Written By Viviana
July 8, 2024, 6:21 p.m.(8/9/1022 AR)
-- it's almost *too* peaceful.
Written By Viviana
June 23, 2024, 7:01 a.m.(7/6/1022 AR)
speaking with the Crimson Countess is not for the weak of heart.
Written By Viviana
May 28, 2024, 1:14 p.m.(5/10/1022 AR)
Now, the seas feel this way.
Solaris -- my newly minted vessel, hopefully, the new lead of a potential fleet that will follow. Being at sea is a blend of tranquility and thrill that's bound to the rhythms of nature. It's a feeling of losing one's self, a momentary escape from the ground-bound ties.
I imagine that flying feels the same.
Written By Viviana
May 12, 2024, 8:17 p.m.(4/7/1022 AR)
Perhaps even more than this --
Written By Viviana
May 5, 2024, 9:20 p.m.(3/21/1022 AR)
Written By Viviana
April 10, 2024, 10:06 p.m.(1/27/1022 AR)
Foot tap-tap-tap, boot thump-thump-thump. Heart thrum-thrum-thrum. Fingers on the pulse of the world around me for the moment, in rhythm, stepping into the training ring with the familiarity of greeting a long-lost lover. I circle the perimeter of the space, stretching my legs in a walk, curling my hands toward the sky above in a spine-lengthening stretch as I consider the faceless others training and watching. I offer anyone in the benches a bow, loose-limbed, duelist-cocky - removing the peace-ties on Gloaming before I salute them all with the blade.
I claim the space around me, presence emphasized by the live diamondplate that I wield for *fun* against myself. My smile is a lazy, privately amused sort of thing - for me, myself - alone. Tracing the tip of the rapier to the sand as I circle once, creating an outline as though the sword were quill. It isn't, but I must put forth the same meticulous care required for calligraphy - leaping once midway, a dancer warming up. I close the spiral, tight, switching the sword from my off-hand - the one that escapes the periphery of my sightless (but insightful) left eye -- to the left hand, dominant, and I start to dance with her blade, against an unseen opponent.
I turn - once, twice, and leap forward. A doe across rushing water. Some Lycene duelists give their various moves names that sound like poetry. Maybe it is. Thrust, to the heart of the unseen opponent, between the ribs. I hiss through my teeth, bright green eye narrowing with vicious joy -- shamelessly enjoying myself, this sparring match against a shadow of a cantrip that provides me with a passing entertainment. The shadow disperses like ink dropped into water. Then, a few steps ahead -- it takes shape again, edges glittering sky-iron sharp. I feint too soon, roll into a hit, then deflect the next strike and dance back --
Written By Viviana
Feb. 4, 2024, 10:29 a.m.(9/6/1021 AR)
Get well never.
Always,
V.
Written By Viviana
Jan. 30, 2024, 12:56 p.m.(8/24/1021 AR)
There were dragons --
Thank you, Blessed Felix Meadson, for the storta you made for me when I first returned from Setarco and joined the Champions. Sundown meant so much, and I sacrificed her in defense of the city.
Thank you, Mirari Corsetina, master weaponsmith for the glorious rapier that you crafted for me mere days before the final siege. Vanity was beautiful -- and she served me well, with my magic as I danced with my blade on the deck of Freedom's Phantasm in the bloody rain.
Thank you, Aleksei Morgan, for saving my life. I owe you. Nothing huge. Like a buddy punch to the shoulder. Maybe a firm handshake.
Thank you, Lianne -- for your practicality and foresight.
There were bigger sacrifices, but those are not my stories to tell.
With magic.
We are magic.
We will never forget.
Written By Viviana
Jan. 19, 2024, 6:24 a.m.(8/2/1021 AR)
Written By Viviana
Jan. 12, 2024, 11:21 p.m.(7/17/1021 AR)
Verona.
It amazes the fuck out of me. She amazes me.
I would be vague, but, she is I and we.
Never do I regret it, saving her, me - myself - and her -- that she deserved that right eye.
Here's to our future.
No matter what side of the reflection glass you're borne on.
Written By Viviana
Nov. 13, 2023, 1:16 a.m.(3/7/1021 AR)
On the surface, I wonder if the composition of our bloody humors are similar to that of sea water -- it would make so much sense -- why my head and my heart keep getting pulled to the beaches, eye on that horizon.
I await spring.
Written By Viviana
Nov. 9, 2023, 3:49 a.m.(2/28/1021 AR)
But, I'll accept being the sharpest Whisper.
Written By Viviana
Nov. 6, 2023, 9:52 a.m.(2/22/1021 AR)
You are
(alive --)
at sea, and there
is nowhere else you
(me, we, us and her and them)
would rather be.
Written By Viviana
Nov. 5, 2023, 3:03 p.m.(2/20/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Galatea
Written By Viviana
Nov. 5, 2023, 3:02 p.m.(2/20/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Ravana
Written By Viviana
April 4, 2022, 11:12 p.m.(5/27/1017 AR)
Just.
Never open the wardrobe door or you'll find yourself smothered by silks and leathers.
Written By Viviana
March 13, 2022, 7:51 p.m.(4/11/1017 AR)
Watch out Compact.
Written By Viviana
March 5, 2022, 2:17 p.m.(3/22/1017 AR)
Written By Viviana
March 5, 2022, 2:05 p.m.(3/22/1017 AR)
I relived it. Me told me to run. I froze. Because I thought about us. I thought about those few steps I took in Grayhold, at Bastion, before I left to help others evacuate. Those insects. Hate them. I was gone. Then, the voices cut through and the thick of the fight was suddenly -- loud, obtrusive, real, foul -- and I let it go. There's nothing of the coward in that. I realized that. I never thought to thank us for that. I took it personally. I took it to heart. I took it to my core, and I'm not lying if I say that I still think that it could be a coward's move. But -- that was the turning point, wasn't it.
No, it's not a question, Lei. Statement. It was the turning of the point. It's not cowardice. Perhaps it's selfishness.
I'll deal with that.
Written By Viviana
March 4, 2022, 3:52 p.m.(3/20/1017 AR)
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