Written By Titania
Jan. 7, 2024, 4:51 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)
In this high summer's embrace, we offer our gratitude.
Bless us with the gentle caress of your waves,
As the sun dances upon the shimmering surface.
May your tranquil currents wash away our worries,
And bring forth the coolness of your liquid blessings.
As the days unfold in warmth and brilliance,
Guide us through the tides of life with serenity.
Mangata, Lady of the Waters, hear our prayer,
In this season of abundance and vibrant light.
Written By Titania
Dec. 31, 2023, 2:57 p.m.(6/20/1021 AR)
Relationship Note on Caspian
Written By Titania
Dec. 28, 2023, 11:28 p.m.(6/15/1021 AR)
A tale unfolds of the Marin'alfar, oh so high.
With silver hair that glistens like the sea,
They dance on waves, wild and free.
Through the whispers of the tide, a melody,
A song of ancient magic, a symphony.
In the depths where secrets lie,
The Marin'alfar spread their wings to fly.
Marin'alfar, in the moonlit night,
Dancing on the water, a mesmerizing sight.
With elven grace and eyes so bright,
They weave enchantments in the moon's soft light.
Beneath the surface, a hidden realm they keep,
Where coral castles rise from the ocean deep.
With voices like the gentle breeze that sighs,
They sing of love, of tears, and skies
Through the whispers of the tide, a melody,
A song of ancient magic, a symphony.
In the depths where secrets lie,
The Marin'alfar spread their wings to fly.
Marin'alfar, in the moonlit night,
Dancing on the water, a mesmerizing sight.
With elven grace and eyes so bright,
They weave enchantments in the moon's soft light.
Beneath the waves, where the starfish sleep,
The Marin'alfar secrets guard and keep.
Their laughter echoes in the ocean's halls,
A timeless dance within the waterfalls.
As the dawn breaks, and the night retires,
The Marin'alfar stoke their eternal fires.
With shells as instruments, they sing their song,
A lullaby for the ocean, soft and strong.
Through the whispers of the tide, a melody,
A song of ancient magic, a symphony.
In the depths where secrets lie,
The Marin'alfar spread their wings to fly.
Marin'alfar, in the moonlit night,
Dancing on the water, a mesmerizing sight.
With elven grace and eyes so bright,
They weave enchantments in the moon's soft light.
So, let the waves carry the Marin'alfar's tune,
A serenade beneath the shining moon.
In the heart of the ocean, where dreams are spun,
The Marin'alfar dance until the morning sun.
Written By Titania
Sept. 17, 2023, 5:55 p.m.(7/21/1020 AR)
Written By Titania
July 23, 2023, 9:37 p.m.(3/21/1020 AR)
Written By Titania
July 11, 2023, 10:02 p.m.(2/25/1020 AR)
Relationship Note on Jan
Written By Titania
June 9, 2023, 2:25 p.m.(12/17/1019 AR)
There's a goddess pure and bright, with grace she does abide.
Mangata, the goddess, of life, air, and water fair,
Her gentle touch upon the world, brings blessings everywhere.
Oh Mangata, goddess divine, with your ethereal glow,
Your presence brings serenity, like a gentle breeze's flow.
From the depths of the ocean to the skies up above,
We sing this song of reverence, for your eternal love.
She dances on the ocean waves, with moonlight as her guide,
Her silken robes trail softly, as she moves with gentle stride.
Her laughter echoes through the air, a melody so sweet,
Bringing harmony and peace, where discord used to meet.
Oh Mangata, goddess divine, with your ethereal glow,
Your presence brings serenity, like a gentle breeze's flow.
From the depths of the ocean to the skies up above,
We sing this song of reverence, for your eternal love.
She weaves the tapestry of life, with threads of liquid grace,
Breathing life into the world, in every sacred place.
She nourishes the land and sea, with every drop of rain,
A symbol of renewal, of hope that will sustain.
In her eyes, the wisdom shines, of ages gone before,
She's the guardian of the earth, forever we adore.
With every breath we take, the air she freely gives,
A reminder of the gift of life, in which each being lives.
Oh Mangata, goddess divine, with your ethereal glow,
Your presence brings serenity, like a gentle breeze's flow.
From the depths of the ocean to the skies up above,
We sing this song of reverence, for your eternal love.
So let us honor Mangata, the goddess we hold dear,
For her grace and boundless love, let our voices cheer.
May her light forever guide us, through each passing day,
As we journey through this life, in Mangata's loving sway.
Written By Titania
April 2, 2023, 10:03 p.m.(7/22/1019 AR)
Relationship Note on Pasquale
I find him calming to be around scholar, he reminds me well of me in ways. Also listening, watching very observant.
I have to say I do look forward to speaking to him again, the conversation and company is very enjoyable and welcoming.
I do hope for more in the future.
Written By Titania
March 26, 2023, 10:11 p.m.(7/8/1019 AR)
I have been trying so hard to move forward to start anew and then things come back to remind me of moments I knew.
And of people who are no longer here.
Written By Titania
March 5, 2023, 9:57 p.m.(5/22/1019 AR)
Written By Titania
Aug. 21, 2018, 2:03 p.m.(6/9/1009 AR)
Written By Titania in Black Journal
Aug. 21, 2018, 1:56 p.m.(6/9/1009 AR)
I do not wish for those I called friends and those I loved to morn me, no remember "Tears in our wake, never at our wake."
I was lucky to have many friends and those I cared for deeply always in my heart, in my thoughts. But now, it is time to move on.
I ask for all those to not be sad, but to be happy, find a bottle of rum, whiskey whatever it may be. Go to the Thrax ramparts and have a sip and then pour one out over the wall to remember me. I use to spend many of day and night there looking out over the water and Grey Forest it was one of my favorite spots in the city one of the spots I felt at peace at.
Gailin Fireviper: My beloved husband, I leave with you the one thing that is most important in my life our son Leif. He is going to need you, he will not understand why I am gone, let him know how much I loved him.
Lief Fireviper: My son, know I loved you dearly. Everything I ever did was for your future, to know that you would grow up and be the brave strong man I know you will be in relative peace. I leave to you my sword Storm Breaker, a bejeweled rubicund short sword when you are old enough your father will teach you how to use it.
Lady Joslyn Stonewood: My dear friend to you I leave the two most important things in my life when Lief was born you were there and named his godmother. Please look after him and Gailin make sure he does not lose himself.
Archduchess Elyna velenosa: For you, I leave behind something very precious, I am sure you do not understand now but in time I hope you will. So to you, I leave a pair of perfectly polished silver hairpins with jagged amethyst set in channels, keep them safe do not let them be lost to time again.
Lady Zoey Kennex: To you, I gift my Intricately forged ancient steel recurve bow, keep her safe and keep her in kennex.
Lord Ingvar Grimhall: I am sorry we have not gotten to know each other better, but know that Grimhall has a special place in my heart. I knew your brother well we were very close and I miss him still, but to you, I return his Crimson steel seax. Your father let me have it to hold onto as a memory, I keep it cause he saved my life once. Now I wish for you to have it to remember him by.
Baron Edward Stormbreak: One of my first friends here in Arx and one of my constant companions up on the top of the Thrax ramparts. We have both come a great distance from the first time we meet. To you, I leave a wine flask with a Mangata sigil embossed on it.
Marquis Ford Kennex: My dear cousin, I have always looked to you like an older brother and I know things have not always been the best between us lessons lived and learned right? To you I return my Kennex ring, I have kept it all this time close to my heart even if I said I no longer had it and a pewter seafarer's medallion.
Prince Galen Thrax: I will never forget that day we meet on the docks of Maelstrom and I will never forget that handsome smile, so to you I leave a good luck charm in the shape of the Northern Star.
Princess Coraline Thrax: To you, my curious friend I leave my honorary Grayson Quiver and Stormguard, a standard longbow she was my very first bow gifted to me by Lady Catrina and now I put her in your hands keep her safe.
Lady Catalana Kennex: My sweet cousin, how my life would have been so much different if it had not been for you and Lord Wash, I have always looked up to you both so much. To you, I leave a winged blue topaz heart set on a leather and iron necklace that sits along the neck base
His Crace Price Victus Thrax: High Lord I have always considered you a friend and though I know we have not talked much since I married out I have always thought about it. So to you, I leave a tiny octopus in orange glass and you still have the shield I gave you when I first meet you on your birthday.
His Grace Prince Edain Valadrin: To my dear friend Edain, you were there when I could not turn to others this I thank you for. To you, I leave a token of Gild.
Her highness princess-consort Caelis Valardin: Caelis I have no words to express how you changed my life, always there when needed. I know you enjoy masquerades least a small birdy told me so and so to you I leave my silk silvery white owl mask, a silvery white-winged owl gown, and silvery white silken owl slippers. I hope they bring you as much joy as they did me.
Lady Octavia Kennex: To you my dearest cousin I leave my a cowled, offset leather jacket with burnished buckles
Count Turo Navegant: To you my friend I will miss dearly thank you for the many talks for you I leave a half-sized bottle of watermarked with Mangata's initial blessed by Blessed Madeliene.
Countess Arcelia Navegant: an ornate ring of waves crafted out of pewter accented with blue topaz
Officer Sparte Fatchforth: My dear friend, how I wish we could have had more time but I hope to meet you again for you I leave a swatch of sailcloth is embroidered with Mangata's wave.
Lady Vanora Grimhall: To you, I leave an iron choker sporting a sea green glass kraken.
Lord Constantine (Connie) Kennex: Cousin, we are so much like you and I it amazes me we are not twins. You have always been a strong and stable man that voice that can calm anyone, to you I leave Sunset Fire Fan, hang it on your wall and always remember me.
To those, I have not left anything to "The winds of change are ever at our back" do not fret we will meet again one day and always remember that no matter what I love you "Tears in our wake, never at our wake.".
Our Lady, Star of the Sea, Azure Mother, Pearl
of Grace,
Protect your sons (and daughters) who travel
on the waters,
Protect your sons (and daughters) who travel
ahead of the winds.
Our Lady, Bright Star of the Ocean, Queen of
Tempests and Typhoon,
Help them crest the waves, ride the currents,
survive the storm,
Shelter your most ardent disciples,
May our hope find harbour,
Our hearts your favour.
In your name we pray calm seas
In your name we pray strong winds
In your name we pray full sails.
Written By Titania
June 17, 2018, 8:16 p.m.(1/12/1009 AR)
Written By Titania
June 10, 2018, 11:59 p.m.(12/18/1008 AR)
Written By Titania
June 4, 2018, 1:39 a.m.(11/28/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Driskell
I like to wake up from this horrible dream but I fear I am not sleeping that what I know is true...
How?
why?
I have so many questions and an feeling so many emotions, I am Angry, sad, scared...
I just....(smeared ink from getting wet)
My good friend.....
Written By Titania
June 3, 2018, 7:55 p.m.(11/27/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Ingvar
I am sorry Lord Ingvar, I do hope our next meeting is better and we get to speak further about things.
Written By Titania
May 27, 2018, 10:32 p.m.(11/11/1008 AR)
Afraid what was said might be misheard.
Screaming the pain she felt but no one could hear.
Her insides were dying tear after tear.
She is friendly with anyone, but yet so alone.
The fake smile she wears how could anyone have known.
The pain, hurt, and betrayal that she feels inside.
Feelings she can't deal with so she tries to hide.
Not knowing what to do, how to feel or were to go.
She can't put her guard down, she can't trust a soul.
Everyone thinks she is happy with this act she puts on.
Yet she cries almost every night till the break of dawn.
She is trying to find herself through all this confusion.
As soon as she thinks she found it, its just an illusion.
Trying to understand why people do what they do.
It always ends up she hasn't got a clue.
Written By Titania
May 21, 2018, 12:07 a.m.(10/12/1008 AR)
I am the Serpent of the sea
I am a Disciple of Mangata
I am me.
Written By Titania
May 10, 2018, 12:14 p.m.(9/19/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Sameera
Written By Titania
April 22, 2018, 10:49 p.m.(8/8/1008 AR)
I have waited what feels like forever to see you, to meet you. When I first learned I was going to have you I was so worried so many questions, so many concerns. But now that I look on you, so strong and healthy so full of life so much like your father. Those worries and concerns have melted away. I love you so very much my son welcome to the world.
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