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Written By Viviana

May 12, 2024, 8:17 p.m.(4/7/1022 AR)

I refuse to be bound by expectations. One day, I will be a Queenmaker.

Perhaps even more than this --

Written By Viviana

May 5, 2024, 9:20 p.m.(3/21/1022 AR)

A sea of ghost ships -- skeletons -- and cracked black glass.

Written By Viviana

April 10, 2024, 10:06 p.m.(1/27/1022 AR)

I've a song in my heart.

Foot tap-tap-tap, boot thump-thump-thump. Heart thrum-thrum-thrum. Fingers on the pulse of the world around me for the moment, in rhythm, stepping into the training ring with the familiarity of greeting a long-lost lover. I circle the perimeter of the space, stretching my legs in a walk, curling my hands toward the sky above in a spine-lengthening stretch as I consider the faceless others training and watching. I offer anyone in the benches a bow, loose-limbed, duelist-cocky - removing the peace-ties on Gloaming before I salute them all with the blade.

I claim the space around me, presence emphasized by the live diamondplate that I wield for *fun* against myself. My smile is a lazy, privately amused sort of thing - for me, myself - alone. Tracing the tip of the rapier to the sand as I circle once, creating an outline as though the sword were quill. It isn't, but I must put forth the same meticulous care required for calligraphy - leaping once midway, a dancer warming up. I close the spiral, tight, switching the sword from my off-hand - the one that escapes the periphery of my sightless (but insightful) left eye -- to the left hand, dominant, and I start to dance with her blade, against an unseen opponent.

I turn - once, twice, and leap forward. A doe across rushing water. Some Lycene duelists give their various moves names that sound like poetry. Maybe it is. Thrust, to the heart of the unseen opponent, between the ribs. I hiss through my teeth, bright green eye narrowing with vicious joy -- shamelessly enjoying myself, this sparring match against a shadow of a cantrip that provides me with a passing entertainment. The shadow disperses like ink dropped into water. Then, a few steps ahead -- it takes shape again, edges glittering sky-iron sharp. I feint too soon, roll into a hit, then deflect the next strike and dance back --

Written By Viviana

Feb. 4, 2024, 10:29 a.m.(9/6/1021 AR)

To the enemies of the Compact, past and future --

Get well never.

Always,

V.

Written By Viviana

Jan. 30, 2024, 12:56 p.m.(8/24/1021 AR)

We broke the siege.

There were dragons --




Thank you, Blessed Felix Meadson, for the storta you made for me when I first returned from Setarco and joined the Champions. Sundown meant so much, and I sacrificed her in defense of the city.

Thank you, Mirari Corsetina, master weaponsmith for the glorious rapier that you crafted for me mere days before the final siege. Vanity was beautiful -- and she served me well, with my magic as I danced with my blade on the deck of Freedom's Phantasm in the bloody rain.

Thank you, Aleksei Morgan, for saving my life. I owe you. Nothing huge. Like a buddy punch to the shoulder. Maybe a firm handshake.

Thank you, Lianne -- for your practicality and foresight.

There were bigger sacrifices, but those are not my stories to tell.

With magic.

We are magic.

We will never forget.

Written By Viviana

Jan. 19, 2024, 6:24 a.m.(8/2/1021 AR)

My sword, forged from star iron, Nightfall -- I wield against the enemies of the city we hold close to our hearts, in service of the Whisper House.

Written By Viviana

Jan. 12, 2024, 11:21 p.m.(7/17/1021 AR)

She was there all along --

Verona.

It amazes the fuck out of me. She amazes me.

I would be vague, but, she is I and we.

Never do I regret it, saving her, me - myself - and her -- that she deserved that right eye.

Here's to our future.

No matter what side of the reflection glass you're borne on.

Written By Viviana

Nov. 13, 2023, 1:16 a.m.(3/7/1021 AR)

I am unfamiliar with so much about what makes us.

On the surface, I wonder if the composition of our bloody humors are similar to that of sea water -- it would make so much sense -- why my head and my heart keep getting pulled to the beaches, eye on that horizon.

I await spring.

Written By Viviana

Nov. 9, 2023, 3:49 a.m.(2/28/1021 AR)

Not the brightest - not the sweetest --

But, I'll accept being the sharpest Whisper.

Written By Viviana

Nov. 6, 2023, 9:52 a.m.(2/22/1021 AR)

When you close your eyes and take a deep breath, savoring the moment.

You are
(alive --)
at sea, and there
is nowhere else you
(me, we, us and her and them)
would rather be.

Written By Viviana

Nov. 5, 2023, 3:03 p.m.(2/20/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Galatea

A most elegant alchemist.

Written By Viviana

Nov. 5, 2023, 3:02 p.m.(2/20/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Ravana

A ravishingly ambitious entrepreneur.

Written By Viviana

April 4, 2022, 11:12 p.m.(5/27/1017 AR)

I think that I can finally -- finally see the floor of my suite of rooms.

Just.

Never open the wardrobe door or you'll find yourself smothered by silks and leathers.

Written By Viviana

March 13, 2022, 7:51 p.m.(4/11/1017 AR)

Viviana Pravus. Apprentice Whisper. Protégé of Marquessa Avita Seraceni. Minister of Income for the March of Ischia. Former Sword of Setarco. Former Princess. Currently, preening --

Watch out Compact.

Written By Viviana

March 5, 2022, 2:17 p.m.(3/22/1017 AR)

Ten years ago, I read a love story in the Archive that moved me to tears -- recently, I read it over again. What's written of it, and public. It's beauty and loss. It reminds me of a sunrise. Sunrises are so transitory. Life is, really. It's so short. I want a story like that. I want beauty and loss. I want sunrises and sunsets. I want more of all of it. I want to hear more stories and fight more monsters and free those bound against their will. It reminds me of my own choices, made for myself -- made for new beginnings -- made for the delicious unknown of the future -- made for freedom.

Written By Viviana

March 5, 2022, 2:05 p.m.(3/22/1017 AR)

Leila's taking dictation, which I appreciate, as I am still a little too fucking drunk and high to hold a quill.

I relived it. Me told me to run. I froze. Because I thought about us. I thought about those few steps I took in Grayhold, at Bastion, before I left to help others evacuate. Those insects. Hate them. I was gone. Then, the voices cut through and the thick of the fight was suddenly -- loud, obtrusive, real, foul -- and I let it go. There's nothing of the coward in that. I realized that. I never thought to thank us for that. I took it personally. I took it to heart. I took it to my core, and I'm not lying if I say that I still think that it could be a coward's move. But -- that was the turning point, wasn't it.

No, it's not a question, Lei. Statement. It was the turning of the point. It's not cowardice. Perhaps it's selfishness.

I'll deal with that.

Written By Viviana

March 4, 2022, 3:52 p.m.(3/20/1017 AR)

Goodness. When one asks for assistance in the written word -- one receives it. I am ever appreciative.

Written By Viviana

Feb. 28, 2022, 5:45 p.m.(3/13/1017 AR)

I'm writing the following at the Shrine of the Thirteenth, and hopefully Leila -- who is wonderful -- will deliver my words to be Archived in my Journal.

I was wondering if.

It's been such a lengthy period of serious introspection. Some tentative steps taken. Some quiet overtures made. So much yearning.

I've made my mind up.

I think that I am ready to take the actions needed to become a full Whisper.

Written By Viviana

Feb. 25, 2022, 5:43 p.m.(3/7/1017 AR)

I am wondering if.

Written By Viviana

Feb. 22, 2022, 7:07 p.m.(3/1/1017 AR)

Costume? Secured. Escort? Undecided. Maybe someone that would look good in green. Or yellow.

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