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Written By Soren

Jan. 19, 2019, 3:22 a.m.(5/21/1010 AR)

I don't look forward to much. Never have. One day after the next, one foot in front of the other.

Have to admit though, after all the fun news, I'll be interested in watching the world burn down around our heads.

Optimism is for assholes and nobility.

Written By Soren

Jan. 13, 2019, 8:35 p.m.(5/9/1010 AR)

We did what needed to be done. Templars wants to get their panties in a twist about it, you judgey fucks.

Boss just saved a bunch of lives and she's gotta get punished for it? Bullshit.

Yeah, we killed a bunch of people, can't say I'm gonna shed any tears about it. They had it coming. Wanna ask what they did? Ask the High Inquisitor.

Written By Soren

Jan. 12, 2019, 7:18 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Reigna

Doc Boss.

Look. I think you're alright. Good people. Worth listening to when it comes to healing.

But you need to stop commenting on shit you don't have much experience on. Don't presume you know others are better off just because how you live is the only life experience you have. And I kinda doubt you're gonna give up your cushy life to experience otherwise.

My advice is to quit while ahead. Shard's got her experience, you got yours. I don't suggest debating on which is right or wrong. You ain't gonna get a good answer.

Written By Soren

Dec. 29, 2018, 6:56 p.m.(4/7/1010 AR)

Wish I could give a shit about all these fuckoffs coming in to say how wonderful they both are and how we're better off with them.

You know what that tells me? We got something they want. Either that, or we're a threat to something. Everybody always wants something and more often than not, it's usually self-serving. So these yahoos roll in an start swinging their dicks around. If you ask me, I'd also wager they're looking for some more meat shields in what spat they got against each other.

Fuck if I know what any of this really means. But the way I figure it? We've done alright on our own.

So thanks but no thanks.

Written By Soren

Nov. 28, 2018, 6:06 p.m.(1/28/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Carmen

Something you gotta learn, young blood. If you wanna go around talking out the side of your mouth at other merc bands, that's your call. But don't lie to yourself that we're any better. Blades are plenty full of dipshits.

Besides, Audric pays well. Whatever quality of meat shields he hires is none of my business, but I ain't gonna talk some shit when they pay real good for services rendered.

Written By Soren

Nov. 22, 2018, 11:49 p.m.(1/16/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Amund

War is shit. You wanna talk Abandoned killing each, I remember all those proxy wars the Lycene just loved throw together years back. They're experts at it. Killing is killing. Don't matter who's doing it, humans find a lot of fun ways to make each other bleed.

I remember being waste deep in the dead. I also remember making a lot of fucking money too. The more people were injured the, the more I got paid. Spilled blood means good coin to me.

War is shit. But it pays damn well. People talk about peace, but who's buying? Sure, it's nice, but it doesn't pay the rent.

Written By Soren

Nov. 16, 2018, 7:38 p.m.(1/4/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Eleyna

It's enough if you want it to be. They're dead and I'm not. Good enough.

And the ones you lost? They're also dead, so they don't give a shit what you feel about it.

Written By Soren

Nov. 16, 2018, 8:29 a.m.(1/2/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Macda

You know, I might be not the brightest, but I'm pretty sure writing code in a white journal defeats the purpose of a white journal.

Or that's what a scholar told me years ago.

Unless you're looking to draw attention to yourself, in which case, have at it.

Written By Soren

Nov. 15, 2018, 6:59 p.m.(1/1/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Cybele

Another dead hero.

Written By Soren

Oct. 1, 2018, 10:18 a.m.(9/13/1009 AR)

I'm not a fan of writing these, but credit is where it's due. And damnit if I'm not tired from the amount of work I've put in lately because of it. There's few things in this wretched ball of mud that we call life that I find worth valuing. At least vocally, but putting up a clinic? That's damn good work. It's not much, but it's something, and it's effort well spent.

So. You know who you are that helped and I'm not beyond telling someone good job when they did just that. For what it's worth, got my respect for it.

Written By Soren

Aug. 28, 2018, 7:33 p.m.(6/24/1009 AR)

A basic challenge isn't going to sort this out. Calling for Champions isn't going to solve it. These two need to have it out personally.

There should've been a Rite to Gloria between them. This isn't some stupid shit about who wore what better or who ate someone's sandwich a week ago. It's actually revolving getting their respect called out in public.

They should have it out, beat the shit out of each other. Personally, I think they both want exactly that, and I'm not sure what's holding either of them from doing so.

Just fucking fight already.

Written By Soren

July 15, 2018, 11:31 p.m.(3/13/1009 AR)

I found out tonight that my beard is not nearly as full as others.

That's fine. Probably not the best idea that a surgeon have long facial hair.

Unless you want random hairs in your stitches.

Written By Soren

July 15, 2018, 9:06 p.m.(3/13/1009 AR)

It's becoming too much of a pain in the ass to walk home in the middle of the night in the snow.

But I like my bed, gotten it just the way I like it in the barracks. Valarians's snoring a couple bunks down is kind of oddly comfortable. Like reminding me that everyone in the room is still alive.

That's good.

Because it'd be a pain in the ass to walk into a room full of dead people.

Written By Soren

July 9, 2018, 4:55 p.m.(2/28/1009 AR)

One of those rare nights where you weren't expecting it to go the way you did.

Turns out, some people like being asked things directly. Which is weird, since it usually is the exact opposite.

Still. Not a bad way for a night to go. It was mostly the stumbling home part that was a pain.

Written By Soren

July 8, 2018, 7:10 p.m.(2/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Violet

Boss,

Need a new crossbow.

There was an incident with the last one.

Written By Soren

July 8, 2018, 6:25 a.m.(2/25/1009 AR)

Got drunk with a bunch of silks tonight. They were alright. Mostly.

I need to remind myself I need to punch one of them.

When I'm sober.

Written By Soren

July 4, 2018, 8:53 p.m.(2/18/1009 AR)

Got a new writing pad from the boss today. She says I need to write down my thoughts more often So I don't do what happened last month. Not quite sure why, the vendor didn't need that finger. Not like I'm going to have anything note-worthy to put down.

Would be good for supply lists, but I figure that's not what she meant when she said 'put your thoughts down'.

I need to put the company through check ups. Check'em over for any marks or lesions or infections. Should make that bi-annual.

Need to replace my satchel, eventually. Strap broke. Gave it a temp fix, but it won't stay.

What else?

Nope, feel like that's it.

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