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Written By Valencia

Jan. 31, 2024, 11:54 p.m.(8/27/1021 AR)

We have all have travelled so far. So much has happened. So many twists and turns, highs and lows. It is a story I could never have predicted.

I gained, lost and found again so many friends and family. Seen amazing things blossom and the greatest of sacrifices made. I have been blessed with good friends and luck on both sides of the coin that has allowed me to become who I am today and who I will become.

Thank you to everyone for making the world what it is. To all those amazing souls whose stories and lives touched mine. So many names. So many people to admire and remember with great fondness.

The future looks so different now. So much has changed. It feels strange to not have something dark and daunting endlessly hanging over our heads. Today, I find myself in a place I never thought I would be, and yet here I stand.

I swore I would not marry again unless it was for love. I am glad I kept my promise. To be true, I never thought it would or could ever happen, and yet here I am finding my heart and home in the arms of a man I love more than anyone in this world.

I still cannot find the words to reflect all that I have in mind, so I shall save that for another time. But what I can say is that is how glad I was so very wrong and I could not ask for better match for he is a someone I respect and adore.

I never thought I would ever be able to say again that I love someone with all my heart. I pray to all the gods and spirits that our future will be a happy one.

Thank you for giving me your heart and for stealing mine, and making what seemed to be impossible possible.

And so starts an new and exciting chapter... I cannot wait to see what happens.

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Written By Valencia

Jan. 27, 2024, 7:40 p.m.(8/19/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Kastelon

I miss you so much, Kastelon. So much that it has taken me some time to be able to arrange my thoughts and put quill to parchment. I know that I have my duties to perform and that I should carry on as you told me to do, but the world is so much darker and empty without you.

Arx may or may not fall, but regardless I still wanted to honour your life and you sacrifice whether or not we win or loss all. To have some place special in this mortal world where you will be remembered.

Fortunately, Maggnus and Lizette have much cooler heads than I, and now, in the wildest part of the gardens, we have created a sacred place for you. It's full of tall old trees with sturdy branches and wild flowers. It reminds me of the meadows and groves in the lush, beautiful forests we once rode in. It's a place wild that creatures might like to live. Perhaps even large calm bear with one eye missing.

A small, clear stream meanders through and there are large, lush green pastures. It is quiet and peaceful here. I think you would have liked it.

By the stream there is now large stone carving there of great big beautiful bear, a hound, and a man with the words: "Be as the bear. Where you go, we shall follow" carefully etched into its surface and a plaque that reads: "In loving memory of Kastelon of Keaton, Lord, Voice, dear friend, protector, bear and one of the best of us."

I swear that in the late in the lazy golden afternoons and in the early morn when the sun just wakes and the sky is pink, I can hear your voice saying this in the rustle of the trees and meadow.

Once all this is done we shall put terraces and platforms in the trees like we did so long ago in the other part of the gardens. I will go there to remember you and get as close to the heavens as I can. Perhaps I might see sign of you in the skies at night or just before morning, looking down upon us with your calm hazel eye. Like a bright star or a calm cool moon in happier and more peaceful times.

I miss you so much. More than I dare say. I will never forget you, my dearest friend. I will do as you asked. I promise. I will try. And, I will pray to the Gods above and below that you will return from the wheel again one day soon so that we may meet again.

You will always be in my heart. Thank you for everything.

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Written By Valencia

Jan. 7, 2024, 3:41 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Patrizio

The Archduke of Pravus possesses many admirable qualities that make him an exceptional leader. His honorable and generous spirit, strong moral character, and commitment to his people are evident in his words and deeds.

Though confident in his abilities, he remains open-minded, carefully weighing options before making decisions. He listens thoughtfully when others share perspectives, even if differing from his own.

The Archduke's modesty belies his remarkable talents and virtues. His integrity, wisdom and compassion set a shining example of principled leadership.

I am grateful for his trust and inspired to serve his house faithfully.

Though he insists he is but a man of this season, the Archduke's noble conduct improves our world.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 31, 2023, 4:41 p.m.(6/21/1021 AR)

I am so excited. Our dream to expand the Golden Hart to cities across the Compact is quickly becoming a reality.

The hope and plan was simple but ambitious. To create welcoming places and spaces to help communities improve and achieve their dreams by establishing at least one Hart for each house across the realm to allow each unique community a chance to make the world a better place for themselves and others.

Bringing people together to do great things, inspiring and raising people's spirits, and building support for local community projects, good causes and those in need is my deepest desire and dream.

I want to see all in Avrum and beyond rise, thrive and succeed as much as possible -- now and well into the future.

If the Golden Hart can make a difference in this way, then we are very happy to do so. I, for one, cannot wait to see all the local projects and positive changes that will help our people and many communities blossom and grow as they come into fruition!

I hope more houses and communities reach out and accept our invitation. The more the merrier. For you can never have enough Hart.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 31, 2023, 4:02 p.m.(6/21/1021 AR)

I am filled with such happiness and the deepest gratitude to those kind and generous souls who offered their assistance to my Hart as we raised funds support Compact recovery efforts, including relief for refugees, veterans and others affected by the recent war effort.

My most sincere thanks and admiration to the Archduke Patrizio of Pravus, Princess Fatima of Thrax, Princess Renata of Pravus, Mirari Corsetina, Lady Jan of Malespero, Lady Titania of Kennex, the Whisper House, House Kennex, House Whitesurf, House Malespero, House Pravus and all those who wished to donate privately for their incredibly kind donations.

Thanks to their kindness we were able to raise 3,250,000 in silver and 5,000 in economic writs. This will help so many in need. Which is truly amazing for certainly the need for help is great after all that has happened.

To be true, good people and deeds like this humble and hearten me. To see how much can be achieved when we work together will never stop to amaze and inspire me. It is so vital to our realm's success regardless of which efforts or causes we hope to accomplish.

Thanks to their generosity the Golden Hart is even more inspired and resolved to work hard to raise spirits, silver and support so that all in our realm may grow and thrive.

I cannot wait for the day when we will be able to do so much more thanks to Harts being established in communities across Avrum. To help so many more people and communities is a dream come true.

Again, my heart and thanks to all our generous supporters -- past, present and future. You are truly a beautiful reminder of hope and goodness in an all to often dark and harsh world.

Thank you for bringing the light.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 23, 2023, 3:34 p.m.(6/5/1021 AR)

We worked very hard to try to make fireweave available in the market so that all those who are going to battle might have more protection.

We were not as successful as we had hoped to be, but thanks the incredible efforts of the Archduke Patrizio of Pravus, Princess Ophelia of Velenosa, Princess Renata of Pravus and the Marquis Cadern of Blackwood we were able to secure enough fireweave to create a small but powerful collection of items to be loaned out to those who are working with Arvani fire or in need of extra protection for our upcoming battles.

In this way, we hope to help support as many fighters as possible as well as those who support them on the battlefield.

The Golden Hart will always rise to support the people of Arvani and the Compact now and in the future. And, as much as we had hoped to outfit more of people, this is a step in the right direction.

I am deeply grateful to all the members of the Golden Hart who made this happen.

Needless to say, if by some miracle we happen to come by more of this material, we will happily make more items available to those in need who are fighting for us and our future.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 17, 2023, 8:22 p.m.(5/21/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Theo

I was very happy to hear that my cousin Theo won his duel, though I know it was done in fun.

To be true, I adore good wines from all over our compact. Each vintage can be so different. Same with spirits, I confess I admire the art and the craft of making fine spirits, ales, ciders, meads, teas and wines. All of it.

That said, I also adore seeing someone that I care very much for rise triumphant. I congratulate all on a duel well fought.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 17, 2023, 7:51 p.m.(5/21/1021 AR)

Another wonderful Sip'n Spar event. That is two now. I was heartened to see who attended -- new faces and once well loved and known -- and inspired to see the talents shared. It makes me wish I had taken up the art of the blade with more devotion.

I think we shall have to host some more.

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Written By Valencia

Dec. 3, 2023, 7:18 p.m.(4/21/1021 AR)

It is so much easier to be brave when you do things for love, whether it be for a person, your family, your people or country, or your spirits or gods.

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Written By Valencia

Nov. 26, 2023, 8:39 p.m.(4/7/1021 AR)

It is always loving to see familiar faces again. They fill me with warmth and hope and remind me of who I am and should be. I look forward to seeing more.

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Written By Valencia

Nov. 12, 2023, 8:04 p.m.(3/7/1021 AR)

Last night was a delight. I cannot say how happy I am. To spend an evening in good cheer and conversation with his Grace Archduke Patrizio and Princess Renata of Pravus, Lady Medeia of Saik and my dearest cousin, Theo, has kept me smiling long after.

I look forward to many more such merry meetings and cannot think of better company to chat and conspire with.

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Written By Valencia

Nov. 12, 2023, 8:03 p.m.(3/7/1021 AR)

More excellent news this week. The Princess Renata of Pravus has elected to join the Golden Hart and will be hosting a wonderful event in the coming days along side his Grace, Archduke Patrizio, and my wonderful cousin, Prince Theo.

I'm excited to see what they devise and hope for nothing but their success. My Hart stands fully behind their efforts to help others and my staff are at the ready to assist in any way possible.

I think some very wonderful things that will come of this high-spirited and good-hearted trio. I feel so blessed.

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Written By Valencia

Nov. 9, 2023, 10:33 p.m.(3/1/1021 AR)

It would seem that the ties of our compact are being tested again, which says to me that it is more important than ever that we remain allied against our common enemy if we are to survive.

We cannot yield to it. No matter how hard they try to sow the seeds of discord among us.

United we are formidable. Torn asunder and fighting each other from within... unthinkable.

I have faith in the people of Avrum and our allies. Each and every one. There is so much skill and experience, and we are rich with strong hearts, clever minds and unwavering will.

Stand strong, good people, stand strong. Hold fast. Do not let eyes stray from the task. We cannot let this evil end us. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever.

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Written By Valencia

Oct. 29, 2023, 1:25 p.m.(2/6/1021 AR)

It often amazes me just how conflicted one can be at times.

Sometimes the heart simply wants what it wants and you cannot deny it.

The question is whether one acts on it.

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Written By Valencia

Oct. 29, 2023, 1:24 p.m.(2/6/1021 AR)

Perhaps it is time for another Sip'n Spar?

Something to distract people from their worries if only for a little. To remind them that there is life to be lived and company to be enjoyed. Something more than just another battle or foe to be thwarted. Something that offers pleasure and hope and perhaps eases grind of worry over things we cannot control or what comes.

The Hart has always and will always seek to raise spirits and support for good causes. What better cause than to warm hearts and offer people a chance to come together as one -- even if it is only for a little while.

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Written By Valencia

Oct. 22, 2023, 4:50 p.m.(1/21/1021 AR)

Winter has returned and with it so so many familiar faces who have long been gone from our city. It feels like something building.

I know things are dire, but I have faith in our people. It will not be easy, but I know we will prevail. There is no other choice.

My Hart stands ready to help as we can. We will never shirk our duty to serve our people. We stand strong with all of Arvani.

I hope a hundred years from now they speak of us and what we did and smile proudly. I hope my Hart still stands for all those who will come after us long after we return to the wheel. That is my hope. That is my work. Of this, I am sure.

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Written By Valencia

Oct. 22, 2023, 12:23 p.m.(1/20/1021 AR)

We have lost so many already and now more. I fear our loses will only continue as we face the foe.

I am grateful to those who seek to protect us in whatever way they can. As soldiers, strategists, scholars, seafarers, diplomats, crafters, merchants, farmers, healers and leaders of men.

So many, too many, to mention them all. All playing their part, all playing their role. Those who put their shoulder to the wheel as we push on together into what we pray will be a bright new future for us all.

I miss many who are gone deeply. I hope we do them proud and win the day so that their sacrifices will not be in vain.

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Written By Valencia

Oct. 15, 2023, 3:48 p.m.(1/6/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Patrizio

Archduke Patrizio... if feels strange and wonderful to say. I am very happy for him and for all those who will benefit from his appointment. In fact, I cannot think of a better choice to lead Pravus forward.

I see in him so many good qualities that will serve him, his people, and all in our compact very well in his new role.

It truly is a new chapter for Pravus. I think Belladonna and the Choir will be glad of their choice.

I know he will do all he can to serve and lead his people well.

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Written By Valencia

Sept. 17, 2023, 4:27 p.m.(7/21/1020 AR)

Life can be frustrating and difficult. We often find ourselves on unexpected paths, or even off the beaten track altogether, when we least expect it. There are twists and turns. Things to know and learn. Worries and challenges both within and without of our control.

However, despite it all, through it all, we find our way and if we are very lucky we realize that even in the darkest of times there are treasures to be discovered along the way.

And, if we are very, /very/ lucky, sometimes we realize how happy and blessed we truly are. How things can change for the better in a blink of an eye or a beat of a heart with one small step or even the simple act of not giving up.

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Written By Valencia

July 17, 2023, 11:24 p.m.(3/9/1020 AR)

Relationship Note on Gaspar

We never got to speak. We had much to speak about. And, so I have decided that this is not really goodbye.

I will not say it. You cannot make me. Sweet dream, perhaps. Thank you for certain. So much more to say. But never goodbye.

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