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Written By Tesha

Feb. 1, 2024, 9:20 p.m.(9/1/1021 AR)

For too long I have lived for others.

It is time to live for myself and to enjoy what years I have left.

For now, we go to Cardia to beat back Malar and so that I can have a semblance of my happily ever after with Calumar.

Written By Tesha

Jan. 31, 2024, 5:03 p.m.(8/27/1021 AR)

At the end of things, I want you to know that you are loved.

Written By Tesha

Jan. 30, 2024, 10:20 p.m.(8/25/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Arn

In these last days I wish you were here. Not because I want you to suffer right along with us, but because a part of me is still that scared and naive girl that misses her Uncle.

For now, they'll just have to make do with me being the stern and scarred one.

Written By Tesha

Jan. 30, 2024, 4:48 p.m.(8/25/1021 AR)

If I should die, please bury me with Calumar.

Written By Tesha

Dec. 27, 2023, 10:01 p.m.(6/13/1021 AR)

The fact that my eye has started to heal is...not the weirdest thing that has happened.

I think that I can thank my dragon friend for this and I am eternally grateful.

Written By Tesha

Dec. 24, 2023, 10:28 p.m.(6/7/1021 AR)

The Red Thorn is cleansed. It was used at the Battle of Harrow Hall. I did not die and now I return home to give the blade back to Duke Ansel. I am not the Sword of my house, but I will defend it with every breath that I have. So much happened and I have a lot of feelings over the battle. We've won for now. There will be more to come though. In the mean time I need to write to my new friend.

Written By Tesha

Dec. 23, 2023, 3:34 p.m.(6/5/1021 AR)

If I should die in the battle at Harrow Hall I would like the following things done:

My blacks are to remain sealed. Those are my own thoughts in dark times.

If it can be recovered, please return The Red Thorn back to my cousin Ansel. So that it may continue to serve as the Sword of our House.

If my body can be /safely/ recovered, please seek permission to have me buried in Cascade Springs.

Please sell my belongings and donate it to the Faith and other charities. I have no use for it if I am dead and I have no children or husband to leave them to.

Also, please tell my dearest brother-in-law that I love him and that it is not his fault.

Written By Tesha

Dec. 19, 2023, 2:15 p.m.(5/24/1021 AR)

When I set off with Red Thorn I did not think I was going to be returning to the city as the task at hand was one that I wasn't sure that would be survived.

But here I am again.

Written By Tesha

Oct. 16, 2023, 10:05 p.m.(1/9/1021 AR)

I am out of tears at the moment. It seems my every waking moment has brought some painful memory back or some morose episode grips my heart.

Written By Tesha

Oct. 16, 2023, 10:01 p.m.(1/9/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Khanne

I received one as well. It would appear that people are returning from the dead.

Or someone thinks they are very funny.

Written By Tesha

July 30, 2023, 6:41 p.m.(4/7/1020 AR)

Spring is here. Time to work on the eye some more.

No I meant for that to be cryptic, thank you for pointing it out, Scholar.

Written By Tesha

July 29, 2023, 8:32 p.m.(4/5/1020 AR)

Squall seems to be getting better at realizing that the steps cannot be went down at break neck speeds. Though him tumbling did make me laugh. I am horrible sometimes. He's alright though, Scholar. I promise.

Written By Tesha

June 29, 2023, 11:13 p.m.(2/2/1020 AR)

Relationship Note on Aethan

I'm going to have to think of a name for this puppy now. Thank you.

Written By Tesha

June 25, 2023, 10:12 p.m.(1/22/1020 AR)

I had pondered a Winter Joust, but that might injure the horses and riders more. I don't want to do that.

Written By Tesha

May 28, 2023, 7:37 p.m.(11/22/1019 AR)

The Sea Gauntlet is keeping me busy with planning. I hope that it is well received.

Written By Tesha

May 14, 2023, 7:51 p.m.(10/22/1019 AR)

I have noticed that I need to get out more and probably NOT in situations where I can lose my only eye.

Written By Tesha

May 7, 2023, 6:23 p.m.(10/8/1019 AR)

I've learned that having to change goals is not always bad. Sometimes it is what keeps us sane.

Written By Tesha

April 24, 2023, 8:26 p.m.(9/10/1019 AR)

I have something new and exciting planned. I hope it is well received.

Written By Tesha

April 19, 2023, 7:53 p.m.(8/28/1019 AR)

There might be some light at the end of the tunnel. It is dim, but it is there.

Written By Tesha

April 14, 2023, 9:20 p.m.(8/18/1019 AR)

I think that I need to find someone to help me host the gauntlet. It might be a bit of fun.

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