing, and then this OTHER dangerous thing...' has got me thinking that perhaps what I need as a supplement is some endeavor completely and entirely safe.
But I cannot think of a thing.
But I cannot think of a thing.
Written By Monique
Sept. 25, 2019, 9:14 p.m.(11/24/1011 AR)
There are a refreshing number of people willing to put themselves in harm's way for excitement and entertainment (and prizes, though I think that is not the chief motivator)! I'm in awe of them.
Written By Monique
Sept. 22, 2019, 11:48 p.m.(11/19/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Marian
Do you know what my sister got me for my birthday? Alaricite. Very clearly, she's winning in the battle against Marius for my eternal love and the title of Favorite Sibling.
Written By Monique
Sept. 22, 2019, 10:16 p.m.(11/19/1011 AR)
I have decided to put together a small event at the Greenmarch Lodge, with my brother Marius' blessing. I know, I know. I hardly know how to do anything in half-measures. But truly. Small, this one will be. Just an exhibition of the various types of small weaponry and what feats it is capable of.
I'll need volunteers, of course. Masked volunteers, so no one knows who they're throwing sharp objects at, lest my brother's warning of 'no killing anyone' prove justified. I could use practice dummies, but practice dummies don't exactly inspire daring deeds. Though maybe the practice dummies will be for the garrotes...
Daggers, stilettos, garrotes, small bow, short sword, knives, very sharp hairpins, short spears... what am I missing?
I'll need volunteers, of course. Masked volunteers, so no one knows who they're throwing sharp objects at, lest my brother's warning of 'no killing anyone' prove justified. I could use practice dummies, but practice dummies don't exactly inspire daring deeds. Though maybe the practice dummies will be for the garrotes...
Daggers, stilettos, garrotes, small bow, short sword, knives, very sharp hairpins, short spears... what am I missing?
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