Written By Sina
July 29, 2018, 1:59 a.m.(4/14/1009 AR)
This week has been somewhat of a chaotic week, filled with surprising twists and turns. It has been a challenging lesson in change, and I find myself nearing the end of the week with far greater responsibilities than I had expected or planned. But I shall take these responsibilities and carry them with honor as I can in service to the Gods, the Order of Vellichor, the Crown, and the people of Arvum.
Change can be a difficult process, and I know that there may be times that will challenge all of us in our lives. For me, this is one of those times, as my path takes another unexpected turn. We can only trust in Lagoma's light to guide our way along the path, though it is always our own free choice whether or not we wish to follow that light. Change can be a painful process, however, and that same flame that lights our path may also cleanse and purge us of any false expectations or preconceptions of where our lives may lead us.
I am humbled by the trust that has been placed in me as I prepare to take on the mantle of Prelate. I have never considered myself to be much of a leader, and never imagined that I would take on such a role. My entire life, I have been a servant, and shall continue to be such in my own eyes. I shall do my utmost to do this position justice that I might aid the Archscholar and our Magister of the Academy in these trying times.
Change can be a difficult process, and I know that there may be times that will challenge all of us in our lives. For me, this is one of those times, as my path takes another unexpected turn. We can only trust in Lagoma's light to guide our way along the path, though it is always our own free choice whether or not we wish to follow that light. Change can be a painful process, however, and that same flame that lights our path may also cleanse and purge us of any false expectations or preconceptions of where our lives may lead us.
I am humbled by the trust that has been placed in me as I prepare to take on the mantle of Prelate. I have never considered myself to be much of a leader, and never imagined that I would take on such a role. My entire life, I have been a servant, and shall continue to be such in my own eyes. I shall do my utmost to do this position justice that I might aid the Archscholar and our Magister of the Academy in these trying times.
Written By Sina
July 20, 2018, 1:11 p.m.(3/22/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Bliss
Hmm, perhaps I should re-think the design of the clasp of my cloak then. Alas, the snakes it is forged into do not have any cute bows.
Written By Sina
July 20, 2018, 12:53 p.m.(3/22/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Bliss
Okay, so bunnies are out, and cats are IN. But what about snakes? Are those IN, or OUT? I must know.
Written By Sina
July 19, 2018, 1:18 p.m.(3/21/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Morrighan
For me, going out and about and meeting people is hard to do. I'm shy, and I'll admit it. But last night was a most rewarding experience. I was pleasantly surprised to make a new friend, engaged in stimulating discourse over a variety of topics, and tasted the most delicious blood orange tea. And chocolate! I've never had chocolate before. It was an experience I'll not soon forget.
Written By Sina
July 18, 2018, 1:26 p.m.(3/19/1009 AR)
I have heard that someone has vandalized the beautiful statue of Mangata down at the beaches, and I find this to be rather upsetting. I cannot imagine who would do such a thing. A child, perhaps not knowing any better, thinking it a mere prank? Or does it perhaps speak of something else? Such disrespect for the Goddess is unfathomable to me.
I have been rather silent in my journals of late, as I have been focusing much of my attention on my project. However, I cannot help but worry about the things that have been happening. Vandalism. Thefts. People turning up dead in the Lowers. Mysterious paintings showing up. Cats. The Lodge of Petrichor. These things are all beyond me, and perhaps better left to those who are equipped to deal with such things. But I cannot help but wonder what is going on with the world these days. Just some idle musings, as I begin my day.
I have been rather silent in my journals of late, as I have been focusing much of my attention on my project. However, I cannot help but worry about the things that have been happening. Vandalism. Thefts. People turning up dead in the Lowers. Mysterious paintings showing up. Cats. The Lodge of Petrichor. These things are all beyond me, and perhaps better left to those who are equipped to deal with such things. But I cannot help but wonder what is going on with the world these days. Just some idle musings, as I begin my day.
Written By Sina
June 24, 2018, 8:06 p.m.(1/26/1009 AR)
Tonight's journal feast is about what I'd expect of a group of scholars getting together. Much quietude, at least at first. I think we're all a bunch of introverts at heart. It took me quite a bit to even speak up at all, as such is not in my nature normally. I should probably work on that.
The food is delightful, however, and the conversation, what there is of it, stimulating. I hope that there will be more of these events in the future, and that we Scholars may find a way to get together and share ideas more often. Though, I suppose I am content meeting together in twos and threes in private too, however, which is far more in my comfort zone.
I'm afraid I don't have anything too controversial or important to write today. I journal nearly every day, or at least a few times a week, so that does leave journal day lacking, often, in things that I care to write about. It is nice to have a day of rest, however, and enjoy a fine feast. It has been nice to meet new people, and engage more with my fellow Scholars.
The food is delightful, however, and the conversation, what there is of it, stimulating. I hope that there will be more of these events in the future, and that we Scholars may find a way to get together and share ideas more often. Though, I suppose I am content meeting together in twos and threes in private too, however, which is far more in my comfort zone.
I'm afraid I don't have anything too controversial or important to write today. I journal nearly every day, or at least a few times a week, so that does leave journal day lacking, often, in things that I care to write about. It is nice to have a day of rest, however, and enjoy a fine feast. It has been nice to meet new people, and engage more with my fellow Scholars.
Written By Sina
June 24, 2018, 3:21 p.m.(1/26/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Marius
He received a missive? I do not understand how a missive to one person constitutes a fealty-wide ban of the Thirteenth's doctrines. Only the Faith may ban the worship of one of the Thirteen gods of the pantheon, and I have not seen any announcements from the Dominus stating that adherence to the doctrines of the Thirteenth have been officially banned anywhere.
If it has been banned in the Oathlands, I would think there would be a more public proclamation posted somewhere, either from the Faith, or the High Lord in question. But correct me if I'm wrong.
If it has been banned in the Oathlands, I would think there would be a more public proclamation posted somewhere, either from the Faith, or the High Lord in question. But correct me if I'm wrong.
Written By Sina
June 24, 2018, 1:04 p.m.(1/26/1009 AR)
I thought about commenting again about the argument that has resurfaced in response to the decree of the Dominus... and I've decided that I've already said enough on this matter.
Today I visit the Temple of Jayus. It should be interesting to see what it looks like after the annual destruction.
Today I visit the Temple of Jayus. It should be interesting to see what it looks like after the annual destruction.
Written By Sina
June 21, 2018, 9:09 a.m.(1/19/1009 AR)
The Sentinel. Lagoma. These shrines I have visited as well. I have offered prayers to Our Lady of Change, and now, I am at peace within my soul. There is a warmth that has settled there; a sense of rightness, and it is invigorating. The winds have changed, and so too now does my path. I do not walk it alone, no. I walk that path by the light of Lagoma's holy flame, knowing that it is the right one. And I have spoken at length with Father Orazio about my desire to become Godsworn, and I have been accepted, despite my flaws.
I know that at least one person may be disappointed to read these words. But it is what I have chosen, and now I cannot be swayed. And it is a choice. Though I feel the call within me, it is my choice whether or not to answer and take it up. I could set it aside, ignore it if I wished, and go on to a life of babies and marriage, and all of those things that are expected of a young woman my age. I know that I am young to be making this decision. But my reasons for doing so are many, and my own. What it comes down to, again, is where do I feel most useful? Where can I do the most good with the time that is given to me in this life?
And so now, I turn my attention to the planning of a ceremony and taking my vows. I do not know where this new path will take me, but I have faith that it will lead true. Meanwhile, I continue my tour. Today, I visit the Shrine of Limerance (how fitting) and the Shrine of Gloria.
I know that at least one person may be disappointed to read these words. But it is what I have chosen, and now I cannot be swayed. And it is a choice. Though I feel the call within me, it is my choice whether or not to answer and take it up. I could set it aside, ignore it if I wished, and go on to a life of babies and marriage, and all of those things that are expected of a young woman my age. I know that I am young to be making this decision. But my reasons for doing so are many, and my own. What it comes down to, again, is where do I feel most useful? Where can I do the most good with the time that is given to me in this life?
And so now, I turn my attention to the planning of a ceremony and taking my vows. I do not know where this new path will take me, but I have faith that it will lead true. Meanwhile, I continue my tour. Today, I visit the Shrine of Limerance (how fitting) and the Shrine of Gloria.
Written By Sina
June 20, 2018, 12:16 p.m.(1/18/1009 AR)
Today, I'll be visiting the Shrine of the First Choice, and then on to the Lodge of Petrichor. But first, I have some work to do, as I've been given leave to work on a project for the Society of Explorers, and the Scholars, which I am quite excited about.
Written By Sina
June 19, 2018, 10:11 a.m.(1/16/1009 AR)
Today I've decided to visit the Shrine of Gild as I continue my tour of the shrines and holy places within the city. So far, I have visited the Shrine of Mangata, and her altar and statue on the beach, the Shrine of the Lost, and the Shrine of the Queen of Endings. It is a very small start, and I have much further to go, but I am determined to visit each and every one, that I might learn more about the Gods and pray.
So, on to Gild. Goddess of wayward travelers and pilgrims, Goddess of charity, Goddess of good fortune and prosperity. And so I go to pray.
So, on to Gild. Goddess of wayward travelers and pilgrims, Goddess of charity, Goddess of good fortune and prosperity. And so I go to pray.
Written By Sina
June 18, 2018, 11:57 a.m.(1/14/1009 AR)
So far I have visited the Shrine of Mangata and the Shrine of the Lost. Now I move on to the Shrine of the Queen of Endings. I have made a small offering to place upon the altar here as well. I find that I am more and more inspired in the little offerings that I create, the more I create them. I feel as though my artistic intuition is coming alive with these visits. I look forward to visiting the Shrine of Jayus, which I think shall be next on my list of stops, tomorrow.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 8:40 p.m.(1/12/1009 AR)
What a strange man I met today. He said he was a Scholar of Vellichor, but I have never heard his name before. I do recall seeing him once before, but he claims to have no memory of it. I am somewhat forgettable, I suppose. Servants usually are.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 6:24 p.m.(1/12/1009 AR)
Now that I have returned from the tour of the Isles, it is time to devote some time to self-reflection. Over the next two weeks, I have decided to dedicate some time to visiting each of the shrines to all of the Thirteen Gods of the Pantheon. To worship and pray, to learn more about each one, and to speak with the Disciples and Godsworn there if I have the opportunity and learn more of each of the Gods. I've also decided to handcraft an offering for each altar that I might have a small vessel in which to carry my prayers to the Gods.
My first stop was to the Shrine of Mangata, and then down to the beaches to her lovely altar there as well. I was so inspired by the tour of the Isles, it felt only right to visit her altar first, that I might give thanks for her many blessings and for the bounty of the sea, and her protection against the darkness. The Isles and all who live there are constantly in my thoughts, and I can only pray for their continued safety and protection in the coming years.
My first stop was to the Shrine of Mangata, and then down to the beaches to her lovely altar there as well. I was so inspired by the tour of the Isles, it felt only right to visit her altar first, that I might give thanks for her many blessings and for the bounty of the sea, and her protection against the darkness. The Isles and all who live there are constantly in my thoughts, and I can only pray for their continued safety and protection in the coming years.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 1:25 p.m.(1/12/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Aleksei
Blessed Aleksei will be sorely missed within the Faith. He has been a guiding influence in my life. I hope that he finds peace on whatever new path lies before him. To leave the Faith from such a high position within its ranks... it must have been important.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 7:44 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
I do not know Mistress Shard, but what I can say is that these types of comments are unproductive. Debate is all well and good, but it should be a respectful sharing of ideas and beliefs. Once you go down that road of disrespect and name-calling, you only fuel the flames of conflict and division.
Sir Preston is one of the staunchest supporters of the Orthodoxy of the Faith. His faith is one of absolutes, including absolute loyalty to the Gods and obedience to the decrees of the Dominus. That is his path. While I may not always agree with Sir Preston in matters of philosophy or approach, he is worthy of respect as a leader in his own right within the Faith, and as a devoted servant of the Gods.
It was never my intention to bicker or cause bickering. Only to encourage discussion and thought in hopes of opening our hearts and minds to civil discourse. Since it has now officially turned to name-calling, I am bowing out.
Sir Preston is one of the staunchest supporters of the Orthodoxy of the Faith. His faith is one of absolutes, including absolute loyalty to the Gods and obedience to the decrees of the Dominus. That is his path. While I may not always agree with Sir Preston in matters of philosophy or approach, he is worthy of respect as a leader in his own right within the Faith, and as a devoted servant of the Gods.
It was never my intention to bicker or cause bickering. Only to encourage discussion and thought in hopes of opening our hearts and minds to civil discourse. Since it has now officially turned to name-calling, I am bowing out.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 5:25 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Preston
That is to say, anyone who is a layperson.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 4:40 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Preston
While the Dominus' words are not to be denied, I think perhaps denying the ability of the populace in general to ask questions and explore the reasons for the pronouncement is a bit harsh. As a Scholar of Vellichor, questions are of paramount importance to me, regardless of the situation, so that we might gain a better understanding of a thing. Discussion and debate can be healthy in some circumstances, and while the decision will likely not change, it is an opportunity for us, as representatives of the Faith, to address those concerns and questions and even solidify our own stance on the matter.
As I discuss and debate the matter here in the journals, I find that my own questions are answered, after reviewing and considering the responses of others. If we are not free to discuss matters, even if they are decreed by the most beloved of the Gods, then we are not following the precepts of Vellichor, who is the God of Knowledge, nor of the Thirteenth, whose precepts ask us to examine a situation from all angles. To accept these matters on blind faith alone, while understandable for some, is not something that everyone is able to do. Discussion and deep reflection is needed in order to ease the transition into this new policy.
As it stands, I was at first disheartened by the pronouncement, but my questions and the discussion with others has assured me that it is the right course. I, like many, had a knee-jerk reaction to the situation and saw at first the alarming potential for that very schism the Dominus is hoping to avoid. But then, on thought, prayer and reflection as well as discussion and questions, I have come to realize that this situation is not as dire as it seems. It is simply that if one wishes to be a Disciple of the Faith, one cannot also follow the ways of Shamanism. But there's nothing in what the Dominius said to prevent anyone from 'walking both paths' as far as worship goes.
As I discuss and debate the matter here in the journals, I find that my own questions are answered, after reviewing and considering the responses of others. If we are not free to discuss matters, even if they are decreed by the most beloved of the Gods, then we are not following the precepts of Vellichor, who is the God of Knowledge, nor of the Thirteenth, whose precepts ask us to examine a situation from all angles. To accept these matters on blind faith alone, while understandable for some, is not something that everyone is able to do. Discussion and deep reflection is needed in order to ease the transition into this new policy.
As it stands, I was at first disheartened by the pronouncement, but my questions and the discussion with others has assured me that it is the right course. I, like many, had a knee-jerk reaction to the situation and saw at first the alarming potential for that very schism the Dominus is hoping to avoid. But then, on thought, prayer and reflection as well as discussion and questions, I have come to realize that this situation is not as dire as it seems. It is simply that if one wishes to be a Disciple of the Faith, one cannot also follow the ways of Shamanism. But there's nothing in what the Dominius said to prevent anyone from 'walking both paths' as far as worship goes.
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 3:45 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Clara
But would you allow the initiation of someone into the deeper mysteries of your faith without knowing they are fully dedicated to that path?
Written By Sina
June 17, 2018, 2:15 a.m.(1/11/1009 AR)
Welcome to the world, Prince Danse Thrax.
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