Written By Teagan
May 25, 2023, 8:38 a.m.(11/15/1019 AR)
Written By Teagan
June 29, 2020, 2:44 p.m.(7/24/1013 AR)
The only issue is I do not know if this child will still be occupying space within me or not at the time and that changes tailoring considerably.
Pregnancy is damnably inconvenient.
Written By Teagan
June 11, 2020, 2:34 p.m.(6/16/1013 AR)
I imagine such will be the way of things for days, if not weeks to come.
Written By Teagan
May 31, 2020, 8:08 p.m.(5/22/1013 AR)
Written By Teagan
May 23, 2020, 2:04 p.m.(5/6/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Dio
Written By Teagan
May 15, 2020, 11:23 a.m.(4/18/1013 AR)
A common-born may think that 'social climber' is someone who utilizes social and political acumen to achieve their goals, but that is not the intent at all. After all, many of us were trained in those skills from the day we left the cradle. No, a 'social climber' is one who seeks only to marry into a role and of nothing else. A lad of some faraway county who could never manage a sword who seeks to convince a Duchess that he'd make a fine Duke-Consort. A lady of some barony no one's ever heard of who weds a lord that himself is likely certain he'll lead a house someday.
These are the social climbers. There are commoners aplenty who provide for society in great ways -- might I reference the tailor Petal perhaps -- and are known across Arvum. One's 'skills' are not defined by whether or not they are a noble nor what House they are in and it's a sad person that thinks as much. But a social climber will try to wed into acclaim because they want to stand upon another's laurels.
Written By Teagan
May 12, 2020, 11:03 p.m.(4/13/1013 AR)
If the topic of discussion is, for example, one's ability to fight: keep the topic on one's ability to fight. Do not suddenly begin to rant on at length about one's fashion sense.
It's a distraction and underlines that your stance is weak and you damn well know it.
Written By Teagan
May 11, 2020, 5:36 p.m.(4/10/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Rysen
I've found someone whose rhymes I hate worse than Lord Arik's.
Written By Teagan
May 11, 2020, 2:40 p.m.(4/10/1013 AR)
This explains some things.
I am with child. Time to remind myself -- perhaps daily -- that this is all a part of duty.
Written By Teagan
May 9, 2020, 8:47 p.m.(4/6/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Arik
Is the wound to your ego so grievous that you need a victory to mend it?
Written By Teagan
May 4, 2020, 7:44 p.m.(3/24/1013 AR)
My brother is back from yet another of his walkabouts (they can be called nothing less for the way he can disappear so suddenly) and one of our cousins has come to Arx to aid us as well.
I am also happy to say the direhorn herd is recovering nicely and by spring we should be ready to sell them to those that wish their own ferocious goats. Though I do warn a propensity to eat just about everything they can get their mouths upon.
Written By Teagan
Feb. 27, 2020, 11:58 a.m.(11/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Brianna
You knew what you were doing.
Written By Teagan
Feb. 18, 2020, 8:47 p.m.(10.416888227513228/17.34574074074074/1012.784740685626 AR)
Relationship Note on Baelor
Written By Teagan
Feb. 14, 2020, 3:55 p.m.(10.116961805555556/7.549861111111111/1012.7597468171297 AR)
Written By Teagan
Jan. 21, 2020, 2:16 p.m.(8.295272817460319/10.535277777777779/1012.607939401455 AR)
Written By Teagan
Jan. 18, 2020, 8:13 a.m.(8/2/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Josephine
It is beautiful. Just like everything else she made.
I cannot say we were close friends, but I respected her. I appreciated her. She did more for Blackram than she will likely ever know.
A part of me cannot yet bear to wear the piece but I know I must for her.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 24, 2019, 5:54 p.m.(6/9/1012 AR)
At least there his lack of etiquette and manners is not just acceptable but welcome.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 12, 2019, 12:15 p.m.(5/12/1012 AR)
I wish I could say something great, but it feels so much more dismal than that.
Written By Teagan
Dec. 4, 2019, 4:52 p.m.(4/25/1012 AR)
That is a strange thing to say, perhaps. I am a lawyer. I am a diplomat. I am a woman who has set out across the Oathland countryside to work with Abandoned clans to bring them under the Blackram banner.
To me there is an ease in the work. It's like a prescribed set of steps. A recipe like a cook might work off of within the kitchens.
Stand like so.
Hold your hands like so.
Smile like so.
Speak like so.
All of it follows a specific series of steps. A reaction for every action.
It is soothing, really, in its execution.
Put me in a social engagement such as a ball, however, and I find myself out of my depth. Suddenly the press of people is too great. I become at a loss for what to do, where to go, what to day. The lack of direction may well be suffocating.
How is one so much easier than the other?
How do some thrive while others wither?
Written By Teagan
Dec. 1, 2019, 11:58 p.m.(4/19/1012 AR)
I worry for the people. I worry for the lands themselves. I worry for what stirs.
I worry for my own inability of late to find my voice in prayer. Hopefully the gods are satisfied with thought and action.
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