Written By Avary
Dec. 16, 2023, 1:17 p.m.(5/18/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
I recall the day I took my Godsworn vows and left behind the familial bond of House Ashford. In pursuit of a higher calling I opened a chasm between myself and Sunaia. In the depths of my heart I know I should have bridged the distance and mended the space that time and duty carved between us.
It is today I find that she reached to me through her journals. I don't read the journals as a matter of practice. It is only on occasion I have my clerical aide select a few for me to peruse. For obvious reasons, I took it upon myself to call for Sunaia's this morning.
In her reflections she pondered the nature of trust and deceit. She questioned if trust given could ever be safe from betrayal. And she said she didn't know how to tolerate deceit.
I will answer her now. Not because she needs it, but because I have to.
Deceit is not a thing to be tolerated. The breaking of one's word, the telling of a harmful lie, and bearing false witness are the stock in trade of the con man, swindler and the cheat. We all know on some level that the person who would break a promise and harm with lies should be cut out from our lives. We reserve these actions for use against our enemies. We have little regard for them.
But do not take this to mean trust is a fallacy and betrayal an inevitability. Trust is a precious gift and it is up to each person how they decide to give it. It can be given freely, or at a price; quick or slow. But however it is given, it does not absolve one of dilligence and integrity.
The Sentinel teaches us to be watchful and It teaches us to be truthful to ourselves about what we observe. So you've given trust, however you chose to give it. You must still be watchful. You must still keep your own counsel and continue to extend trust, or withdraw it, based on your observation. Only in this way can trust be justly given.
You ask if it is a necessity to accept that some people who are given the means to hurt us will, despite our trust? I don't know if it's necessary to accept that. But it is necessary to accept that in the course of life, you will be hurt. Whether it's betrayal, disappointment, or loss. You just have to be willing to experience the hurt.
I do not believe it is an inevitability that trust given will be betrayed. But it is always open to betrayal. That's part of the game, isn't it? All I can tell you is to be watchful and above all do not distrust your own observation or good judgment. The person you should trust most is yourself. If you can't, reflect on it. Find out why and mend it.
But it seems to me, dear sister, you chose so so wisely in who you laid your trust. And your integrity resolute. I am so proud of you. And I have always loved you. I do love you.
Written By Pasquale
Dec. 15, 2023, 8:38 p.m.(5/17/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
We found what was left of her in a ruined village deep within a tormented forest and gave her back the truth of who she really was. For a brief, beloved moment, she was Sunaia again. She could have returned home - nobody would have blamed her for it - but instead she chose to do what she could to make things better. She died to resolve that ancient wrong.
Finally she is at peace.
Written By Rosalind
Dec. 11, 2023, 5:46 p.m.(5/9/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Rosalind
March 3, 2023, 8:41 a.m.(5/17/1019 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Macario
Jan. 9, 2022, 7:03 p.m.(11/25/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Pasquale
Dec. 8, 2021, 2:10 p.m.(9/16/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Lisebet
March 24, 2021, 7:06 p.m.(3/3/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
I am very pleased with this match - it seems a good match for both of them, and for our houses.
The wedding was beautiful, and though we will miss Sunaia around House Ashford, we expect she'll be happy in her new home.
Written By Pasquale
March 22, 2021, 3:22 p.m.(2/27/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
I have been fortunate enough to see that dream come to fruition.
Recently, in the House of Vows, Sunaia accepted me as her husband and joined Malespero in a match that should secure the bonds of friendship between Malespero and Ashford for many years to come.
I am both humbled, and overjoyed, to be tackling this new phase of life with her by my side. Welcome to Malespero Sunaia.
Written By Rosalind
Feb. 21, 2021, 5:34 p.m.(12/22/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Amanita
Feb. 14, 2021, 2:27 p.m.(12/8/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
I am on the lookout for a patron. I have an idea that has popped into my head. I am driven -- scarily driven, and now I want this more than anything. Will it be successful? Time will tell. When I have ideas, I do not easily let them go.
After all, I am a Whisper now. That was my idea. I didn't let it go.
Written By Venturo
Feb. 9, 2021, 10:43 p.m.(11/27/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Ophelia
Feb. 9, 2021, 2:37 p.m.(11/26/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Lianne
Feb. 9, 2021, 7:34 a.m.(11/26/1014 AR)
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Written By Teague
Jan. 26, 2021, 11:29 p.m.(10/27/1014 AR)
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Written By Svana
Jan. 9, 2021, 9:23 a.m.(9/20/1014 AR)
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Written By Neve
Jan. 2, 2021, 4:09 p.m.(9/6/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Pretty hair though, blondie like me. And she's forest folk like me.
She's kind of like my fox now that I think about it. Fiesty. Pretty to look at, even if out of place. Bites sometimes.
Written By Rosalind
Dec. 6, 2020, 4:42 p.m.(7/8/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Written By Darren
June 3, 2020, 5:32 p.m.(5/28/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
I remember that he killed my father. Perhaps think on that a little before writing your next white.
Written By Tikva
June 3, 2020, 5:26 p.m.(5/28/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
But choose not ignorance. The facts of what happened are there to be known, not a faraway history of confusion and chaos but a recent and tragic betrayal whose facts are not remotely unclear.
They are facts that cost the Compact dearly. And there is no one who would be more furious at the idea that his brother's betrayal would be lost to time than Killian Ashford.
Except... maybe Cara.
Written By Ashur
Jan. 26, 2020, 5:16 p.m.(8.661282242063493/24.031805555555557/1012.6384401868386 AR)
Relationship Note on Sunaia
Also, I have been extremely careful not to hurt the spiders while sweeping the Shrine of the Queen of Endings, and I will thank you not to imply otherwise.
As for you, dust whirlwind, your sweeping abilities are truly abominable and the entire Compact must be warned.
Please note that the scholars may take some time preparing your journal for others to read.