Written By Ysbail
March 18, 2019, 3:51 a.m.(10/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Avary
I am struck by Archlector Avary's white entry on the nature of truth, especially in the wake of the madness that seems to be spreading throughout the Oathlands. How people claiming to have righteous intentions use whatever means necessary to justify their own greed and bloodlust.
Written By Ysbail
March 18, 2019, 3:31 a.m.(10/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Valencia
As always Princess your gentleness is a balm, a reminder that even in the most disheartening moments, the Compact is not without gentleness and compassion.
Written By Ysbail
March 18, 2019, 3:26 a.m.(10/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Asger
Ours has always been a tumultuous friendship, with each of us shouldering blame for the way events steered our lives.
Only time will tell if I end up missing you, but I regret the way you died.
Maybe the dream of finding peace and acceptance within the compact is more far-fetched than I ever realized.
Only time will tell if I end up missing you, but I regret the way you died.
Maybe the dream of finding peace and acceptance within the compact is more far-fetched than I ever realized.
Written By Ysbail
March 9, 2019, 5:05 p.m.(9/16/1010 AR)
It is interesting thing grief.
It drives one to all kinds of strange actions, some seek solace in the arms of a lover, an assertion of life in the face of grim reality. Others will plunge themselves into their work or a cause, something that can detract from the regrets and woes. Still, others seek revenge, to mete out punishment on those they feel did them the wrong.
It can make one stupid. Ready to accept whatever easy answers we are given. Or else it can drive one to seek out truths that simply do not exist.
In regard to the Moore family - and the unfortunate call of bounties on the Crown's Lands...
One has to wonder why the lady was picnicking outside the safety of the city walls, to begin with, or for that matter why she did not take a sufficient guard to ensure her safety. More curious still, Prima Shard's finding of the body. Especially since the Prima's own Capitan also died a rather bloody death recently. Ill luck indeed.
But I imagine for most what matters, in the end, is the blame. And it's easiest to lay blame on the wolves I suppose.
But who knows. I certainly don't.
It drives one to all kinds of strange actions, some seek solace in the arms of a lover, an assertion of life in the face of grim reality. Others will plunge themselves into their work or a cause, something that can detract from the regrets and woes. Still, others seek revenge, to mete out punishment on those they feel did them the wrong.
It can make one stupid. Ready to accept whatever easy answers we are given. Or else it can drive one to seek out truths that simply do not exist.
In regard to the Moore family - and the unfortunate call of bounties on the Crown's Lands...
One has to wonder why the lady was picnicking outside the safety of the city walls, to begin with, or for that matter why she did not take a sufficient guard to ensure her safety. More curious still, Prima Shard's finding of the body. Especially since the Prima's own Capitan also died a rather bloody death recently. Ill luck indeed.
But I imagine for most what matters, in the end, is the blame. And it's easiest to lay blame on the wolves I suppose.
But who knows. I certainly don't.
Written By Ysbail
March 1, 2019, 12:56 p.m.(8/28/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Ahriman
As a Prodigal Shaman, and a Member of the Peerage, there are things I have come to accept about living in the compact. My tattoos will likely always set me apart. I do not regret them because of this, they are a part of me and my history. Part of what marked me as a spiritual leader of my people for many years prior to bending the knee to the Crovane so long ago. But it is strange how something that was in my youth a mark of distinction and great honor becomes something shameful and to be feared within the compact. It leaves an immediate impression upon those who first meet me - and there are a number of people who never bother beyond that first impression. Secondly, that my presence in a shrine seems to confuse those who mistakenly believe that the philosophies offered by the old ways must by their very nature be incompatible with the Faith.
And yet here is a man who has experienced the worst the tribes of the abandoned have to offer - and the surreal experience of encountering someone who may have looked very like the captors who held him for 15 long years, in the Shrine of Lagoma.
And he still extended his hand in the offer of mutual friendship.
For this, he shall always have my deepest respect.
And yet here is a man who has experienced the worst the tribes of the abandoned have to offer - and the surreal experience of encountering someone who may have looked very like the captors who held him for 15 long years, in the Shrine of Lagoma.
And he still extended his hand in the offer of mutual friendship.
For this, he shall always have my deepest respect.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 26, 2019, 6:48 a.m.(8/21/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Vitalis
Rare is it that you meet someone who seems to understand the poetry of the landscape, while still making you laugh at silly cheese puns. Such kindness, generosity, and honor are rare in the world, and yet you seem to have these in spades. As well as a charming ass. Yes, I mean the Donkey.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 18, 2019, 3:34 a.m.(8/5/1010 AR)
Lady Valencia's Sip and Spar is always a lovely event.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 14, 2019, 9:11 a.m.(7/25/1010 AR)
Every failure, every shortcoming is a lesson.
Even if that lesson is simply to slow down and enjoy life a little more.
Even if that lesson is simply to slow down and enjoy life a little more.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 11, 2019, 10:24 p.m.(7/21/1010 AR)
Ambition becomes only ash and cinder.
In the end, what was the point of all the effort if it only ended once more in failure?
In the end, what was the point of all the effort if it only ended once more in failure?
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 8, 2019, 3:03 a.m.(7/13/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Audric
You still owe me that drink and story.
What a way to go.
What a way to go.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 4, 2019, 4:55 a.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Khanne
I'm glad to hear you feel better Lady Khanne, but yes there is always more work to be done regardless. It would be nice to get a break every now and again. Wouldn't it?
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 4, 2019, 4:54 a.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Eilonwy
You never cease to amaze me sometimes. Thank you for the work you do for the household.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 4, 2019, 4:51 a.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
How did Summer get here so fast?
Planning for the Northern Games is slow going but I think we could use the spot of light-hearted cheer and fun of such a set of events! Princess Drea has promised to help with the setup but getting things scheduled and set seems to be the trick.
Maybe a few enterprising souls will volunteer to help run things.
Planning for the Northern Games is slow going but I think we could use the spot of light-hearted cheer and fun of such a set of events! Princess Drea has promised to help with the setup but getting things scheduled and set seems to be the trick.
Maybe a few enterprising souls will volunteer to help run things.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 4, 2019, 4:40 a.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
It isn't until it is time to record something in the whites that I realize just how fragile and illusory this sense of peace we have been dealing with is. People write with such passion, spewing bile and venom at anyone who does not think in the exact same fashion that they do out of fear.
None of the options left to us are good ones, there is no choice that does not have some form of serious disadvantage and anyone trying to claim otherwise is trying to sell you something. Passion is good, but it's also dangerous when left untempered by common sense. It is easy to stand on a soapbox telling others what you think they should do. Easy to take the perceived moral high road - and handwave the costs.
If I've learned anything in my time as a Citizen of the Compact it is that very few things are ever what they seem.
In the end, I hardly expect that anyone will read this, or that it will have any impact at all on the lack of civility. But it feels good to get the thought off my chest nonetheless.
None of the options left to us are good ones, there is no choice that does not have some form of serious disadvantage and anyone trying to claim otherwise is trying to sell you something. Passion is good, but it's also dangerous when left untempered by common sense. It is easy to stand on a soapbox telling others what you think they should do. Easy to take the perceived moral high road - and handwave the costs.
If I've learned anything in my time as a Citizen of the Compact it is that very few things are ever what they seem.
In the end, I hardly expect that anyone will read this, or that it will have any impact at all on the lack of civility. But it feels good to get the thought off my chest nonetheless.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 3, 2019, 11:55 p.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Domonico
Lord, I feel like you are deep down a rather mischevious soul.
Written By Ysbail
Feb. 3, 2019, 11:54 p.m.(7/5/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Jasher
I will remind the steward next time to pick Thraxian fair. It's sure to be an evening to remember for all involved.
Written By Ysbail
Jan. 30, 2019, 1:55 p.m.(6/24/1010 AR)
The more I learn - The more I realize I just don't know.
Knowledge can be just as dangerous as ignorance.
Knowledge can be just as dangerous as ignorance.
Written By Ysbail
Jan. 30, 2019, 2:48 a.m.(6/23/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Helena
My dear sweet friend, I shall always be happy to listen whenever you have the need.
Written By Ysbail
Jan. 28, 2019, 11:46 a.m.(6/20/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Jasher
I always feel guilty for getting you into mischief my friend. I can also think of no one else I'd prefer as an ally.
Written By Ysbail
Jan. 28, 2019, 11:44 a.m.(6/20/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Drea
It is truly good to have you back in the city with us, even if I wish the circumstances were far better.
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