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Written By Noah

Oct. 11, 2023, 10:07 p.m.(12/27/1020 AR)

Relationship Note on Patrizio

Good Luck, Mate.

Written By Noah

Aug. 12, 2023, 11:28 p.m.(5/5/1020 AR)

Relationship Note on Hadrian

So my take away is that if I'm ushering in my own doom (which I do merely by breathing), then I get four daggers?

Written By Noah

Aug. 9, 2023, 11:22 p.m.(4/27/1020 AR)

Marriage Advice.

Send your spouse a long list of ways they have annoyed you today. If there are 7 paragraphs, even better.

Please send message if you need more marriage advice for a successful and happy marriage.

Written By Noah

May 5, 2023, 2:27 p.m.(10/3/1019 AR)

It is strange as we grow older and reflect on our parents to see what has shaped us.
My mother was Grayson through and through. A show of a strong woman. Probably a reason I married a strong woman.
My grandparents there was a strict grandfather and a Velenosa grandmother. There is an impact I am certain.
My father was obviously Velenosa, which is why I tend towards alchemy, creating my own versions of chaos (that may just be me) and I respect the shadows.
My grandparents there were a mystery of their own making.

However, my mother loved me as only a mother can a son. She tried. She tried to teach me to be civil and always do what I must no matter the cost.
My father? He always just told me to do better. Although I still loved them and respected them.

I now have children. They are very much their own personalities, but sometimes I wonder what impact I will have on their lives. What memories they will have. Can you make an impact on young children if you don't have a lifetime? If you have a lifetime, do you still make an impact or is a person just who they are suppose to be?

Written By Noah

May 2, 2023, 10:04 p.m.(9/26/1019 AR)

I'm not the hero of your story or anyone else's. Please stop expecting it of me.

Written By Noah

April 24, 2023, 3:06 p.m.(9/9/1019 AR)

Don't call it a sacrifice if you are getting exactly what you want.

Written By Noah

April 16, 2023, 1:59 p.m.(8/21/1019 AR)

What is the most meaningful gift you have received? Respond in your whites if you want to answer. Not saying I need ideas, but ---

Written By Noah

April 9, 2023, 10:01 p.m.(8/8/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Denica

Hmm. Some people (not naming names) just need to chill. No matter water others think. But it's cubed that you try.

Written By Noah

April 8, 2023, 8:12 p.m.(8/6/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Denica

I can appreciate how you just defy gravity at parties. Just make sure you don't get too carried away.

Written By Noah

March 27, 2023, 9:39 p.m.(7/10/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Jaenelle

Poison,

In a few months it will be 4 years of marriage. Four of them. I promised you two, so I made well and good on that promise. I'm pretty sure you are coming up with new ways to end my life. Just know, that I came into this willingly and knowing that I was going to probably die at your hands when boredom set in. Luckily, I was the one to teach you about pointy things so I know I can rule that one out as the way of my end.

(Bad drawing of a female stick figure pointing a knife the WRONG pointy way) <---- You.

Although.

You are also still as intoxicating (and dangerous) as when I first met you at the Ambassador. It may have been my best jerk moment considering I walked away with you. You have managed to make me growl slightly less, managed to get me to dance at social events, managed to get me to social events, have made me a father, have understood my dark moods and my less than pleasing happy moods when you are the one that gets the prank pulled on, you have changed all my plans for my life -- pretty much with one look too -- damn you. Through it all and I mean all of it. Even those few moments where I may have unintentionally almost caused a riot or got captured for running my mouth. Or when there were a few uncertain moves. I would do them all again in this life and in all the others. You have always been the better half in this arrangement and of that I have not one doubt. Thank you for choosing me (not that you had a lot of options since you related to almost everyone).

Written By Noah

March 27, 2023, 9:30 p.m.(7/10/1019 AR)

I was ripping things apart because sometimes it's a healthy coping mechanism to just rip things apart. Society tends to frown when you rip people to pieces (even if I think deserved) and there are SO MANY THINGS in the closet next to my sleeping chambers. I have no skill at fashion. None. I'm not even going to pretend. I wear black all the time. I wore gray when my oaths linked me to my house of birth. This though, I can do. The problem lies in when your oldest daughter sees you do it. Then she goes to her closet and starts to do it to the gown that was just crafted for her.

Written By Noah

March 27, 2023, 9:24 p.m.(7/10/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Lou

Someone famous or who thought they were said we are only as strong as our name.
It's an interesting concept being that we don't choose our name. Then we marry to another last one.
Does that mean that someone who doesn't use their name is weak then?
Not that I am thinking of anyone out there. I'm just musing my thoughts like my journal asks of me.
Musing. That's all.
Right Loucia, that's all, right?

Written By Noah

March 18, 2023, 2:27 p.m.(6/19/1019 AR)

Finally I got a sort of armor. Maybe. Well, I might survive more when I run in to do the stupid things I do. Maybe.

Written By Noah

March 4, 2023, 2:14 p.m.(5/19/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Ida

I don't know why we play these games with each other. I have forgiven you for not having me as a patron. I am still thinking if I forgive Tikva about it. However, you should really just send me a price and your daggers. Why must you make me walk all the way to your shop?

Written By Noah

Nov. 8, 2022, 8:25 p.m.(11/1/1018 AR)

Sometimes I think you forget who and what I am. One day, I may even remind you.

Written By Noah

Oct. 20, 2022, 6:11 p.m.(8/7/1018 AR)

I wish people would make up their minds on their expectations on me. So far, they keep going back and forth and I'm getting whiplash.

Don't misunderstand me. I'm not cowing to people, but still.

Written By Noah

Oct. 7, 2022, 9:21 p.m.(7/9/1018 AR)

I don't make promises often. Mainly, as I rarely intend to keep them. It's a break of duty and such to do that, so I just don't make them.

I kept the one I made to you, Dollface.

Written By Noah

Oct. 7, 2022, 9:21 p.m.(7/9/1018 AR)

I don't make promises often. Mainly, as I rarely intend to keep them. It's a break of duty and such to do that, so I just don't make them.

I kept the one I made to you, Dollface.

Written By Noah

Aug. 24, 2022, 6:53 p.m.(4/5/1018 AR)

As per my last white, if you have received a gift from Mark; it was probably from me.
Please write to thank me.
Some people are the reason we can't have nice things.

Written By Noah

Aug. 24, 2022, 6:52 p.m.(4/5/1018 AR)

Relationship Note on Mark

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