Written By Mirella
April 23, 2021, 7:31 p.m.(5/7/1015 AR)
Interesting times we live in: I'm getting undercut by nobility and royalty on metal and fabric sales in the markets. I guess it's time to slash my prices.
Written By Mirella
Oct. 2, 2020, 8:19 p.m.(2/18/1014 AR)
When I woke up, it was to a pair of crystal-blue eyes staring straight into mine, and much purring.
My cat is a good cat.
My cat is a good cat.
Written By Mirella
June 24, 2020, 9:54 p.m.(7/14/1013 AR)
What's the difference between questioning oneself and doubting oneself? I know my own opinion on the matter, but I shan't share it here.
Written By Mirella
June 4, 2020, 7:19 p.m.(6/2/1013 AR)
I was discussing with someone the matter of the past; someone whose childhood was unpredictable and harsh, with its backdrop being one of danger, poverty and uncertainty. Someone who, in adulthood, lives a life of relative safety and material comfort despite a rough introduction to the world.
There was a lot of pondering as they spilled wine into their glass. They wondered if they would have grown to be a better person had they been born into a wealthier family, and had they never been required to do questionable things in order to survive.
Out of courtesy, I didn't ask what those 'things' were, or what 'better' means, but it did remind me to think along the same lines: what manner of person would I be now, had I not been raised in Caina, but instead somewhere less... Caina.
As always, I stopped dwelling on these thoughts quite speedily (and almost certainly more rapidly than a Mirrormask ought to). I wouldn't change anything about my past or where I was born, because they forged me into the person I am. I liked who I was before I civilised myself. I like who I am now.
It occurs to me that I might not always be a good fit as a disciple of the Thirteenth. We're advised to examine ourselves and challenge our beliefs of who we are. But really, I just find that self-doubt and 'what-ifs' can be such a bore sometimes.
There was a lot of pondering as they spilled wine into their glass. They wondered if they would have grown to be a better person had they been born into a wealthier family, and had they never been required to do questionable things in order to survive.
Out of courtesy, I didn't ask what those 'things' were, or what 'better' means, but it did remind me to think along the same lines: what manner of person would I be now, had I not been raised in Caina, but instead somewhere less... Caina.
As always, I stopped dwelling on these thoughts quite speedily (and almost certainly more rapidly than a Mirrormask ought to). I wouldn't change anything about my past or where I was born, because they forged me into the person I am. I liked who I was before I civilised myself. I like who I am now.
It occurs to me that I might not always be a good fit as a disciple of the Thirteenth. We're advised to examine ourselves and challenge our beliefs of who we are. But really, I just find that self-doubt and 'what-ifs' can be such a bore sometimes.
Written By Mirella
June 2, 2020, 5:43 p.m.(5/26/1013 AR)
Following up from my last journal entry, I have to admit I've been entirely spoiled by the gorgeous clothes my patron has conjured up for me. They're works of art and I will treasure them forever.
Written By Mirella
June 1, 2020, 7:06 p.m.(5/24/1013 AR)
Satin is a delightful material to wear next to the skin -- soft, pliant and surprisingly rich, with a gleam beneath light that is most pleasing to the eye. It can be layered over a dress made of fine, smooth cotton cloth if one requires a sturdier construction, but even then the garments produced have a lightness that serves one well in remaining cool and comfortable in the summer heat.
As a merchant, I'm often tasked to acquire more luxurious and costly fabric: velvet, brocade and so forth. Of course, I can see the appeal. How can I not? Many wish to garb themselves in only the finest attire. There's something to be said for the less prized materials, however. Add a touch of lace -- your everyday lace, that is to say -- and you can have a lovely outfit at a relatively modest cost.
Naturally, there are fashionistas who will think me quite misguided in my opinions herein, and that is perfectly understandable. I will still gladly continue to work on their behalf to find the cloth they desire.
As a merchant, I'm often tasked to acquire more luxurious and costly fabric: velvet, brocade and so forth. Of course, I can see the appeal. How can I not? Many wish to garb themselves in only the finest attire. There's something to be said for the less prized materials, however. Add a touch of lace -- your everyday lace, that is to say -- and you can have a lovely outfit at a relatively modest cost.
Naturally, there are fashionistas who will think me quite misguided in my opinions herein, and that is perfectly understandable. I will still gladly continue to work on their behalf to find the cloth they desire.
Written By Mirella
May 17, 2020, 11:38 p.m.(4/23/1013 AR)
Who would have guessed that people get a tad fighty when they're starving.
Written By Mirella
May 14, 2020, 10:38 a.m.(4/16/1013 AR)
The sound of lifting lids.
Written By Mirella
May 10, 2020, 1:54 p.m.(4/8/1013 AR)
Relationship Note on Sydney
I love people-watching from above -- it's a peaceful way to spend time (if all is going well) and the change of perspective can be quite centering.
Written By Mirella
May 1, 2020, 10:56 a.m.(3/18/1013 AR)
During my trips to the market, I see many requests to buy contracts and favours for a relatively meagre sum as compared to months past. More requests than usual, that is.
I must say that I'm surprised to see the names of some of the prospective buyers who are offering these small payments.
Yes, I know there is a whirlpool.
I must say that I'm surprised to see the names of some of the prospective buyers who are offering these small payments.
Yes, I know there is a whirlpool.
Written By Mirella
March 22, 2020, 7:34 p.m.(12/22/1012 AR)
I hope for the prompt return of Lord Rysen, Lord Ian and Lady Brianna. They're made of stern stuff, so I believe this hope is not misplaced.
Written By Mirella
Jan. 17, 2020, 10:08 p.m.(8/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Josephine
I'm sad to hear of Josephine Arcuri's passing, and I offer my condolences to her family and friends. She was a good woman. Not only did she have a divine gift of artistry, but she was one of the most unselfishly giving people I've ever met. I also very much enjoyed participating in her People's Tournaments, which I would never have expected. It's proof of her ability to win over even the most cynical of souls with her drive and enthusiasm for bringing people together in a shared purpose.
I'm not good with words when it comes to these situations, but I can say that Messere Arcuri lived well and with kindness, and her legacy is a grand one.
I'm not good with words when it comes to these situations, but I can say that Messere Arcuri lived well and with kindness, and her legacy is a grand one.
Written By Mirella
Jan. 16, 2020, 11:31 p.m.(7/28/1012 AR)
One might find worth in reflecting on their mistakes if they should seek redemption in earnest. This is not an original thought, but there it is.
Written By Mirella
Jan. 4, 2020, 10:04 a.m.(7/2/1012 AR)
I've been hearing some odd things about crows recently. Odd, but intriguing. I'm not sure what to make of this, but I wonder if it has any connection to a dream that has been playing on my mind for many months.
One thing I do know, however, is this: anyone who harms my crow will regret it very much.
One thing I do know, however, is this: anyone who harms my crow will regret it very much.
Written By Mirella
Dec. 19, 2019, 8:20 p.m.(5/27/1012 AR)
To clarify my last journal, I mean really big animals. Unusually large. Not to say that I wouldn't like to see a living miniature bear or somesuch. A palm-sized bear sounds quite charming.
Written By Mirella
Dec. 19, 2019, 8:15 p.m.(5/27/1012 AR)
I'm considering a new line of study: zoology, focusing on animals of unusual size. Wolves, sharks, other creatures besides. It seems that I encounter them quite often, and I find it very intriguing. Not that I'm the only one who has run into such beasts, of course. I'm sure others have fascinating tales to tell about similar experiences outside of my own. I wouldn't mind hearing those tales, in fact.
Written By Mirella
Nov. 13, 2019, 10:12 p.m.(3/11/1012 AR)
Oh, a noble calling a commoner a 'nobody' -- and for all to see, at that. Not exactly politic to say such things in public (so I hear) but I suppose it reveals the attitude of the one who gave the slight. But I don't know. Perhaps I'm still not entirely up to date with the etiquette and social codes of this city.
Written By Mirella
Oct. 27, 2019, 8:39 p.m.(2/5/1012 AR)
So many birds falling from the sky lately. Sad and odd and concerning. I'll be keeping my crow indoors for a while. I'm no expert on avian diseases, but I can't disregard the possibility that she might catch something deadly outside if she's allowed to fly free.
Written By Mirella
July 23, 2019, 2:16 p.m.(7/8/1011 AR)
Perhaps I'm being a most half-hearted mirrormask (by some very particular standards) when I say I'm finding it hard to imagine why I would endorse slavery and thralldom.
I'm not the kindest person at the best of times, and I know it's my place to question and consider... but that's a bit too much for me.
I'm not the kindest person at the best of times, and I know it's my place to question and consider... but that's a bit too much for me.
Written By Mirella
July 23, 2019, 1:53 p.m.(7/8/1011 AR)
Climbing Duskstone Rose or Caina Milk Thistle. It depends on how much I wish to flatter myself, I suppose.
Apparently I have too much time on my hands if this is all I have to think about. How self-indulgent.
Apparently I have too much time on my hands if this is all I have to think about. How self-indulgent.
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