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Written By Fairen

Jan. 31, 2024, 4 p.m.(8/27/1021 AR)

Scholarship is, at its core, a confluence of cognition, inspiration, and persistence. I pray my work at cultivating all three of these qualities does honor to Vellichor's guidance.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 7, 2024, 8:11 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

No matter the weight of the issues presented before me, I shall look upon them clearly, until I am satisfied I have understood them as well as I can in the time that I have, then I will act boldly.

I will not falter for fear of losing that which I hold the dearest, nor let a lack of perfect understanding stay my hand.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 5, 2024, 7:02 p.m.(7/3/1021 AR)

I cannot recall a single week in which I have both slept so poorly on some days and slept so well on others as this one in my entire life.

Written By Fairen

Oct. 16, 2023, 8:15 a.m.(1/8/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Iliana

What once seemed only a thorn in my backside has come around to a fondness that I cannot deny. The thorn is still there, but...

Written By Fairen

April 24, 2022, 4:28 p.m.(7/10/1017 AR)

Recently I've been making more of a study of alchemy: a self-defense strategem, I say, as I watch family members craft compounds that may or may not be toxic and invite me to sample them.

(So far, I live.)

It's been quite a fascinating study, and I've learned from noted alchemists including Lady Mabelle and the Apothecary's College faculty, including Auda and Orick. Each of them has had their own approach and their own interests, approaching from different angles. My initial study was born out of a study of the special properties of the flora of Arvum, which we very much take for granted. Many of the teas and tinctures that we use may in fact be more efficacious than those of other lands, which is something I note with particular interest.

All of that aside, I have also had the opportunity to put my hand to blending a few compounds and creating a few scent formulations. I had the privilege of putting forth an entry in the recent contest hosted by the Dominus to create a new anointin oil -- and I was immediately taken by the idea of selecting ingredients for all the gods to create a single scent for Aion that captured them all.

(I confess that I may have tailored my entry to the Dominus's tastes as well, by centering Death's theme in the overall scent.)

The competition was remarkable, and I truly don't understand how some of those scents were created, which suggests I have more yet to learn. I was honored to be chosen in the end, and look forward with working with the Faith's alchemists to recreate the scent.

I may have been too enthusiastic and created too many pamphlets on the processes of distillation and enfleurage, however.

Written By Fairen

April 17, 2022, 10:25 p.m.(6/25/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Elloise

Elloise, delighted by her greenhouse and workspace, has been seized with the bright idea to bring the glass paneled ceiling and roof into the rest of the Leary estate. She was envisioning rooms with their ceilings removed, roof removed, with only the glass to stand between us and the sky.

I am envisioning rain all over my books.

It sounds as though it would be cold in winter, and hot in summer, and I'm concerned about the potential for leaks as well. But perhaps combined with some of the clever retractable roofs I've seen -- maybe there might be potential there.

Potentially drowned libraries.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 5, 2020, 11:17 a.m.(7/5/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Sina

Once again I am reminded why I thank the Gods daily to have you as a friend, long may our friendship endure.

Written By Fairen

Oct. 18, 2019, 7:45 p.m.(1/15/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Arcadia

Cousin,

You have just inspired me to work on a great invention - one long overdue for the preservation of wisdom. Especially with certain cousins who threaten my library with muck splattered about.

Mud-proof book covers.

Written By Fairen

Oct. 17, 2019, 5:30 p.m.(1/13/1012 AR)

I love the snow! The way it hangs off the boughs of evergreens and the sharp, crisp scent in the air that it brings. It scintillates under the rays of the sun when freshly fallen. Who doesn't enjoy a warm mug of mulled wine next to a roaring fire after coming in from the cold?

What I do not like is snow all over my library. Not at all. Not that I'm pointing fingers at anyone (even if I am).

Written By Fairen

May 19, 2019, 7:17 p.m.(2/18/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Domonico

You'll keep your promise in mind, is what.

And the person you refer to is a potential brother-in-law, so what's all this rubbish about "facing?"

For God's sakes, Lord Domonico. You're a rather unpleasant fellow.

Written By Fairen

April 23, 2019, 1:25 p.m.(12/22/1010 AR)

With the new restrictions on all research and theoretical treatises to only the top twelve oldest and most experienced active members in the Society of Explorers, I've resigned my membership and surrendered all benefits of the Society in protest.

I can not conscionably support an organization that withholds information and that may indeed save a life from the most vulnerable among us -- brand new bright-eyed and bushy-tailed adventurers full of hope and enthusiasm.

As a Scholar, I understand it's a duty literally God-given to us to protect such knowledge, but that does not equate to deliberately gatekeeping it from those who would enormously benefit from having the slight leg up being peripherally involved with the Society once afforded.

...I understand this may well be a rather unpopular opinion and stance to take, but...well, that wouldn't be a particularly novel phenomenon for me, I think I'll survive.

Written By Fairen

April 16, 2019, 12:39 a.m.(12/7/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Iliana

Seven years.

It's been...hmm.

To call it "a journey" wouldn't do it justice and "an adventure" would make light of the prices we've paid.

Just speaking personally here, but...gods, I've been a real shit.

Thanks for putting up with me, Ili.

Written By Fairen

April 14, 2019, 11:07 a.m.(12/3/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Iliana

It was delightful to share a dance with you, it's been...

...
...
... err...

Well! Quite a while. Hope the foot's ok!

Written By Fairen

April 12, 2019, 3:35 a.m.(11/27/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Arcadia

Cady, I believe I made it quite clear it would be Captain Grandt of the house guard who would be eating Carrots.

The man has an unnatural taste for rabbit and probably other vermin as well; I swear I caught him snatching a rat away from an old tom once.

(Hullo, Grandt!)

Written By Fairen

Feb. 15, 2019, 10:29 p.m.(8/1/1010 AR)

I don't mention it enough, perhaps, but my daughter's now a couple of months past her first birthday and she just continues to grow and grow. It's fascinating watching her, a little person constantly looking out at the world around her. I only hope she comes to like reading. I have a lot of books for her to read.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 5, 2019, 4:08 p.m.(4/21/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Elloise

Congratulations on your successful birth! I can't wait to see my newest, little cousins.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 3, 2019, 5:07 p.m.(4/17/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Arn

While some will say that it has taken entirely too long, I applaud you for doing the honorable, and just thing in the end. It clearly wasn't an easy situation to be involved with, but the records will show you did right by your Houses promise in the end.

Written By Fairen

Jan. 2, 2019, 10:44 p.m.(4/15/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Arianna

As public record will show, House Telmar refused to settle the dispute regarding the sword.

Written By Fairen

Dec. 30, 2018, 2:44 p.m.(4/9/1010 AR)

An Addendum: My previous commentary was most certainly not intended as in some way inviting these foreign powers into our society. Nor that we should consider their offers of 'protection'. My commentary was that we ought not allow our resolve become arrogance, and they we need to consider our horizon carefully. We have survived much, and will continue to survive many other situations. However, we cannot be assured of surviving another Reckoning level attack.

Written By Fairen

Dec. 30, 2018, 1:30 a.m.(4/8/1010 AR)

While my previous entry was entirely brimming with dread and gloom, please allow me to reiterate that the Compact can and will stand strong. Together, with wisdom, unity and resolve, we can overcome these impossible odds.

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