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Written By Roxana

Aug. 19, 2018, 3 p.m.(6/5/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Agostino

Dear One,

We should check in within the next few days, hmm? I might need your help with something.

And some fashion advice. Not that yours is any good...

Written By Roxana

Aug. 12, 2018, 2:59 p.m.(5/19/1009 AR)

Dear Sister,

I have so much to tell you!

-R

Written By Roxana

Aug. 10, 2018, 1:21 p.m.(5/15/1009 AR)

I try to never allow myself to suffer from loneliness. It is not easy when one has lost close family, a spouse, good friends...to pick up again from the beginning and make a new friend. And some things cannot be replaced.

I'm lonely for my sister. I'm lonely for people who I cannot write about in the whites because of clandestine relationships (juicy, but no, get me drunk in person and maybe I'll spill.)

I'm even lonely for Frederic and I really only love my son twice a year for two day visits.

I think I'll look into another hobby. Something to pass the time.

Written By Roxana

Aug. 10, 2018, 1:09 p.m.(5/15/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Mirari

I was advised that the way to accumulate wealth is not to spend every silver you have.

It seems so tedious, like waiting and you know I hate waiting.

I'll give it a try though. I may need you to forcibly cut me off. Ban me from your shop?

Nonono Don't. I should at least be able to browse a little or else I'll truly suffer.

Written By Roxana

Aug. 10, 2018, 1:06 p.m.(5/15/1009 AR)

I wish I could have stayed at the masked ball a bit longer. I'm such a fan of masquerades, perhaps because they are among our favorite celebrations in the Lyceum.

I wasn't sure if I could attend until the last minute, which meant I scrambled for an appropriate costume. This alone should have been a sign, I hate any event where I don't feel perfectly put together.

The time I attended I enjoyed, it was a feast for the senses, the animals in the menagerie and the animals in costume, and wine, lights, dancing...beautiful. It was just /such/ a feast for the senses that I may have overindulged, for I was swaying and longing for my bed.

Next time, pace yourself Roxy.

Written By Roxana

Aug. 5, 2018, 10:22 p.m.(5/1/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Agostino

What a delight to have you back in town, truly.

I feel safer already, and less lonely.

We'll take good care of you here.

Written By Roxana

Aug. 5, 2018, 10:20 p.m.(5/1/1009 AR)

I have a secret project that I am so excited about. Maybe even TWO related secret projects.

However I will keep the secret, for anonymity's sake and because the announcement itself should be a surprise and thus create great demand.

Written By Roxana

July 14, 2018, 6:20 p.m.(3/11/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

There is no one better to get whiny and drunk with than you, big sister.

Written By Roxana

July 8, 2018, 7:13 p.m.(2/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Mayir

It's been weeks since Mayir Grayhope has sent me any missives, and surely since he has sent me any gifts.

Tsk. He knows better.

Written By Roxana

July 8, 2018, 4:33 p.m.(2/26/1009 AR)

Being from Southport I've always favored warm weather. Sun on skin and flimsy silk dresses.

I have to say though that after so much time in the Crownlands the winter has grown on me too. It could just be that I look fantastic in cloaks. I also do like the way snowflakes look on the streets though, and the warmth of a fire after a chill wind.

Spring will always be my favorite though, so many flowers! It's just around the corner.

Written By Roxana

June 19, 2018, 12:07 p.m.(1/16/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

"When in doubt, blame your sibling" she says.

I love you.

Written By Roxana

May 29, 2018, 2:42 p.m.(11/14/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

Congratulations on bestowing upon me more nieces and nephews to spoil!

I will make sure I am their favorite Auntie. The competition isn't stiff unless there's some others on Cicero's side.

I love you! You'll be fine.

Remember this is what hired help is for. No I will not babysit, but I will come over and drink wine after you've put them to bed.

Written By Roxana

May 29, 2018, 2:40 p.m.(11/14/1008 AR)

Why is everyone writing their wills? I feel like there is something going on that I do not know about.

If I die, everything I have including all outstanding debts, any friends and enemies I might have acquired, and a lot of pink dresses go to my sister Eirene.

If she doesn't wear them its because she does not miss me and people should feel free to make her feel terrible about it.

Written By Roxana

May 25, 2018, 12:48 a.m.(11/3/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

Bad News Big Sis,

I didn't know those baby names were a secret and so I told like thirty or forty people when I was drunk in the Ambassador the other night.

I think I was probably slurring a little though so maybe nobody knows for sure?

Ooopsie! Love you!

P.S. Just kidding you know I never get drunk in public.
P.P.S. For any of you wondering what her baby name picks are....I'll part with them for 500k in silver. Each.
P.P.P.S Just kidding!
Addendum: Probably. That is a lot of money...

Written By Roxana

May 24, 2018, 9:20 p.m.(11/2/1008 AR)

It is /still/ very rude not to answer a lady's missives expressing interest in seeing you, whether you are a handsome man or not, a busy man or not.

Perhaps I should have stuck to those of good breeding, good families, for they know how to treat these sorts of situations.

Or perhaps the gentleman in question should simply write me back.

Written By Roxana

May 24, 2018, 9:18 p.m.(11/2/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

You're going to be good at this, big sister.

The motherhood thing. You are. I promise you.

And if you need help, you have it. I did manage to raise a son to almost ten years of age, and though I'm not in daily contact with him, I take credit for my work.

You're going to be good at this!

Written By Roxana

May 17, 2018, 1:59 a.m.(10/4/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

But who do you love the MOST is the question. Who have you loved the MOST?

Answer: Me, duh.

I'm still alive. I got a papercut yesterday, which you did cause in a way, because it was from that set of messages back and forth regarding the thing you won't tell me, and how you are a horrible sister and the worst and you always used to break your toys and tell Mother it was my fault.

Still, you love me best of all, and I am told my papercut will mend in a few weeks if I am very careful and do not do any sort of work. To speed my recovery.

Yet I am not dead. Chin up big sis!

Written By Roxana

April 11, 2018, 2:54 p.m.(7/13/1008 AR)

I need a new to do list, already crossed everything on my last one off.

Too efficient, or not dreaming big enough?

I'll keep everyone posted!

Written By Roxana

April 11, 2018, 2:53 p.m.(7/13/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

Remember when Albion died and I refused to see anyone or do anything for...was it months? Seemed like it. When I couldn't stand to look at or even think about Frederic, when all I wanted was to sleep and sleep because I did not miss him when I was sleeping.

You dragged me out of bed, got me dressed, forced visits and meetings until I managed to have some semblance of a life again. You told me that his time was finished but mine was not. That there is not necessarily rhyme or reason to it, it is just the nature of life and of death. You told me that pain passes.

I wasn't wrong. Everything hurt and I wanted to sleep.

You weren't wrong. After a time, it stopped hurting so much, and after a time, there were things to smile about again.

So let us both remember that now that we have switched stances. I wasn't wrong, I'm not wrong now. You weren't wrong, you're not wrong now.

I won't give up on you ever, because you would never give up on me.

Love you.

-Roxy

Written By Roxana

April 6, 2018, 12:11 a.m.(7/2/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Eirene

I think my sister Eirene might try to swap me. I have read between the lines of her recent communications and it seems all too obvious.

If you are reading this and I have vanished and Eirene looks too innocent when she tells you she has no idea where I am....

Find me and help me!

-Roxana

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