Written By Evangeline
Oct. 15, 2023, 10 p.m.(1/7/1021 AR)
The return to the city of Arx comes with both excitement and guilt. There were many things left undone, unsaid, unfinished in the past and returning home allows me to see to those things and I truly intend to do this. There have also been many changes in the city. News traveled to my ears and my heart aches for those we lost and my first order of business will be to go and visit with the wounded and the healing. It was always something I did as a Whisper and something I intend to do in the coming days.
I admit it will take time to reacquaint myself not only with the city but also with my home. There is comfort in its familiarity, and yet, I am disconnected from it. I know this feeling is fleeting.
I admit it will take time to reacquaint myself not only with the city but also with my home. There is comfort in its familiarity, and yet, I am disconnected from it. I know this feeling is fleeting.
Written By Evangeline
June 14, 2020, 2:35 a.m.(6/21/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Gwenna
As someone who has a collection of rare quills from all my days of traveling, I must say, this is the most grand idea.
I can help you fund it.
I can help you fund it.
Written By Evangeline
June 5, 2020, 2:40 p.m.(6/4/1013 AR)
*G R A T I T U D E*
While it has been some time since I've come to write my profound thoughts to be recorded by the exemplary scholars of Vellichor, I have spent much of my time in contemplation, carefully considering my words and what exactly I wish to leave behind as a legacy. Our words reach far and wide and have the ability to hurt or heal. Our words leave lasting impressions which can leave scars deep beneath the surface of one's flesh. For that reason, I have always chosen to write from love than hate.
I feel an incredible amount of gratitude in my life; in the life I remember. Been given a second chance to live does not always feel like a gift especially when one cannot remember their origins. It took me many years to come to an understanding and come to accept the reality of my situation, that I may never recover those memories of who I once was. I was saved, nurtured, cared for, and healed by the generosity of those who found me on the shores of Setarco many moons ago. I will forever be grateful for them, forever in their debt even if they have told me numerous times I've already repaid them ten times over. For me, their unconditional love and support is worth that and an infinite amount more.
As a lost teenager, I was not always kind. I did not appreciate them and took them for granted. In the private rage I harbored, I took my anger out on them and left the sanctity of the home they offered me in order to love my life by my rules. The streets were not kind, warm, or inviting. I had to hustle for money just to eat and of course my pride did not allow me to return to the home whose doors were always opened to me. There were nights where I had no shelter, days where I went hungry.
When I found my niche and money flowed steadily, I always took a part of my earnings to buy extra food for those I'd come to know on the streets and for the new faces who were lost like I had been. I asked for nothing in returns and instead said to pay this kindness forward.
After I completed my training at the Courtier Academy in Setarco, I returned to my foster family and left them more than enough money to ensure their home and business were safe. I've not seen them in many, many years and admittedly, a part of me feels they are better off not having me in their lives, but I am thankful, grateful, and blessed to have been loved so when I could not love myself.
I pay this forward now, with gratitude.
While it has been some time since I've come to write my profound thoughts to be recorded by the exemplary scholars of Vellichor, I have spent much of my time in contemplation, carefully considering my words and what exactly I wish to leave behind as a legacy. Our words reach far and wide and have the ability to hurt or heal. Our words leave lasting impressions which can leave scars deep beneath the surface of one's flesh. For that reason, I have always chosen to write from love than hate.
I feel an incredible amount of gratitude in my life; in the life I remember. Been given a second chance to live does not always feel like a gift especially when one cannot remember their origins. It took me many years to come to an understanding and come to accept the reality of my situation, that I may never recover those memories of who I once was. I was saved, nurtured, cared for, and healed by the generosity of those who found me on the shores of Setarco many moons ago. I will forever be grateful for them, forever in their debt even if they have told me numerous times I've already repaid them ten times over. For me, their unconditional love and support is worth that and an infinite amount more.
As a lost teenager, I was not always kind. I did not appreciate them and took them for granted. In the private rage I harbored, I took my anger out on them and left the sanctity of the home they offered me in order to love my life by my rules. The streets were not kind, warm, or inviting. I had to hustle for money just to eat and of course my pride did not allow me to return to the home whose doors were always opened to me. There were nights where I had no shelter, days where I went hungry.
When I found my niche and money flowed steadily, I always took a part of my earnings to buy extra food for those I'd come to know on the streets and for the new faces who were lost like I had been. I asked for nothing in returns and instead said to pay this kindness forward.
After I completed my training at the Courtier Academy in Setarco, I returned to my foster family and left them more than enough money to ensure their home and business were safe. I've not seen them in many, many years and admittedly, a part of me feels they are better off not having me in their lives, but I am thankful, grateful, and blessed to have been loved so when I could not love myself.
I pay this forward now, with gratitude.
Written By Evangeline
May 31, 2020, 11:47 p.m.(5/23/1013 AR)
Know what is better than a single drawer?
A key (or three).
A key (or three).
Written By Evangeline
May 27, 2020, 5:12 p.m.(5/14/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Tyrus
I have made myself useful and added you to my roster even though it is completely booked.
You're welcome.
P.S. I have added a course on recalling memory and overcoming forgetfulness, free of charge.
You're welcome.
P.S. I have added a course on recalling memory and overcoming forgetfulness, free of charge.
Written By Evangeline
May 27, 2020, 4:04 a.m.(5/13/1013 AR)
It has been quite some time since I've written anything for the sake of pleasure but I keep hearing about a story of a Salacious Baron or is it a salacious breadcrumb?
While it might seem to others that I am quite reserved and prim, it is not beneath me to indulge in a tale (or two) of romance. There was a time I wrote love letters for those who for a lack of better terms could not get the quill up and suffered tremendously with the ability to convey with words exactly how they felt. Actually, that was not the problem. They knew exactly what they felt but lacked the finesse of waxing poetic.
But I digress, are these books really -that- good? Should I attempt to get my hands on a copy? Will I be thoroughly entertained? Inquiring minds...
While it might seem to others that I am quite reserved and prim, it is not beneath me to indulge in a tale (or two) of romance. There was a time I wrote love letters for those who for a lack of better terms could not get the quill up and suffered tremendously with the ability to convey with words exactly how they felt. Actually, that was not the problem. They knew exactly what they felt but lacked the finesse of waxing poetic.
But I digress, are these books really -that- good? Should I attempt to get my hands on a copy? Will I be thoroughly entertained? Inquiring minds...
Written By Evangeline
May 27, 2020, 3:57 a.m.(5/13/1013 AR)
I do not consider myself someone who takes unnecessary risks. I prefer perfectly calculated moves. Having said that, the leap I've taken today is by far the riskiest and potentially the most rewarding.
Written By Evangeline
May 27, 2020, 3:53 a.m.(5/13/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Tyrus
It is a good thing then that you have quite the connection within Whisper House. Something about a certain protege, something something Softest Whisper.
Written By Evangeline
Nov. 25, 2019, 8:31 p.m.(4/7/1012 AR)
Of all the jobs I've ever had, negotiating for better deals has -by far- been one of my most rewarding skills. When I wrote letters for others, it felt staged. Being able to get my clients the very best deals money can buy is so fulfilling. To top it off, it allows me to bestow little gifts to others. I do love to give gifts.
Written By Evangeline
Nov. 24, 2019, 9:37 p.m.(4/5/1012 AR)
Traveling makes one weary but I've returned just in the nick of time. It's Spring in Arx! I can shed those heavy cloaks and furs and finally take out the dresses I've longed to wear. This also means I'm going to need a couple of new gowns just because. And since Summer is just around the bend, I will have to commission some styles for the hotter weather in preparation.
Written By Evangeline
Oct. 27, 2019, 10:56 p.m.(2/5/1012 AR)
My training in small weapons has begun and I am so overwhelmed by the response I have received seeking instructors. I've started with one and will speak with another soon. I am far too excited to hear what the other instructors offer. It reminds me of my training in Setarco; Every teacher had their own spin. I found it most riveting. I am as giddy as a school girl!
Written By Evangeline
Oct. 1, 2019, 3:47 p.m.(12/9/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaspar
His first visit to the Whisper House was to visit me for tea! I told him I would gloat about this in the whites and since I am a woman of my word, here I am putting quill to parchment of the Prince's inaugural Whisper House experience. What wonderful company, indeed!
Written By Evangeline
Oct. 1, 2019, 12:04 a.m.(12/7/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Declan
Lord of Stone and Ice. Winter's chill is balmy in your presence. It is but a boon the cold never bothered me. He is the epitome of the staunch, stalwart men from the Mourning Isles and I was genuinely surprised by his invigorating company.
Written By Evangeline
Sept. 30, 2019, 11:54 p.m.(12/7/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Thea
My lady is exceptional in all she does. I have enjoyed her company every time and always look forward to the next time we meet. It is only a shame I did not get to meet her when I first met her brother so many years ago.
P.S. Do not tell Martino, but she is my favorite Malvici sibling.
P.S. Do not tell Martino, but she is my favorite Malvici sibling.
Written By Evangeline
Sept. 30, 2019, 11:51 p.m.(12/7/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Martino
It is official! One of my oldest and dearest friends will be a married man very soon! He has come such a long way from when we first met and I could not be happier for him. I am doubly impressed he was able to win over the lovely Lady Kaia without the help of a professional writer *ahem* Not that he ever needed someone to write love letters for him. I wouldn't know of such things.
Written By Evangeline
Sept. 30, 2019, 11:42 p.m.(12/7/1011 AR)
I did a thing! I made a notification in search of a potential protege. It sounds odd for some, but I am of the belief that there could be someone out there who seeks a patronage relationship with someone like me.
As a Whisper, part of my experiences involves providing exceptional Courtier services. Perhaps there is someone who has recently come of age who seeks to learn what it takes to be not just a Courtier, but a Whisper! I was trained at the esteems Courtier Academy in the Silken City of Setarco and spent many years after completing my education traveling all over Arvum.
Perhaps there is someone who seeks to expand their circle of friends and acquaintances. Or perhaps yet, there is someone out there who seeks this sort of partnership because we are both so different, we can provide balance to one another's life. I am excited to se where this prospect goes.
As a Whisper, part of my experiences involves providing exceptional Courtier services. Perhaps there is someone who has recently come of age who seeks to learn what it takes to be not just a Courtier, but a Whisper! I was trained at the esteems Courtier Academy in the Silken City of Setarco and spent many years after completing my education traveling all over Arvum.
Perhaps there is someone who seeks to expand their circle of friends and acquaintances. Or perhaps yet, there is someone out there who seeks this sort of partnership because we are both so different, we can provide balance to one another's life. I am excited to se where this prospect goes.
Written By Evangeline
Sept. 30, 2019, 11:24 p.m.(12/7/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Tyrus
My patron is most benevolent and it is truly an honor to work alongside him. Together we have been able to move and allocate funds and resources for his various projects and charitable works. I am forever grateful for his hands on instructional approach to navigating these unchartered waters. He has been quite instrumental in my life thus far. I hope to be able to give back all he has bestowed upon me.
Written By Evangeline
July 9, 2019, 10:47 a.m.(6/7/1011 AR)
My time in Arx has been enjoyable and profitable. I find myself looking forward to negotiating with various merchants in the market. There is something thrilling about being in the midst of chaos, hearing the shouts of the merchants selling their wares, attempting to outbid their competitors.
The rush of adrenaline hits me; the amount of power and control I wield is addicting and of course knowing I am getting the most for my clients coin is what drives me to work even harder.
Perhaps I will celebrate yesterday's good fortune with a trip to the beach.
The rush of adrenaline hits me; the amount of power and control I wield is addicting and of course knowing I am getting the most for my clients coin is what drives me to work even harder.
Perhaps I will celebrate yesterday's good fortune with a trip to the beach.
Written By Evangeline
July 5, 2019, 2:42 p.m.(5/28/1011 AR)
I have come across a box of long forgotten letters I feared were lost forever. My fingers dance over their broken seals, carefully unfurl the old, worn parchment and it is as if I am transported back in time to when I first received such correspondence.
It began as a project for an advanced etiquette course at the Courtier Academy in Setarco and quickly became something else; A passion. There were so many letters after a while, and I knew I could not possibly answer them all. When I gave notice of my hiatus, I heard hearts breaking all over. Perhaps once I have settled myself in Arx, I can take up the quill once more. For the sake of sharing, here is one of the first letters of beseeching advice I received;
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Dear Evangeline,
I find myself silly for writing to you, but, I cannot help the feeling in my heart. There is someone I fancy and I fear my feelings are not reciprocated. This person is so near and dear to me, they might think of me as a sibling. My love for them began in childhood and has suddenly blossomed. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep. I am racked with worry that if I share my feelings, I will lose this person from my life completely. Please help me with this dilemma.
Signed,
Not-a-Sibling in Setarco
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It began as a project for an advanced etiquette course at the Courtier Academy in Setarco and quickly became something else; A passion. There were so many letters after a while, and I knew I could not possibly answer them all. When I gave notice of my hiatus, I heard hearts breaking all over. Perhaps once I have settled myself in Arx, I can take up the quill once more. For the sake of sharing, here is one of the first letters of beseeching advice I received;
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Dear Evangeline,
I find myself silly for writing to you, but, I cannot help the feeling in my heart. There is someone I fancy and I fear my feelings are not reciprocated. This person is so near and dear to me, they might think of me as a sibling. My love for them began in childhood and has suddenly blossomed. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep. I am racked with worry that if I share my feelings, I will lose this person from my life completely. Please help me with this dilemma.
Signed,
Not-a-Sibling in Setarco
***
Written By Evangeline
June 18, 2019, 9:02 p.m.(4/22/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Lisebet
The Duchess is a darling woman who has refined tastes in fashion. We had a serendipitous meeting at Bold Espressions, which is perhaps one of my favorite spots in the city. My craving for chocolate has not waned and I fear for my hips. The Duchess however was craving something different; raspberries actually and I was so thankful her assistant was there to oblige. I have heard terrible things about denying a blessed woman what she craves. I do not need a sty in my eye. We had such a lovely conversation and I look forward to making her acquaintance again soon. Sadly, I had to cut our conversation short and make haste to handle an urgent matter. Duchess Lisebet, you are so lovely. Thank you for sharing a bit of your time with me. It was truly an honor.
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