Written By Teagan
March 28, 2019, 11:20 p.m.(10/27/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaston
I miss my brother.
I even miss his attempts to put new fissures in the table in the hall.
I even miss his attempts to put new fissures in the table in the hall.
Written By Teagan
March 26, 2019, 7:02 p.m.(10/22/1010 AR)
My diplomatic envoy ahead of Sir Preston's forces was a successful one. There are many Abandoned out there who seek asylum and are willing to bend the knee. There may be those who look upon the Abandoned with disdain in recent days, but we must not forget that the actions of a few do not paint the whole.
The Cloudspine welcomes those who are willing to bend the knee and swear fealty. They suffer as much as any of us when the raiding parties of the dangerous, warring clans set themselves afield. Perhaps moreso, without the aid of shelter, the watchful eye of neighboring Houses and knights, or the tender hand of Mercies.
Those that Blackram welcomed in will now have all of this and more: the familial embrace of the Compact. I appreciate Princess Reese, Dame Esoka, and Brother Gregory for their assistance in the outreach efforts and of course, Sir Preston for his crusade in working to make the Red Mountains and -- by extension -- the Oathlands safer as a whole.
The Cloudspine welcomes those who are willing to bend the knee and swear fealty. They suffer as much as any of us when the raiding parties of the dangerous, warring clans set themselves afield. Perhaps moreso, without the aid of shelter, the watchful eye of neighboring Houses and knights, or the tender hand of Mercies.
Those that Blackram welcomed in will now have all of this and more: the familial embrace of the Compact. I appreciate Princess Reese, Dame Esoka, and Brother Gregory for their assistance in the outreach efforts and of course, Sir Preston for his crusade in working to make the Red Mountains and -- by extension -- the Oathlands safer as a whole.
Written By Teagan
March 1, 2019, 7:35 p.m.(8/28/1010 AR)
I am afraid to sleep of late. My dreams have been tumultuous.
I fear what I will see there.
My dreams bring no answers and my waking hours bring even fewer.
What am I become?
I fear what I will see there.
My dreams bring no answers and my waking hours bring even fewer.
What am I become?
Written By Teagan
Feb. 15, 2019, 10:32 a.m.(7/28/1010 AR)
I fear I live in a world gone mad, where men wear pride as armor and rally behind would-be murderers.
My sleep is fitful, dreams full of forests on fire and rivers of blood. Of death lists so long they spill off my desk, with the unfettered ambition crushing my fingers and pen so to not complete the letters of sympathy and apology. What are we become in the face of ambition and pride?
My sleep is fitful, dreams full of forests on fire and rivers of blood. Of death lists so long they spill off my desk, with the unfettered ambition crushing my fingers and pen so to not complete the letters of sympathy and apology. What are we become in the face of ambition and pride?
Written By Teagan
Feb. 6, 2019, 5:06 p.m.(7/10/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Peri
And that is, Lady Peri, an honest approach to the query. One I appreciate and praise you for.
In your approach, I would at least hope you may at least acknowledge your change in opinion when (and if) it changes. What I spoke on, however, are those who pretend as if their prior behavior never existed in the first place. It is particularly alarming in the case of those people who are decision-makers. In the case of people who proclaim themselves to be mediators or diplomats. Especially those who proclaim to be able to act as mediators. If they are one day dragging the names of others on a topic and decrying it, but then the next are attempting to make a name for themselves and to glean praise in support of that very topic...
...how is the general public meant to trust them as an unbiased party?
The purpose of discourse and debate is to sway minds and some of ours may be changed, yes. The recent story from one Skapti Thrallson regarding his own history gave me (and I imagine others) much to think about regarding the topic. While I do not support an immediate end to thralldom for the economic reasonings, I also now understand the other reasons he presented: it provides an alternative to death. Due to my station, that is something I never would have considered before. That is the sort of thing discourse allows. And had I not already been in support (for other reasons) of its continuation, it is highly likely I would have changed my mind for that reason alone.
In your approach, I would at least hope you may at least acknowledge your change in opinion when (and if) it changes. What I spoke on, however, are those who pretend as if their prior behavior never existed in the first place. It is particularly alarming in the case of those people who are decision-makers. In the case of people who proclaim themselves to be mediators or diplomats. Especially those who proclaim to be able to act as mediators. If they are one day dragging the names of others on a topic and decrying it, but then the next are attempting to make a name for themselves and to glean praise in support of that very topic...
...how is the general public meant to trust them as an unbiased party?
The purpose of discourse and debate is to sway minds and some of ours may be changed, yes. The recent story from one Skapti Thrallson regarding his own history gave me (and I imagine others) much to think about regarding the topic. While I do not support an immediate end to thralldom for the economic reasonings, I also now understand the other reasons he presented: it provides an alternative to death. Due to my station, that is something I never would have considered before. That is the sort of thing discourse allows. And had I not already been in support (for other reasons) of its continuation, it is highly likely I would have changed my mind for that reason alone.
Written By Teagan
Feb. 5, 2019, 9:35 p.m.(7/9/1010 AR)
If you are very loudly and vehemently opposed to something in public and then rapidly turn around in support of the very same thing (also in public)? You begin to craft an image of being untrustworthy. Of being two-faced.
How is anyone to trust you and what you say? What you do?
How is anyone to trust you and what you say? What you do?
Written By Teagan
Feb. 5, 2019, 8:23 p.m.(7/8/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Vittorio
I foresee the Gilden Lord becoming a more regular companion in these coming days. Though I should not allow myself too many distractions, his own knowledge of ledgers and his insight into the economy (and how keen he himself is for finding ways to bring income to his household and his own pockets) might not cause me to stray too far off my own path.
In fact, in working together we may be an even greater strength than if we were to work alone.
In fact, in working together we may be an even greater strength than if we were to work alone.
Written By Teagan
Feb. 4, 2019, 8:35 p.m.(7/6/1010 AR)
How many children would you sacrifice to see your goal achieved?
How many would you be allow another sacrifice and still name them your hero? Would it matter who the child belonged to? Or is it easier if the child is not yours? Can we rally behind a cause and ignore the fields running red so long as the cause is one near and dear to our heart? Is blood shed acceptable so long as the end result is the result we champion?
My blood is more valid than your blood... Or is it their blood is more valid than the blood over there, perhaps, because how many of us are willing to shed our own, in the end? Oh, surely, many of us are fighters ourselves, but when we call to arms it is not merely ourselves that answer the cry. It is us, our brothers, our sisters, our friends, and many we do not know.
So whose blood is acceptable upon the field? 'No one's' is the answer of cowards. We know we march towards war. Blood will be shed.
I choose the blood of those willing to shed it at my side.
I choose the blood of those who would shed it for a better future.
I choose the blood of those who speak out against human sacrifice, rather than excusing it.
How many would you be allow another sacrifice and still name them your hero? Would it matter who the child belonged to? Or is it easier if the child is not yours? Can we rally behind a cause and ignore the fields running red so long as the cause is one near and dear to our heart? Is blood shed acceptable so long as the end result is the result we champion?
My blood is more valid than your blood... Or is it their blood is more valid than the blood over there, perhaps, because how many of us are willing to shed our own, in the end? Oh, surely, many of us are fighters ourselves, but when we call to arms it is not merely ourselves that answer the cry. It is us, our brothers, our sisters, our friends, and many we do not know.
So whose blood is acceptable upon the field? 'No one's' is the answer of cowards. We know we march towards war. Blood will be shed.
I choose the blood of those willing to shed it at my side.
I choose the blood of those who would shed it for a better future.
I choose the blood of those who speak out against human sacrifice, rather than excusing it.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 23, 2019, 8:35 p.m.(6/10/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Victus
Your Grace, if you would like a better understanding on the differences between goats and sheep, I would be more than happy to speak with you on the subject as would any from the Cloudspine. I daresay we are experts.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 20, 2019, 4:32 p.m.(6/4/1010 AR)
I tread on dangerous waters, but I will not drown.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 17, 2019, 3:39 p.m.(5/18/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Lisebet
I am happy that there is joy to be found even in these stressful, trying times.
And it is a perfect time for flowers.
And it is a perfect time for flowers.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 15, 2019, 1:59 p.m.(5/13/1010 AR)
Some people are woefully short-sighted.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 14, 2019, 8:27 p.m.(5/11/1010 AR)
Sometimes, it is difficult to remember that diplomatic negotiations take time.
Some parties may be entirely satisfied with the proposal while others reject them outright and want to dither over a counter-proposal.
But we all must remember that while we can dine and talk, there are people out there suffering for our dragging of feet.
Some parties may be entirely satisfied with the proposal while others reject them outright and want to dither over a counter-proposal.
But we all must remember that while we can dine and talk, there are people out there suffering for our dragging of feet.
Written By Teagan
Jan. 10, 2019, 4:37 p.m.(5/3/1010 AR)
Had the Road been raised successfully, without a hitch, I imagine the very same people decrying it would be singing its praises.
Some people simply have a need to stand by the sidelines, wringing their hands and waiting to choose a side. These are the people that history will forget.
The Cloudspine stands at a crossroads right now, both literally and figuratively. However, Bellerive and Threerivers have been at odds for a long time. They have been in dispute over a stretch of land for quite some time. The road merely provided a catalyst and brought things to a head earlier rather than later. Those among you who simply need a reason to whine and moan can blame the road all you want, but these battles would have occurred at some point: they simply came sooner rather than later.
Did they come at a convenient time? No. But the Gods never give us trials when it is convenient and we should thank them for this because it is in the fire that we are tested and come out stronger than ever.
Some people simply have a need to stand by the sidelines, wringing their hands and waiting to choose a side. These are the people that history will forget.
The Cloudspine stands at a crossroads right now, both literally and figuratively. However, Bellerive and Threerivers have been at odds for a long time. They have been in dispute over a stretch of land for quite some time. The road merely provided a catalyst and brought things to a head earlier rather than later. Those among you who simply need a reason to whine and moan can blame the road all you want, but these battles would have occurred at some point: they simply came sooner rather than later.
Did they come at a convenient time? No. But the Gods never give us trials when it is convenient and we should thank them for this because it is in the fire that we are tested and come out stronger than ever.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 22, 2018, 5:31 a.m.(3/19/1010 AR)
Of late, I feel as if there is an emptiness in my life.
Like I have lost something important to me. I do not know what to do about it. I feel unanchored and adrift.
Like I have lost something important to me. I do not know what to do about it. I feel unanchored and adrift.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 18, 2018, 6:36 p.m.(3/12/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Mirk
Lord Mirk Halfshav answered my call for Lycene folktales with a rather timely one. Moreso than he -- or I -- might have known, in fact.
I am grateful for his offering and I hope to be able to provide something in kind someday, even if I am (as ever) hesitant to open-ended offers. One never knows when they may be called due or if one can ever pay their due. I like deals that are laid out upon the table and settled then, there, and done.
But perhaps making new allies is more important. Particularly in times such as these.
I am grateful for his offering and I hope to be able to provide something in kind someday, even if I am (as ever) hesitant to open-ended offers. One never knows when they may be called due or if one can ever pay their due. I like deals that are laid out upon the table and settled then, there, and done.
But perhaps making new allies is more important. Particularly in times such as these.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 15, 2018, 12:58 p.m.(3/6/1010 AR)
My quest for salacious books to stuff our library with has come to a pause.
I am elbow-deep in research due to a troubling letter send from my elder brother (wherever he may be). However, dear Scholar, if you should happen to catch word of a good tale I might purchase, do let a Lady know. And don't play coy with me, you know precisely the sort I'm looking for. I know what you lot get up to when you aren't penning our little diatribes here.
I am elbow-deep in research due to a troubling letter send from my elder brother (wherever he may be). However, dear Scholar, if you should happen to catch word of a good tale I might purchase, do let a Lady know. And don't play coy with me, you know precisely the sort I'm looking for. I know what you lot get up to when you aren't penning our little diatribes here.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 11, 2018, 4:46 p.m.(2/26/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaston
Before my brother fills the library with his books, I feel I ought to find some choice stories of my own.
..and no, they won't be romance novels. Perhaps some historical texts or treaties.
All right. They won't ALL be romance novels.
..and no, they won't be romance novels. Perhaps some historical texts or treaties.
All right. They won't ALL be romance novels.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 10, 2018, 3:19 a.m.(2/23/1010 AR)
I am considering taking on a protege, but in doing so I find that I am not wholly prepared for the responsibility. I want to be certain I am doing well by them. I find myself reaching out to those more experienced, knowledgable, and well-placed than I for advice and guidance before I set forth on this venture.
It makes me wonder if I shouldn't be perhaps seeking -- at least short-term -- a patron of my own to guide my path so I can be certain I am doing things right by family and self.
It makes me wonder if I shouldn't be perhaps seeking -- at least short-term -- a patron of my own to guide my path so I can be certain I am doing things right by family and self.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 8, 2018, 5:37 a.m.(2/19/1010 AR)
I am stretching my legs all the more of late.
A shame it has been so damnably cold. It will be nice come spring, when it is more enjoyable to be out and about.
A shame it has been so damnably cold. It will be nice come spring, when it is more enjoyable to be out and about.
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