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Written By Caprice

Feb. 15, 2021, 11:12 p.m.(12/11/1014 AR)

I had such a wonderful time at the Bard's College Autumn 1014 Concert. From conception to completion, it was a joy to be involved.

Younger members (well, -newer- members, more accurately) of the local troupe joined me in a live retelling of Stone Soup. Oh, there were a few mishaps, as is essentially tradition for an opening night. Ugh, I was so flustered by the stone prop popping that I forgot my lines, and I wrote the bloody thing!

Really, though, the entire group did a phenomenal job. Everyone made it through their own flubbed lines and missed blocking. And while a certain understudy did look like they were about to lose their lunch while convincing the villagers that yes indeed, rocks make good eating, we did avoid any unplanned special effects in the end. Delightful performance, delightful actors all around.

The College is lucky to have added those newest applicants to our ranks. Hold it - 'our' ranks? I'm finally considering myself part of the group, it seems. Since joining up, in spite of the warm welcome from several prominent members, I've always felt like a bit of an outsider.

Like a guest or a visitor. Even though I joined with an impromptu song, I always assumed I'd just be another costumer or set designer. That my contributions would be eagerly offered but always - and often literally - in the background.

Maybe all these attempts to grow beyond my comfort area are beginning to pay off? Even with my list of shrine event plans, my future goals, I never saw myself stepping out of the audience to serve from the stage.

Kind reviews from the afterparty will buoy me for weeks, and some of my new performing friends are already asking about when the next event will be. Nice to see such a large turnout, and interest from both sides of the stage in future productions. Only time will tell when the next College-sponsored performance will happen, but there's nothing preventing smaller performances between now and then. What would the people like to see?

Written By Caprice

Feb. 6, 2021, 11:55 p.m.(11/21/1014 AR)

A much lighter entry than my last: Arx's - and my - first Bravura Exclusive was a great success. We honored Joscelin Arterius and celebrated arts and crafts of all sorts, helped by no small number of artisans, models and sponsors. I hope Count Amadeo is as pleased by the results as I am, and that everyone who attended enjoyed themselves. I count myself amongst the unfortunate who never met Joscelin when she was here, but through the lasting, positive impression she left on so many, I certainly understand a number of ways why she was the perfect person to celebrate at this event.

Savio Pontelaeus provided a beautiful song honoring artists, Samira Culler and my own cousin, Lore, had gorgeous paintings on display. Some of Joscelin's work was donated for viewing too, both from Apollo Whisper's personal collection and from Talia Baseborn as part of the show. Lottie Parkins earned her fame yet again as an accomplished caterer.

Apollo, Decius Meridus, Georgine Dubois, Ripley Thornburn, Talia, Vashtalyn Andalashari and Zakhar all proved their quality with the pieces they provided for the fashion show, and I was delighted that my own work could share the catwalk with a piece Dame Ida Ferron recreated, originally gifted to Joscelin.

Princess Alarissa Thrax, Amanita Whisper, Anisha Whisper, Princess Sabella Grayson, Marquessa Sunniva Harthall and Lady Zoey Kennex all handled modeling duty brilliantly and I have an expanded list of people to tap for future projects. I even had a short but thrilling stroll down the catwalk wearing Ripley's pig pendant, some lovely Artshall tweed and a Bravura hat; I believe Count Amadeo caught some interest while wearing Zakhar's corset vest and I for one am looking forward to seeing more of those about the city, soon.

Lastly, I was grateful to learn of so many willing to support the arts through sponsoring the event, namely Houses Blackram, Fidante, Harthall, Kennex and Thrax, the Whisper House, the Society of Explorers and naturally, the Crafters Guild.

The importance of what artists and craftsmen do for our society can't be overstated and yet, I think their work is so ubiquitous it can be easy to forget to show them our gratitude. What a fantastic way to be reminded!

Written By Caprice

Jan. 5, 2021, 10:59 a.m.(9/12/1014 AR)

I was present when somebody died. I am not handling it well.

It isn't the muted sorrow from learning of a distant relative's passing, or the jagged pain of an ended relationship. There is guilt, and the weight of failure, and the constant question of whether or not I could have saved them if I had lived my own life differently, if I had different skills or tools.

As a Disciple of Jayus, I have found endless delight in watching people add to their life stories, but it has never struck me so clearly before that we're not just penning today and planning tomorrow. We're writing our own obituaries.

How do you hope to be remembered?

Written By Caprice

March 15, 2018, 3:20 a.m.(5/12/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Felix

Met the weaponsmith today. He was a charming man, even if he was covered soot and grime from his work. His work sings praises to Jayus and it pleases my soul to gaze upon his handiwork.

Hopefully, I will be able to extend my own skills into Felix's business. I can weave and tailor exquisite pieces, yes, but my leathercraft needs work as well. I hope I can make some more decorative sheaths for his customers so that we both may benefit from the mutual arrangement.

Besides, it is always wise to make acquaintance with a man who can handle heavy weaponry.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 20, 2017, 11:52 p.m.(10/22/1007 AR)

Sebastian's event was a delight. It had drinks (careful of the drinks). It was a very.. eye-opening and confirming event.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 19, 2017, 11:04 p.m.(10/20/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Edain

Invite me to have a drink with you. Whiskey. I want whiskey.
I will make sure to explain in detail. It might take hours, but if you can sustain; I'll help you maintain.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 19, 2017, 11:29 a.m.(10/19/1007 AR)

I second this idea.
I request Magpie romance -- well writing. I mean I'm DTF but I think his wife might be upset.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 19, 2017, 1:25 a.m.(10/19/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Magpie

Don't contain them.
Act on them.
Write about it later, I need things to read while doing commissions.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 18, 2017, 1:29 p.m.(10/18/1007 AR)

I am looking for a specific book written by Duke Cassius Pravus. If anyone reading this has any of his works, please contact me with the titles and if I can borrow them. I promise not to spill whiskey on them.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 13, 2017, 9:24 p.m.(10/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Deacon

I think I might call you a friend, my most dearest of hearts. Even though you say I go overboard and I feel that you just cannot have the time in your heart to tell me what is in yours. Truly. My heart shatters that you do not tell me every secret. I thought about being mad at you, companion of my dreams, but then I realized you had this Serr--Cersa--De.. fire whiskey. Yes fire whiskey.

You are forgiven.

Send more fire alcohol shit.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 13, 2017, 5:32 p.m.(10/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Valencia

Dearest Princess ---

I'm not sure I've ever used her title either come to think of it. I do love that we can be busy in our respective lives and still when we are together it is as if we have not been away. Perhaps I might go as far as to call us friends. Perhaps. Maybe. She is a delight and easy to make blush. I personally take it as a challenge to say those things she thinks. She knows she still wants to hit that. Hit it hard. But catch and release, Val darling... catch and release.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 13, 2017, 5:30 p.m.(10/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Alaric

He's a King. He's THE King. He also doesn't yell when I call him Alaric. Although, maaaaaaaybeee I should learn on this whole muckity muck about nobility and their titles. On the other hand, artists are supposed to be off the mainstream.

Did I mention not to hug Lark? I feel like that should be mentioned every journal for the others. Really, she doesn't like that shit if she doesn't know you. So far, I haven't been beheaded.

So
Far

Written By Caprice

Dec. 11, 2017, 11:34 p.m.(10/4/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Talen

I have blamed everything on you.
You are welcome.
<Hearts drawn here>

Written By Caprice

Dec. 4, 2017, 10:38 a.m.(9/16/1007 AR)

It has been a whirlwind of a week and emotions. Although, I am glad that I tend to just stay happy as Jayus colors the world around me. Sometimes the artist in me has all those passions that go good and bad. I have met wonderful people. Enjoyed my time with an otter. I paused on a few commissions as I am waiting for inspiration and then they shall finish. I have felt great highs of new friendships and great lows that come with passions I fear.

I have learned though that with every hurt feeling there is another and greater warmer feeling. Jayus provides. He saw the fracture in my heart and he showed me how it is only beauty in fragility. Thank you all that I have met this past week or so. It has provided laughter and inspiration.

Written By Caprice

Dec. 2, 2017, 7:53 p.m.(9/12/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Ferrando

I love my brother with every fiber of my being, but sometimes it is hard to be an older sister. You spend your days wondering why he doesn't send you messengers any more. Or why he's not telling you the latest gossip. Or why HE wasn't the one to show you the Whisper House. I would never say that that this is to try to get my brother to keep in touch, buuuuuut... I miss when one doesn't offer to have me over for dinner.

Rando -- Did you forget you had a sister that you love so very much?

Written By Caprice

Dec. 1, 2017, 11:41 p.m.(9/11/1007 AR)

I have been told to speak to the Thrax. How does one do that? Do I just show up and say hey, you, let's talk about that water thing? Or better yet, how ya doin'? How's the lightning?

Maybe I should learn etiquette.

Clothes don't care about your manners though.

Although, one should not try to hug Lark. She looks completely huggable, but it upsets her. Something about not knowing a person and touching and .. you know stuff and things.

Anyways, if anyone wants to talk about things, just send me a message.

Written By Caprice

Nov. 24, 2017, 10:23 a.m.(8/22/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

Yes, of course. Jayus cares to find art and care for all of artwork. No matter how small.

Written By Caprice

Nov. 24, 2017, 12:50 a.m.(8/21/1007 AR)

It has come up time and again.

Tailoring (or any artistic expression) is NOT just for profit. It is not just to be mass produced and out there. It's artwork. It is from the inspiration and breath of Jayus. Some of us have never felt the hand of the Gods as we do when we design and create something. I have clothing as my area of study and care. I pray every time that I thread my needle or weave my silk. I give a little bit of my being to that person that receives it with hopes it pleases them. I hope they see the work that went into it. I feel Jayus respond to me. I feel connected to my God when I create.

Written By Caprice

Nov. 16, 2017, 7:22 p.m.(8/6/1007 AR)

The town is much how I remember but there are so many tailors now. So many. I mean on one hand it is wonderful to see Jayus so inspiring in other ways it is a conflict, I suppose. I am not remiss in my realization that I am a chosen vessel in my skills, but sometimes I just wonder. Also if you are reading this and you need a trend (I don't just do 'clothes' ugh) that is artwork, feel free to message me.

I have met up with my brother to catch up on his life. Why is it that every time I am away the big lug manages to get himself in trouble? I have met a courtesan who says there is more than what I think of his career. We shall see if he manages to become a muse of inspiration or not. Also, I won a drinking game, so I think I am upholding my side of the family well. I do think that I need to branch out and make some friends or contacts. We shall see how it turns out. Also, perhaps I will find some 'dame'ly inspiration to conceive something of silks or such.

Written By Caprice

Nov. 16, 2017, 7:17 p.m.(8/6/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Talen

I am not dramatic. I am just right. Also it not my fault that my DEAREST cousin is lacking in what he provides. The shame tarnishes my beating heart with each non-dramatic moment. I long for the days where the whiskey flowed free and he just knew that it should be waiting. Ahhh.. the poor man. I wonder if he has gone soft in his position. I find myself non-dramatically longsufferingly sighing in the wake of his name. Once a good drinking partner, now just another man speaking politics. My heart it bleeds. It mourns. --- I still don't have whiskey.

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