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Written By Hadrian

Aug. 11, 2019, 4:15 p.m.(8/18/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I miss your efficiency.

Written By Lys

March 31, 2019, 11:25 p.m.(11/5/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I cannot express how much I miss you in words. How do I express what it is like to have your legs cut from underneath you, yet being expected to keep walking? How do I express what it is like to have the rope holding you up out of the water suddenly cut. How do I express what it is like to lose the only family you have ever had...

I miss you.

Written By Bliss

March 3, 2019, 4:38 p.m.(9/4/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

<A posr-dated journal entry>

I didn't spend long at Fen de Lire. A shot of whiskey, a mug of beer. I threw them both on the road and crushed them under my heel, laughed at your foolhardiness, then moved on.

I think that's what you would have wanted. Our Lady of Terrible Puns is lucky to be the one getting to hear your stories now.

Written By Domonico

Feb. 9, 2019, 2:28 a.m.(7/15/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I can't stay I ever saw eye to eye with Baron Audric but the fact remains he is family through marriage to my cousin Enyo and father to her child. Thus I will mourn him and avenge him if possible.

Written By Hadrian

Feb. 8, 2019, 4:14 p.m.(7/14/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

The news of Baron Audric de Lire's death comes as quite the surprise. Not because I never once thought he'd have ever crossed someone to the point that they'd want to kill him. One doesn't accomplish all that the good Captain-General has in life and not expect to make some particularly bitter enemies along the way.

In truth it was his prowess that gave me such a sense of security in his future and safety. It wasn't at all that he was unkillable - there are very few who could claim such a thing, because as we know the Queen of Endings always takes her due. No, it was the fact that he was so in possession of an abundance of cleverness. He was the sort that legends speak of; the plucky warrior on the battlefield, alone and surrounded, who somehow talks their way out of that situation through guile and tact.

On request he has provided me services that have witnessed both justice and revenge sated. He was enjoyable company and amusingly I'm not certain he ever quite understood the connection of bloodlines and how cousins fall within them. Or he did and he was just singularly focused on reaching his goal that he didn't care. Either way, it was amusing.

He was most assuredly rough around the edges, there is no way to deny that fact with a straight face. He had his moments like everyone does. He was human (or was he?) he was flawed, but he made the best of the situation and the hand he was dealt. I'm sad to hear of the passing of someone I considered a friend and hope that he will enjoy the succor of the Queen of Endings until his eventual return from the Wheel.

Written By Ysbail

Feb. 8, 2019, 3:03 a.m.(7/13/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

You still owe me that drink and story.

What a way to go.

Written By Thesarin

Feb. 7, 2019, 7:52 p.m.(7/12/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

Get well soon.

Written By Lore

Feb. 7, 2019, 4:37 p.m.(7/12/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

So much for THAT dinner. Asshole assassins have no respect for good money spent....

Written By Tikva

Feb. 7, 2019, 1:26 p.m.(7/12/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I'll never pay this debt. You grinning maniac.

Written By Lys

Feb. 7, 2019, 8:06 a.m.(7/11/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I dreamt of the well before you. I drank deep from the sorrows within the well. I sat beside the well and dipped my goblet in over, and over. Drinking deeply down until I felt nothingness. I drank from the void until there was nothing left inside. Still, I continued to drink. Let my body be like my soul. But then your hand closed over my wrist and you made me drop my cup. Instead in my fingers you placed a knife. You pulled me to my feet and you taught me how to use that blade to reclaim a smile with every cut, every splash of blood of our enemies.

You taught me to dance my pain away with a knife and a laugh, but your laughter was the music I danced too. My smiles were all a mimicry of yours.

Written By Carmen

Feb. 7, 2019, 6:36 a.m.(7/11/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

There's a crazy story at the end of this. You wouldn't settle for less.

Written By Shard

Feb. 7, 2019, 2:10 a.m.(7/11/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

To the end, you told me.

You weren't supposed to be the one who died first.

Written By Enyo

Feb. 7, 2019, 12:21 a.m.(7/11/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I don't even have words right now. My heart feels like it was ripped out and stomped on....and I don't have the answers, or the idea on how to make it stop hurting.

Written By Auda

Feb. 7, 2019, 12:18 a.m.(7/11/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

...gone, just like that. Gone in the blink of an eye, so soon after we just found each other again.


I know writing here isn't going to fix anything, but.. fuck. You were my best friend.

Now who do I send mushrooms to?

Written By Aleksei

Feb. 6, 2019, 7:10 p.m.(7/10/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

Dammit. Gods_dammit_.

Written By Lore

Jan. 23, 2019, 5:26 p.m.(6/10/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I can get you a great deal on some cut-crystal jars if you want souvenirs from those talks.

Written By Lys

Jan. 19, 2019, 2:09 a.m.(5/21/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

My dearest cousin still gives me the best presents. Bower is the most darling little bird you will ever see. And soon she will have her own tiny knife to dangle from her little talons. So sweet, so happy to impale grapes.

Written By Lys

Dec. 27, 2018, 4:12 a.m.(4/2/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

GIVE. ME. THE. BIRD.

Written By Luca

Dec. 7, 2018, 10:58 a.m.(2/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I mean, that reads like they're the second worst, doesn't it?

Written By Jeffeth

Dec. 2, 2018, 7:02 p.m.(2/8/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

I don't believe I've ever seen you write in the Whites without mentioning how you kill people or monsters or how fierce you are. Not that I disbelieve it, just I don't believe I've ever even seen you in person. Perhaps we could engage in a Rite of Gloria together, and perhaps you can give me some advice on killing monsters.

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