Written By Shadow
April 23, 2017, 12:49 p.m.(4/28/1006 AR)
~Written in Northlands Shav~
The wedding I was invited to draws closer, And I am stuck between feeling sadness and joy. Sadness because I fear this will change much between me and the Princess I call Pink Ribbon. But Joy because I truly wish to see her happy, Wish to see her smile more. I can only hope that with this new change and path she will find herself on she will still have time to visit.
I am not sure I am ready for this wedding, I am not sure it is ready for me. But we shall see. Now to find the one marrying her so I can have a talk and make sure they know not to hurt her.. Not to make her cry in sadness.
The wedding I was invited to draws closer, And I am stuck between feeling sadness and joy. Sadness because I fear this will change much between me and the Princess I call Pink Ribbon. But Joy because I truly wish to see her happy, Wish to see her smile more. I can only hope that with this new change and path she will find herself on she will still have time to visit.
I am not sure I am ready for this wedding, I am not sure it is ready for me. But we shall see. Now to find the one marrying her so I can have a talk and make sure they know not to hurt her.. Not to make her cry in sadness.
Written By Shadow
April 17, 2017, 2:54 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Dulcinea
~Written in Northlands Shav~
I met this woman when aboard the bringer ship. She doesn't much like me and that is fine. I find myself that I would rather the company of rabid squirrels or feral cats than hers. Shavtastic, I mean who speaks like that? Calls someone that.. Fuck this place and its people confuses me.
I met this woman when aboard the bringer ship. She doesn't much like me and that is fine. I find myself that I would rather the company of rabid squirrels or feral cats than hers. Shavtastic, I mean who speaks like that? Calls someone that.. Fuck this place and its people confuses me.
Written By Shadow
April 13, 2017, 1:46 p.m.(4/8/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Esoka
~Written in Northlands Shav~
I spoke with the Dame from the forest, The one they call Dame GreenBlood. She seems to be a good sort, and thinks my plan shows merit and has some promise to it. She has offered her help which means I am perhaps one step closer to being able to help and do something about this siege to try and bring it closer to an end or at the very least help with the mood within the city and help to break the spirits of those outside its walls. I only hope I have the time and can find the rest of the help needed. Otherwise this is likely to be suicide.
I spoke with the Dame from the forest, The one they call Dame GreenBlood. She seems to be a good sort, and thinks my plan shows merit and has some promise to it. She has offered her help which means I am perhaps one step closer to being able to help and do something about this siege to try and bring it closer to an end or at the very least help with the mood within the city and help to break the spirits of those outside its walls. I only hope I have the time and can find the rest of the help needed. Otherwise this is likely to be suicide.
Written By Shadow
April 12, 2017, 2:01 a.m.(4/5/1006 AR)
~Written in Northlands Shav~
I went to deliver leathers to the dock today for the efforts outside of the city against the Gyre since the marines and other soldiers require some protection from the elements and storms out on the waters. Ended up running across some Major from the Crimson Blades and offering to help secure a ship. Well Fuck ships. FUCK SHIPS. First time on a ship and I get a piece carved out of me. Anyways should head back the rest of the way through the city, Long day for the pup and myself and need to stop this blood flow and could use a touch of rest. Tomorrow's another day, and perhaps another fight.
I went to deliver leathers to the dock today for the efforts outside of the city against the Gyre since the marines and other soldiers require some protection from the elements and storms out on the waters. Ended up running across some Major from the Crimson Blades and offering to help secure a ship. Well Fuck ships. FUCK SHIPS. First time on a ship and I get a piece carved out of me. Anyways should head back the rest of the way through the city, Long day for the pup and myself and need to stop this blood flow and could use a touch of rest. Tomorrow's another day, and perhaps another fight.
Written By Shadow
April 6, 2017, 5:15 p.m.(3/22/1006 AR)
~Written in Northern Shav~
The winter grows colder, I am not sure though if it is from the weather or simply from the sense of despair that clings to the air with the bringers outside the city walls and their army. Hopefully the siege will break soon and maybe when it does I can continue towards my dream of opening up a shop of my own if we survive this.. if I survive this. Though I don't much mind the garden sometimes the cold still gets to me. I have near shaken this damn cough though, Hopefully soon it will be little more than a distant memory.
The winter grows colder, I am not sure though if it is from the weather or simply from the sense of despair that clings to the air with the bringers outside the city walls and their army. Hopefully the siege will break soon and maybe when it does I can continue towards my dream of opening up a shop of my own if we survive this.. if I survive this. Though I don't much mind the garden sometimes the cold still gets to me. I have near shaken this damn cough though, Hopefully soon it will be little more than a distant memory.
Written By Shadow
April 6, 2017, 2:48 p.m.(3/22/1006 AR)
~Written in Northern Shav~
The days in the city grow longer the more the siege takes hold of this city. I long for the fields and forests outside these walls but know that such would be suicide for the moment with the army at the doorstep and how would I even get outside the city without being mistaken for one of the enemy? I am lucky that within the walls none have mistaken me for part of the bringer army.
I fear that this fighting will only serve to divide people more, There are already whispers of food scares in the lower boroughs.. I wish I could help them but the little I manage to catch right now I must use so me and the pup survive this.. So that we might fight another day. Though how many days remains in question.. The more time that passes the more I think I may need to attempt my other idea, One that will likely lead to not glory but only pain and death.
In death though for one like me it is simply another journey I suppose. Perhaps my other self is strong enough that the spirit would remain and be able to help further. Or perhaps I would survive, Though at what cost.. What would come of me, What would come of any who would go along with such a plan as that?
The days in the city grow longer the more the siege takes hold of this city. I long for the fields and forests outside these walls but know that such would be suicide for the moment with the army at the doorstep and how would I even get outside the city without being mistaken for one of the enemy? I am lucky that within the walls none have mistaken me for part of the bringer army.
I fear that this fighting will only serve to divide people more, There are already whispers of food scares in the lower boroughs.. I wish I could help them but the little I manage to catch right now I must use so me and the pup survive this.. So that we might fight another day. Though how many days remains in question.. The more time that passes the more I think I may need to attempt my other idea, One that will likely lead to not glory but only pain and death.
In death though for one like me it is simply another journey I suppose. Perhaps my other self is strong enough that the spirit would remain and be able to help further. Or perhaps I would survive, Though at what cost.. What would come of me, What would come of any who would go along with such a plan as that?
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:38 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
This certainly isn't my first siege, though I have to admit I much more prefer to be on the other side of the bloody fucking gates or harbor. Bloody fucking mess this entire damned thing.
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:35 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Once the Shamans gathered and called together a great thunderborn, Brought to fight the darkness. But now paths are lost, People are lost. The old beliefs slowly dwindling like the last light of a fire in the early hours of the morning. Is the strong belief of a few enough? Or like before are many needed with true belief.. and two selves.
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:17 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Asger
Seems okay, Like the Pine Marten. Still say he isn't a thief just curious. Hope he treats that cloak well..
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:14 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Lark
Princess of Birds - She has dominion over birds, Promised to not send them after me though if I behave. So must behave..well try.
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:13 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Sigurd
Giver of Wolf Pup - A good man, Honored his word. Gave a wolf pup in exchange for no more dead animals on doorstep of Nightgold.
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:12 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Valencia
Silky - A woman with warmth in her heart and a smile always ready on her lips.
Written By Shadow
April 2, 2017, 6:11 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Reese
Pink Ribbon - Skin of Iron but a soft heart, Kind and compassionate. Should smile more.
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