Written By Sabella
May 28, 2023, 9:52 p.m.(11/22/1019 AR)
It reminded me of Niklas and myself. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him. Right now, I've a bundle of his plays in my lap and as I reread over them, the pain that was brought when I learned of his passing will haunt me forever, but the memories we shared will also, forever sit with me and triumph over the bad. I am a better person in knowing him and being able to look back on those cherished memories means so much.
Our loved ones that are no longer with us will never truly be gone, instead they reside in our hearts. The friendships, and relationships we make should be something we all take time to invest in. To kindle the love of family, friends, wives and husbands, because when the going gets tough it's those moments you make with them that will stay with you forever.
Written By Sabella
May 26, 2023, 8:22 a.m.(11/17/1019 AR)
Relationship Note on Titus
Sometimes we get so wrapped up in what would've been, what we could have done different, that we forget that these past things are stepping stones for something greater in our future. That we shouldn't dwell on them too much and naught that we can't keep them in our hearts. Rather inspiration to be a better person, definitely.
To flow like a river, ever changing.
Written By Sabella
March 30, 2022, 4:32 p.m.(5/16/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Thea
By no means do I think it will be easy. I'm not really steady with hands when it comes to poking someone with a needle. Do forgive me ahead of time. However, I think this will be a good lesson and experience, so as long as I don't commit to be Thea's partner in crime when it comes to troublemaking. It does sound fun though.
Written By Sabella
Jan. 25, 2022, 5:44 p.m.(1/1/1017 AR)
Cherish what you have before it's taken from you. Hug your loved ones and tell them how much they mean to you. Never know if it's gonna be your last......
Written By Sabella
Jan. 20, 2022, 7:02 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)
Written By Sabella
May 3, 2021, 1:08 a.m.(5/26/1015 AR)
One of mine seems to be not looking past the tip of my nose. The charitable deeds I have done, the gifts I have given, the investments made, were all done with a heart set on seeing others uplifted. My dreams, implausible as they may be, are to end poverty and unite Arvum. Perhaps those dreams are foolish, but they have been the aim of my actions. I see things that must be righted, and I set what talents and resources available to me to doing that. I have never wished to attach strings to what I have done. But I have heard the criticism. I have seen the journals accusing me of wielding my gifts like a cudgel, describing the virtue of charity done without recognition. And I understand them. I do. No explanation I offer will excuse or justify the way I reacted and the subsequent white I stormed into the Archive to write.
I have written to Most Holy Aureth to offer my apology personally, and I offer another here to the people of the Compact, the people I yearn to represent properly as the People's Princess a title I hope to live up to. And I ask forgiveness from any I hurt with my actions.
Written By Sabella
May 2, 2021, 10:50 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Apollo
Written By Sabella
April 19, 2021, 3:12 p.m.(4/27/1015 AR)
I wrote a letter to Dominus Aureth expressing my concern as a disciple about the dismissal of Brigida from the position of Archlector and the provenance of the funds being used to smooth over any dishonor to Princess-Consort Alarissa and house Thrax. My concerns were summarily dismissed, informing me that my advocacy for Brigida is kind but comes without understanding. Yes! That is an understanding I was hoping to gain through my inquiry! Further, I was advised to turn my attention to my own house, "rather than making assumptions about matters entirely internal to the Faith." I realize that as a noble disciple, I did not hold the same bearing as a Godsworn member of the Faith, however, I had thought that my inquiry might be answered.
I will take the dominus' thoughtful suggestion, as I informed him, and focus upon my house and my people. I will turn my efforts toward the Crownlands and support the Crafter's Guild as I continue to honor Jayus and the Pantheon. As the dominus further elaborated, I was free to consider myself excused from my duty as a disciple - and so I have taken my leave.
Dearest members of the Compact, I suddenly find myself with more time on my hands, with more ability to help others. Do let me know if I can support your goals.
Written By Sabella
March 27, 2021, 1:31 a.m.(3/8/1015 AR)
It is a simple matter of fact. I have mostly kept to myself these weeks, yet the last few days appear to have opened something up within me. I have accepted more impromptu invitations, taken more meetings, allowed myself to indulge in fun - even silly! - things. And while I will continue to do all I can for the people of the Crownlands, I took important steps tonight toward understanding something just for me.
Reader, I have allowed myself to go out and breathe the air, to play in the snow and compete in games I could never win (congratulations, Noah!), and to experience the joy of other people's company. I never thought I relied on Niklas so much until I noticed how his absence dimmed my shine. Rather, how I let it. But I have been glowing these past few days, and I have no intention of stopping.
I do still wish Niklas would come back, though. Storytime for the children is less enjoyable without his help doing voices and pantomimes.
Written By Sabella
March 26, 2021, 3:55 a.m.(3/6/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Apollo
The choice to enter into a patronage relationship is one that must be considered carefully, yet I admit that had I not been so surprised by the idea of being his patron that I would have squealed with joy as I said "Yes!" It is humbling and inspiring to have him under my patronage. I can imagine that we will do inspired things together.
Written By Sabella
March 26, 2021, 3:43 a.m.(3/6/1015 AR)
It is far simpler to toss a snowball at Relara or Gareth than it is to toss a snowball at an adult. I did not expect that to be so, yet I do not think I managed to connect with a single person. The children and I have not spent as much time out enjoying the winter as we might usually, with Niklas away. He brightens everything! I hope no one tells my little darlings I played without them, they may never forgive me! Oh, but I did have fun, thanks to having such excellent company. What a fond memory I get to keep!
Written By Sabella
March 14, 2021, 11:25 a.m.(2/11/1015 AR)
All of this work is not without some moments to enjoy the the social scene of the city, however. I had the distinct pleasure of attending the welcome party for Lady Tila Sanna, who was wonderful to meet. There were so many notable individuals at the event, I know I didn't get the chance to say hello to everyone I should have. I hope to have the opportunity to speak with Lady Sanna in a less distracting environment soon, the little I did get to see of her made it apparent that she deserves more of my attention. Marquis Cirroch was a fantastic host, and I am grateful for his invitation. It was a shame cousin Sasha could not be there.
Niklas was unable to attend, as well. He has been out of the city for the past fortnight, working on a new play as I understand it. We, the children and I, miss him. And winter is fully settled upon the land. His travel back to the city is likely to be delayed longer.
Written By Sabella
Jan. 4, 2021, 9:41 p.m.(9/11/1014 AR)
Written By Sabella
Jan. 1, 2021, 8:25 p.m.(9/5/1014 AR)
This is a metaphor, dearlings, but also please keep the walnuts out of the brownies.
Written By Sabella
Jan. 1, 2021, 11:13 a.m.(9/4/1014 AR)
Though it has only been a few short days since getting back to the city, things have already been a whirlwind of excitement! Niklas and I found ourselves the center of an unexpected 'family reunion' at Lottie's with Elizabetha, Wash, Catalana, and Cecilia (with a few others mingling). Niklas and I are planning a ball! Inspiration strikes when you least expect it. And the children were feeling a bit fussy and lonely, so I arranged for the three Ashford children to visit overnight. I am thinking it would be good to arrange regular activities for the children so they can stay active and build relationships early - like I was able to with the Bislands.
Written By Sabella
Dec. 20, 2020, 8:53 p.m.(8/9/1014 AR)
Written By Sabella
Dec. 20, 2020, 8:52 p.m.(8/9/1014 AR)
Written By Sabella
Dec. 14, 2020, 12:18 p.m.(7/24/1014 AR)
Written By Sabella
Dec. 13, 2020, 9:23 p.m.(7/23/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Niklas
Written By Sabella
Dec. 13, 2020, 9:22 p.m.(7/23/1014 AR)
But let me thank by name those who made donations and should I forget one please let me know!
Princess Gwenna, Lady Esme, Princess Damiana, Master Orick, Lady Brianna, Prince Niklas, Marquessa Reigna, Mistress Tanith, Lord Jyri, Princess Graziella, Lady Eirene, Lord Haakon, and Marquis Dio!
And to all who bid and lost or bid and won, thank you thank you! All the funds have been turned over to Sir Porter!
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